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yushi-ni · 3 days ago
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HE’S SO CUTE WHAAAAT 😭😭😭
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yushi-ni · 3 days ago
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guuuuurl ur literally the best, loving all ur posts ‼️‼️ i know ur a wish writer but i have to know if u stan any other groups? i literally jumped up when u mentioned &team and enhypen in one of ur posts 🤩🤩
LOVE YOU 😊😊😊 that’s ok no worries!!!! i do, wish is definitely my #1 group (act surprised hehe) and i’ve always been a big nct girlie but i definitely like many other groups!!!
some of absolute favs are boynextdoor and treasure, i haven’t really been keeping up with all the new 5th gen groups so if you have any recommendations pls let me know!!!
but tbh i enjoy music from many different groups, i love &team, enhypen and zb1!!!! bts ofc, seventeen, ateez etc etc i could honestly list a whole bunch of groups but i love a wide range of artists and songs 😛😛
apart from the other nct units ofc, i’m currently having a hyper fixation on wayv again HAHA it comes and goes, definitely the benefits of stanning a group with 4+ units hihihi
hbu???? do you have any favs?
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yushi-ni · 3 days ago
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Hi nini 🩷 it’s been a while, I’m sorry I’ve been so busy but I was so excited to see all your new posts! 🤭 I hope you’re doing alright!
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hiiii my love sooooo good to hear from you again 😚😚😚 that’s ok don’t even worry about it!! i hope you’ve been keeping up well with everything &&& i’m glad you enjoyed reading hihi
lmk if you want to see something specific!!!! take care ly
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yushi-ni · 3 days ago
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I’m confused how that is suggestive/slight smut when it’s literally fingering. That’s smut lol
sorry, i have mentioned before that i’m not good at the whole ‘summary - genre and warnings’ thing. most of my genre’s are not really accurate i’m afraid, that’s why i added the question mark, it’s not full on fourth base so i opted for slight smut. sorry my bad, still ty for pointing it out
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yushi-ni · 4 days ago
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could i get some sakuya hurt/comfort :(
like sakuya just holding and comforting reader after a long hard day and reader just like cries and sakuya is like ?!
i feel like hes a big cuddler too :( love him so bad
ෆ NCT SAKUYA ෆ 𝖼𝗈𝗆𝖿𝗈𝗋𝗍𝗂𝗇𝗀 𝗁𝗎𝗀𝗌
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summary; bf sakuya comforting you
genre; established relationship, slight angst, fluff
warnings; uhhh maybe a little sad but also not too sad, it’s still sweet
notes; hi love!!!! nawh this was such a fun one to write, i’m so soft for sweet bf saku so i hope you like this one as well!!! i hope it’s a bit how you imagined it yourself, pls lmk what you think hihihi. i didn’t proofread, it’s 5am and i finished this while packing my bags hahahaha i’m sorry ly all xoxo
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tonight was supposed to be a simple - easy night, a cozy home date, just you two, blankets piled up, a table full with snacks and a movie you’ve been wanting to watch. sakuya has been excitedly looking forward to tonight all day, not being able to keep his attention focused during classes and rushing home when he finally finished. quickly taking a shower and freshening up, sprinting out to the store to get some last minute snacks because let’s be real, you can never have enough snackies!! everything was good and set for tonight, the only thing missing now is.. you!
when you finally settled in for your little living room date, sakuya noticed something was off right away. your smile was there, like always, but faint, like you were holding it in place, something wasn’t right. you laughed, but it sounded light, almost like a song missing half its notes. your usual smile didn’t reach your eyes, only the corner of your lips curling up without that sparkling light in your eyes that he loves so much.
at first he told himself not to overthink it. maybe you were just tired, maybe you would feel better once you get comfortable. but as the minutes passed, sakuya found himself watching you more than the screen. the way your shoulders curled in slightly, the blanket wrapped around you a little more tightly than usual, the way your fingers toy nervously with the hem of your sleeve, the way your eyes were shining in a way that wasn’t just the reflection of the screen. sakuya felt his chest tighten, it twisted something inside of him, the quiet ache, he wanted you to feel comfortable and relaxed, enjoying a cozy and peaceful night in together, but instead you look like you’re carrying the weight of something so heavy, every breath sounding like it’s coming from deep within.
sakuya wanted to ask, but his words caught in his throat. what if he made you (more) upset if he mentions something, what if he ruined the night by pushing too hard. sometimes he’s worried he didn’t know how to take care of you the way you deserved, moments like this he wished he had one of his older hyungs around so he could ask for help and advice, he himself unsure what the right move was. he kept sneaking glances at you, trying to read your face, your exhausted face fixating on the screen, eyes empty but still glossy. his heart was pounding with a little panic of not knowing how to help, the thought of you hiding your feelings, afraid of troubling him or ruining the night, you both looked forward to, made his chest ache. he wanted to tell you you don’t have to pretend, not with him, but at the same time he was hesitating, scared to say the wrong thing, scared of pressing too hard, scared you would shut down more. his mind was running in circles, watching you from the corner of his eyes.
he sighed, one that didn’t go unnoticed by you. you stared at the screen, the movie playing but you’re not quite sure what was happening, the heavy feeling on your chest keeping you from relaxing and enjoying the moment the way you wanted to. you felt sakuya looking at you, you swiftly turned your head his way, forcing a weak smile to him, which he returned, his gaze loving and full of care, with a slight hint of concern and confusion. you turned your head back to the tv, your eyes blinking fast, fighting back the tears, not wanting to break down infront of him, not now, not tonight.
finally, he shifted closer, awkwardly at first, something inside of him snapping awake, his hand finding yours, it was a small - maybe even clumsy gesture, but it broke the space you were hiding behind. “yn..-“ he said softly, his voice more gentle than he even realised; “are you.. okay?” voice low and unsure. you flinched, slightly, but still he noticed it, you smiled again, a weak smile, not fooling anyone, not even yourself; “ye-eah ‘m okay” you whispered. sakuya shook his head, his throat went dry. he didn’t have the right words, he never does, but he squeezed your hand a little tighter, pulling you into his side a little more; “you don’t have to pretend with me, yk that right” he said, his voice a little shaky but sincere. and that was all it took for the tears you’d been holding back to spill over. you turned towards him, hiding your face against his shoulder, his arms around you in an instant, a little awkward at first, but quickly enough holding you closer in a stronger grip, almost like he was afraid you would slip away if he let go.
he could hear your unsteady breathing, your quiet sniffles muffled against his shirt, he hated seeing you like this, but at the same time it was something precious, it’s the thought that you trusted him with the parts of yourself that you tried so hard to hide. he whispers sweet nothings to you, a little unsure at first but growing more sure and firmer with every word. little things, like how proud he was at you, how it was ok to be tired, how much he loved her even when she wasn’t smiling or feeling like her bubbly self. his hand brushing up and down your arms, the warmth of his hands against your skin as some sort of protective touch; “i would rather sit like this, even if it’s a thousand times over again..- instead of you pretending to be fine just to not worry me” his words are clumsy, not perfectly phrased but he meant it with his whole heart.
eventually, you lifted your head, your eyes a little red, still glistening but calmer now. he brushed a strand of your hair out of your face, your eyes finally meeting for the first time that night, only the light glow of the tv reflecting as you look at each other. sakuya’s heart felt so full it almost hurt. he didn’t have to think about his words, what he should say next because it was all clear and there in his eyes, his eyes speaking louder than any words could. he pressed his forehead against yours, gently; “i love you yn..” he whispered, so soft that you almost missed it, but his words were honest; “more than anything, and i’ll always want the real you. you never have to hide from me, not ever” you smiled, small but genuine, you felt something warm spread through you, the feeling of your bf close to you, his words falling over you like a warm blanket, relief blooming all through your body. he might not always have the right words, or the perfect gestures, but he knows one thing for sure; he loves you, deeply and endlessly. and as long as he can be the one you lean on, he would try his hardest to make you feel loved, seen, heard and cared for.
you lean into him again, sakuya tightening his arms around you, he pressed a small kiss on your temple, soft like a promise. the movie still played on, but neither of you really cared about it. you shift in your seat, leaning closer against him, snuggling into his side, your head resting on his chest, his fingers brushing small circles against your skin. both of you just silently enjoying the others presence, not needing much else to feel at ease right now.
