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[yourstruly-caycay]

Are you going to continue "A loving husband"? I really liked it and I have been waiting but no need to rush^-^take your time and I hope you are doing well

Thank you! It's still in progress for the prequel of the story, so thank you for your patience.

I don't mind giving a little sneak peek 🤭:

[yourstruly-caycay]

I loved his story, about Poseidon Yandere x reader (the statue) aaa poor baby Orion, mm I mean Orion is a demigod??

SPOILER down below for anyone who hasn't read it yet.

The son's name is Atlas, and yes he's a demigod since reader is... you know... a human.

Atlas is actually original character, he's not Poseidon's son in greek mythology. And yes! I know there's a titan that also name Atlas in greek myth, but hear me out!

Before I discover that, the name Atlas is a name that I shortened it from Atlantis for my inspiration, you knoow the lost city under the sea. I heard that Atlas also mean "endure" which is kinda fit his situation in the story where he have to endure the struggle living in broken family.

[yourstruly-caycay]

A "Loving" Husband

Yan! Poseidon x reader

Woo! My first time writing a yandere version of a character, and for the first time in forever I post something ehe.

Warning: yandere behaviour incoming

Synopsis: Poseidon never have any intention to tell Atlas, his son, about the inside of the golden door under the deep sea within the darkness. But, out of impatient and curiosity, Atlas bound to uncover the secret.

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The curious little boy finds himself in front of a huge golden door, a shiny one as it shines by the glimpse of the moon. He checks his surroundings once more to make sure he doesn't hear any doorstep near him as the window shows a scenery of the darkness of the sea. He sighs in relief as he's ready to find the answer that his dad has been avoiding to answer, “If this door is in this deep underground, what could dad possibly hide?” 

He tries to push the door, he keeps pushing to the point his face and hand turns red. “I can open it!” He courage himself  as it finally opened a little bit, small enough to fit his size.  

“Ha! Dad must be proud if he knows that I can open a door this heavy.” He pat his back proudly as he goes through the door. The inside of the room is exactly as he questions it, a room full of old neat treasures and artifacts on the shelves. Out of all the treasure he saw, he spotted something bigger. A beautiful and shiny marble statue of a life-sized woman sitting on a couch with a lot of jewelry on her and white silk dress, but he notices that the clothes at the waist part are ruffled, as if that part has always been touched. 

"Hmm, why does the ring seem familiar?" To get a better sight, he climbed to her thigh and sat on her. Observing the ring closer, he remembered the very same pair of rings in his dad's finger.

“But why is it on the statue? I thought mom was supposed to wear this? Perhaps I should try to give it back to her.” Carefully, his eyes focus on taking off the ring from the finger without realizing that his feets slip from the statue's silk dress as he’s hanging by the ring finger. 

Unfortunately, the ring finger cracks as his head knocks onto the floor. He rubbed on his injured head, displeased seeing the gold blood on his hand from the injured head. However, the feeling of pain is replaced by panic as he closes his mouth when he sees the ring finger shatter from the statue. In a speed, he grabs the statue's ring finger and sprints all the way to his room.

… 

By the next morning-

"WHY DO YOU NEED TO BE ANGRY JUST FOR A MISSING PART OF A STATUE?" 

The boy jolted up from the sudden loud voice outside his room, he immediately opened the door. His heart beats fast and eyes go wide seeing his father and mother arguing in the hallway with Hades and some staff hidden in the corner or running away because they’re too scared at the sight of Poseidon.

"WHY? I'VE WARNED EVERYONE IN THIS CASTLE NOT TO ENTER THAT ROOM EXCEPT FOR ME, BUT A HIDDEN INSECT SEEMS TO HAVE BROKEN INTO THAT ROOM! I’LL FIND THE FOOL AND SHRED THEIR HANDS."

"BUT THAT DOESN'T EXCUSE YOUR SUDDEN OUTRAGE LIKE A MAD MAN." 

“You insolent women-” Before Poseidon’s trident even near Amphitrite, Hades held his wrist and said in a stern voice. “Poseidon, calm down,” His eyes now turn to glare at him, but Hades still has the stoic face and staring back at him, “It’s just a statue, I don't know what's so special about that. But, if you’re still determine to punish the culprit, do it, but don’t throw the blame to the wrong person.”

And so, he put his trident down, his breath steadier and turned back to his usual stoic face, yet eyes still glare at his brother, “Just a statue? That statue is a prize possession of mine, worthy of my time to care for it.”

Hades can only sigh and shake his head in disappointment, meanwhile Amphitrite opens her mouth to say something while holding in the trembling voice with knees getting weak pressing down her fear as she stares back at him. The trident might not pierce her at all, but the sharp wind from the trident is enough to cause a scratch of gold blood to flow from her face.  

"You've got to be kidding me, Poseidon, everyone already fucking know that you're protective of that precious little statue of yours. I don’t know what’s so special about it, it might be more special than me, but have you even spared a little heart for your poor wife whom you married by your own choice? Why do you marry me if you never treat me like a wife?"

"Amphitrite," Poseidon said coldly, "Since when gods married for love? Just do your own job as a queen." 

Poseidon is finally out of sight as Amphitrite clenches her fist, glaring at her husband's back. "Tch, what did the statue do to make you this crazy?" she mumbles. 

"Amphitrite, I do apologize for his manners." Hades pats her shoulder as he sees her in a trembling state, she gazes at him with tears spilling from her eyes. 

"There's no need to apologize," she wipes her tears, "It’s his fault… no, it's my fault. How stupid and naive I am to agree to marrying him in the first place. I thought that maybe… if I become a good wife; a good mother, then maybe he can at least show an ounce of love to me like any lover does… what did I do to deserve this?" 

"Don't say that, it’s his fault for being immature." 

"Immature?" she snapped at him, "No no no, it’s insanity. I saw it in his eyes, the possessiveness and madness when the part of the statue is missing, all for the sake of that? I don’t know how long I will have to bear this. I can slowly go insane too for centuries living in this lifeless marriage, Hades, especially when the son he so much loved is not my own blood-" She gasped and closed her mouth, Hades got caught off guard hearing it.

"What?" He holds her shoulder, “What do you mean? Didn’t Poseidon announce to the whole Greek pantheons about you bearing his child?” Amphitrite isn’t able to hold eye contact anymore seeing the confused but angry Hades. 

"Mom..."Her heart drops dead as she turns in horror to see him trembling, the familiar uncomfortable expression when he has to witness the familiar scene many times.

"Atlas!" She runs to hug him, "Did you just see the fight? Oh, I'm so sorry to have you see that." 

"Mom... what do you mean?" 

"W- what is it?" 

"So, you're not really my mom?" His eyes are getting glossier each time passed along with his red nose. "Then, where's my real mom? Did she abandon me?" The tears fall as his crying sound is getting louder making her feeling more guilty, she hugs him tightly and pat his blonde hair. 

“No no, of course not my dear… she’s umm… she-”

“I believe me and him deserve an explanation from you, Amphitrite.” He glared at Amphitrite like a predator caged its prey, unable to let her run away from the problem. After a long uncomfortable silence, she takes a breath first and stands up to glance at him. 

“You both deserve an explanation… but, promise me,” she continued, “Don’t tell Poseidon, at least not now, okay?” He nods as she leads them to Atlas’ bedroom and locks the door. She sits on his bed as she massages her head, trying to find the best words to explain while the two of them wait for her. 

“I already knew Atlas when he’s only a toddler, I still remember the sight of Poseidon holding him…”

… 

~The night before the wedding~

To her younger self when she was still a naive princess, who was once frightened by Poseidon’s first sight. The way he always ignores her or glares at her when she makes a mistake. Hundreds of insults and mockery threw at her, driving her to avoid him even more throughout years staying in Poseidon castle as his fiance because her father thought that it’s a “good thing” for her to get familiar with him before the marriage.

When she’s ready to go to sleep, relaxing her tense muscles before tomorrow's marriage, the sudden strange calming sound arouses her suspicion. She opens the doors and follows the sound. All the way to the bottom of the sea floors. She found the source of the sound from one of the rooms and opened the door a little bit. Her eyes went wide at such a beautiful sight of the cold tyrant of the sea showing a small smile toward the unknown baby, holding the sleeping baby with such a gentle touch while humming a calm deep lullaby with the moon illuminating him heavenly like an angel. 

“Impossible, how can he be so cruel, yet gentle at the same time?” She mutter

“Women, what are you doing?” She jumped at his sharp tone, once warm turned icy in a split second. She slowly opened the door, welcomed by his unamused face. She clears her throat to not feel pressured by the awkwardness, “My apologies, Poseidon, I just happened to hear your heavenly lullaby from my bedroom, I can’t help but listen to it too.” 

