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go watch my reasons why i vlog and my personal struggles

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https://youtu.be/MkxF6Ql1rLI

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New video

https://youtu.be/MniSOuk2Qvw

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Today

So today I'm bringing you more than just pictures, today I'm bringing you my thoughts. right now my thoughts are “don't wait for things to happen make things happen” “you never know what life is going to bring you and you don't know when it will end so enjoy every minute of it”. My thoughts are very bright but contain some clouds. i use to think at (gasping) 26 years old i would of had my life figured out. i would of gotten married, finished FIDM, started a business, had some kids, moved out of my moms and maybe traveled more. Instead at 26 I'm sitting in my room at my moms house, single, no kids, and pouring my thought on to you. I did not even make it to my dream school FIDM, I had the chance to go and i missed out. I use to want to make everyone else dreams come true even if their dream involved me changing mine. Im sorry if I'm confusing you but know this at 24 i decided it was time to change my ways. To be honest i thought that at 18 my life was suppose to change and when 5 years past and i saw no change i hadn't done any of the things listed above. Thats when i realized i was unhappy and i needed change. I looked at my list of what i wanted and being single well i decided to take advantage of that and try to start fresh. So i set out to follow my dream of being a cosmetologist. I searched for schools checked the pricing , rates of graduate, rate of success after graduating, and gave myself a pampering day so i could see how the school worked. i found the perfect school for me, gave my two weeks notice at my job of 5 years and moved to the dessert. Anyways i ended up graduating a year later and i have my exam in 2 days to get my license. My dreams of being married, kids, living in LA while attending FIDM haven't happened at age 26. Life didn't take me there but Life has made my bond with my brothers and mother stronger, it let me experince life as a bank teller, given me two of my dream cars ( acura integra and honda civic), given me an amazing sister in law and nice & nephew, and allowed me to a school where i found another set of family and found my passion. Today i am exactly where i should be and i have the right people in my life that make me complete. Marriage and kids might be later in life and if i don't have it happen then it will be okay. i will be okay because my life is lived day by day.

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Today's make up look

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New video is up go check it out . Went to a music showcase to support my cousin. Go watch it, like and subscribe for more videos 😘 #jessfierce #updates #kaliomen #music #youtube #newvideo #saturdaynight #mylife

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can't wait for the next time i wear these to an event :D

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last nights outfit. ignore the mess and the mismatch on the boots ;P

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stylist since i was a little girl thanks to my mom and my godmother <3 

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New vlog to be up soon😁