eventually, the quiet wrapped around you like a blanket. the only sounds left were the faint murmers of the movie and the soft rhythm of your breathing. as the minutes passed by, he could feel your body getting more heavy against him, your breathing growing slower and steadier. he looked down at you, your eyelids fluttered shut, body relaxing completely in his arms, your shoulders finally releasing all the tension, your arm that was still around his waist, losing its grip on him. he smiled, a warm and gentle smile, his eyes filled with a look of pure love, he pressed a kiss on the top of your head as you were slowly falling asleep.
for a long moment, sakuya sat there, completely still, not wanting to move, afraid he might wake you up, even if he shifted the tiniest little bit. you looked so peaceful, something you hadn’t been all evening, maybe the whole day. he felt a moment of relief settling over him, all day you’ve been carrying something heavy and burdensome, trying to smile through it, trying not to let him see. but now, here you were; resting, safe and close to him. the feeling of your trust in him meant everything. his heart so full and insanely strong for you at the thought that he was the one you turned to, the one you allowed to lower your shield infront of, the one you could fall asleep with in the safety of his arms.
he tightens his hold on you, almost a little desperate, his heart aching. he knows he’s not perfect, not even close. he doesn’t always have the right words, doesn’t always know how to handle things when it gets a little more serious and heavy. but all he knows that if only he could, he would take away all your sadness and carry it himself. a part of him worries, what if he wasn’t enough for you? what if you needed someone stronger, someone who always knows what to do, someone who’s better at easing the stress and pain, but then he felt you breathe against him, slow and trusting, his worry and negative thoughts fading. you chose him, you trust him. you fell asleep here, in his arms, because on some level, you believe he is your safe space.
he lowered his head to rest it on top of yours, pressing lingering kisses on the crown of your head; “i’ve got you, i’ll always have you” he whispered. maybe you couldn’t hear it right now, but you’ll definitely feel it in every other way; in every way he holds you, in every confession and every other word he speaks with love and affection, in every touch from his heart to yours. he’ll be there, every morning, afternoon or evening, every smile and tear, every cry and laugh.
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tags; @gyubvlin @wishzendesu @yvshi @sungchanwrld
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yushi-ni · 4 days ago
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I adore surf so much🩷LIKE ITS WRITTEN WITH THE PRETTIEST GLITTER PEN ( no one can tell me otherwise!)
I love the vibes so much !!!
it’s soo cute!!! THE MV IS ADORABLE 🥹🥹🥹 the perfect summer song!!! i’m so excited for their comeback ‼️‼️🤭 the concept pictures were amazing, funky but i’m feeling the vibe hehe, ly hanni 🩷
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yushi-ni · 4 days ago
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my bias hmmm… i would say ot6 but im lying if i say i dont bias ryo😋😋
i’m good too!! also enjoying time off but from my academics - but i go back in two weeks😔😔
ty ml i hope ur day is good!! rest, eat and drink ily mwah
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nawhh ryo is the cutest fr!! 🥹🥹
ooooh enjoy your last two weeks!!! thank you love, you too! big huggies 💋💋💋💋💋
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yushi-ni · 4 days ago
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i need more wish frat stories ‼️‼️‼️
on it hihihi 🫡
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yushi-ni · 4 days ago
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nini girl.. i need to know WHO IS UR WISH BIAS⁉️⁉️ like obvs ur user would suggest yushi.. but that’s not always how it works
i’m so intrigued…
ps. how are u my wish tumblr queen ily and goodnight (it’s night where im from idk abt u)
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hiii my love ᰔ ᰔ yes!!!! it’s yushi hihihi i genuinely love all of them but yushi is my fav, hbu???
i’m okay!!! i’ll go back to work this week again so for now i’m still enjoying my days off 🎀 hbu?? how are you?
GOODNIGHT <3 <3 sleep well, it’s morning for me so my day is just starting. ly xoxo
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yushi-ni · 5 days ago
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ෆ NCT YUSHI ෆ 𝖼𝗈𝗅𝗅𝖾𝗀𝖾 𝗉𝖺𝗋𝗍𝗂𝖾𝗌
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summary; yushi as your frat bf, a friday night party at the NCT frat house!!!!
genre; established relationship, suggestive, slight smut (?)
warnings; suggestive content, other nct members are being mentioned but the ages are all different and older to fit the storyline (sakuyro are adults too) mentions of drugs & alcohol, make outs + more mature card game elements!!!
notes; hi loves!!!! there was a yushi college student request but i accidentally deleted it, so i’m sorry to the one who requested it but i hope this finds you hihihi since there wasn’t any specific storyline requested i decided to go for a frat - party story, i hope y’all like this!!!! i somehow felt like a longer intro hahaha pls lmk what you think xoxo
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yushi isn’t just a frat boy, he’s one of the frat boys. the frat house has its own reputation on campus; loud - chaotic - a little messy at times but also the place where some of the best memories are made. the guys on the other hand; all some of the most popular guys in town, pretty - handsome and attractive all in their own way. everyone knows them, guys want to be them and girls want to be with them; the NCT house, full of boys from different backgrounds and ethnicities, but rather than just friends, they’re family (as they call themselves) brothers for a lifetime, a place where the doors are rarely locked during the weekends, couches almost always occupied, whether that’s friends crashing after a party or one of the brothers sprawled out like sea stars in the afternoon or in between classes. the house has that free - spirited, lived in charm; posters slightly peeling at the corners, cups thrown into corners that no one really cares to clean up, the mix of cologne’s, smoke and the smell of just.. men. (haha)
yushi is the one everyone seems to know by name, whether people have spoken to him once or a hundred times; he always leaves people in awe and he’s got that kind of popularity that comes kinda easy, he’s not arrogant or anything, he’s inviting and kind. he has his ways of attracting attention without even intentionally trying. he has a sincere smile when people talk to him, he’s the kind of guy that would always offer someone his jacket if they were cold. he’s effortlessly pretty in a way that catches people’s eyes and attention as soon as he steps in a room, but his kindness is what makes people stay.
ofcourse, frat life comes with stereotypes, but yushi doesn’t quite fit into them. sure, he’s part of the weekly parties. i mean, he lives there, might as well just show his face and have fun with his friends while he’s at it, right. the typical frat parties, the big weekend activities where many different people come together, the red cups, loud music, the smoke curling through the backyard, some might even sneak in a smoke indoors for all they know. he’s always there, laughing with his brothers, playing host whenever it’s his turn. but behind the reputation and the chaos, he’s a surprisingly shy guy, always loyal, always steady (hihi see what i did there HAHA) he’s the kind of person you can trust to walk you home safely after a party, no matter how late it is. yes he’s a joker, tbh that might actually be one of the few needed traits to become a true NCT frat member, but he’s also just .. yushi.
the frat is divided into 4 groups, the oldest ones; NCT 127, the seniors, the most popular among all of the members, known for their wild and exotic nature. weird and still very men like but in their own beauty. then there’s NCT dream, the juniors, fun and definitely the life of the party itself. a beautiful chaos of trouble makers and pure joy. WAY-V; the sophomores, definitely the most interesting bunch of all, in all honesty some might think their all equally weird but their face cards definitely save their days. only laughs and jokes whenever one of them steps in the room. and then there’s NCT wish; the freshmans, yushi’s group, the youngest of the bunch but their innocent faces don’t fool anyone. the pure souls and their wild eyes are a perfect combination for its troubles.
at the center of it all is taeyong, the kind of guy who naturally takes on the leader role. he’s level headed, responsible in his own way and even when everyone else is acting reckless, he’s usually the one making sure that things don’t completely spiral too far. then there are the youngest two; sakuya and ryo, who bring a lightness to the house. they’re playful, still a little naive, often caught teasing each other or roped into harmless dares from their unit leader sion, the oldest of the 6 but definitely the most playful one, their energy keeps things from ever getting too heavy, balancing out the intensity of frat - college life with laughter and boyish charm. their bond and house is loud, flawed but loyal to the core.
and then there’s you, his girlfriend. the girl who matches him in your own way. you’ve got a social life just as full and wide reaching as him. people know you on campus, not just as his girlfriend, but as someone vibrant and magnetic in your own way. you’re a popular individual with your own friends and activities. you and yushi fit together like two puzzle pieces, balancing each other out; his quiet shyness against your warmth, his loyal anchoring your free energy. at every party, when you’re both there, sometimes together, sometimes with your own circles, but always with an invisible thread tying you back to one another.
