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[youraichuwu]

last image, last smile

A young boy was born in a poor toxic family named Yuuki. Such at a young age, he already felt the heavy sadness that he kept carrying. He couldn't find his own purpose through life and he already lost interest through everything. Until, his supportive uncle gave him a camera where Yuuki can find every answer in the cruel material world where he is indeed living in.

As he grows up, he felt emptiness because every place he stays, he felt nothing but sadness and emptiness. His life finally lose its colors and the world showed that he is alone with no friends and with toxic family where nobody cared about him.

In one moment, he isolated himself in his own room finding his own purpose through life. As he felt boredom, he asked himself what to do except taking photos. After questioning himself, he finally discovered writing stories, poem, listening to music and drawing can fix his life alone.

After a month of struggling, he found himself facing the harsh reality of failing his academics. Along with the weight of his disappointment, he had lost a significant amount of money in a reckless venture. As if that wasn't enough, his parents, weary of his choices and the consequences that followed, made the difficult decision to kick him out. It was a turning point that forced him to confront the consequences of his actions and rethink his path forward. It was the most unlucky day for Yuuki.

Yuuki Felt lost and unsure of his next steps, he found a gang and decided to join for a sense of belonging, but he quickly realized it wasn’t the right place for him. Just when things seemed bleak, he found solace in an unexpected friendship, a lucky connection that offered him shelter and support. Yet, the weight of his sadness lingered, pushing him toward smoking and drinking as a way to numb his pain. This escape became his vice, providing temporary relief while slowly dragging him deeper into despair. Despite the chaos, Yuuki was caught in a battle between seeking comfort and the danger of self destruction.

After years away from the classroom, Yuuki had finally returned to school, now a second-year high school student. He thought that he doesn't deserve to be at the classroom as he compared himself how much better his classmates' lives than his. He felt emptiness again thinking that he should finish his life. Until he found a very beautiful girl that brought Yuuki's color back. It gave him motivation for him to focus on life again. The beauty of the girl was indescribable for Yuuki. Her presence brought an unexplainable vibrancy, as if the very air around her shimmered with a kaleidoscope of emotions. When she smiled, it was like watching dawn break over a dreary landscape, igniting everything with a soft glow. He finally felt his heart beat for the first time.

Unfortunately, approaching her felt like an impossible task for Yuuki. Every time he caught sight of her, a wave of nerves washed over him, leaving him momentarily speechless. He wanted to impress her, to show her the vibrant colors she had brought back into his life, but he didn’t know where to start. His mind raced with self-doubt, and he feared that his words would fall flat or that he might embarrass himself in front of someone so extraordinary.

After a semester spent captivated by her, Yuuki finally felt motivated. His grades had soared, and he dreamed of impressing her with every accomplishment. Then came the day when their teacher announced the group project by partners of two. When he learned he would be paired with her, a rush of exhilaration and dread coursed through him. He was thrilled at the chance to work alongside her, yet anxiety gripped him; the weight of his feelings threatened to overwhelm him.

As they began their project, Yuuki’s mind raced with a whirlwind of emotions. He was filled with an unexplainable mix of confidence and shyness, each thought tugging him in opposite directions. Overthinking consumed him, each scenario replaying in his head: what if he said something foolish? What if he failed to impress her?

But then, in a moment that felt surreal, she reached out and touched his arm lightly. The instant her skin made contact, everything quieted. It was as if he had been cast adrift in the middle of an ocean, surrounded by gentle waves that shimmered in the sunlight. For the first time, his worries faded, replaced by a sense of calm that he had never known before.

“Hi, I’m Hinata,” she said, her voice like a soft melody that wrapped around him. As she smiled, it was as if the sun had dipped below the horizon, casting a warm glow that illuminated the world around them. Her laughter danced in the air, a sound more beautiful than any song he had ever heard, sending a rush of warmth to his cheeks.

Yuuki felt his face heat up, a deep crimson washing over him, and suddenly he was at a loss for words. Yet, amidst his shyness, a flicker of determination sparked within him. Gathering his courage, he decided to engage with her while they worked on the project. With each exchange, he felt a genuine happiness blossom, a realization that this moment, this connection, was everything he had longed for.

As they collaborated, laughter and conversation flowed easily, and Yuuki knew he had entered a world far more vibrant than he could have ever imagined. It was, without a doubt, the happiest moment of his life.

As Yuuki worked with Hinata on their project, he admired her from afar, feeling unworthy of her friendship due to his insecurities. When Hinata asked if they could be friends, joy filled him, but doubt quickly followed—he believed he could never compete with her beauty and popularity.

Sensing his struggle, Hinata said, “I want to show you my world, the beauty in small moments and the joy of friendship.” She took his hand, leading him through the school and pointing out the simple wonders around them.

With each shared experience, Yuuki began to open up. Under a cherry blossom tree, Hinata encouraged him, “Life can be beautiful, and so can you.” Yuuki realized that being her friend was the first step toward embracing himself. As their bond deepened, he learned that love starts with accepting who you are.