She glanced at the sleeping baby, a smile growing wide fighting the urge not to touch the cheek, “So, who’s this baby? He’s just as beautiful as you.” 

“My son.” 

Silence came again, as her mouth slightly opened and eyes wide in disbelief. Unsure what to even say, “S- so, you’ve married before, then?” she frowned when he kept silent, “Where’s your previous wife?” 

“Passed away.” He said in the usual cold tones, but she knew underneath that  there’s a slight crack and irritation as his gaze now turned to the moonlight. Of course she passed away, or else Poseidon wouldn’t even remarry. However, deep in her heart she knew there’s a small crack discovered he’s used to love a certain woman, and now the baby is the only thing left of that woman. 

“Sorry to hear that,” she continued, “What’s the name of the baby?”  

“Atlas.” 

… 

~the night after the marriage event~ 

It was a cold kiss, but she received it welcomely despite his expressionless face throughout the whole wedding, but it’s okay. “It’s really okay, he’s probably not used to me yet. One day he will!” She patted herself. Emerald eyes sparkled at the whole sea regions and the Greek pantheon of deities and nymphs congratulated them, isn’t this what she’s been dreaming of? Marrying a handsome prince and living happily ever after? 

During night time where everyone has a great time of feast, smiling and chattering. While Poseidon were discussing with his brothers and several gods, Amphitrite was accompanied by Aphrodite and Persephone having tea together as the both of them enjoyed their little chats while she quietly listened. 

“Dear Amphitrite sweetheart, may I ask why you would want to marry Poseidon? It’s clear as day that he’s hard to be swayed by love.” Amphitrie got caught off guard with Aphrodite's question, she rested her chin on her hand thinking the perfect way to explain it. 

“Well, I’m aware that a god like Poseidon is difficult to read and likes to close himself off from everyone. I’m aware too that this is a marriage for political reasons, but time itself is impossible to read too, who knows it’ll take time for him to open up to me, and maybe I can fix him.” 

Aphrodite giggled while pinching her cheek playfully, “Amphitrite, I hope you can keep your words, I’ll give you the best gift if you can win his heart.” 

“Haha, to be honest, I’m used to being scared of him too, but when I saw him holding his son gently in his arm it’s like seeing part of the real him open up. How can I not want to win his heart and show his other good side to me too ?”

“Son?” Persephone gasped and stood in surprise causing everyone to look at them, “What do you mean he has a son?” 

Suddenly, everyone is freezed, tons of eyes now peered at Amphitrtie who was surprised too at everyone’s new discovery. “I- I thought everyone know that he has a child-” 

Suddenly Poseidon touched her shoulder and leaned her closer to him as he announced to everyone, “Yes, I do have a son… with her.”

Everyone including his brothers and her families are elated by the news, congratulating the couple as they continued the feast. However, Amphitrite snapped at Poseidon who’s still avoiding her eye contact, questioning his suspicious act… head feels dizzy as she frowned at the announcement. Suddenly, Zeus wrapped his arm around Poseidon and Amphitrite in joyous, “Congratulations on having a child! So it turns out you guys already did a dirty thing before the marriage, huh?” 

“Shut up.” 

“Congratulations, I anticipate meeting my nephew by tomorrow.” Hades shook his hand while laughing, yet despite the wonderful news, Amphitrite got left confused all alone watching the crowd in line congratulate them, leaving her deep in thought of her mind.

…

“Poseidon, what’s with all of this? I thought everyone knew about your son.” Amphitrite sat on bed facing Poseidon who’s changing his clothes to something more comfortable, once again avoiding eye contact with her. She clenches her fist when he has the nerve to ignore her question, “Not only that, but you LIED to them about him being my son in blood? What about your previous wife? How would she feel about this?”

“Don’t remind me about Y/n, Amphitrite.” 

“Y/n? So that’s her name, huh? Don’t tell me that no one also knew about this Y/n.” 

Another silent response made her more convinced, knowing this, she slowly moved away from him, his unreadable expression made her stomach twist. “Poseidon, why would you lie?”

What are you trying to hide?

“All you need to know is that I did all of this to keep her and Atlas safe from the gods’ eyes. If they ever discover the truth about them, I’ll gouge their eyes and shred their bodies to pieces where their mouth wouldn’t spread all over to other realm,” Amphitrite shiver at his calm tone, she felt her heart skipped a beat at his eyes finally made an eye contact, the eyes that threaten her as if a trident ready to strike her if she made a single mistake, “This include you too Amphitrite, just do your job as a queen and a mother, and I’ll turn a blind eye on you. Remember that this is a marriage that’ll benefit your family.”

… 

“That’s all I know,” Amphitrite steady her breath as she lies her head down, feeling uncomfortable with the silence, “It’s true, ever since that, I wouldn’t dare to ask him about her. I- I don’t- I don’t know why my foolish self is still trying to love him despite his undying love for his previous wife.” 

Tears spilled from her eyes, words unable to be formed as she cover her cry from them. “Why did I even keep pursuing?” She thought, but a sudden heaviness on her caught her off guard, uncovering her face to see Atlas hugging her. 

“It’s ok, mom.” Amphitrite hug him back with more tears spilled, her heart melt knowing Atlas is still calling her mom despite the truth. However, Hades is still standing across from her as he Massages his forehead, still surprised yet angry, but at his foolish brother. 

“Atlas, can you please change your clothes and go have breakfast? Your mother and I still have to discuss about… this…further through.” Atlas nods as he changes his clothes and unlocks the door to go to the dining hall, leaving Amphitrite and Hades alone in his room. 

Hades approach Amphitrite to sit beside her as his hand tap on her shoulder, “I’m sorry to hear that… I never thought he would do that.” 

“It’s not your fault.”

“It is. As his brother, I shouldn’t have been too lenient on him, he’s just using you for his own benefit.”Amphitrite shake her head, “It’s partly my fault too for not refused it and being naive, I was too scared by my own father,” clearing her throat as she jump to different topic, “But, about her…” 

“Y/n…” Hades humm, “So she’s Atlas' biological mother, why does Poseidon hide her from everyone? Out of shame?”

“Shame?” 

“Poseidon is a pride god, if he loves her that much, what makes him want to hide her in the dark? Have you ever suspected her identity and background?” 

Amphitrite put her hand on the chin as she recalled her moment when she was in the library, however it put a frown on her face, “I have try to search about her in the library, yet no books have had a record about her, so for now I’m assuming that she’s not a goddess from this pantheon nor a nymph.”

“Not even a nymph? How did you come up with that assumption?” 

“From Atlas of course, if Y/n is a nymph from certain creatures, he will have the appearance or characteristic of that creature, however none of it are in him.”

“Fair enough.”

 “How about you? Does the name Y/n sound familiar?” 

“That’s… the problem, it’s new and unfamiliar within this patheon nor any other places, never for eons have I ever heard that name,” Hades massages his head and sighs as the mystery causes a headache to him., sick of his brother’s antics, he stand up, “I will ask him right now, he’s the only one who knows the truth.”

Hearing this, Amphitrite immediately stand and holds his shoulder as she shakes her head, “Don’t! If you ask him he will immediately know I told you and will slaughter me,” she continued after steadied her breath, “Please, I’m not stopping you to research about her, but don’t directly ask him.”

“Don’t worry, I’ll talk to him about this too. He has been hiding this far too long, I’m disappointed at his oddly obsessive behavior-” 

“Hades, your shoes.” Hearing her gasp, he looked down and froze, seeing the crimson blood seeping from under the bed all the way staining his shoes. He kneels, and looks under it to discover the missing part of the statue — the ring finger — feeling the hard rock texture, yet when he touches the bleeding part, he shivers from the soft rotten meat and bone texture. 

“There’s a dead body of a mortal hidden inside a statue, how is it under his bed?” He frown, “Moreover, the ring on that finger-“

“It can’t be, that’s the same pair of rings that Poseidon has.”

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The "requests are both open and closed" is kind of throwing me off but I'll try anyways 😭,can i request an headcanon for Jack the ripper, Poseidon and Thor finding their lover cutting herself???? So an angst to fluff/comfort??? Bye i Hope i didn't bother you.

  No worry about bothering me or not, but I was quite surprise when you request this to me, I ain’t sure if I'm able to do this request, but I’ll try my best. However, I will write this base from my experience.

Warning: self-harm 

Jack the Ripper

He, himself, aware that because of his status as a killer (which he label it on himself). It can risk the relationship between you and him, that if you ever found out about this, there's a high chance for you to leave him out of fear.

Even if he's a killer, he genuinely do love you, but will never take the risk of showing his dark side.

Your love, smile, affection, and soothing words are enough for him to forgot the sickening action he do; in his eyes, you're an angel, you always looks happy in front of him and give amount of comfort and affection to him, you look so fine that he almost goes blind toward the curtain behind your smile.