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it’s friday. an unspoken tradition of in their own words; the perfect way to celebrate the weekend, the end of yet another long - endless week of classes and assignments. a big party, open invitation but.. only for the amount of people the house allows in, the house not big enough for everyone who shows up to be part of the wild friday nights at the frat. they attempted to keep guest lists, but they couldn’t even keep up with the random people they themselves invited in a fun chat during class let alone keep track of who walks throughout the evening. at some point the house is full, people just come together at the porch and front yard, still enjoying the music and vibes, all to be a little part of the crowd.
and so you find yourself getting ready for the night, you and your girls all came together in your room, make up spread out everywhere, hair straighteners being passed around and outfits being judged and tried on. it’s a fun routine, a pre-party activity you and your girls have every time you plan on going out to one of the ten parties happening on campus. even though you’re an NCT girlfriend, you don’t always attend their parties, one of your besties goes out with an &TEAM frat guy and someone else in your group is coupled up with an ENHYPEN member, also very popular houses on your campus. you rotate, it’s fun and this way, all of you get to have their boyfie nights. this week, it’s NCT week, even though their boyfriends are not around, your girls definitely agree that NCT nights are the wildest and most unforgettable ones out there. so no one is complaining, absolutely not.
the house is buzzing by the time you arrive. even if the limit of people has been reached, you don’t need an ‘invitation’ or pass to enter, one of the perks of being a member’s gf. music is spilling out the open windows, people are dancing and smoking in the front yard, their laughter echoing down the street. yushi has been texting you all afternoon, little reminders like; ‘don’t be late baby’ - ‘lmk when you get to the house’ - ‘i got your fav drinks & snacks’. he’s already inside, surrounded by his brothers and other friends, when you step through the door you’re met with several people in the big open hallway, people are dancing - beer pong is being played in a corner and there’s people making out at the stairs.
you and your girls make your way to the kitchen immediately, in need of some drinks to kick off the night. the kitchen was pretty empty, red cups everywhere, chips and other snacks all spread around, the floor was sticky from god knows what kind of liquor at this point, open bottles of alcohol and big buckets of ice cubs are all over the counter. the party has been going on for a little while so it was no surprise that it looked like this by now. most people were already drunk or at least tipsy enough to not care about getting new drinks for now. only a few other girls were standing at the counter, you’ve seen them around and happen to know that one of the girlies was a regular hook up from one of the older NCT boys. tbh most of the girls at these parties are all here in hopes to get a shot with one of the NCT members, some were taken, others used these nights to feed their needs and the rumours spread about them. you sipped on your drink, waiting for your girls to get theirs, so you can make your way into the chaos of the other rooms.
“that’s her!-“ you heard, you furrowed your brows, taking another sip from your cup, not sure who.. ‘she’ is. “omg she’s so lucky!” another girl said, dreamily, a deep sigh coming from her. you look up to the other little group of girls, smiling as you made eye contact since they were already very visibly staring into your direction. right.. that’s one thing about these parties and the whole frat community, everyone talks and knows things you yourself are not even sure about how they even get out to the world. being a frat gf definitely makes you a popular topic in these stories. but you don’t really mind, as long as there’s no crazy rumours spread around about you.
you finally step through the door, entering the room of the actual wilderness. people are grinding against each other, people are standing on tables, the doors to the back yard are open and the smell of weed, alcohol, cologne and sweat is all over the place. the cute, but short, black dress you decided to wear earns a few glances here and there, and yushi spots you instantly. even when the music is loud, the drinks are endless and the whole room is spinning with (drunk) faces, yushi’s eyes always find you. he’s comfortably sat on the couch on the side of the room, his friends sion and riku next to him and some of the older NCT members around them. he excuses himself mid conversation, making his way through the crowd until he’s at your side. his hand finds the small of your back, his fingers warm even through the fabric of your dress, probably because of the few drinks he already had before you came. “you look amazing” he murmers in your ear, he can see a couple guys staring in the corner of his eyes, “so hot” - you smile, rolling your eyes playfully; “what happened to hi yn” he laughed, taking your cup, taking a sip from whatever it was that you took, he doesn’t even care at this point; “hi yn baby, you look amazing” he bats his eyelashes, earning a laugh from you, “thank you, so do you” he leans down to press a quick kiss on your lips.
he’s not the type to make a scene or to do too much pda but as soon as the alcohol hits, he gets more handsy and needy. not that you mind, ofc. he’s not possessive but the way he has his arm firmly around your waist makes it obvious that you’re his.
throughout the night he doesn’t stray far from you. apart from your toilet visits and emergency girl meetings (very important!) he’s mostly by your side, he’s not always like this, there’s nights you leave the other to just do their own thing and occasionally run into each other when you’re getting new drinks, but tonight your bf was especially glued to your side. as the time went by, sion, who was actually on duty tonight, got absolutely shit faced so yushi was the next victim of doing duty rounds around the house. it’s nothing serious, they just check the rooms every now and then to make sure everything is still ok, no people are passed out in spots they shouldn’t be in, nothing was too messed up and everyone was still having a great time.
after his check up round, and after getting stuck in a conversation with some other friends, he made his way into the living room again. by now, you were hooked on a game of beer pong with your friends and some of the frat members. at first it was supposed to be boys vs girls but jaehee insisted that it would be an unfair game because the guys were ‘oh so talented’ in these games. so now it’s jaehee, riku and you vs the others. yushi made his way through the crowd, a few hi’s and quick greetings along the way. even when you’re not right beside him, his eyes are always quick to scan the room and find you.
he stands to the side, a new filled red cup in his hand as he leans against the wall, laughing at something one of his older brothers says, but his gaze keeps flickering back into the room, you’re still with the others, laughing and all smiles, glowing under the dim lights, your hair tight up in a ponytail now, revealing your shoulders and neck line. a faint blush on your cheeks from the alcohol in your system, your eyes still as sparkling as always. he wants you to have fun and enjoy yourself but he can’t help the restless edge inside him, the kind that keeps reminding him of the fact that you’re his.
as the night stretches on and the alcohol settles into his system, his self control starts slipping. yushi isn’t sloppy drunk, but his steps are looser, his grin wider and his touch more and more intense. he’ll find any excuse to brush past you, to slip an arm around your waist when you’re mid conversation, to pull you closer to him when he feels like someone else’s eyes linger a little too long. his touches are less subtle, his fingers pressing into your hip or curling around your wrists like he needs the reassurance that you’re there.
by the time most people switch from alcohol to their other sources of substances, like weed, you’re not too drunk, not too sober. a perfect in between. you make your way back from the kitchen, a glass of water in each hand, one for both your girlies, just to make sure they won’t be too fucked when they wake up tomorrow. yushi was sitting on the couch again, talking with whoever was next to him. after you handed your friends their water and made sure everything was ok, you walked up to your bf. sliding down on his lap, inviting yourself in his arms, one of your arms loosely around his neck, the other accepting a new cup of whatever drink was in there from one of the other boys. his hands are on your hips, sliding lower and back up as he pulls you back against him; “you look so hot” he mutters, half teasing - half confessing. his breath was hot against your ear when he leans closer to you, you giggle, taking a sip from your drink as you look at your bf. his eyes a bit heavy, both from the alcohol and from the heat in his body, his smile, more of a grin, on his face, his cheeks a little pink; “you’ve already told me 10 times tonight” - “and i’ll say it 10 times more”
the party starts to blur, the music, the people, the flashing lights, but yushi’s focus never leaves you. you are just chatting and laughing with everyone, an attempt of the game ‘truth or dare’ keeping all of you entertained. usually yushi does not necessarily feeling the need to put on a show for everyone else to see. but tonight, his mind and hands wander around more than he ‘tries’ to make clear. he’s clinging onto you like you’re the only thing keeping him stable in the chaos of the party. and judging by the way his fingers tighten at your waist every time you move in his lap, you can tell he’s not planning on letting the night end here. his lips ghost over your shoulder as he places small kisses on the exposed skin. he’s had a few more drinks and his usual calm energy got replaced with something heavier. he tries to stay focused and play along with the others but his mind is set on one thing, and one thing only; you.