After spending the day with Hinata, Yuuki returned to his friend Shion’s house, his cheeks flushed with happiness. For the first time, he felt a lightness in his heart. Shion noticed and grinned, excited for Yuuki. As days turned into weeks, Hinata helped Yuuki come out of his shell, and he began to make friends. Each shared moment with her felt like magic, transforming his once lonely world.

One winter night, as they walked home under a blanket of stars, Hinata suddenly stopped. She turned to Yuuki, took his hand, and looked deeply into his eyes. “Yuuki, I really like you,” she confessed, her voice warm despite the chilly air. “I have feelings for you.” Yuuki’s heart raced. Overwhelmed with joy, he replied, “I feel the same way.” In that magical moment, he accepted her confession, marking the start of his first love with the girl he truly adored. Everything felt perfect, and he knew it was just the beginning of something special.

During their year together, Yuuki and Hinata created countless beautiful memories that made their bond stronger. From their first date at a cozy café, where laughter over shared desserts filled the air, to strolls through cherry blossom parks, every outing felt like an adventure.

Yuuki, an aspiring photographer, loved capturing their moments together. He took candid shots of Hinata’s radiant smile and the beauty of their surroundings, turning each photograph into a cherished keepsake. Meanwhile, Hinata found inspiration in Yuuki’s passion and often drew him in her sketchbook, creating heartfelt portraits that reflected his kindness and dreams.

Their late-night calls were filled with shared hopes, dreams, and laughter, often stretching until the early hours. They explored new places, visiting art exhibits and local festivals, supporting each other’s interests along the way. Their spontaneous picnics under the stars became a favorite tradition, with Yuuki snapping photos while Hinata sketched the night sky.

One of their favorite pastimes was playing video games together. They spent hours immersed in virtual worlds, cheering each other on and teasing one another about their skills. Those gaming sessions were filled with laughter and playful banter, strengthening their connection even more.

Together, they built a vibrant world, where their differences complemented each other, Yuuki’s quiet creativity paired beautifully with Hinata’s lively spirit. Every moment spent together felt like a piece of a larger tapestry woven with love and joy. Yet, as the year progressed, underlying misunderstandings began to creep in, casting shadows over their otherwise bright relationship.

As their relationship progressed, small tensions began to surface. Hinata, often eager to support Yuuki, started to take charge of decisions, which began to feel overwhelming for him. Yuuki loved her enthusiasm but felt smothered, struggling to balance his own needs and interests.

One evening, after a particularly stressful week, Hinata noticed Yuuki chatting with another girl online. Misunderstandings flared as she confronted him, believing he was hiding something. “Why are you talking to her? Are you not happy with me anymore?” she asked, hurt creeping into her voice.

Yuuki, taken aback, tried to explain. “I was just helping her with a project. You know I wouldn’t do that to you.” But his defense only fueled Hinata’s insecurities. “It feels like you’re pulling away from me,” she replied, tears welling in her eyes.

The argument escalated, words exchanged that neither meant but couldn’t take back. Frustration turned into accusations, and their once supportive communication became toxic. They both felt the weight of unspoken fears and hurt, leading to a growing distance that neither wanted but couldn’t avoid.

After that night, they were different. Trust had been shaken, and their bond weakened. They both still loved each other deeply, but the love was now clouded by doubts and misunderstandings.

Finally, they sat down to talk, hearts heavy with the realization of what they had become. “Maybe we need some time apart,” Yuuki suggested, his voice shaky. “We need to heal and figure things out.”

Hinata nodded, tears in her eyes. “I don’t want to lose you, but I feel like we’re hurting each other. A break might be what we need.”

With that, they agreed to take a step back, hoping that space would allow them to heal. They parted with heavy hearts, each carrying the hope that one day, they could find their way back to each other, stronger and more understanding than before.

During their break, Yuuki struggled to move on. Hinata had been the one to heal his world, showing him his worth, but now she was gone. He often admired her from afar, holding onto the many photographs he had taken of her—each one a reminder of the happiness she brought into his life. Despite filling his days with video games for temporary happiness, nothing could fill the void she left behind.

On the other hand, Hinata also felt the weight of their separation but began to grow. She focused on herself, slowly moving on while still carrying a piece of Yuuki in her heart. As she embraced new experiences and friendships, she admired Yuuki’s passion from a distance, yet felt it was time to find someone who could truly be there for her.

Years passed, and a decade later, they found themselves in a small conversation that stirred old emotions. Hinata expressed her desire to rekindle their relationship, but Yuuki hesitated. “You deserve someone who can treat you better than I did,” he said, burdened with guilt. Despite Hinata's pleas, he felt that their past had left scars too deep to mend.

With a heavy heart, Yuuki made the difficult decision to step away, believing it was the best for both of them. Even during high school, he continued to admire Hinata from a distance, but his feelings shifted to sadness and emptiness. He found himself drawing her, writing about her, and listening to music that reminded him of their love. Moving on felt impossible, and his life lost its vibrancy without her.