How wrong of him, he feels like his heart drop when he see a blood on your wrist with the amount of tears flow from your face. Without any thought, he immediately yanked the knife from you and hug you so you won't do anything to harm yourself. 

 Hearing your tears of agony and sadness breaks him as all he could do is to 

A few minutes has passed since the incident, you relaxed in his arm with no energy left to cry, and now it's Jack's turn to be in alarm with the caused of your condition. Why did you do this? Did someone tell you a harmful words? Who? Did you actually find out his identity and shame of it to the point you want to end your life so you won’t be with him?

"Jack, let me go."

Your weak voice stops his overthinking questions and glances at you, how foolish of him, now it's not the right moment for the questions!

Shake his head out of disagreement with your statement, he instead carries you to the bedroom. Shocking you as you try to convince him again, but it turn to deaf ears as you finally give in since you’re not in the right mood to argue.

Placing you carefully into the bed, he then bring out the medical kit and gently tend your wounds as he tried to not accidentally harm you. After it’s finish, he stand up and said, “Please wait here for a moment, I’ll bring you some tea and snacks.”

The only answer he receive are your nod as he just smile and kiss your forehead before he leave.

Later, he come with two cups of tea and a cookies as he set it on the table, then he begin to hold you close to him and rub your back — after silent of comfort, he begin to ask, “Is there something that bothering you, Y/n?” no respond come from you — not like he expect for you to just immediately say it. “You don’t have to tell me now, tell me when you’re already comfortable enough to say it, I’ll always be there for you.”

Upon hearing his words, you lean closer to him as you bury your face to his neck and hug him back, the action itself is enough to let him know you thank him.

Thor

If there’s anyone who have the bold to hurt his darling, then a head without a half of its upper body will be found somewhere else.

That said, Thor realize that you’ve been distant from everyone including him for a weeks now and he have not see you as much as before either. 

At first, he thought that you might have a bad days and wanted to be left alone, which he did give you space. 

However, just because you’re rarely be seen, Thor always pay attention to your behaviors if he ever see you again, and the more he do that, the more concern he is. 

I mean, he should’ve follow his guts quicker...

"I’m fine, things has just... been a little bit bothering me, I guess.” You stated while avoiding eye contact with him. You thought that he might be upset with you, but to your surprise, Thor nod and pat your head, “Tell me if there’s someone or something bother you.” He hope that he did it right since he’s not too sure on how to comfort you in this tense situation. 

You smile at him and nod as you leave him behind, you might think that he give you space like usual, but since he’s been pay attention to your behavior, there’s something suspicious with your appearance — specifically your wrist that you’ve been hiding it every time he see you.

When you’re finally all alone, your true face finally revealed — emptiness can be seen within your eyes, your smile turn into frown, and you're letting out a breathe... it seems like smiling has been nothing but a pressure to you. to distract the emotional pain you feel, you take a deep breath with knife ready to slit your wrist, you close your eyes and- 

slap*

Opening your eyes in panic, you found Thor take the knife and crush it as he glance at you, which you cower in fear of his anger. “Please don’t be mad at me, please, don’t hurt me.” You sniffle with eyes wouldn’t dare to look at him and tears spills, but what you didn’t know is that Thor take a step back, "did I accidentally hurt them?” He thought, even seeing you cower break his heart.

“Y/n.” As he expect you to not answer him, he sigh and slowly step forward reaching to your hand gently. “I... I’m not going to hurt you.”

Hearing his words, you’re able to look at him and startle at his expression, you don’t know if you’re hallucinating or Thor actually express a sadness, but all you know is that you feel slightly relief.

"Really?"

“Yeah...” hearing his word, you begin to cry louder and cover your face in shame. 

“I’m sorry for crying, I’m sorry.” 

"There's no need to apologize." He hug you hoping that you won’t do any harmful attempt and comfort you, after that, he take you to your shared bedroom and try to talk to you about it.

Ever since that day, he’s also been checking up on you and staying by your side more (unless you ask him for space), although this won’t make your emotional pain instantly gone, you still thank him for staying by your side and being a pretty good listener.

Poseidon

Having a relationship with Poseidon is very difficult and you’re aware of this too, yet you still love him and want to keep this relationship because you also know that he love you... in a different way that you can’t understand since he’s still new to romance stuff.

However, just because a gods is perfect doesn’t mean their character is perfect, the downside to this one is due to his cold attitude (sometimes a jerk too), his lack of affection, and especially his obsess with perfection is what makes you struggle to open up to him when your flaws showed up... which this lead up into cutting yourself for the sake of coping with your problem, thinking he would just mind his own business like usual.

Perhaps, you shouldn't really underestimate Poseidon watchful eyes.

"Who did this to you, y/n?" He grabs your wrist filled with cuts, the wave suddenly roars so high that it startles you, and his disappointed face can also be seen.

But, you stay silent, cursing yourself for forgetting that Poseidon has a very keen eyes. "Y/n, I demand the answer now." His voice is calm, unlike the roaring wave outside, yet it still scare you.

"I...."

Poseidon patiently waits for the answer as you still struggle to say it. "I... I..." Yet, in the end, you didn't get to say the words as tear fall down your face. He receive no answer but a sound of cry from his lover, slowly, he become irked, not at you, but the “person” who is responsible for this, he’s sure there’s someone who harm you. 

But now, he stay by your side before the killing spree. He hug you close to his chest and sigh in confusion, he has no idea how to make you go back to "happy-self”, but he know that maybe it’s the best to just stay by your side.

“Cry all you want, you can tell me about the filthy rat who harm you later.”

You thank him for that little comfort, but how will you tell him about this bad-habit coping mechanism you have?

...

~ The end

note: I’m having nervous wrack doing this, it’s like a trigger to my forgotten memories, but a good way to spill out how I actually feel through this fanfic! This is probably one of the difficult writing I’ve done.

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Missing You (remaster)

Thor x fem! reader

Chapter 1: (Im)Proper Goodbye

noted: to anyone that doesn’t know, I actually had posted this year ago, but unfortunately I accidentally delete the post that it distress me (not really because I also don’t like my writing style). So I rewrite the story and fixing some mistake I made in my previous writing. In term of continuing this, I still have no idea whether or not I should... should I?

You’re a valkyrie, married to one of the most powerful Norse gods — Thor. Although your life with him is like a fairytale, even luckier, you’ll give birth to his children. How exciting will this be to start a family with him! You feel more grateful to have blessings come to your life, what blessings that’ll come more to you in the future?

Unfortunately, during your children's birth, Thor can’t come to accompany you because he’s in a war, “How annoying.” He thought.

All he can think right now is that he should hurry. The thought of you holding his children makes him grin, and if anyone has a good hearing in the middle of a war, they might hear a small chuckle from Thor. Because of this anticipation, the war is over soon enough.

After the war ended, he immediately visited you and your children. Hurriedly walk toward the room that you are in now with his usually stoic face, he opens the door as he sees you sleeping with babies. Yep, two boys that have the color of your eyes and his red-haired with a little gold mark on their face (this makes papa Thor show his first joy genuine smile), relieved to know they’re sleeping peacefully.

Slowly approaching them, his eyes narrow at the sight of his wife. He touches her pulse, then-

His heart feels like dropping.

"Why is her skin pale? And why does her pulse stop beating?" He thought.

Without realizing it, the doctor and the nurse are standing behind him. The doctor takes a deep breath, and inform him as calm as possible:

"Mr. Thor, I’m afraid to inform you that Ms. Y/n has passed away a minute before you arrive. We can't save her, but we’re able to save the twin, we’re sorry for your loss."

The doctor and the nurse swear that they can hear a thundering bang so loud that they’re startled, sweating, and stay a little too far from Thor. Meanwhile, Thor is just standing beside you with the usual stoic face — so calm that it’s just so unsettling.

“I see.” The only word from him, clenching his fist so hard that his knuckle turns white. why? JUST WHY? He’s so close to his happiness with you, and yet you just leave him and his children, he knows that you also don’t want to leave him, it's rather an irrational choice to be mad now-

The sudden cry from one of the twins distracts Thor from his anger and doesn’t know what he should do to calm the boy, oh if only you’re still here to help him— slowly and gently, he carries one of the twins like a clueless father who doesn’t know how to calm the child. Then, another one starts to sniffle and Thor begins to feel a bit panicked, carrying the other boy away from the mother. Now, he stands like a log and just stares at the twin’s sad expression since he can’t pat them with how full his hands are.

However, when the twin opens their eyes — seeing their father’s face for the first time, the sudden cry and sniffle stop as their eyes stare back at him in curiosity, then one of the twins that have a thunder golden mark on his left face suddenly reach his hand to Thor’s hair and play with it.