you can tell his grip on you gets more firm, his lips finding their spot on the exposed skin on your back, neck and shoulders. sweet nothings whispered in your ears. deep sighs and low grunts, only for you to hear, coming from your bf whenever you shift in his lap. you ignore it for a moment, pretending you don’t notice the way his fingers tighten around your waist as you press your behind closer to his lower body. when you finally whisper that you’re tired, his expression softens instantly. “yeah? let’s get out of here” he says, voice low and gentle despite the buzz running through his system. he pushes you up, standing up himself, taking your hand in his, lacing his fingers through yours. ignoring the teasing whistles from the other guys, as he leads you upstairs.
his room is quieter, only lit by a small lamp. the muffled sound of the music and laughter of the party goers downstairs, being a big contrast to the peaceful atmosphere in his room. the second the door shuts down behind you, it’s like the rest of the house doesn’t exist anymore. yushi presses you back against the wall, gently, lips crashing to yours in a way that makes your knees weak, his lips moving against yours with an urgency he’s been holding back all night. one hand coming up to cup your jaw, while the other finds it’s way to your hips. there’s a heat in the way he kisses you, not sloppy, but desperate, like he’s been waiting for hours to finally have you to himself, which is actually true. the alcohol has loosened his restraint, but his kisses are still slow, like he wants to memorise every curve of your mouth. his hands start roaming, one trailing down your back, holding you closer, while the other comes to hold your chin to tilt your face more towards him, hungry to taste you.
you pull away to catch your breath, he giggles, more like a chuckle, his eyes hooded but soft; “i’ve been wanting you all night” he admits, brushing his thumb over your lower lip. “i could tell” you say, a playful grin on your lips, his forehead pressed against yours as he murmers; “how can i not when you look this good” he walks you backwards until the back of your knees hit the bed, you let yourself fall onto it with a laugh that makes yushi grin even wider. he climbs over you, leaning over you with a look that’s equally soft and possessive. caging you in with his arms, his forehead dropping to yours as if even this close isn’t really close enough. his lips find your neck, brushing and kissing on the spots that make you shiver. he leaves open mouthed kisses on your neck, definitely leaving marks for you to find later. deep sighs coming from you as your fingers find their way to his hair, tugging lightly. the quiet sound he lets out makes your heart race.
he leans back just far enough to look at you, cheeks flushed, eyes shining with something deeper than the alcohol. his hand slides up on your thigh, resting just above your knee, his touch so warm it feels like your body is on fire every where he touches. there’s tension in his touch, but it’s laced with soft and loving warmth, he’s not rushing by any means, but he’s savoring. he kisses you again, slower this time, his lips moving against yours like he wants to stretch the moment. “i need you” he whispers softly, you only sigh, pulling him down closer, the words hanging between you, the music pulsing through the floorboards.
he hovers over you on the bed, lips brushing yours again and again, like he can’t get enough of you. his hands still roaming your body, warm and firm, fingers digging into your skin slightly, and when your body shift underneath him, he sighs into the kiss. you push your hips up against his body, craving more of his touch, again, and again, your lower body finding its friction against his. his breath catches and you immediately notice his composure slips, you smirk, pulling away from him slightly; “what’s wrong tokuno,” yushi groans softly, pressing his forehead to your shoulder; “you’re evil” he giggles, but his grip on your waist tightens, pulling you against him as if that will stop your teasing. you trail your fingers from his jaw, to his chest, down to the growing bulge in his pants, enjoying the way his eyes darken the lower your hand goes.
when you giggle and pull your hand away, he’s quicker, catching your wrist and switching your positions, laying down as he pulls you on top of him. his smile is crooked, a little mix from the alcohol and the neediness growing inside of him. he pulls you down, but you hold yourself up a bit, smiling down on him, tilting your head just enough so he can’t quite reach your lips, wanting him to chade. “stop playing baby-“ he whines, pulling you down with a little more force. his kisses now more heated, his mouth moving in sync with yours, his tongue slipping in to find yours, fighting for dominance. his free hand moving along your thighs, pushing the hem of your dress higher without even realising it. you grind down into him, a groan coming from your bf. the tension only builds up as you keep moving your lower body into his, heavy breathing into each other’s mouth, the kiss becoming more sloppy and desperate with every passing moment. you roll your hips again, earning a moan from yushi, you grin to yourself as you move your lips to his neck, kissing your way up and down from his jaw, finding his sweet spot as you place open mouthed kisses on the exposed skin. you can feel his breath becoming more and more heavy, the knot in your stomach only growing by the sound.
his hands find their way to your ass, pushing you down into him with a little more force. you moan, a sound so deep and intense, it sends straight shivers down his spine. “fuck- keep moving for me baby” his voice is low, but still soft. you roll your hips, deeper and with more force each time, desperately trying to chase the knot forming in your stomach. both of you a moaning mess, shamelessly humping each other. when you finally let him catch your lips again he’s more hungry and rough. he exhales like he’s been holding his breath all night. “mmgonna come if you keep doing that” his voice is husky, lower than his usual tone. you grin against his lips; “wait for me baby” you said.
your words echo in his head, his head spinning at this point, fueling the fire that was already burning in his chest. yushi doesn’t hesitate, flipping you around in a second, his lips crashing back on yours, his weight pressing you down into the mattress as if he’s finally done holding back. his hand on yours thigh, trailing higher, his fingers brushing dangerously close to your burning heat and the way you inhale sharply only makes his grin widen. you take his hand, shifting your body slightly as you press his hand on your core, making you moan softly. you smirk, moving his fingers on your clothed wet heat, the soft groan coming from your bf only makes you buck your hips up in his touch.
the air between you grows heavier, he moves his fingers with more pressure and boldness with every brush. he leans down to press kisses along your neck, his teeth glazing against your skin lightly, until you gasp his name. you buckle your hips up again, your hand back on his wrist, guiding his up to the hem of your panties, pushing past the waistband, his fingers brushing over the exposed skin of your bare core. a deep moan leaving your mouth before you even realise, his head comes back up, his gaze dark but tender. his fingers moving on you, slightly teasing as he hovers over you, not yet giving you the satisfaction of feeling him inside of you. you sigh, your breath growing more intense. you pull him back down, lips crashing into his, you try to steady your breathing as his lips move against yours. you push your hips up, dying to feel his fingers inside your now throbbing heat. he smirks into the kiss, your hands come up to his hair, slightly tugging as you push your hips up again. “ssto..- fuck, stop teasing” you let out, your voice only a whisper as you moan in his mouth.
and just like that, he pushes two of his fingers inside of you, moving in and out as you let out a shaky moan. his thumb finding your clit, moving circles at the same time. you spread your legs underneath him, giving him better access. it doesn’t take long before he adds another finger, your breath catches in your throat, a whimper coming from your mouth. “fuck” yushi groans, pulling back so his face is hovering over yours. taking in the way your face crunches because of the growing tension in between your legs.
when you tug at the hem of his shirt, he laughs breathlessly, pulling his fingers out in an instant, earning a whine from you because of the sudden loss of friction. he pulled his shirt over his head in one smooth motion. tossing it away somewhere in his room. the sight of him above you, muscles tensing as he leans down to claim your lips again, makes your heart race. his touch grows more intense, desperate. one hand pulls your dress up towards your chest, till the point you had to pull away so you can completely pull it over your head, tossing it into the dimly lit room, somewhere with his shirt. yushi looks at your now exposed body, only wearing your bra and now soaked panties. his hands quick to losen his belt, getting up to take off his pants completely, his eyes filled with lust. hungry for you. the music downstairs feels miles away, the party irrelevant at this point. there’s only you and him. and when the heat finally breaks, pulling you both past the point of teasing, the rest of the world fades to the background.
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yushi-ni · 5 days ago
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omg can i be added to your taglist please !!!!
