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LOSER

and all of a sudden i am transported back into my body and mind from 7th grade, when all i wanted was to be loved and to love myself and i distracted myself from my own pain by living through my friends but did you really care about them? did you really care about their pain or did you just want a connection with someone that felt genuine, even if it wasn’t? i wanted to be held, i wanted to be loved and i wanted people to love me but i was alone. I am alone. i dont belong anywhere and i feel like crying. mom, won’t you hold me? dad, can you stop yelling please? 

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i have no time

i want to do so many things

but it feels like i have no time

i want to change the world

but i do not have time

i do not have time

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Jeff Bezos didn’t even explode :(

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no more gaslight, gatekeep, girlboss. Only touchstarved, transgender, trainwreck

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a shout into the void

i hope one day someone will read my words and feel it in their soul

i want to grasp the hearts of the those who I will not be alive to see

can someone see me? can you hear me? can you feel me? 

we are all the same. 

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fire words

you spit words of fire at me

setting me ablaze, scorched and cracking

splitting skin, blood running down my legs

leaving me crying out in pain, trying to put out the fire with water from my eyes

but i am sorry

i was the igniter, the kindling, the match

i am meant to burn

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where is he

i see people grow into themselves, like it was meant to be

they blossom and flower into their life and flourish, beautifying everything around them

the flowers say that i too, will become a pure white blossom

they tell me that all i need is time, time, time, and hope

i am frozen in a moment

the clock stopped long ago, long ago

the tick tock tick tock tick tock changed to silence

i am underground and i cannot breathe.

i am buried alive and i cannot move

i am underground and cannot breathe

ring the bell for me

my hands are decaying

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dont work at mcdonalds

it is so shit 

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make fun of emos all u want but Can I still get into heaven if I kill myself Can I still get into heaven if I kill myself Can I ever be forgiven cause I killed that kid It was an accident I swear it wasn’t meant for him And if I turn it on me If I even it out Can I still get in or will they send me to hell Can I still get into heaven if I kill myself

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it’s the 21st day of the 21st year of the 21st century.

you can only reblog this today.

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if i was at this concert you bet your ASS ill be that barricade kid

aren’t we all just that barricade kid at the 2003 mcr show who’s screaming all the lyrics from vampires from life on the murder scene

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it’s her:

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sometimes i feel like ill be ok

and then i see you in everything i touch

i see you in seashells because you hated the sand on the beach

i see you in every note i play on the piano because you loved it

i see you whenever i click on a cute cat video because you love cats

i see you at the park on the blanket under a tree in the shade

i see you in my life 

but you’re not a part of it anymore

my life is still saturated with the smell and touch of you

how can i feel better when i’m surrounded by you?

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reblogging so i can refer back to this

for anyone who hasnt watched lotms or cant find it/its blocked,  i downloaded it onto google drive please reblog so everyone can watch lotms :)

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THIS IS IT. NOTHING CAN GIVE ME MORE GENDER ENVY THAN THE DOOMER BOY. OH TO BE A LITTLE 2D TWINKISH LAD WITH MESSY BLACK HAIR BLUSH AND HOODIE STRINGS THAT LOOK LIKE THEY HAVE SPIDERS ON THE END OF THEM. IF I LOOKED LIKE HIM ID BE MORE EGOTISTICAL THAN I ALREADY AM WHICH IS LIKE SAYING TO FLY HIGHER THAN A ROCKET SHIP. DIOS FUCKING MIO.