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[yourstrulyhri]

monday, 27th of january, 2025.

𖤓 chem class. (1hr; finished gp-14 of p-block, moved onto gp-15)

𖤓 phy class. (1hr; did qs on refraction from plane surfaces & started refraction through glass block along w qs)

𖤓 finished 'reproductive health' (did assistive reproductive tech. + population growth)

𖤓 started 'human reproduction'. (did male & female reproductive tracts + parturition & lactation)

𖤓 started genetics – did a very small portion, so it's almost negligible but read about mutations, uptil mendelian disorders.

𖤓 revised through: (i) emw (ii) dual nature (iii) ray optics (till whatever's been taught)

𖤓 solved sec-a from 'dual nature'.

it's 22:37 rn as i'm writing this, and i'm not done yet. i hope? i don't feel very sleepy, so i'll just continue doing more qs from dual nature, and then move onto emw and ray optics, and then ochem & inorg chem.

that being said, i did go out on sat to visit a fair, and i met up with my lil cousin <3 v fun day out, wish it were longer. pics down below!

days remaining to the exam: 96.

mood wise: 4/10. been on autopilot, it's not been a great day. i've been feeling really gloomy for no apparent reason, and i can't why. but it is what it is, lol.

🎧: excuse me by nothing but thieves.

[yourstrulyhri]

friday, 24th january, 2025.

𖤓 did physics class. (2hr; studied extensively about prism, and briefly about refraction through plain surfaces.)

𖤓 did chemistry class. (also 2hr; started p-block, finished gp-13 and started with gp-14.)

𖤓 solved pyqs from 'amines'.

𖤓 solved pyqs from 'aldehydes, ketones & carboxylic acids'.

hi chat! thought i would've extract more from the day, but lately i've been really bad at maximising output in the evenings. but it's okay, we still pulled through 5 hrs so we're on the right track. 🫶🏼‼️ also i MISSED playing skribbl so much, i played with a friend and it was SOOOO fun.

days remaining to NEET: 99.

mood wise: 6.5/10. nothing extraordinary. not too shabby.

🎧: blind eyes red by minnie.

[yourstrulyhri]

tysm for the tag!! <3 @liacademia

1. sweetener by ariana grande

2. field trip by ¥$

3. more by 5sos, and the 7th sense by nct u

tags: @weirdo-busy @academicallyinsufferable @pxasee @darcystudying @berlinmacaw @kookiepixel and/or anyone else who'd like to join :)

MUSIC LOVERS ASSEMBLE!!

i feel like starting a tag chain so i hope this works out :)

reblog this with 3 songs:

the song your listening to right now (or last one you listened to)

your current favourite song

a song of your choice

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mine:

its now or never - elvis presley/love in the dark - adele

trastevere - måneskin

nevermore - queen

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[yourstrulyhri]

thursday, 23rd of january, 2025.

𖤓 did ½ of reproductive health. (studied about contraceptives, MTP, STIs, and infertility)

𖤓 did physics class. (1hr; studied ray optics)

𖤓 finished d-block.

𖤓 finished 'aldehydes, ketones & carboxylic acids'.

hey y'all, long time no see! sorry for the inconsistency, i took a bit of time out after 19th, but now i'm back :) currently it's midnight, and i'm not done yet. i did waste a lot of time in the evening, so i plan to make up for lost time by catching up on more agendas before calling it a night. i'll update you guys later ♡

slight life update: I GOT A NEW LAPTOP :D i also read dc comics for the first time, and it's lowkey fun. (if you're wondering which one i read, it was red hood: the outlaws!)

🎧: valentine - live by 5 seconds of summer.

[yourstrulyhri]

this is a yapfest (read if you dare)

the worst part of growing up is when you realise you can't monopolise people just because you knew them first, and you've got to pretend it doesn't hurt. it doesn't hurt when they slip away from your fingers, like water through your hands. you knew them first, but do you really know them anymore? you're left looking at pictures, not quite the full pictures but grasping at straws to guess what's going on with their lives. they don't really tell you anymore, because you don't ask either because your conversations are too superficial.

you take a deep look at yourself, and wonder if you've ever really been enough. you're prepared to move mountains for them, if only they stay long enough to let you do that. you're prepared to do it over bad jokes and playful insults, because, really, every insult is uttered with a dash of fondness and warmth.

you wonder if other people look at you the same way, if they know their quirks as well you seem to know theirs. or maybe you just have an unfortunate habit of getting attached really fast, like the child you seem to never have grown out of being.

and then the illusion shatters. you know you're better off without them, because for all the good they represented in one point of your life, you know that they aren't going to stay for the ugly, harsh and bitter part of your lives.

the one where you want them to take sides, and tell you you're right when you rant. you know there's more than one side to an argument, but you just want to be told your anger is valid and justified and it's okay to scream into the void, and they'll be there listening to you talk and then make you laugh when you're drinking water and boom you're projectile snorting water out of your nose.

it's alright, you tell yourself. because really, there's no other way it can't be alright because then it'll never be.