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ෆ NCT WISH ෆ 𝗃𝖾𝖺𝗅𝗈𝗎𝗌 𝗀𝗂𝗋𝗅𝖿𝗋𝗂𝖾𝗇𝖽 𝗉𝗍 2
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summary; wishies (maknaes) reaction to a jealous girlfriend. how they would handle certain situations
genre; fluff, established (teenage) relationships
warnings; obviously mentions of jealousy, mentions of insecurity and pda
notes; here’s part 2!!! i hope you like this one hihihi as i was writing this, i accidentally deleted it twice. so i had to start over again 😭😭 so i’m sorry for any mistakes. pls lmk what you think!!!! ly
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(hyung line) - maknaes
kim jaehee
jaehee might actually be the world’s sweetest boyfriend ever. he’s such kind, understanding, sweet and overall loving person, he would never ever do something to purposely upset you. he’s always super reassuring and never fails to remind you that he loves you. he might actually be perfect.. and yes.. beautiful people like him attract attention, even if he doesn’t even try to be the centre of attention. eyes are always on him, you notice, he doesn’t because his are always on you. so every once in a while you lose yourself in your own thoughts, overthinking his kindness and politeness to others. just like today; you didn’t want to be grumpy and upset. it was supposed to be a cozy - fun little cafe date. just you two, getting coffee, sharing desserts, maybe sneak a picture of jaehee when he’s not looking (because let’s be fr, his side profile is just breathtaking)
you didn’t mean to stare, but there he was.. your bf leaning over the counter at the cashier, chatting with the girl who made your coffee like they have known each other for years. she smiled at him a little too .. brightly. and laughed a little too hard at something you’re pretty sure wasn’t even that funny, you instantly felt your mood dip. when he finally got the dessert, he walked back to your table, smiling widely as his eyes locked back on you; “yn, look they had your fav cake”. you forced a smile, a small; “thanks” as you avoided his eyes. he didn’t miss it, but he didn’t mention it at instant. not really thinking much of it at first.
jaehee has been yapping about anything and nothing really, you focus on your drink when the waitress came over to ask if everything was ok for the both of you. “yes, everything is perfect thank you” he said, with his smile, that you ‘usually’ love so much. an over confident smile was shot back to him as the girl turned around, your eyes are fixated on the coffee infront of you, which is slowly becoming more of an over stirred latte soup. the ice clinks in the glass every time you swirl your straw, which is every 0,7 seconds at this point.
“yn..-“ jaehee says, putting his spoon down, looking at you in that sweet - kind way of him, he has already put the pieces together (ofcourse) “you’re awfully quiet, and aggressively bullying your drink” you freeze your hand, which was obviously still stirring your coffee, “..i’m not” he raised his eyebrow, amused but still very gentle; “mm right, so your straw just magically stirs by itself and your hand just follows?” he smiles his famous smile and you almost let out a laugh but instead look up with a face a little too serious for his liking.
just as if the waitress knew, she showed up at your table again, placing a small plate with two absolutely delicious looking cookies; “it’s on the house, enjoy it” you force a smile, your bf already thanking her and smiling even more when he sees the look on your face, a mix of sadness, guilt and joy (because of the cookies ofc) you mumble; “she smiles a lot..” he tilts his head, leaning forward a bit as if he wants to make sure he heard you right; “huh- the waitress?” he scans your face; “yeah.. and she’s pretty” you hate how small your voice sounds, almost embarrassed to say it out loud. but jaehee being jaehee doesn’t tease you, he doesn’t roll his eyes, laugh or tell you you’re being silly or whatever, he just smiles, reaching for your hand across the table, his fingers warm when they take yours in his; “you know-“ he says, his thumb stroking the back of your hand; “i didn’t even notice her smiling, i was just getting you your dessert, i don’t look at other people like i look at you” you blink, a little heat rushing to your cheeks. you open your mouth but he cuts you off before you get the chance; “no seriously, why would i look anywhere else when the most gorgeous girl is sitting over here waiting for me, you think i get distracted by someone else’s smile? baby please” he leans closer, not yet finished with his ‘rant’; “you could be sitting here in your pyjama pants, mismatched socks and your hair messy and i’d still think you’re the prettiest girl in the world.”
you try to hide your face in your hands, not being able to stop the blushing on your face, he just laughs and softly nudges your hands away so he can see you; “don’t hide from me, i like seeing your smile. my smile, not your ‘i’m lowkey jealous’ pout” you roll your eyes but can’t help the corner of your mouth turning up; “you know i only look at you right?” he says it so simply, like it’s the most obvious truth in the world. you laugh, a small smile but he doesn’t miss it, he takes your hands back in his, his thumbs stroking over your knuckles, warm but grounding. when you finally look up to meet his eyes, he smiles his famous - loving smile. the one that’s only for you, his person.
hiroshe ryo
ryo is definitely a little menace sometimes. he likes to joke around and pull silly jokes on you (and everyone else) but he has a pure heart and his love and affection for you goes beyond anything, he’d never do anything to purposely upset you. he has a very bubbly and inviting personality so others around him are always very fond of him, whether he realises or not, he attracts positive attention. usually you don’t really care, you know your bf but sometimes you tend to get a little in your head. overthinking and letting your thoughts wander a bit too much. you weren’t quite sure what you felt, you weren’t mad, or sad.. maybe a bit sulky. or maybe not? but it wasn’t your fault. it’s hard not to sulk when you walk into the hallway to see your bf laughing with a girl from his class, the same girl he has been paired up with all morning, the one with the perfect hair, smooth skin and the perfect uniform skirt length and her way too perfect smile.
your stomach does this small - uncomfortable twist the second you see them. you know you shouldn’t overthink, your bf has never given you any reason to doubt his feelings for you but you can’t help but feel a little helpless when you see him with the popular girl from school. the way she tilted her head towards him made you feel.. small. what if he would like to be with her more than you? what if she would fit into his little world better? you were lost in your own mind, not realising your bf had already said his goodbye to the girl and making his way towards you, rushing through the other people in the hallway, you kept quiet when he came to a halt next to you; “hey” he said, a little breathless, hair messy from the little jog; “you’ve been ignoring me all day, did you find out i stole the last melon bread yesterday?” you shook your head, eyes fixed on the floor, forcing a smile; “hey what’s wrong?” ryo said, a little more serious now, his arm coming forward, fingers slightly brushing over yours. “nothing’s wrong” - “oh cmon yn i know that face, whatsup?” you sighed, shrugged your shoulders, avoiding his eyes, you mumbled something under your breath but he couldn’t figure out what it was, “huh?”
you took a deep breath, pulling your head up, looking anywhere but at him; “you were talking to her for a long time..” you mumbled, this time clear enough for your bf to hear. he blinks, tilting his head like a curious puppy; “her?” - “the girl from class” you said, voice smaller than you wanted, a little embarrassed to say it out loud. ryo’s lips twitched, not in a mean way, not in an amused way, just in a ‘my gf is so cute but i should hold back my smile because this is not the right moment’ kinda way, but obviously ryo wouldn’t be ryo without a teeny tiny bit of his silliness; “ohhhh so this is what they call jealousy?” he said softly, tone a bit teasing, leaning down a little to meet your eyes; “i thought you were mad because i forgot our snack run” - you rolled your eyes; “i’m not jealous” you huffed, crossing your arms. “mmhmm,” he hummed, still smiling as he stepped a little closer to you; “yk she was just talking about homework. literally the most boring conversation topic ever, i was hoping you would come and save me” you sighed; “well it seemed like a very giggly homework talk then” ryo grinned, “homework is boring, i rather talk and listen to your endless rants”
your shoulders relaxed a little bit, but you kept a neutral face, not wanting to give him the satisfaction; “you’re the one with the endless rants about stupid things” - your bf gasped, dramatically placing his hand on his heart in defence; “well i surely do enjoy talking about stupid things to my stupid gf” you laughed, sighing as you dropped your arms to your side, he brushed his fingers over your sleeve, his touch warm; “i only want to talk to you, you’re my favorite person in this school, in the whole world actually” you rolled your eyes, giggling at how dramatic he sounds, but the tight feeling in your chest eased. he slung his arm around you, pulling you closer to his side as he pulled you towards the cafetaria; “cmon pretty girl, let’s get you your melon bread before all this jealousy gets to your head” you smiled, almost feeling sorry for doubting your bf and his love for you.
after a whole speech about how your bf was not at fault about the assigned seats and he would much rather sit next to you instead of the other girl, you were back in class, you were halfway through your history assignment, trying to pay attention to whatever your teacher was talking about when a folded piece of paper slid onto your desk. you looked over at ryo who was pretending to be deep in thought, but you could see the smirk on his lips.