“You like my hair?” He asks, the boy answers him with a smile on his face and a giggle as he keeps playing it, then another boy with the same mark but on his right face starts snuggling on his arm and continues to sleep.

How peaceful and innocent, fragile and soft too, and he remembers the name that you decided for the children.

“Modi and Magni,” he continued, “This will be their name from now on.”

The doctor and nurse let out a heavy breath that they’ve been holding, they already thank the baby calming Thor before it’ll gone to madness, this is going to be one of the scariest things they’ve experienced.

~Month ago before giving birth~

“Thooor, any idea for our children’s name?”

Thor turned around to glanced at you, realizing that he hadn’t got any name idea, “No.”

“Oh…”

“Well, have you found one?” He asked.

“I have, but I’m not sure if you like it.”

“I’ll be fine with your choice.”

“Okay then, how about Modi and Magni? The name somehow describes you.”

“What makes the names describe me?”

“That’s because Modi means wrath, while Magni means mighty, just like you hehe.” You sheepishly said.

Thor sighs and held you close as he plays with your hair. “Fine by me.” He doesn’t really care about the meaning of the name, but he thought the name you gave was cool.

...

Years have passed by ever since you died. The red-haired twins have been living contentedly with their father, even if it’s just the three of them (plus Odin and Loki) they’ve been given quality time and more than enough love from Thor and his family. Tonight, when Thor leads the twin to their bedroom, all along the hallway, it’s their first time paying attention to the painting of a lady, whose size is bigger than any other painting as it seems oddly familiar to the twin.

“Papa,”  Thor glanced at Modi who pointed to the painting, “Who is the lady in the picture?”

“That’s your mother.” Those two words caught Magni’s attention to the lady, his golden eyes looking in amusement and curiosity, his silent admiration got distracted by the lousy Modi.

“Ooh! She’s such a beautiful lady!” He giggled, while Thor just nodded in agreement, then Magni said in his usual small tone.

“I agree, mother, must be lucky to have you, dad.”

“No, I was lucky to have her.”

Magni and Modi furrow their eyebrows as they frown. Thor knows why, so he immediately carries them. “Come on, let’s just go to bed, it’s late already-”

“Dad is sad because mom has gone, right?” Ask Magni.

“Don’t lie to us, dad. Just now, your voice sounds sad when you talk about her.”

They definitely can’t fool anyone, and he’s proud to know how smart his children are. And yet, that doesn’t mean the so-called “grief” will leave him alone.  “You’re right, I’m still sad, but your mother doesn’t like it seeing me or both of you grieve the past for so long, so smile more.”

“Of course, I’ll smile more for mother!” Said Modi.

“If I smile, mom will be happy, right?” Thor nods at Magni’s question, and both of them hug their father with a soft smile. For once, Thor let out a small smile — the last gift before you died, and he’ll teach them to be strong people so he won’t lose them too.

...

How many years has it been again? Probably it’s already been ten or more years since the death of Thor’s wife. Modi and Magni have grown up to be powerful warriors like their fathers. Sometimes they help Thor fight in a war too, but there’ll be a time when he won't let them join him, which can cause a minor argument between Modi and Thor that Magni have to stop his twin.

...

And now, the meeting with gods from different pantheons has finally come to discuss humanity’s fate whether they should live for another thousand years or wipe them out. But of course, Brunhilde stops the deities by telling them they should test the human in a Ragnarok fight — much to Zeus’ delight.

During the Thor vs Lu bu fight, Modi and Magni appear in the Ragnarok just in time to support their father — they’re in disbelief to know that Ragnarok happened, yet the feeling of excitement is just right there.

"You can do it, dad, don't lose!" Modi is screaming at the top of his lungs, Magni watches his twin yelling as if they’re in a concert, slightly chuckle at Modi's flat-face personality, then goes back to the fight.

Then, a poof sound comes from their back and a recognizable deity hangs his arm on their shoulder, they turn around to meet their uncle, Loki. Modi smiled at him excitedly “Uncle Loki, you’re also here!”

“Of Course, I’m here, my little nephew, excited to see your father’s fight, hm?”

“Yeah, I heard you’ll also be in a tournament too, right?” Ask Modi.

“Yep! Are you two going to join too?”

“That’ll never happen in eons since father won’t let us in a risky fight” Said Magni.

“I’ve always wanted to join the tournament too, but father seems to be kinda protective.” Modi pouts, but the two of them know why Thor did this — even Loki knew it too, even though it can be annoying, yet understandable to them.

Loki sighs and pats their head, “There there, maybe another time,” then, his empty hands suddenly hold two gifts for them — much to their surprise, “Congratulation for winning a fight with a ton of titans by yourself, consider the tournaments as entertainment for your birthday party too, this is all I wanna give you two, I’ll go somewhere else.”

Magni suspects him, “Are you going to prank someone again?”

“Hehe, don’t tell anyone about it.” Said Loki in his usual tricky voice. Magni rolls his eyes as he watches his uncle going somewhere far from them. “Hm? Where does uncle Loki go?”

“Doing his usual routine.”

...

Knowing how powerful Thor is ever since they join him in the war — they thought that humans can’t win against the god, but much to their surprise, Lu Bu is also really strong. They never thought that he’ll survive this long, even injuring Thor affects a stupefy among the gods' side . But the thought of humans winning the tournament still feels impossible for them.

“Magni, do you think that humanity will ever win?”

“I don’t know, can a human kill the gods they used to worship?”

“If possible, this is a survival situation, such as morals would be thrown aside for the sake of surviving,” he continued, “Yet, I wonder just how guilty some humans will be for fighting their own gods after they win, well ‘if they win’.”

“Look at you, Modi, I don’t know if you’re pitying the humans or you're just mocking them.”

Modi lay back and yawned, “Heh, I never thought whether I care about them or not, I’m only curious. Besides,  it’s not like you care about them either. If gods always win, it’ll be boring, this will be nothing but a playground for gods.” Magni agrees, he doesn’t know why Aunt Brunhilde even did this in the first place — trying so hard to find a chance for humans to survive.

During Adam vs Zeus’s fight, they didn’t give many reactions about it, but Modi noticed Magni didn’t pay attention to the fight, Magni stares at Cain and Abel who supports their father with their mother — Modi seeing his eyebrow slightly furrowed with frowned face within his stoic face — he recognize that envy. He soothes his twin hoping it’ll calm him, “Just leave that happy family alone, why is there a need to be jealous?”

Magni was dissatisfied with his words and his frown was slowly clearly seen, “Humans are weak and fragile, they’re sinful and their terrible deeds have gone too far… yet some of them do have something that we don’t have.” The situation becomes quiet, Modi himself doesn’t know what to say with Magni's sudden statement— then Magni continues, “I hate this feeling everytime I see a happy family.”

Even if they’re surrounded by the cheering from the crowd, Modi can’t even hear any of it, he sighs in exhaustion but tries to keep up the cheeky tone, “Chill, besides that Adam guy, will probably lose and they’ll lose one of the family members..” Modi shrugs it off, but Magni knows he also has the same feeling of envy with him. Even if Adam twists Zeus’s neck, they just don’t believe Zeus will lose easily like that.

The sons of Thor underestimate humans, until…

The fight of Poseidon vs Sasaki Kojiro — it has changed their view toward humans, the twins shiver hearing the cry of humanity first win — feels like an actual battle.

“Haha! Guess the human proves you wrong.” Modi laughs, “Maybe they aren’t that bad at all, this will be exciting.”

“It’s just one point, and the god has two, let’s just see the next round.” Magni sigh, but this time he’s quite interested to watch the next tournament.

…

They watch the next four and five rounds, and now humans have two points while god has three points.

The next round is round six, Brunhilde and Goll right now are choosing the next fighter. “Sister Brunhilde, has sister decided which one that’ll go next?”

“Of course, and I believe that you’ll recognize this fighter.” She shows her the face of the fighter, which Goll’s eyes are wide as she closes her mouth, the face… oh she definitely remembers her — eyes filled with worry and nostalgia, as if memories just flood around her mind just by looking at the picture. “That can’t be…”

“Yes, Goll, since our next opponent is him, this fight will have to use your brain and strength. This is pretty similar to round 4.” Brunhilde has picked her to be the next opponent.

“Why her out of all people?” Goll thought.

Modi and Magni are with their father, watching the next round.

But, this time a town rising from the ground much like round 4. Rather, the scenery is the opposite of London's pleasing sight: buildings stacking up like a block, the colors of it are so dull, there are a lot of small alleys, and the street is dirty as if it had never been taken care of with lots of graffiti painted on buildings.

