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Louise Glück // "Midsummer"

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unfortunately i do believe posthaste is one of the funniest words out there. how quick am i doing something? fast as fuck my good sir

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nothing is worse than software that tells people when I’m online or when I read their message or when I’m typing something. I always want to be as unknowable in my silence as god

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Sinking friendships

i. The Ultracheese - Arctic Monkeys / ii. Unknown / iii. Brooklyn Bridge to Chorus - The Strokes / iv. How to Save a Life - The Fray / v. @archbudzar / vi. Where Did the Party Go? - Fall Out Boy / vii. True Believer - Nicholas Sparks / viii. Tiffany Blews - Fall Out Boy

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Tony Hoagland, from Application for Release from the Dream; “The Complex Sentence”

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guy in the frozen food aisle walking around with his hands behind his back like he's at a museum

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barely survived one whole week before leaving to visit my brother. how am i meant to survive two months !!??!?!!!

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sue zhao//unknown//I would leave me if I could - halsey//sue zhao//satnay//unknown//sylvia plath letters//unknown//been a son - nirvana//audre lorde letters//a burning hill - mitski

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why are you so sad?

@darkerthanerebus | rainer maria rilke | unknown | tennesse williams | juansen dizon | unknown | jamie oliveira

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recognising your parent's mannerisms in yourself and physically feeling psychic damage occur

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i already have a job and it's called keeping myself alive. why do i have to be employed on top of that

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- on childhood loneliness

@aphexxtween on tiktok/ @mazzystarjpg/ mastermind- taylor swift/ the virgin suicides/ @heavensickness/ if you’re anything like me- taylor swift/ pen15/ @mango-season

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sometimes i’ll find an old picture in my camera roll and i’ll feel like i can’t breathe but i can smell the crisp autumn air and how those jeans felt on my skin. i remember my old car and all the bends on the road to my grandmas house and how she loved how colorful the trees were. as if it was a celebration of life right before the end. i remember how the smell of coffee would linger in my clothes after my shifts and how the sun would shine in a way that you’d only see at 4pm on a tuesday afternoon in october. before it all went bad. when they were just a five minute drive away instead of five years. when my name was still safe in their mouth. i can’t seem to catch my breath when i come across these pictures but i can’t seem to delete them either. forever frozen in time a memory of before.

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when you’re on your period you’re like am I just on my period or am I feeling all the loneliness and pain I’ve been feeling since i turned 12

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thinking about the times when i didn't have a constant headache and how i took that for granted