[yourstrulyhri]

hi, thanks for the tag! @academicallyinsufferable

in 2025, i'd like to read the 9 books amongst many below:

tag list: @weirdo-busy @stressed-burrito @berlinmacaw @pxasee @kookiepixel @moonlight-n-moondust @ep1cdaily and/or anyone else who'd like to join and participate :)

Thanks for the tag my love @raeiyyn <3

9 books I want to read in 2025:

No pressure tag @winryrockbellwannabe @nuuralshams @notetaeker @a-dream-deferred @studyblr-perhaps @academicallyinsufferable @your-humraaz @inpursuitofnunchi @sunlighthroughthe-ashes @a-fox-studies

[yourstrulyhri]

[yourstrulyhri]

it gets easier. everyday, it gets a little easier, but you gotta do it everyday. that's the hard part. but i promise it gets easier.

[yourstrulyhri]

You have to stop ruining things for yourself preemptively because you believe they’ll fail anyway. Give yourself a chance to succeed.

[yourstrulyhri]

gentle reminder you can rise up from everything. you can recreate yourself. nothing is permanent. you are not stuck. you have choices. you can think new thoughts. you can learn something new. you can create new habits. all that matters is that you decide today and never look back.

[yourstrulyhri]

the only thing holding you back is you. work on that.

[yourstrulyhri]

drink lots of water, exercise, read, study, and repeat.

[yourstrulyhri]

wednesday & thursday , 8th and 9th of january, 2025 .𖥔 ݁ 🪐˖.𖥔 ݁ ˖

𖤓 chemistry class. (2+1hr; finished co-ordination compounds! going to start d-f block tmrw.)

𖤓 did more questions from sec c: moving charges and magnetism.

𖤓 did questions from magnetism & matter. (almost finished, so yay!)

𖤓 revised simple harmonic motion, and solved questions.

𖤓 wrote some pending cw from chemistry help me, i only got 4 pgs done

𖤓 revised solutions & kinetics, and solved questions from them + general org. chem.

hey y'all! i'm still not done with the day; i plan on finishing lecs on emw & wave optics (till YDSE) and then maybe do my pending cw or more numericals from phy. chem/physics. (if i can, lol)

the days have been okay – nothing bad, nothing great. i think we could've done a tad bit more, (i keep feeling like i need to have 'perfect' days, and i'm trying to work on that) but in my defense we went to the hospital yesterday for a dr.'s appointment, so that took away a lot of the time.

mood wise: 7/10. been pretty monotonous, but apart from that all good!

🎧: tia tamera by doja cat ft. rico nasty

[yourstrulyhri]

tuesday, 7th of january, 2025. .𖥔 ݁ 🪐˖.𖥔 ݁

𖤓 chemistry class. (2hr; studied extensively abt optical isomerism + synergistic effect)

𖤓 studied chemical co-ordination & integration → finished most of the endocrine glands.

𖤓 did photosynthesis in higher plants → finished light reactions incl. cyclic & non-cyclic photophosphorylation.

𖤓 solved questions from sec: c of moving charges & magnetism. (20-ish?)

hello! sorry for not posting it yesterday :( yesterday was an okay day, but i feel like i wasted a major chunk of the evening (i definitely did). i have 2 pending tests that i'll try to take by this week, so i need to gear up! i also happen to have some a LOT of pending cw i need to jot down, so need to find out time for that too.

mood wise: 5/10 (felt bit under the weather, was lowkey working on auto-pilot most of the time, and the headache wasn't doing me any favours lol)

🎧: strangers by ethel cain.

[yourstrulyhri]

2025

BE A STUDENT OF WHAT YOU ADMIRE

DO IT BADLY RATHER THAN NOT AT ALL

TO DESPAIR IS TO CEDE VICTORY TO THOSE WHO DO NOT DESERVE IT

BROADEN YOUR CULTURAL HORIZONS

REVEL IN THE ANALOGUE

ACTION ABSORBS ANXIETY

GRIEF IS PRODUCTIVE; GUILT IS NOT

[yourstrulyhri]

light academia this dark academia that; there is one real academia and it’s made of rubber dusts, papercuts on fingers, oily hair that hasn’t been washed in a week, big yawns, used up highlighters, dark eyebags, missed deadlines and piled up books

[yourstrulyhri]

monday, 6th of january, 2025. .𖥔 ݁ 🪐˖.𖥔 ݁ ˖

𖤓 did section a, c from alternating current.

yup, that's it. wasn't a great day, i crashed out BAD 💀 i swear i've done lecs, gone through my notes and pre-requisite formulas yet somehow magnetic physics just seems so...unsolvable.

last year under normal circumstances i wouldn't have posted this, but one of my resolutions this year is to be more transparent. with myself, and to those around me.

this is me acknowledging that, yes, despite running a studyblr, i have moments where i get close to nothing done, or feel frustrated at the lack of progress. wanting to curate a blog that highlights only the best of days, is something i don't want – when people engage with my posts, i want them to feel a sense of relatability, and encouragement simultaneously.

i'm not proud with how i handled today, but hey! new day, new me right? i'm going to be taking rest of the day off. hopefully tomorrow's kinder to me, and to you all as well <3 good night! 🌙

🎧: dispose of me by omar apollo.