“And now, this will be another street fight edition, just like in round 4, although the town is indeed an unpleasant sight to see. But, what would you expect this town to be that’s ruled by thieves, murderers, and gangster running around this nightmare town.”

The door welcomes the smoke as they can see a figure of someone walking to the town.

“Three years ago, recently, there’s a woman who terror this town — honored, and yet despised by a lot of gangsters and thieves, even the well-known one,” Heimdall explained

Finally, people can see her figure. She wears a white bandage all over her arms, legs, neck, and even all the way covering her mouth. She wears a crop-top hoodie, short jeans, and sunglasses. People are intrigued with her figure, yet feels uncomfortable to see her sigh due to the dark aurat.

“Among this rotten town she lives in, she’s known as the ‘Demon in angel’s mask’, a look-alike angel face but deadly and venomous if you even dare to piss her off.”

She stepped into the arena, somehow couldn’t care less about the people around her comment about her holding two daggers and a bag hanging on her waist. Thor also can’t see her face, but there’s this weird feeling just by looking at her.

“Gun? Sword? It’s unbelievable that she only need two daggers to defeat lots of enemies.” The humans are in confusion, the god/goddess mocks her even more, but Heimdall continues, “I present to you humanity’s dangerous gangster... Beverly Reagan!”

Heimdall introduces her as light shines upon her, there’s a lot of gangsters and thieves shout in a mix of hope and insult to her:

“You girl better win this round!”

“Fucking bitch better win this or else you bring a shame upon us!”

And then, some normal people doubt her:

“What is she?”

“Is she even the right choice?”

“What will a gangster even be going to do?”

Modi was also startled at the sight of her, “How can a girl like her will even fight with two daggers? Is it even possible?”

“Yeah, if she knows how to use it smartly.” Magni already has a bad feeling too about this, but being unsure of what it is about her makes his stomach drop. He looks at Brunhilde who smiles in confidence, while Goll whose hands are sweating as there’s a glint of sadness in her eyes.

He doesn’t like this at all.

Another door opens from the god’s side, revealing a god walking with two snakes on his arm, the recognizable figure that makes the god’s side cheer for him.

“This god is mischief, untrustworthy, and deceives both people and god. He’s brilliant, yet has malicious behavior. He’s known for shape-shifting and fools anyone with it, no one has ever fooled him for many centuries. The god of deceit, nephew of Odin,” Heimdall shouts in his loudest, “LOKI!”

When the light shines upon Loki, his snakes suddenly turn into a weapon: the snake’s head turns into a blade and the body becomes a chain.

The god shouts and supports him, telling him to beat up the girl with no mercy. While Loki doesn’t pay any attention to the cheering crowd, his eyes rather linger on the girl. Once again, something about her bring his forgotten memory back again, yet he can’t fully remember what it is... how interesting. Aside from that, the feeling of excitement to see the fear in her eyes as he thinks of breaking her slowly in his playtime is something he anticipated rather than this odd concerned feeling. However, Beverly, through her sunglasses, observes the whole arena, as if she’s searching for someone.

“Unlike Heracles and Jack the Ripper fight, this time it will be evil vs evil. the shape-shifters vs demon in angel’s mask, who’ll fall into their trap first? Who will be the victim and predator in this stage?” Heimdall continues, “Round six... begins!”

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If you're able to time travel into the past, which of the character's past from ror would you like to explore more?

My answer will be going into Hade's past, something about him and his brother's backstory is just so intriguing, especially in chapter 62. I mean at least I'll be safe around him since he's one of the most chill ones.

What about you?

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Guys... I know that it has been a long time ever since I post anything yet, but the raw chapter of 62.... IT MAKES ME FALL IN LOVE WITH POSEIDON HARDER OMG.

HIS SMILE, HIS GENUINE SMILE, IT MAKES MY HEART BEAT FASTER THAN EVER, I WANNA SEE THIS SOFTIE SIDE MORE NDJAJSJWMNAJ

This gained me more confident to write Poseidon with his soft side lmao.

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heya, are you taking requests? can i ask some relationship headcanons with qin x human!reader? ♡

Yes! I still am, but I can't guarantee that the request will be post soon enough, sorry.

Also, I’m sorry if I accidentally write any inaccuracy historical event here and a short headcanons.

...

I imagine that Qin Shi Huang is the type of boyfriend who would tease you, but still act like a gentleman and give you a lot of affection.

Being in a relationship with him means that you would expect to live in a palace with him and have a luxurious life.

He may fool around with you, but you can still feel the overprotectiveness on Qin whenever he’s with you, and since you’re his lover, it can have a potential for any assassin to target you, so expect him to be with you almost all the time.

But, if you would like to defend yourself, Qin would gladly teach you how to do it and be proud when he see you kick butt anyone that try to hurt you.

You can either get annoyed or flatter by Qin’s way of compliment you, cause it can be annoying most of the time.

Qin will obviously spoiled gift you the best thing ever, whether it’ll be an expensive dress (specifically it’s called “Manchu style” during Qing Dynasty), jewelry, and even various foods too. (You would have to stop him from giving you too much gift.)

Qin would be in joy if you provide him his favorite snack and tea with a kiss on his cheek while he’s in the middle of working — it give him more energy! 

His favorite date with you is when during the first anniversary right where the festival also start, Qin simply give you your favorite gift, but what you give him is something simple, but he treasured it — it’s during the festivals, you and him watch the firework, dancing together, and your gift for him is basically a lantern that you craft by yourself but there’s a drawing of Qin and you together — it is rather a simple gift but Qin keep that special lantern in his room.

I also like to think that whenever he’s out in nature with you, it can be either a romantic date or a child play; it can be just the two of you lying on a grass and he play with your hair, or playing game of tag where he chase you down and you always lose to him. (sometimes he purposely lets you win or else you’ll be frustrated) 

Despite the amount of silly times in your relationship, at night when the two of you rest, you like to sing a lullaby and cuddle with him to calm him down after the amount of hatred and war he faced, yet all that negative are washed away by your comfort and love, oh what a wonderful gift he has. 

The end~

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hey! just wanting to say that i truly enjoy Dancing Without tMusic!!! looking forward for the next part <3

Thankyou! Right now I’m in the progress of making part 3, and I’m flatter to know that you like it. 

Although, this might take a long time because this part will be longer than the previous and I must find a right time to write it since my school has start, I’m so sorry.

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Dancing Without Music

Poseidon x fem! reader x Sasaki Kojiro

Warning: mention of cheating

Part 2

Previous part

Poseidon can’t sleep.

And not only that, he’s also been unintentionally watching you for these past few days ever since he eavesdrop your conversation with Buddha. However, he’s more bothered with this “him” that Buddha blurt it out, another unfortunate for you is that he could tell that you blush underneath the make up.

But if he has to be honest, this is the first time that he can feel some sort of love in your eyes when Buddha mention him, a rage filled in Poseidon just by thinking of that scene again. 

Despite the jealousy, he refuse to admit that he have a feeling for you and wish that it just die out.... oh how unfortunate of him.

...

“.... don...Poseidon!”

His mind gone back into reality as he see you running to him with a flower on your hand, seeing you in that form plus the sunset behind you somehow makes you more beautiful to him. 

Huh? What was he thinking, ridiculous!

Where was he again? Oh yeah, you ask for his companion to go to a field of flower for unknown reason, he can’t even really remember why did he agree to this either.

“I got something for you, here,” a beautiful daffodil flower crown has been put into Poseidon’s head, he’s a bit surprise with this another sudden affection, since when you started to show affection during alone time with him?

“Beautiful.” You mutter.

“What?” 

“I said you’re beautiful, silly.” 

Usually he’ll scoff at most words that you said, but maybe for this once, it makes his heartbeat skip faster as he turn away from your face to hide the blush on his face. Either he love or hate this feeling, it’s such a frustrating situation for him, not knowing that the more he deny this feeling, it'll only get worst for him.

Another unfortunate for him, you can see the blush on him as you started to laugh.

Shit, shit, shit, she see it.

"Tch, what are you laughing about?"

"Sorry, it's just that it's the first time we ever spend a time together like an actual couple, it feels weird."

Yeah, it is weird. This whole time, the things that you two have been doing is working and discussing about business so this feels new to the two of you, yet this is a nice feeling for Poseidon. First time that it makes him relax from the stress he’s been feeling lately: the chill wind blow their hair, blue sky that quite matches his eyes color, and the beautiful flowers that dance around the field — kinda remind him  of you, pre-

“Poseidon, aren’t your leg gonna be tired from standing too long?” You jokingly said to him. He looked down at you who sit on the grass and sigh.

“God don’t feel tired at all.” 

