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BE A CROWBAR

No.

You’re not funny. :<

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How are you doing :3?

Good! Thanks for asking! ^_^

I’m trying to think about what I’ll be for Halloween. It’s never too early to plan!

Does anybody have any ideas? I think a vampire would be really cool this year! :>

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yeah !

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You should have sat in their blood longer and then maybe you'd have been normal.

I knelt in their blood for nearly three hours. How long would have been enough?

Leave.

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I-I did. After you… stopped… what was that word Miss Quinn used? Oh! …repressing it. Murdered… yeah. I… I know.

…You pushed it away from me for a reason, didn’t you? What did you do?

It… It does matter. That’s not what I meant- I.. I just think you’ve clinging onto this for so long. Too long. But… we’ve always been clingy, haven’t we?

You’ve gone through everything, and it still isn’t enough? I’m so tired of seeing that night every time I open my eyes. I’m so tired, Bruce. I wanna go home...

Aha… always the hero, aren’t we? That was Mom loved about us so much; our kindness. I miss her hugs. Sorry that I got it wrong though; gosh, I really need to read up on everything! :<

...Hmph. No fair using my words against me. ( ,, •̀ ⤙ •́ ,,)

I… oh.

You’re… so optimistic. It’s nice knowing you’re not alone, isn’t it? That someone’s always there. I guess you’re right. That night taught us how important it is to be there for those who feel lonely.

I just wish it didn’t take them dying for us to realise that.

And I wish you’d get that even though you say this, you still leave me alone. You push me to the back of your mind until you go to bed, which even then is… rare. I get that you don’t mean to anymore, but it hurts.

Everything hurts.

I’m glad you’re happy, but I’m not happy. I don’t think I’ll ever be happy, but- but that’s okay.

You do you, older me. Just know that I’m always here, yeah?

how does the whole ‘you being a personification of bruce’s mind’ thing work?? genuinely curious here.

Ah… well…

I’m what he… sees himself as.

A weak kid who couldn’t do anything to save his parents.

Who’ll never be strong enough.

I’m just… him now, but a kid? If that helps??

Um… uh..

He puts himself, puts me, through the memory of… that night. On a loop. Because he thinks he… well, we deserve it.

I can’t escape it.

It hurts.

Miss Quinn helped a tiny bit though. She was nice.

I miss her.

I hope she keeps her promise.

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I don’t wanna ruin my hair like that. :<

And I’m already stressed enough.

What if I got it dyed? Or… will it look weird?

How’d you get the white thingy in your hair? And should I get one too? It looks really cool! :O

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Um

I got it after I got resurrected by the Lazarus Pit

You can get one ig but just not the same way

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Inbox me (1) thing you want to know about me.

DO IT PLS

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I was bored, so I painted on some old toys. ^^

It was hard finding pictures of these two heroes to copy (they’re always in the dark… hmph!), but I hope they look good!

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Exactly! You finally get it; thank you! :3

Yeah, I do. Me and older me; we know you always make things better.

It’s okay. If we mess up, we’ll clean it up! Alfred deserves a break anyways.

Yes please, if that’s okay! Ooh, I can’t wait! ^_^ I’m gonna decorate mine with cats and bats!

Boo!

Hehe. >:)

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Gasp!! You got me good! I almost jumped out of my seat!

hello cutie! How are you?

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What’s it like in Bruce’s mind?

Most parts are cold. Freezing. :<

Like a Batcave.

The only colours I really see here are red, green, grey and black.

Sometimes I see a bright yellow coming from the theatre or car lights. Or of a cape.

But sometimes, when I get to explore, I discover a more warmer place hidden right under my feet. It’s like I found treasure!

It’s really cozy there. :>

But it’s very rare to find.

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💤 Peek into my Character's Dreams 💤

💭 - An ordinary dream

🎀 - A dream that left them feeling happy

☔ - A dream that left them feeling upset

🌈 - A dream from their childhood

🗯️ - An ordinary nightmare

🐛 - An intense nightmare that made them wake up in a cold sweat

⚰️ - A dream/nightmare that featured someone no longer in their life

🌡️ - A fever dream

📿 - A dream your character believes is prophetic

👁️‍🗨️ - A lucid dream

🛏️ - A dream that made your character want to go back to sleep so they could continue the dream

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He… he died… yeah…

You kept that memory away from me. For a long time. Why..?

…

They don’t only exist in the bad parts. You know that. I know that.

Remember? When Dad always read our favourite book before we slept?

It… It was called The Animals and the Pit. Written by a guy with a long name I can’t say right.

That was a good time. And there are many more where they’ll live on — I’m you; you know I’m right.

…Okay. But only if you promise to rest too. You’ve done so much; too much, sometimes.

how does the whole ‘you being a personification of bruce’s mind’ thing work?? genuinely curious here.

Ah… well…

I’m what he… sees himself as.

A weak kid who couldn’t do anything to save his parents.

Who’ll never be strong enough.

I’m just… him now, but a kid? If that helps??

Um… uh..

He puts himself, puts me, through the memory of… that night. On a loop. Because he thinks he… well, we deserve it.

I can’t escape it.

It hurts.

Miss Quinn helped a tiny bit though. She was nice.

I miss her.

I hope she keeps her promise.

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We… we did. I guess.

Bruce Wayne… us as a whole, died that night though, didn’t we?

And he was born.

That… kinda sucks. But it’s not your fault. You did what you could.

It’s just… the way you depict… Mr Chill in here, in your mind…

It- It’s you, Bruce. Older me, when that mask is taken off.

You… won’t let me, let yourself, move on.

We’re forever trapped, aren’t we?

I forgive you. I’m just… tired.

how does the whole ‘you being a personification of bruce’s mind’ thing work?? genuinely curious here.

Ah… well…

I’m what he… sees himself as.

A weak kid who couldn’t do anything to save his parents.

Who’ll never be strong enough.

I’m just… him now, but a kid? If that helps??

Um… uh..

He puts himself, puts me, through the memory of… that night. On a loop. Because he thinks he… well, we deserve it.

I can’t escape it.

It hurts.

Miss Quinn helped a tiny bit though. She was nice.

I miss her.

I hope she keeps her promise.

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Well, they deserved it anyways! :>

But good luck!

I may be going back to court mandated therapy soon.

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I do feel whimsy and joyful right now!! How did you know?! :O

I love this. I’m keeping this forever.

I found it in the bin so… finders keepers! :3

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EXACTLY!!! I’m gonna treat it with the respect it deserves!

I love this. I’m keeping this forever.

I found it in the bin so… finders keepers! :3

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I love this. I’m keeping this forever.

I found it in the bin so… finders keepers! :3