As an adult, Yuuki pursued his passion for photography, capturing stunning images of the world around him. Yet, his own perspective remained lonely and colorless, reflecting his inner turmoil.

One day, he was hired to photograph a wedding. Excited but nervous, he arrived, only to be met with a stunning bride which is Hinata. His heart raced as he realized she was getting married. The man standing beside her was everything Yuuki felt he couldn’t be, a stark contrast to his own insecurities.

As he captured their special moments, he felt a bittersweet happiness. It was a reminder that his final wish was for Hinata to find someone who truly cherished her. With each click of the camera, he forced a smile, knowing this would be the last image he would take of her, the last smile he would offer as he let go of the love he once held so dearly.

In that moment, Yuuki felt a sense of closure. Though his heart ached, he found solace in knowing that Hinata was moving forward, embracing a future filled with love, while he took one final photograph to commemorate a chapter of his life that had shaped him profoundly. That was Yuuki's last image, with a final smile.

[youraichuwu]

hm? you're talking about Jo? Oh, I love her.

The way she smiles at me and the way she laughs, it never fails me to make my face turn red. I'm not overreacting but I find her jokes funny and I love that about her.

She is perfect and gorgeous. I really admire the trait of hers. I considered myself lucky because out of many people, boys or girls, you chose me. Sometimes it makes me wonder how come you fell in love with me because I am not good enough for you. It feels like a dream, luckily it's not. I've cherished the memories we made together and I wished that I can make more memories with her. I've always been afraid that one day that we'd stop making memories that both of us would forever cherish. I really wish I could still spend time and enjoy my life while she stays with me. But the fact she shows so much love and affection to me and made me think to not worry about losing her. But sometimes I still worry that someday she might leave me. I know that we've spent so much love together that one day in the future we might become strangers.

She shows me the reality of the world. She is the reason why I should still live, all the problems I have are gone because of her, and all my darkness has become light because she entertains me without effort. I didn't realize that I am fully in love with her and I'm even trying to deny it but she is the only answer why I should keep up.

So many people like her, I really don't blame them but sometimes I get jealous and it's hard and embarrassing to admit it. But I remember the sweet things she says to me so before I know it, my jealousy disappears. I should actually get jealous when she flirts or talks with them. I know it's embarrassing to admit it but there's no way she would do that. So, I always try my best to handle my jealousy or "selos".

I really wanna experience romantic things with her and enjoy our teenager phase such as, eating together, photobooth date, kiss her, and there are more that I can't even express. And if we part ways, I really want her to hug me so tightly and we consider it as our last hug. I really love her so much.

She is everything to me, my soulmate, and she's the one. I love everything about her. Gosh, I wish I could hug her today so tight. I know that she also loves me because of the way she talks to me, you know she acts just like my mom and I love that. The way she gets mad and the way she gets clingy to me is like damn I'm so lucky to have you in my life. Every time you tease me, my face always turns red and my heart beats so fast like 500 times.

I don't know how many times I will tell that I love her so but she is the prettiest that I've seen in my life and she is the one who gave my life a meaning. She is the one that I can trust and she is the one that can help me when I'm at the lowest. I love her so much and I'm so selfish because I'm only hers and I will not give her to others. I love her damn it.

[youraichuwu]

la maisip na title ;)

galing eh noh the fact that everything starts when that person came to you and start a conversation. indeed you will start a friendship and a journey to build together. aayain ka sa maraming bagay. cguro i wouldnt discovered discord if di moko inaya don. pero in the end we did have a hard time talking each other because of how toxic the world was. i found someone to play with because i was playing alone before pero ur the one who steps in and inv me. that was fun tbh pero yeah in the end you will leave. so the one who start those friendship are have the hammer to end it as well. while me, the victim will of course having a hard time fixing it like a puzzle but that piece is missing. pero oks lang yon thats reality, it is hard to move on and leave that person. we really did separate and create a new world. sadly, i was drained in sadness. she is the only thing i had. a one core. i really dont wanna waste that 6 years we spent. its long when u hear it. i wanna make it longer. wala talaga magagawa. facts cannot be changed. its impossible to change it unless u break the reality rules. the clock will change as it was not planned to the book. God planned it all but to experience those. it was my punishment, isn't it?

[youraichuwu]

sad reality

if you died, people will forget about you. after 2 years, 3 years, 4 years, nothing will change at all. if you want to die or be gone in a world to get an attention to people, its actually opposite but instead forget about you more. people actually don't care about it. after those years, reality will be back to normal. remember, don't think about suiciding or disappear in this world. because we are lucky and had a chance to live in this material world. Jesus's sacrifice will be pointless if you suicide just because of the lack of attention. He showed his love for us and he will be always with us. if nobody loves you, Jesus will always beside you and befriend with you. peace :)