“Yeah yeah, I’m kidding, just enjoy it however you want.” Without you realizing, Poseidon can see your calm yet tired expression, the first time he see your other expression beside smiling. You would always smile, whether it’s fake or not, Poseidon wouldn’t care at all. Yet, all of this feels odd to him seeing you with other expression. 

“By the way, my apologize for dragging you here, you probably still have other work to do right now,” True, there’s still some works he need to finish it, but lady isn’t this what you want? You’re the one who drag him, however he could’ve said no earlier, so why did he agree? Could it be that he need fresh air or maybe...

He prevent you to see him?

The thought of that already make a sour expression to Poseidon. You actually happy with him while holding hand and spend time with each other clearly make Poseidon glare deadly and holding the trident tightly. Although you see his bitter expression and got confuse and nervous, not sure what to do, you gently grip his finger. “Is there something wrong, Poseidon?”

He snap back again at you who glance at him— nervously holding his finger. Surprisingly, he immediately grab your hand and drag you back to home without saying any word at all, “Is he alright?” You thought.

Without him realizing, when he come back from the field, a lot of servants avoid him or look at him in confuse but awkward too as it feels weird to see Poseidon still have the flower crown on his head, how did you able to make him wear it? Is what most servants are thinking right now. 

When he reach into the bedroom, he close the door and look at you serious, makes you ten times nervous. “About what you said having relationship with another man... is it true?”

You sigh at his question and said, “I didn’t expect you to ask me that, well what if I have a relationship with another man?"

What if? WHAT IF? This questions displease him so much that it almost burst him in anger, yet the memory replay where he didn’t care at all, guilt him and prevent him from angry again. You huff at his almost-burst-of-anger face and continue, “You said yourself that you didn’t care, and beside we’re not an actual couple, right?”

The silent atmosphere didn’t calm Poseidon, instead it feels like as if there’s a rope tie into his neck. How suffocating, your stare in disappointed make things even worst, although this doesn’t stop the rage that he feels as it’s confirm by the sea rapidly wave, slowly growing big.

Then, if this marriage is just a business, why are you so kind to him as if you love him, Or perhaps you just trick him?

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Dancing Without Music

Poseidon x fem! reader x Sasaki Kojiro

Summary: Empty, one word to describe your relationship with Poseidon, beside what do you even expect this business marriage to be anyway?

Warning: mention of cheating

Part 1

“Loving you is like dancing without music” - BRDGS

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Poseidon doesn’t care.

No, he shouldn’t care about you in the first place.

This is all nothing but a business marriage, something that every royalty must do, and there’s no such thing as love in here. Why should he care for his spouse when each other’s feeling is empty? It’s even a pointless affection you give to him to show your love in front of the deities

However, in people’s view, the two of you are like an actual couple; Poseidon have his usual stoic face while holding hand with you, meanwhile you casually giving your usual smile to them. Oh what lovely couple this is... on the outside.

