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“i think I was just in denial about still having feelings for you bc I was trying to get over them”

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i love how delusional some articles of clothing are, like you read the tag and its like “hand wash only/tumble dry on low” son you are a cotton tshirt. youre going in the warsh and whatever happens in there is in gods hands

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12.30.22

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12.27.22

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12.26.22

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12.25.22

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12.24.22

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12.23.22

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12.20.22

I’ve been bad at this, I know but first I was really busy with classes and ending the semester and then I was busy trying to relax and take a breather and yesterday was Chris’ birthday and luckily I go to talk to him and last Saturday? or Sunday? I did a fun virtual vegan wellness retreat led by Brialle and now here I am. I saw two movies today: The Menu then Violent Night. I didn’t go in knowing much about either and I am kinda shook at how gory and stressful they both were. Like obviously “Violent Night” is gonna be violent but jfc. I kinda wanna stay mad about both of them bc even h*gh, I don’t want to become desensitized to gory, graphic, and just psychotic shit like was in both of the movies. I’m straight up *not having a good time*. You’d think that seeing 2 movies in a day would mean at least one was somewhat expected or even enjoyable. But those were probably my least favorite 2 movies I’ve seen this year. Yes I get the classist/service industry/whatever commentary of The Menu but I feel like I had to see a lot of triggering shit to reach a conclusion that was only slightly satisfying. And Violent Christmas was cute I guess but did I need to see every blood drip and matted chunk of bloody hair? I don’t think so. Neither were the vibe at all for a chill movie day that I thought would get me some laughs or fun thoughts but instead I had to remind myself multiple times throughout the day to unclench my jaw and relax my shoulders. I didn’t come to AMC and miss Nicole Kidman BOTH times to be tense. Catchya tomorrow (I typed this on time just didn't post)

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12.11.22

big panic attack when supposed to be going to a party w a person I hadn't met. Not feeling great about things as a result

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only 6 more sleeps until christmas

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12.08.22

Didn't get much work done yesterday but on fire now for sure. Kinda loving the work I'm doing just stressed about doing it. It's late and I've gotta drive home from ddoing work w Cooper. Bye then I guess

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farming tips

1 allow no bullshit (except literally

2 love your cow

3 shuck the corn