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ERASER@YepWn

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this video just fucking ruined my vocabulary for the next week. me and my monkaaaay

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Bugs became way cooler to me when I realized they're basically tiny biological robots. He ain't botherin nobody his prime directive is just [SEEK NUTRIENT]

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Years almost over so here’s the 2024 art summary + the last two years as well since I’ve come a long way BDGDGXGGDHSJ

I started drawing less about August of this year but honestly I think I needed the break- I’m getting back into it now (I think) but it’s been nice to sit and not draw as often as I used to tbh

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Mocha latte (Starbucks copycat)

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If you're reading this in the store

Steal it. Just take it. Whatever it is. Just. Steal it.

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they should invent a submarine that can go into the tar pits so that we can go down and not look at anything because tar is opaque and also it breaks and we die in the tar but we shouldnt report it so we can forget it ever happened so that a couple years later we can come up with the same exact bad idea and die in the tar again

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An adventuring party is in a cage suspended over acid the wizard clears his throat "I just sent a message to my wife she should be here to save us soon." "Wait your married?" Said the rouge "more importantly what is she gonna." The paladin is interrupted by a massive explosion.

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Go My Rottweiler Go

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I wish I could contort myself however I pleased, no care for bones or sinew. If I could compress into an infinitesimally small point when I wanted to hide away or form a spiked shell around myself when I need to be away from everything I would like that greatly. Earlier I was telling this to my beloved and he told me that he would like the be in the center of me I thought it was incredibly romantic, I want to let him in and hold him in the center of me, where I can hold and protect him and allow him to be my chosen object of comfort. I have been enjoying comfort objects more lately, I think it is partly because of him. I want to hold him and be held by him, but he lives far away and I can only hold him in facsimile. I choose instead to allow myself to disregard things which get in my way, such as feeling weird. I have been draping myself in blankets as I move around the house and covering my bed in pillows and soft things, as well as my Giant Eurypterid Body Pillow. I have some mental issues, and one of them is that I tend to be detached from my feelings, they are hard for me to identify and feel dull sometimes, I have gone through many different interpretations of my sexuality over the years, though I try not to think about it much. At first I thought I may be bi, then I thought I may be gay, then I thought I may be gay and some variety of aro/ace, I knew that I could feel horny, but I never really thought much of dating or having sex with anyone outside of a loneliness or convenience thing, but I think I may have just not found someone who I could love, we met by me having a banner for Voices of the Void in vrchat and him seeing it and getting excited to talk to someone about it, we both nerded out for a while about it and eventually other stuff, eventually we went to another world with a tv so we could watch a thing about older displays, like NES era stuff. He was clearly wanting to be very affectionate but didn’t want to freak me out since we had only met a little bit before, I was being as accommodating as I could be, not much bothers me and I found him endearing, I was trying to not read into it too much or be too weird. Eventually we left for the day after spending many hours talking about very many things and watching incredibly nerdy videos and adding eachother on discord. The next day we met back up and talked a lot more, at one point he let me know that he had a bit of a crush on me already but didn’t want to make much of it, I told him about how I have trouble with emotions, and couldn’t really tell if I was infatuated or not, but I enjoyed his presence a lot, and I would be glad to be very casual even with this new information, and that I could also be more receptive to the affection, he was very glad that I was understanding. We continued to talk of many things, a lot of which being either very personal or very nerdy. I was more actively affectionate over time, and as we hung out more we got very close, eventually we started dating, though we basically were already previously. A while ago his headset stopped working so vrchat wasn’t as intimate, and now his pc is threatening to break, so that all sucks, but nevertheless we have been going strong for several months now, longer than any of his previous relationships, and we are much healthier than any of those as well despite the difficulties of technology breaking down. I still kind of feel like I don’t know if what I’m feeling is love, it sounds so much more intense for him, but I can identify all of the symptoms of infatuation, and I think very romantic things about him like the whole thing at the beginning of this, so I think that this must be love, it feels good, but over a longer time period which is good I think, I’m willing to put in the effort. I am tired now so I will sleep.

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My little scrimblos fr this time, I'm probably gonna change up their styles from time to time

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in the evil world beanie babies would be called meanie babies

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really huge fan of this image

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