Zeus, Hermes, Aphrodite, Hades, and pretty much some Greece Deities know the actual relationship between you and Poseidon, Those empty affection you give to him, not even batting an eye toward each other, let alone the way you kiss him is just feel fake. You and him doesn’t have a hate or love relationship, as long none of them bother each other, well until...

~~~~~~

“You don’t mind me having a relationship with another man, right?”

Poseidon stop in his track to write down the paperwork, not that he care, but he didn’t expect that question coming out from you. “Like I care what you’re doing, do what you want, woman.”

You chuckle at his statement, rude as always, not even a surprise at all. “However,” he continue, “Don’t let anyone find out about this if you want the business to stay intact.”

“You got that, boss.” He scoff in annoyance at your playful smile, and once you left from his office you go off somewhere... somewhere he didn’t expect you to go.

...

After all the work, he finally can go to the so-called “shared bed” you have with him, laying on the side of the bed as if you're gonna sleep beside him. Even until now, you still hasn't come back to the palace, where is this goddess has been doing? Oh you better not slacking off if you don't want him to get annoyed-

The clicking sound from the door alarmed Poseidon that you've arrive, changing your clothes and sleep beside him, before you sleep, you glance at his sleeping form then give him a kiss on the cheek, which caught him off guard since this is the first time you give him affection without anyone looking. Fortunately, you has immediately off to sleep, because Poseidon also glance at your sleeping form for the first time, questioning your action on why the hell are you doing such this romantic things?

Not knowing that you cause his heart beat faster and surprisingly glance at you for quite long enough until he realize on what he’s doing and immediately go to sleep too.

Both of your love are suppose to be like an empty shell, but not for long.

...

Another ballroom host by Zeus as the two of you come, looking elegant as always in the eyes of the deities. Poseidon and you stand in the corner of the ballroom, while he’s disinterest with the party, you’re amaze with the dance and want to try one too, so you ask him.

“Hey Poseidon, wanna dance?”

“No.”

“Please?”

His eyes glares at your more smiling face, looking more annoyed than ever. How do you even keep that smile? Although, you’re also annoyed at his stare, but still try to keep convince him.

“I wanna dance with you, Poseidon, even if it’s only this once because of my desire.”

“It’s a waste of times dancing around them.”

“Hmph, if you don’t want to, then I’ll just ask the other to dance with me.” With what you just said, it’s oddly sting him, but still keeping his pride. He let you off to talk with some other deities, and for the very first time, he see you give them a genuine friendly smile not the fake smile you give him or show to everyone when you’re beside him. It frown him more when seeing you being playful and joking with Buddha — Poseidon not even realizing that he hold his trident tightly when Buddha even share his candy with you.

“Oh my, thanks for the compliment, I”m flatter with it haha.”

“Heh, you sound like as if you never got a compliment from your husband.” Said Buddha with his mouth filled with candy.

“Hoho, you know that he’s a very quiet person, it’s very difficult to see his love to me.” You sigh and shake your head in disappointment, Buddha also know about your marriage and just hummed in agreement.

“That’s understandable, unlike him, right?” You almost cough at what his said — with a blush on your cheek, thankfully covered by your make up as you whispered to him.

“Don’t say such a thing, someone can hear it.” Although unfortunate for you, Poseidon can hear on what Buddha just said, which is very uncharacteristic of him to eavesdrop your conversation, even questioning himself on why he’s doing this.

“Him? Who is him?” He thought, lucky for him to be able to control his anger, yet there’s some sort of guilt he felt as he remember what he said.

“Like I care what you’re doing, do what you want, woman.”

Yeah, the day where you ask him if it’s ok for you to have another relationship with another man, what a fool of him to just agree. However, he rethink:

Why should he care about this? You and him are nothing more but a partner who married because of politic issue, the two of you didn’t love each other, you don’t love him at all, so why?

The more he think about it, he’s getting angry at himself, finally solved the problem that he regret solving it in the first place...

He love you.

....

janalwf I’m so sorry for being hiatus for quite a long time, now I’m back and getting ready to write more, I promise!

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Wait, that can work too! The song itself already give me bad boy vibe too. Lol

Not a request, but is it me or I feel like whenever someone or probably me writing ror Loki x reader, all of the posts almost give me one same vibe and that is they almost remind me of a song called "Heart Attack" by Demi Lovato. Like is it me or Loki somehow giving me a tsundere vibe, but he cover it with his pride??

YESS THE VIBES

But what about a darker shade with Bad Romance by Lady Gaga?

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Undying Love

Continuation from @radioactivesweet post in here, and yes, I got their permission.

...

How many years has it been ever since he have to watch you be happy without him? Funny thing is that, the feeling has not even disappear after many years — it’s odd enough for someone like the god of deceit. Hating the fact that he have to carry the guilty and thinking of “what if” if he hasn’t been that asshole to you — is this somehow a punishment or a curse that’s put to him?

...

“Married?” Odin asked, bewildered by what his son just said.

“Yes father, me and y/n are gonna get married.” Thor announce it, Odin congratulate him as Loki 

That one word, “married”. Haha... Loki never know that one word can put him in silent, as if it’s a nightmare to him. Odin and Thor notice how silent Loki is, Odin would expect Loki to annoyed Thor soon enough, but it’s odd for him to suddely be silent. But Odin just shook his head when Loki suddenly come back to his usual self and tease Thor like usual, not knowing that Loki just faking himself.

If these both notice it, Loki's teasing doesn't seem to be really that offensive nor like his usual enthusiastic and teasing voice — it’s all fake.

After that announcement, Thor and Odin rarely see Loki anywhere in greek pantheon, he'll always be around planning a prank. But this is a whole different and odd situation for someone like Loki. Although, Loki has been all alone this day, it's normal to him being this lonely.

The only difference is that his heart finally shatter into piece after holding it for long, anyone who see him will even be too scared because he's always in a bad mood, not knowing that there's a taint of sadness that Loki has been trying to hide it.

...

Once again, he watch you from afar, you’re looking pretty as always in Loki thought — if only you’re by his side... which only exist in his dream. Guilty suddenly hit him at the back again; that feeling of regret sure like to haunt him and he hate it. 

Wait, what if he can just be by your side for one last time without you knowing it? Damn, he should’ve think of that earlier. He turn himself into a butterfly — something that you like when he watched you. He fly toward you as you see the “butterfly” fly to you, he land on your hand — he's able to see you closer.

The sweet smile that you give to him, it makes him blush, you observe the beautiful "butterflies" because is unusual to see a butterfly with an unique wing.

Loki himself can always look at your face for many minutes, but unfortunately, it’s not long until your eyes snapped back to Thor who approach you, Loki notice it too; secretly curse at Thor for coming earlier.

Before you go, you are startle that the “butterfly” immediately landed on your nose. You chuckle when you think the "butterfly" is just touching your nose. But to Loki, it's an apology, it's hard for him to directly apologize since it's too late; even if you didn't know, a show of affection from his disguise is enough to him.

Finally, he fly away from you as your eyes still glance at the pretty "butterfly". When he come back to his form, he feels like he's gonna die from embarrassment, "I just a kiss her on the nose, what's the need for embarrassment?" He thought, everything he did just now feels too crazy to think about it but oh well...

He has apologize, and you don’t really have to know about it.

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It’s finally the day, the day where Loki actually feel nervous behind his smile and carefree attitude now — the day where you married with Thor. Loki doesn’t have any single intention to go to your wedding, he’s unsure how he would do seeing you kiss his cousin right in front of him. But, doesn’t want any other deities to suspect his love toward you, he actually come and annoyed them like his daily life. 

And fun fact, this is the worst part for him which is sitting at the front seat with Odin. His stress and nervous slowly increase behind his calm attitude — and it’s seem like not only him, Loki kinda notice a slight of nervous behind Thor’s stoic face, “Heh, at least you’re lucky, Thor.” He thought, jealousy has never disappear from him, he imagine if he’s in Thor’s place, oh what a nice dream it would be-

The sound of the door open distract from his thought, everyone stand up as you enter the aisle. Loki freeze once he see you, it’s like he actually see an angle — flawless and breath-taking. He got distract by your beauty, it’s like time freeze.

But when you notice that Loki glance at you; how his eyes soften, his smile is rather sweet than mischief, and lastly his atmosphere have no threat at all. You find this somehow odd as it help you decrease your nervous, a trick or not, only this one time you are thanking him.

After everyone has sit down, the priest finally start it. Although, Loki admit that it's really boring to hear it, he waste the time by watching you stand in the altar glance lovingly at Thor. This whole thing has sicken Loki, his eyes is rather focus on either the view outside or you. His posture remain calm, but he always let out a sigh - impatient and wanting to go home immediately.

And this is the part where Loki hate it the most...

"And now you may kiss." The priest said to the couple.

As the music have start, you and Thor begin to kiss. How lovely it is that everyone start to clap hand except for Loki himself. He close his eyes, waiting for this to be done; ofcourse with a smile too to not raise a suspicious.

But it hurt so badly, heart feel like been mercilessly stomped— how unbearable to watch it. If only he’s the one you’ll be with for eternity, he doesn’t want to accept the reality, but what choice does he have?

The only time he can be with you, are all just in his dream.

[yourstruly-caycay]

Treasures

Hermes x reader 

Chapter 1: The Garden

Content

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5 June, 2019~

The first day after Hermes announce that he’ll stay in your house for a few weeks, you offer him your second bedroom that was used to be your sibling’s room. At least, you’re glad that there’s another bed room or else you’ll feel embarrass for sleeping in the same room with Hermes.

Now the way you see him is like a normal people with his shirt and a long pant only instead of the fancy clothes he always use. 

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In the kitchen, Hermes bake a pie for today dessert — remember that you like to eat pie. From the window, he can see you taking care of the flowers. In his mind, he imagine the beautiful flower decoration on your hairs that’s been styled as you wear a simple dress that fit you — you look like a fairy to him and that thought make him blush just how beautiful you are.

On the other hand, your thought run to imagining Hermes looks funny with flower crown, yet it still make him attractive too.  “Everything he did always make him look attractive, I envy him.” You thought while making a flower crowns from each different flowers, as you still wait for Hermes to prepare the dessert, you have time to water your flower and craft a flower crowns.

“Maybe I should hide this from him as a surprise.” You mutter, smile in a mischief way. Unfortunately, your surrounding suddenly turn dark, you can feel a smooth hand close your eyes — already guess who it is.

“Hermes.” You whine, you definitely can hear his chuckle as he release his hands. 

“Did I spoil your surprise?” 

“Yes, yes you are.” He sit by your side as he teasingly pinch your pouty face. “You’re so fast preparing the dessert.”

"What can I say? I'm used to make anything fast-" He got caught off with the flower crown you put on his head. "See, aren't you look cute in it?"

But Hermes disagree with your statement “I’m afraid that this flower are suppose to fit for someone like you, love." Hermes is about to take the flower crown off to put it on your head, but you grab his hand to stop him.

"Wait, I already make one for myself." You put the same flower crown on your head, "See? Now we're match."

Hermes sigh and just put it back again, although he think that both of them now look like a couple, without any comment from Hermes, he immediately stand up and lend you his hand. "Let's go have a picnic, we don’t want the ants to eat our pie instead, hm?"

You roll your eyes and agree to take his hand, you and him prepare the picnic under the tree at the garden, which is not far from your house. After finish prepare it, the two of you finally have a dessert, the sweetness in your mouth just feel right that it makes you smile widely —Hermes’s food is the best! The sweetness somehow distract you from Hermes secretly take a picture of you, it melt his heart melt and he’s proud of himself seeing you love his food.

After the dessert, the both of you lie down under a tree to relax — the tension here is calming that you close your eyes with him. Hermes usually shifting position since not really used to relaxing. 

