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if i have to have a higher calorie food i normally try to limit myself to having less than 100 calories of whatever it is!! my estimations aren’t perfect but the mindset helps me from overeating <3

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grunge thinspo u___u i wish clothes looked this good on me

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had like 600 calories today and i’m trying so hard not to hate myself for it :/ it’s not even that much but my stomach is full and that makes me feel so guilty

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i’m not even doing this to lose weight anymore, i’ve just become addicting to the feeling of starvation

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my parents hid my scale the last time they caught me restricting and i haven’t been able to find it since >:( next time i’m home alone i’m gonna search again, i hate not being able to see the numbers

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Even more thinsp0 for my poc out there

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@sora_pppp on instagram

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some tricks i use

> chamomile tea helps with a bloated stomach (you can also use it as a steamer if you have a cold, just put the hout the in a bowl, put a towel over your head and inhale the steam for a few minutes)

> green tea boots your metabolism and keeps you awake 

> lavender tea is good for insomnia or anxeity

> instant soups can be helpful if you’re craving something savoury

> if you’re tired of drinking plain water, make it fancy with some lemon juice or mint leaves

> freeze lemon water and suck on it if you’re craving something

edit: part 2 is out, also wtf thank you for all the support <3

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she is a huge thinspo to me <33 her legs are so perfect

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day 15: are you vegan or vegetarion? if so, has this helped you to lose weight? if no, do you ever consider turning vegan or vegetarian?

i am vegetarian!! ive been vegetarian since i was 12 lol so a lil bit before my ed developed. tbh it has helped me in an unconventional way? bc im vegetarian my parents often cook dinners i cant eat so they dont get mad at me for not eating, and dont notice when i skip dinner hehe

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some cosplay thinspo <3

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day 14: what’s your ugw? when do you expect to reach it?

my ugw is 95 lbs! tbh i don’t know when i’ll reach it, cuz idk when i’ll have time to fast or when i’ll plateau. if school opens in november (which it’s supposed to) i expect to reach it by january. if not i’ll prob reach it in march.

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i hate the ed stereotype that we hate all food?? like,, no i’m SCARED of food. mac n cheese is still my favorite food i just don’t eat it. don’t assume everyone’s favorite food is lettuce :/

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day 13: are you losing what in a healthy or unhealthy way?

is anyone on ed tumblr losing it in a healthy way

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12. What do you normally eat?

ohhh i don’t really have a normal rn i’m just trying to eat as little as i can get away with? so some days my parents are suspicious so i eat full meals and other days i fast the whole day lol

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day 10: what’s the hardest thing you have up during the weight loss?

UHH MEAT? i became vegetarian before i was ana but it was still to lose weight. it was hard at fast but tbh i don’t regret it bc i don’t eat most of what my parents cook so it’s easy to skip meals 😁