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tbh I don’t know why we’re only going after coleslaw. fuck potato salad. fuck macaroni salad. fuck every “‘salad”’ that’s basically just an amalgamation of mayonnaise and nightmares

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Dean Winchester spotted at a Waffle House

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can you believe i got a promotion

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a villain that became a villain not because they seek vengeance or crave power but because villains always have better one-liners, outfits, and musical numbers

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The few like 7 people that follow me

This blog is gonna be deleted here later tonight when I figure out how to export stuff and keep what I want to keep. 

I will send you an ask from the new blog I make so that you can re-follow.

julecapulet crowleypants luxxyb zombiescorp

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and the few twenty somethings left that genuinely love the minions (like myself and are going to see the movie.

Jesus christ the movie theater is going to be filled with senior citizens and middle aged women

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Shit it’s like, I don’t wanna make a new blog cuz I got so settled into this one and I really like it and I like my theme and stuff and I know I would probably be okay but i just ugggh. It’s like it seems now we’re safe to go our separate ways and that’s the best i can hope for in this situation. But they did basically say they like to read my personal posts and laugh about them for entertainment and so I shouldn’t post them anymore, at least not about ‘this’. 

I feel like everything I reblog is going to seem super pointed even if I’m not trying to make a statement or be malicious or even say anything about this situation? and that sucks because I really am trying to let her heal and recover and let me move on and just try to put this all behind us but I’m worried that something I’m gonna say even just privately here behind a cut is going to cause so much grief and I don’t want that. I really honestly just want to soldier the consequences of my actions, leave her alone and move on and get myself as far away from this as possible so that she never has to deal with me again. 

and like the last post I saw was something that was like putting it all on her and that’s not even remotely what I meant at all and I just communicated so shittily it’s like no I didn’t want this to be your fault I didn’t mean for it to be. I was just talking about how I felt like I was being portrayed as a monster and that was a shitty feeling (i probably deserved that, and I know I do, but it still feels shitty and even if my feelings are not something anyone agrees with and whatever i can still have them, no one has to like them or feel anything towards me other than justified hate and defensiveness) 

But whatever I say now is going to sound like I’m trying to get sympathy (as has been pointed out to me by folks) when all I’m trying to do is keep my own diary here but obviously I need to fuck up off and I guess that’s what I’m gonna do. I’ll just tell the folks that I still talk to from before all this that I’m moving and move off. 

Last statement at all: You aren’t the monster, you did absolutely nothing wrong and you shouldn’t have to apologize to me, or give me any further attention. I’m leaving, and not because I’m trying to get sympathy, not because I’m hiding true intent, not for any malicious evil manipulative reason, I am honest to god trying to atone for what I did, and get as far away from you as possible so you can move on from me and recover and heal and forget I ever existed. 

I’m so truly sorry for all I’ve done and I hope that you can rebuild and heal from what I’ve done 

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so I went on a rant about straight girls’ reactions to Ruby Rose bc frankly yall need to 

a) chill

and b) learn the difference between aesthetic attraction and sexual attraction

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He could have had his choice of any woman in the district. And he chose solitude. Not solitude – that sounds too peaceful. More like solitary confinement.

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pretty girls just…. make me wanna do better and deep condition my hair, get my nails done regularly, dress nice every day, exfoliate etc. and I feel bad for other girls who hate instead of get inspired but u know!!!!

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I’ve already heard a lot of people say this, but the fact that Pacific Rim introduced the concept of Drift Compatibility is so important.

Because it gives you a word for this connexion you feel with someone, this special connexion, but

A) it doesn’t imply romantic feelings as much as “soulmate” does

B) the movie states obviously that you can be compatible with more than one person.

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Family Potrait!

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Finally saw the thing!

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*whispers* if the majority of millenials vote for Bernie Sanders in the presidential election he will win by a land slide, pass it on

and don’t forget that republicans are dying out. literally.

this is our chance to fix the past generations mistakes