You open your eyes to see that he seem to try to relax himself, “What’s wrong, Hermes?” 

“Sorry, is just that I’m not used to relax.”

“I see, you must’ve work really hard in god’s realm.” You mumble, then without warning, you play with Hermes’ hair, maybe it can decrease his stress. You can definitely see his smile show up a little even though he close his eyes, you press your lip to hold your laugh from a flower petal that stuck in his hair as you try to remove it.

“Does that make you relax?” 

“Yeah, but there’s actually one more thing that can also make me relax.”

“What is it-” he suddenly pull you closer to him as he hug you — he literally love seeing your fluster face. Although, you accept his hug, you can listen to his heartbeat and how warm he is. The two of you can definitely stay like this forever, you can feel the relationship blooming-

Suddenly, you two feel a droplet of water fall, they both see the sky turn into gray as another drop of multiple water from the clouds. The two of you stand up to avoid getting wet, too late to go back to the house in dry figure.

“Shoot, what should we do?” You become more panic when the rain become more heavier, Hermes immediately grab the picnic blanket and cover both of you. 

“Have you bring the basket with you?”

“Already here with me.” You use one of your hand to bring the basket and one of them to hold the blanket.

“When I count to three, we should walk faster to the house.” You nod your head at his instruction, then he count from one until three. By the count of three, the two of you run in the middle of the rain, Hermes make sure you’re close to him as he try to match his speed with yours.

Meanwhile, you run in panic and almost slip because of the wet grass and the puddle. The third time you slip again, Hermes able to catch your hand, unfortunately the two of you instead fall down to the dirty puddle because he accidentally slip too — well, the plan doesn’t seem to work.

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“We did it... well, it failed successfully hehe.” 

“At least we have arrived.”

The two of you are cover in mud and wet too, this feels new to him for getting himself dirty from head to toe, probably get quite annoyed too. The cold weather make it worst as it make your nose itchy and as you’re open your mouth widely to-

“A- achoo!” 

You sneeze, head feels woozy and heavy. Immediately, he bring a towel to wipe your hair and cover your cold body, “Go take a shower, dear, you’ll get sick.”

“But, how about you? Aren’t you gonna get sick too?”

“Gods don’t get sick, love, now go take a shower first.” He kiss your forehead as his hand rub your back to comfort you — doesn’t really care about the dirt since both of you are dirty, you receive his statement with a sweet smile as you go to the shower, not knowing that Hermes is in deep thought now. 

“When is the right time to confess to them?”

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To be continue~

[yourstruly-caycay]

Can you write Poseidon being in love and confessing his love to a small reader HC please 😣..

Of course! Thanks for requesting.

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Poseidon, the God of Sea, falling in love with you, a short and weak deity? Impossible!

Well, you’re not actually weak, at least your strength isn’t in the level of strong gods. Instead, you’ve been praise to have an intelligent mind by lots of god and goddess. You’re skill in making strategy and smart in academic even though you’re physically weak.

Well the meeting is all start from Zeus who’s asking your help with some of his works, then during Zeus’s party, you meet Poseidon who just sitting throughout the parties. You see Zeus teasing Poseidon while Zeus’s eyes looking at you, Poseidon just ignore his brother’s teasing while it looks like a funny family to you. You finally ignore them and talk with the other gods. Not knowing that Poseidon slowly open his eyes to observe you, making sure that Zeus doesn’t know that he stare at you.

Day by day, you meet Poseidon several times when helping Hermes with Zeus’s work. 

You and Hermes are actually a good friend, so you get to hang out with Hermes some other times, however Hermes try to not be physically close to you cause he can feel Poseidon stare at them (specifically Hermes) with a cold dagger eyes as if telling Hermes to not flirt with her.

Poseidon himself want to believe that he’s just being delusional for falling in love with you, because he think that it’s ridiculous and unnecessary for a perfect god like him to need a partner. He doesn’t even know the reason why he would be fall for you.

When he once again meet you when you’re in your free time, you greet him politely — knowing how scary Poseidon is from what other gods describe him and you don’t want to anger him, Poseidon just stare at you for a moment and go away. He might still have his usual stoic face, but when he’s finally in his room, he close his eyes in annoyance because he can feel his heartbeat faster. The thought of how short you are compare to him is just make him want to hold you into his big arm, it’s seriously annoying to him.

Zeus think that it’s interesting to see his brother first time struggle to be beside you, well Poseidon might look like his usual self, but the little detail that Zeus pick it up from the way Poseidon eyes take a glance at you each few times, always let out a heavy yet fade breath as if it suffer him just from by your side, and ocean eyes seems soft every time you smile. No one notice this beside Zeus and Hermes too.

Actually, Poseidon prefer to keep this quiet, he hasn’t plan to confess you after it’s been a few months ever since he had fall for you. It make Zeus and few deities in anxious, because of Poseidon’s “I-do-not-fall-for-that-filth” situation with you. The worst part is that you’re dense as hell which is your weakness, the person have to be direct to you if they want to said something, or else you wouldn’t really understand it.

And of course, that means you don't even know that he's in love, you're like too blind to see the small detail in Poseidon. No matter how many time he softly look at you or usually approaching you, you wouldn't think any romantic thought, and think suspiciously of his behaviour instead.

Rather than disappointed of your dense, he's kind of glad you didn't notice any of this at first, but slowly, Poseidon will frown just how you're too dense.

He still have his stoic face when seeing you talk with another god, but his presence will always be unwelcoming that it make the god go away. 

Zeus will ask him when he’ll confess to you, but Poseidon only tell him to mind his own business. Zeus just chuckle as always, and instead making it worst by teasing him that you’ll be taken by someone soon enough. But Poseidon scoff and ignore his nonsense, no way that you’ll be taken, right?

Not really, usually there are some deities who once ever confess to you, but they’re being reject by you. 

Poseidon getting impatient by himself, should he confess to you or no? Is it necessary or no? This is nothing but a headache to him, but the thought of you with someone else is even more bothering him. Should he ask his brother for help? Oh hell no, Poseidon doesn’t want any help, he can just confess to you casually, right?... right?

He has enough with deities flirting with you, hell, he even always glare at the other deities for that — he’ll not lose his chance.

You’ve been send off to go into the Greek pantheon and collect some books in the library, as you’re picking up some books, you’re about to grab the last one on the high shelve which sadly your hand can’t reach the book. 

Suddenly a hand reach to the book that you wanted as you turn around to meet Poseidon behind you, it’s a surprising time and awkward since the two of you are a bit too close right now.

Poseidon somehow doesn't said anything as he just stare at the book you wanted, he doesn't move at all. You really want to get out from this awkward position and get the book from his hand already.

"Are you gonna read that, Lord Poseidon?" You try your best not to stutter, Poseidon's eyes finally gaze at yours.

To the deities, Poseidon may not be too tall nor short. But to you, you already consider him as one of the tall god, probably because your size is like an average human and the fact that you are only as tall as his chest.

Annoyed by the silent, you continue to speak up again. "If you don't want to read that book, may I have it?"

"Why would I pick this book if I didn't want to read it?"

Well, you can just observe the book without having to be too close to me, you thought. No answer come from you, Poseidon just scoff as he still trap you. To make it worst for you, his face is an inch closer to you.

"What did you do to me?" He ask, he knows that he fall for you, but what makes him fall for you? Everything about you just make him fall for you the more he look at you; your smile, beauty, skill, and more!

You're in confusion, you remember that your relationship with him is nothing more but professional. Yes, you meet him many times, but barely make any conversation with him even though he always approach you or by your side. "What did I even do to you?"

“Everything you do just make me crazy."

"What?" You observe Poseidon's face who's dead serious, you're unsure what it is, but your heartbeat is racing from how the two of you are too close.

"Listen carefully," he continue, "I think I'm in love with you, y/n."

The end~

[yourstruly-caycay]

Treasures

Hermes x reader

Prologue: Welcome Home

Content

July 15, 2032~

You’re singing a lullaby song with a guitar under an apple tree, even when your hair somehow aren’t that colorful as it used to be and your eyes somehow get a little bit wrinkle. Your voice still sound as youthful as always, gazing at the beautiful sun that’ll go to sleep soon, no sound of peoples anywhere — just you and the beautiful fields, yet... when he’ll come?

That thought interrupt your singing as you’re finally deep in thought again, how many years has it been since the last time you see him? How many years you have to wait for his return? Has he finish his “business” yet?

Oh great, you let out a heavy breath and become not in a mood to play anymore. You scratch your head in frustration now, Realize that sometimes you almost forgot about him as you’re getting old, well... you’re a mortal only, unlike him who’s a god. Thank goodness you still have a photos of him and you when he’s still in human realm-

“That’s it, the albums!” You immediately stand up in excitement as you run back into your house, searching through every desk, you finally found the book or so you like to call this book “Treasure”; a book that’s the most precious that you hold it dearly, the only thing that you’ll always repeatedly look at it again when you want to remember the old days with him, and the only thing where you can just feel his presence from this book.

You smile sadly, sitting on the chair as you open the album.... every single pictures flood into your mind, reviewing the old memories you have with him.

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4 June, 2019~

“Hermes?!” You can’t believe on who you see right now, the dark-haired man just smile and hold your hand.

“Hey, it’s been a long time since I see you.” Hermes kiss your hand, and chuckle when you blush. It’s been long since the last time he saw you, and there’s a bit changes of your appearance, although still look beautiful to him.

You, however, doesn’t know what to said. Hermes is actually here, your vision feels like blurry with water; the last time you see him was three months ago, yet you’ve badly miss him so much. Well, this is not like the first time he left you quite this long, him and you have been dating several times in mortal world, but it’s only for a day until he go to have work again not wanting to get caught by other deities. To see him again, you tell him your place so he can meet you — you’ll wait for him until he come back again.

But now he’s here, you wipe the tear that’s about to fall, “I miss you, how was the work?”

“Tiring, I’ve wait long for this.”

“Oh well, welcome to my house, please make yourself at home.”

You welcome him to your house as he come in. His crimson eyes observing the place, amuse at how the vibrant color felt warm, plus the decoration somehow fit with the house. It literally describe you — warm and colorful, he thought. 

To be honest, it felt awkward to you. This is the first time your boyfriend visit your house. Although, there’s not much in here, is just you, your house, and a wide area of fields and garden. 

“What a lovely house you have, dear.”  

“Thanks, do you want something, Hermes? I can make you some tea.”

“No need for the trouble, Y/n, I actually got something to tell you.” You gaze at his eyes, somehow doesn’t look seem to look like a serious situation, instead his eyes is softening and a smile a bit wide rather than his usual smile. You notice the luggage behind him and realize something-

“May I stay in your house for a few weeks?” He ask.

blink once... blink twice, did you hear it right? He sigh as he already expect you to be stunned, continue again to explain it better, “My father is out having a task, he doesn’t need my help for now.”

You sigh in relief, it’ll be troublesome if Zeus know his son have a mortal girlfriend, even worst that he stay in your house. Joy and surprise are in a mix, you can feel your smile to be wide.

“Of course! We can have lots of time together.” You tackle him in a hug, after a long times, you’re finally able to hug him for longer than before. How fortunate you are!

Hermes hug you back with only one hand, stroking your hair gently as he kiss your head, it feels like a dream to have you on his arm again as he’s please to hear your heartbeat. You can actually grow your relationship with him after a two years relationship with him, this is what you both always wanted. 

Hermes want to say something, but he shake his head and just keep it in mind; however, is it you or Hermes’s hand is a little bit shaking?

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To be continue~