‘stop looking so serious, i can literally hear your brain overheating from here, if you keep scrunching your eyebrows a frown will be on your face forever’
you bit back a smile, shaking your head, but when you glanced his way again, he was already looking at you, eyes glistening with the same soft - teasing look as always. his smile big, the smile only you can feel the warmth of, the earlier jealousy felt far away, replaced by the usual giddy, warm feelings you feel when you’re with your bf. because even though you feel a little insecure at time, he will always remind you that you’re the only one for him.
fujinaga sakuya
sakuya has always been the kind of person who makes friends easily, he’s all warm smiles and easy laughter, he literally lights up a room just by being there. that’s also what made you fall in love with him. he’s a sweet, kind and loving bf but he’s also a little oblivious at times. not in a careless way, but in a sakuya way, he doesn’t always realise when someone is a little too friendly nor does he notice your change in behaviour. you’re his first girlfriend and he’s figuring out the hang of relationships along the way, so do you, you don’t want to feel upset or jealous when he’s just being his usual self, but you can’t help the lingering thoughts in your mind when you see one of the girls in your group laughing a little much at one of sakuya’s jokes. not in a polite way, no, in a leaning in way, hand brushing over his sleeve kinda way, her eyes lingering on his face as if she’s trying to memorise it.
it was supposed to be a fun day out. all your friends gathered together, arcade halls, convenience store snack runs, photobooths for the memories. and it was fun, mostly. until you noticed your friend being a bit too close to your bf.. you tried to brush it off, ignore it, telling yourself it was nothing, but the harder you tried, the quieter you got. you knew your bf, he wasn’t flirting, hell he wasn’t, you’re not even sure if he even knows what flirting is (pls he’s so cute) he was just being his usual, friendly self. but a small - unwelcoming thought creeped into your mind; what if she likes him.. and he likes her?
by the time you were walking back from the convenience store with the others, you had fallen behind a few steps, your mind wandering with thoughts, the sound of your chips being a poor distraction from the knot in your chest. you were focusing more on your snacks than the conversations around you. “hey” sakuya’s voice came from beside you, soft - sweet and curious like always; “why are you so quiet, usually you’re the loudest in the group” you shook your head, forcing a weak smile; “just tired” he tilted his head, like he wasn’t sure if he believed it but he didn’t push it. he scanned your face, like he was trying to solve a puzzle. to be honest, sakuya is still new to all of this. he never had to notice sudden changes in behaviour or anything related to such situations and a small part of him is scared he’s already messing up.
later when everyone was waiting in line for ice cream, you felt a little tug on your sleeve. sakuya leaned down; “i know this look.. something is bothering you..” you looked at him, his eyes confused and filled with questions, you sighed, feeling sorry and embarrassed for ever doubting his feelings for you, hating yourself for feeling jealous, you took a deep breath, fidgeting with your skirt; “i’m sorry” you whispered, “wha- why?” his eyes widened, confused by your sudden words; “it’s just.. i’m- you were talking to her a lot..” your voice was quiet, but loud enough for him to hear. you avoided his gaze, he blinked, a little startled and clearly surprised, you instantly regretted saying it, but his face only softened; “oh- i didn’t realise” you shrugged your shoulders, trying to make it seem like no big deal, guilt creeping up to you, you looked at him.
an almost sheepish smile on his face; “i- uh- yk if something bothers you you can always talk to me.. i don’t want you to feel upset” you sighed, a little pout on your lips as you avoided his eyes, his flickering everywhere before they landed back on you; “no, i’m sorry, it’s not that big of a deal, i’m just overreacting” he reached up to tuck a strand of your behind your ear; “no no no it’s ok, yk- you’re the only reason i came out today. i don’t want you to feel sad like this” his words were clumsy but he was sincere. you smiled, looking down at your feet, a deep breath you didn’t even know you were holding in leaving your mouth. “will ice cream help you feel better?” you giggled, your bf sighing softly, happy to see you soften up a little bit. he dragged you to the front and ordered you both ice cream, a proud smile on his face as he places your order, which he memorised ofc. he didn’t leave your side when you made your way to the arcade hall, making sure you knew he was there, not wanting to make you feel left out again. and tbh he much rather stayed with you than anyone else anyways so it’s not necessarily a punishment for him either.
the bright light of the arcade hall reflected in his eyes. you leaned closer to watch him line up the claw over a giant plushy, but once again.. it slipped. he whined, hands up against the glass in defeat; “nooo, almost!” - “you missed on purpose” you laughed, crossing your arms; “me?” he asked, all mock innocence, you narrowed your eyes, but he just smiled, shrugging his shoulders; “mmh i think it’s your turn, you’re usually the lucky one” and as if he knew, on your first try, the claw actually gripped a small plushy. a pink bunny, you turned to him, a big smile on your face, showing him the cute little price you just won. he only grinnes, like this wasn’t his plan all along. maybe he didn’t say it out loud, maybe he wasn’t that good with his words yet, still trying to figure out all bits about love, but one thing he knows for sure; seeing your smile means the world to him. and he’ll do anything to make you happy, even if it’s just by letting you win the arcade games.
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yushi-ni · 7 days ago
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hiiiya i saw you tagged someone on your recent post! do you have a taglist? if so, please please add me to it! 💚 love you and your writings
hi love, yes and no? i don’t really have a taglist yet but it was requested so i added the tag!!!! but yes i can definitely tag you in my next posts as well, please send me another message with your acc name 💋💋💋💋
thank you for loving my writings, i appreciate you!!!!
SO TO ALL MY OTHER READERS; pls lmk if you want to be added on a taglist, i had a few asks in my inbox a while ago but i don’t know if these acc still want to be added so please feel free to lmk, ly all ◡̈
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yushi-ni · 8 days ago
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THANK YOU FOR CARRYING WISH FANFICS ON YOUR BACK!!!!!!! omg im so glad to have found youuuu <3 i loved the reaction for wish being jealous and it got me thinking about the reverse like what they would be like if you're jealous 👀 please and ty bestieee
ෆ NCT WISH ෆ 𝗃𝖾𝖺𝗅𝗈𝗎𝗌 𝗀𝗂𝗋𝗅𝖿𝗋𝗂𝖾𝗇𝖽
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summary; wishies (hyungs) reaction to a jealous girlfriend, how they would handle - deal with their gf being jealous
genre; established relationship, fluff (?), slight slight teeny tiny little bit of suggestive
warning; obvious mentions of jealousy!!!! kissies are being shared, mentions of insecurities etc
notes; hiii love ᰔ ᰔ TYSM!!!! i’m so happy you like my works 🥹🥹 i hope you like this one, thank you for requesting!!! this is the hyung line version, i didn’t want to make the post tooo long so i divided it in two parts. the maknae’s will be posted shortly!! hope you’re having a good day, ly !! i did not proofread sorry for any weird mistakes, my brain is fried
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hyung line - (maknaes)
oh sion
sion can handle a little jealousy. in all honesty, he lowkey likes it. he won’t push your boundaries or do anything that could have serious consequences for your relationship but he definitely likes your jealous attitude. depending on the situation it gives him some sort of ego boost. let’s say you’re out with some of his hometown friends and he was a little too friendly with one of his female friends, lowkey forgetting about your presence for most of the night, only having attention for his friend. you didn’t mind at first, ofc he was excited to see his friends and so were you, you got along with all his friends so you were more than happy to join. in such situations you hate how sweet and social your bf is, not forgetting he’s such a people pleaser and easily gets influenced and dragged into the conversation or games others want to play. he won’t immediately notice either, he’s so into the conversation that he doesn’t realise you’ve been quietly watching everything happen infront of you. you just smiled and occasionally nodded as a reaction to what was being said.
