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[zenakari]

I'm with the band playing a gig that's 4 hours away from her sea spot... Not it.

Late night vitamin sea run. Thank you to my lovely twin @suirenhanei for reminding me🫶💙

[zenakari]

NO THE FUCK YOU'RE NOT, GET OUT. DID YOU FORGET WHAT HAPPENED LAST TIME?

Late night vitamin sea run. Thank you to my lovely twin @suirenhanei for reminding me🫶💙

[zenakari]

FATHER>AUNT. @the-best-villain Boss man please back me up and stop your girlfriend from wrecking and separating a perfectly happy family😢😭🖤.

This means I'm free from chauffeur duties right?🥺😤

Yes I'd love full custody over mochi🫶💙

[zenakari]

I WAS KIDDING, LEAVE MOCHI OUT OF THIS... HAND HER OVER🤬🖤

This means I'm free from chauffeur duties right?🥺😤

Yes I'd love full custody over mochi🫶💙

[zenakari]

Always smiling. Always putting in the effort. Always working hard. Always caring. Always kind. Always sweet. Always giving. Always giving people the benefit of the doubt. Always finding the better in someone. Always forgiving. Always trying to meet everyone's expectations. Always easily swayed. Always easily influenced. Always carrying the burden on her shoulders by herself. Always listening to other's. Always bottles up her emotions. Always doesn't fully unpack how she's feeling. Always puts others first. Always wanting the best for others, but could care less about herself. Always trying to adapt. Always trying to be better. Always keeping a part of yourself locked up, unkempt and not seen by anyone. Always adjusting to others. Always a people pleaser. Always the first person we @suirenhanei @sazankahanei think of that we know we can rely on. Always trying. Always enough. @kairissihanei

[zenakari]

Thank you everyone for playing along, especially @kairissihanei 🖤. We got @suirenhanei good💀😂.

[zenakari]

Fuck the patriarchy. @kairissihanei 🖤💙

Now Playing... Marigold

Jelani Aryeh

[zenakari]

@kairissihanei and I after her dumb post on her private account.

Now Playing... Summer Blues

YUGYEOM

[zenakari]

My charity work today is dropping @kairissihanei off at home

Now Playing... Somebody

Keshi

[zenakari]

B please, I'm literally richer than you💀. I just didn't want to buy tickets for us that time💀.

Walking home after clinicals♡

GUYS I HAD THE SWEETEST PATIENTS TODAY😭.ALL OF THEM WERE SO NICE AND KEPT COMPLIMENTING ME. SAYING THEY LIKED HOW I DID MY HAIR, THAT MY SCRUBS LOOKED GOOD ON ME AND THAT THE COLOR COMPLIMENTED MY SKIN TONE, LOVED THAT I'M ALWAYS SMILING AMD GENTLE WITH THEM WHENEVER I PROVIDED THEM CARE😭. One went as far as to say they liked me better than some other workers because I'm gentle and ask them throughout their care I provide them, if they're doing alright and feeling okay😭. My heart😭💙. This job is so fulfilling help😭💙.

(True story, I remember being so proud of myself during my practicum's because of that. Nothing more fulfilling than providing excellent care to your patients/residents while also staying gentle. Then them recognizing your efforts and complimenting you😭. When you're working at a personal care home and deal with residents that can't remember as much as they used to, but they recognize you, remember you by the care you provide them. Another instance that made my heart feel so full was receiving hugs from some of my residents because again, they said I was gentle with them and always smiling.)

[zenakari]

You're supposed to be tired and sad that you're walking home. Why are you thriving💀🙄✋🏼.

Walking home after clinicals♡

GUYS I HAD THE SWEETEST PATIENTS TODAY😭.ALL OF THEM WERE SO NICE AND KEPT COMPLIMENTING ME. SAYING THEY LIKED HOW I DID MY HAIR, THAT MY SCRUBS LOOKED GOOD ON ME AND THAT THE COLOR COMPLIMENTED MY SKIN TONE, LOVED THAT I'M ALWAYS SMILING AMD GENTLE WITH THEM WHENEVER I PROVIDED THEM CARE😭. One went as far as to say they liked me better than some other workers because I'm gentle and ask them throughout their care I provide them, if they're doing alright and feeling okay😭. My heart😭💙. This job is so fulfilling help😭💙.

(True story, I remember being so proud of myself during my practicum's because of that. Nothing more fulfilling than providing excellent care to your patients/residents while also staying gentle. Then them recognizing your efforts and complimenting you😭. When you're working at a personal care home and deal with residents that can't remember as much as they used to, but they recognize you, remember you by the care you provide them. Another instance that made my heart feel so full was receiving hugs from some of my residents because again, they said I was gentle with them and always smiling.)

[zenakari]

21♧Quirk Turmoil♧Aspiring LOV member♧Musician♧Bassist♧Drummer♧Singer♧Actor♧Model♧Artist♧Martial Arts enthusiast♧Taekwondo enthusiast♧

Now Playing... Better (with you)

Crying City

Hey it's Zen, currently I'm a musician and singer of my band "Tearz", I'm either playing the drums or bass while singing. Depends on what my bandmates feel like playing. I act and model on the side.

Hobbies: Skateboarding, martial arts, taekwondo, photography, reading books/poetry, chess, practicing kanji, there's more, but that's all I think of off the top of my head.

Likes: Exercising/staying fit, silence at times, cats, plants, neutral colors, both introverts and extroverts, listening to music/people ramble, green tea, ghibli; totoro especially.

Dislikes: People who take advantage of those I care about (you know who you are), people who switch lanes without signaling, smoking/vaping, drugs, the sound of metal clanging and scraping against each other, people trying to play cupid on me.

Thanks for stopping by, good day to you.