zenzenevi

[zenzenevi]

Some status effects that uh. Gave me pause

[zenzenevi]

hello character who is desperate to be a good person; i want to play a game. in front of you is the one person you will never be able to save. you have the rest of your life to make peace with this. there are no defined repercussions if you fail, but we both know you're going to attempt to win regardless. your time starts now

[zenzenevi]

The worst thing is that there is so much potential for exploring the horror of psych wards from the angle of medical abuse, ableism, forced treatment/drugging, loss of autonomy, power imbalance, demonization, dehumanization, etc, and YET the horror genre keeps defaulting to "insane asylums and psych wards are scary because there are mentally ill people in there"

[zenzenevi]

not going to self destruct because that’s what the people who hate the idea of me would want me to do. The people who love the reality of me? My friends and loved ones? They want me to be safe.

[zenzenevi]

I'm so mentally stable you can park a horse in my brain

[zenzenevi]

made a uquiz

[zenzenevi]

It's scary, and I'm devastated, and despite all that, I'm here for you. I have that same sense of dread and fear and disappointment as I did 8 years ago. I want to have the strength to fight, but for now, I'm just here to take care as best as I can. We'll make it through together.

[zenzenevi]

[zenzenevi]

died and came back exactly the same but something was so so so wrong with me before and now I have an excuse to really lean into it

[zenzenevi]

the answer you're looking for is probably a warm bowl of soup btw

[zenzenevi]

died and came back wrong and no one could tell the difference

[zenzenevi]

[zenzenevi]

Fuck yeah they gave it a mech

[zenzenevi]

"I would kill for you. I would die for you" would you take a break for me? Would you sit down and rest? For a day, a week, a year? Would you let others take care of your needs for me? Would you let yourself be held for me? By me?

[zenzenevi]

thank you, very loud wolves at the zoo

[zenzenevi]

where's that "was anyone gonna tell me" meme when you need it because holy shit did the bird app just slap me in the face with this

(and yes, it's real and terrifying tbh)