you weren’t even mad at first, you just felt a little upset that your bf seemed to forget you were even there. you could hear him laugh at quite literally everything his friend said, (pls is there actually ever a moment he doesn’t laugh) so you couldn’t help but peek into their direction every now and then. they seemed to have lots of fun, giggling and talking about god knows what like they had their own secret world. you sat through it quietly, glad your bf was at least having fun. but when yet another stream of laughter was coming from the two, you looked over again, your smile tightening when you saw your bf holding onto her to stabilise himself while laughing, the way he always does to you, his friend throwing himself onto him in the midst of the moment. you couldn’t help the pang in your chest. you told yourself it was nothing..
after a little while, your bf and his friends join you and the others at the table. he catches it in the way your smile dies down mid laugh, the way your eyes flit towards him and then away too quickly, trying to get your attention focused somewhere else. he knows something’s up but he also knows you; you’re stubborn. he knows you won’t come over, won’t make a scene or even care to look at him long enough for your eyes to meet. he can’t help but grin, it’s not insecurity, it’s more like wanting. and he enjoys the fact that you want him so much.
he thinks about how easy it is to just walk over to you right now, wrap an arm around you infront of everyone. but he also knows you’ll pretend not to care, how you’ll glare at him like he’s the one seeing ghosts, so he stays a little longer, half listening to whatever is being said, but keeping you in the corner of his eye.
when it was time to go home, you were already outside with one of the other guys from the group. sitting on the porch, just chatting and enjoying the night sky. sion still saying his goodbye’s to his friends, finally walked out of the door, waving bye to his friends once more as he spotted you waiting infront of the house, your smile a little too forced; “hey” he said smiling, fixing his hair as he turned towards you; “are you okay?” you softly smiled, shrugging your shoulders as you started walking down the street leaving behind a rather amused sion. “you’re upset..” he said as he fell into step next to you, more like a clarification rather than a question. you shook your head, forcing another smile, “let’s just go home”
the second the words left your mouth he stopped walking, grabbing your arm to halt your movements. “you’re mad, what’s wrong?” his expression changed from guilt to fear to a slight amusing smirk. “nothing” - “cmon yn, i can tell somethings wrong” - “nothings wrong.” you freed yourself from his hold, sighing as you continued your way. “you looked like you had fun, why are you upset?” you stopped in your tracks, facing your bf; “oh! so you did notice me tonight!” the sarcasm and annoyance in your voice matching the look in your eyes. sion looked at you, the corner of his mouth twitches like he was holding back a grin. the way you narrowed your eyes made him chuckle under his breath, stepping forward to close the gap between you two. “you’re jealous-“ he said and instead of reassuring you right away, he giggles, looking at you through hooded eyes. (please he’s such a tease sometimes.) “cute”
“i’m not jealous” you said, but when you tried to turn away, sion caught your shoulders again, forcing you to meet his gaze. you only sighed, slightly annoyed by the way he’s obviously enjoying the situation, not even hiding the smirk on his face. “mmh ok then what is this attitude about?” he grabbed your chin, gently. his eyes staring into yours. you rolled your eyes, removing his hand from your face. “if you wanna talk about attitude i can actually give you one” sion chuckles but before you could brush it off, he takes your hand, his fingers warm against yours, stepping forward to close the distance between you two completely; “you’re cute when you’re jealous” he grins, “i’m not jealous!!” you argue; “oh- no i can clearly tell you’re not” he giggles as your rolled your eyes again. “stop, it’s not funny” you hit his chest; “you were literally all over her, the whole night, you didn’t even bother to look my way”
sion tilted his head as he watched you pout, finally understanding the light of the situation; “baby i’m always watching you, you don’t think i’ve been eyeing you all night?” he said, voice soft but teasing; “you’re all i see ever, she’s a good friend but she’s just..- a friend” the sincerity in his voice made your heart ache a little. he let you sulk for another moment, clearly entertained by the way you avoided his eyes. then with that small, knowing smile, he leaned in until his lips brushed your ear; “you know, if you keep glaring like that that frown might stay on forever” he teased softly. before you could snap back, he rested his forehead against yours; “as much as i like seeing you jealous, i much prefer your smile” you sighed, still slightly pouting as you were fighting inner demons to collect yourself. “besides, there’s nothing to be jealous of, the only thing i’ve been thinking about all night is having you on top of me” you gasp, hitting his chest in the process; “sion!!!” he only laughs, holding his hands up in defense; “blame a man for wanting his woman”
you couldn’t help the little laugh leaving your mouth, looking at your bf in the dim lighting of the street lights. “all jokes aside, i’m yours, all yours and only yours” he kissed your cheek, sliding an arm around you, yes he definitely liked this little possessive side of yours. he couldn’t help but feel a bit proud, in his eyes you’re the most gorgeous person he has ever laid his eyes on and the fact that you’re his is something he still can’t believe sometimes. “let’s go get some ice cream, all that jealousy must make you hungry” you giggled, mirroring your boyfriend’s smile. “you pay” - “pff- oh please, as if you ever pay” he laughed, pecking your lips as he took your hand in his, dragging you down the street to the closest convenience store. your heart softening up, it’s impossible to stay annoyed at your bf, you know he cares and loves you more than anything but you can’t help your emotions and jealousy either but luckily to you, sion doesn’t mind it at all. it’s a little confidence boost (he needs it sometimes) and more than anything reminder that you love and care for him as much as he does for you.
maeda riku
riku hates seeing you uncomfortable or upset with him. depending on the situation he usually catches up on it rather quickly, he immediately notices your change in behaviour and the way you react to him. trying to force your suppress your emotions and focus your attention even though he can tell your mind is completely elsewhere, your smile not reaching your eyes. i mean, he can’t help feeling a little pride when you’re jealous because it obviously means you care about him but he prefers your pretty smile. even though he’s quick to notice your jealousy, he’s not that good in preventing it.. his kind and inviting personality often gets him carried away in certain situations. he has a lot of friends so he often bumps into someone he knows on the street, you know quite a few of his friends in his current circle but whenever you’re visiting his hometown he runs into people you’ve never seen before. just like now, riku had invited you to one of his childhood friends birthday dinner. he was excitedly chatting with some people from his old dance school, catching up on everything that came to mind until it was time to sit down and enjoy the food. you were talking with one of the few people you knew, eyeing riku who was clearly enjoying his time..
he could tell the second you slid into the seat next to him, your “hi” was short, you weren’t making any eye contact and your straw was getting way too much attention. you knew you’d run into some of his old friends but you’ve seen the way he was so immersed in the almost animatedly funny conversation, his friend patting his arm continuously to get his attention, and now you were quietly stewing. at first he thought about clearing it up right away but something about the way you leaned closer to him as time went by, staking your claim without saying a word, made his chest feel warm (and proud ahum) he knew what was going on and it’s not like he likes seeing you insecure, he actually hated it, but he can’t deny there was a part of him that secretly loved knowing you cared enough to feel even the tiniest bit possessive.
all through the evening he could see you were giving him these small, side eyed glances, kinda like you were measuring how much attention he was giving you compared to his friend. and every time he made sure his wandering gaze would linger back on you just a bit longer, a silent reassurance that you were always his priority. you noticed but still couldn’t help the thoughts rushing through your mind as you took a good look at the girl her pretty face. you understand why your bf was so enthusiastic about her, she was naturally very bright and beautiful. her energy was so kind and gentle, same like riku’s.
when it was time for dessert, most of the people stepped out for a quick smoke break. you were still lost in your own thoughts, quietly observing the room, your bf leaning his elbow on the table, resting his chin in his palm as he watched you sip your drink like it has personally offended you. you looked at your boyfriend, his stare literally burning into your face. you forced a smile, fidgeting with the straw in your glass; “what’s wrong?” riku finally asked, “nothing” you said, tilting your head as you smiled again. your bf only hummed in response, letting your brew your thoughts a little more, halfway through you finally muttered; “she’s pretty”. riku’s grin was instant and he couldn’t help the giggle leaving his mouth; “yeah but you’re prettier” he said, without hesitation, kicking your foot lightly under the table.
you rolled your eyes, but the corner of your mouth betrayed you. he enjoys the fact that he’s able to coax your frown into something softer, seeing the way your guard cracks when he reminds you that you were the only one for him. you often don’t even realise how attentive he is to you, how he reads you like your thoughts are written in literal text bubbles in the air. “yk i kinda like it when you get jealous” he admitted with a sheepish grin; “-it means you care” he reached over and took your hand, lacing his fingers through yours. “but yk, it’s kinda pointless” you give him a questionable look, as he squeezed your hand; “i have already decided on our kids names, so no one else comes even close to taking me away from you” you chuckled at his words, rolling your eyes as you lean back in your seat, sighing as you realised you’ve been sulking and overthinking again.
“i’m sorry” you said, looking at your bf who’s eyes widened at your sudden expression; “why, why sorry?” - “i know i shouldn’t feel this way but i can’t help it..” you confessed. “i like it when you’re honest with me-“ he murmered, playing with your hand in his; “if something bothers you, i want to hear it- even if it’s just me talking to someone else” you sighed, smiling softly; “but i don’t want to be stupid feeling jealous when you just talk to someone” - “you don’t think i feel jealous when i see you with another guy??” you looked at him, furrowing your eyebrows a little confused; “baby if only you knew, but i know at the end of the day i’m the one taking you home so yk” he shrugged his shoulders trying to keep his cool act up, this time he’s the one avoiding your eyes, you smiled, squeezing his hand; “yk i like it when you’re honest with me” you teasingly said, mocking his words. “hey! this was not about me, stay focused please” he laughed his famous laugh.
“no but i’m serious yn, there’s no need to be jealous. you’re the one i come home to, the one i text first or think about all day, just you, no one else.” he leaned in, his forehead resting on yours; “but i’ll take any excuse to remind you that you’re my favorite person in the world so if you want to stay pressed and jelly, be my guest, you look hot either way” you gasp, slightly hitting his chest as he pressed his lips on yours, silencing your protesting whines. his words might have a teasing tone but you know he means it, his patience and love for you will always be there to reassure your feelings. he won’t ever judge your heart and thoughts, he’ll be there to remind you over and over again that you’re the only one for him until the last of your unease melts away.
tokuno yushi
yushi doesn’t mind a little jealousy, in fact he actually enjoys being able to tease you because you are very visibly affected by him. he won’t push your boundaries but he will most definitely let you know that he’s very much aware of your feelings. he notices a change in your behaviour before you even realise you’re doing it, he would never purposely upset you but sometimes his pretty face and kind smile, that you love so much, attracts other people too.. and he’s either too shy to turn down everyone or he doesn’t even realise people have other intentions instead of just a casual conversation. and so you find yourself in a little funky situation, you and yushi got invited to one of his friend’s parties. you’re usually not the type of couple to stick together all night but rather just go your own ways and check in on each other throughout the night, not wanting to limit the other’s moves which usually goes well and smoothly but not tonight..
you’re quiet, quieter than usual. he noticed the second you stopped laughing with your friends and started staring into nothing or doom scrolling on your phone, even though you’re on the other side of the room he can clearly tell the switch in your face. your shoulders were tense, your lips pressed in a stubborn smile that he knew too well. it’s not hard to figure out why; the girl who’s been talking to him for the past 15 minutes was a little .. forward. the touches, the leaning in, the way she kept pulling the conversation to herself. it’s innocent, probably, but the way you’re avoiding his eyes tells him you’re feeling.. something about it.
you try to ignore what’s happening, convincing yourself you’re unbothered. she’s pretty, she’s laughing at literally everything he says and the way she keeps touching him like he’s some good luck charm has you sipping your drink like it’s some kind of sedative, pretending you don’t notice, but you definitely did. and apparently, so did he; because even while she was talking, you saw him glancing at you, that barely-there teeny tiny smirk on his lips.
he doesn’t interrupt her immediately, yushi being yushi lets her finish whatever she was saying, nodding politely as she speaks but the second there’s a pause he excuses himself. walking straight through the crowd of people, you were in the middle of ‘pretending you were busy’ when you feel his presence next to you, sliding into the seat next to you; “hey” he says, voice down only for you to hear, a soft smile plastered on his face. his knee bumps yours; “you’re hiding” he states like it’s a fact not an accusation. you tilt your head, an annoyed expression that makes him chuckle to himself. “why are you sitting all the way over here?” - “i’m just enjoying my drink” your bf hums, his elbow resting on the table, leaning in, his shoulder pressed against yours, letting his knee knock yours, a teasing smile on his lips; “mmmh enjoying it over here while i’m over there?suspicious” his hand finds yours under the table, warm and firm.
“go back to your friend” you mumble, turning the other way. your bf laughs, soft but amused, tilting his head to look at your face; “my friend? ahhh- you mean the girl who’s been telling me about her knitting classes for 20 minutes?” his knee taps yours under the table, as you swiftly turn around you’re met with yushi’s big smile, his eyes clearly amused by the situation; “wah, you are jealous” his tone teasing, mostly just to see that spark in your eyes. you swirled the ice in your glass; “no, i just thought you looked very busy, didn’t want to interrupt your knitting appreciation meeting” his smile only widens; “so if i was busy, why do you keep looking at me from across the room” your mouth opens, ready to clap back but he cuts you off; “don’t even try to deny it, i counted actually, at least 6 times!” your mouth dropped open, you roll your eyes as you take another sip of your drink; “i think you’re seeing things” he only giggles, eyes glinting; “i am seeing things, i’m seeing my pretty gf being jealous” you pushed his hand away, still pretending to be ‘oh so annoyed’
“i need space” you said, tone teasing and your eyes clearly playing along now. “space? from me?” he gasped, his hand on his heart in a dramatic manner; “fine fine, i’m seeing things- but, you could have just told me you were jealous, i would have come over sooner” you rolled your eyes again; “i’m not jealous” he laughs under his breath; “mm okay baby whatever you say, guess i’ll just stay here for the rest of the night so no one can keep me busy and yk in case you get ‘not jealous’ again” his arm draped over the back of your chair, his hand tracing little circles on your shoulder.
and he does, he stays next to you, occasionally talking with whoever joins the two of you at the table. every so often he leans in, his face close enough for his hair to tickle your cheek, his free hand ‘accidentally’ brushing yours when you both reach for the snacks. he watches you in the corner of his eyes, still trying to look unaffected.“still not jealous?” he asks, grinning. you scoff; “not even a little” you shoot back. but by the way you lean into his side, letting his fingers play with the hem of your sleeve and the little smile on your face when he presses a kiss on your temple says enough. “you look pretty tonight” he says, you only hum in response, heat rushing through your chest, his hand finding yours, fingers intertwining together. “only tonight?” you asked, turning your head to look at your bf, he laughs, chuckling; “don’t even try, you’re pretty everyday” he pulls your intertwined hands to his lips, softly kissing the back of your hand; “and you’re the only girl i have my eyes on” you giggle, finally a warm smile on your face; “ooh look! my pretty girl can still smile, even after all this jealousy!” - “don’t push now tokuno” you said, glaring at your bf. “i’m sorry baby,” he chuckled; “but i’m serious, there’s no need to be jealous. you’re the only one for me,” he pulls you closer, his head resting against yours; “and you’re mine already”he whispers, his breath warm and soft on your skin as he presses his lips on yours. at the end of the day, he knows you’re the one coming home with him. even though a little jealousy is not a bad thing and he most definitely teases you for it, more than anything he’ll always remind you that he’s yours, and he’ll always be.
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yushi-ni · 8 days ago
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it’s 4am, i can’t sleep so i’m finishing up a draft!!!! I’LL POST SOOOOON!!!! hihihi
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yushi-ni · 12 days ago
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hiiii loves!!!!!
i’m alive HAHA i thought i’d reply through here to all the questions in my inbox about where i am I LOVE YOU ALL hihihi so cute ty for even noticing my absence 🥺🥺🥺
like i mentioned i’m currently visiting my dad in okinawa, i haven’t seen him for a while so i’m enjoying some family time and relaxing days, so i haven’t really been writing the past few days i’m sorry 🫩
i’ll finish up a draft and post something for you guys soon, i just needed some time off to fully relax and appreciate the time spent with my dad ᰔ ᰔ
tysm to everyone checking in on me i appreciate you, take good care of yourself and love the ones around you as much as you can!!!!!
ily all!!!! oh and lmk what you want to see as my next post, an ot6 reaction maybe?? i have quite a few unfinished pieces so i can swing it however you want it hihi
xoxoxoxo big hugggiessss
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