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(一日三秋) One day (seems like) three autumns by Spicy_Ramen10969

(一日三秋) One day (seems like) three autumns

by SpicyRamen_10969 (@yllzchair)

M, WIP, 11k, Wangxian

Part of the MDZS Big Bang 2024

Summary: 13 Years ago, Wei Ying disappeared. 13 years later, two teenage boys find a man collapsed and bleeding on the side of the road. This is the story of how Wei Ying finds himself going from homeless to living with his childhood best friend, Lan Wangji, and finally getting the help and love he needs and deserves. Kay's comments: Ah, I'm so excited that the MDZS Big Bang 2024 stories have started posting! This story is the first one I started reading this time around and I'm hooked. I wanna huddle Wei Ying in a blanket and kidnap him tbh. Lan Zhan better take good care of him. The trauma and the angst are real in this story and I'm super curious to find out more about Wei Ying's backstory. Excerpt: Conceding to his current fate, Wei Ying carefully dragged himself back into bed, flopped his head against the pillow, closed his eyes, and sighed. “What’s your name?” “Huh?” He peeked open one eye. “Your name? Well we couldn’t find anything to identify you so what’s your name?” Lan Jingyi asked. “Oh, yeah, right. Um Mo –“ The curtain was suddenly yanked open revealing a tall, serious looking man in a doctor’s coat. “Sizhui!” The man stared at the boy wide-eyed and alarmed. Then he watched as the man’s focus shifted and their eyes met. “Wei Ying?”

pov alternating, modern setting, modern no magic, homelessness, reunions, developing relationship, major character injury, past sex work, hospitals, hurt/comfort, emotional hurt/comfort, past alcohol abuse/alcoholism, top lan wangji/bottom wei wuxian, slow burn, adoption

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Alpha/Beta/Omege

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Time Travel Fix-It AU

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Canon Divergent AU

Title: Yearning for Miles

Tags: Alternative Universe – Canon Divergent // Seeing the Future // Alternative Universe – Everybody Lives/Nobody Dies // Fix-It // Good Brothers JC/WWX // Canon-Typical Homophobia // Mutual Pining // Angst with Happy Ending // Multiple Couples

Rating: Mature

Summary: Wei Wuxian finds a strange artefact while he’s studying in Gusu. Apparently it shows the future.

Word Count: 378,976

Status: Completed.

Title: Yarrow Stalks

Tags: Post-Canon // Politics // Canon-Typical Violence // Shapeshifting // Body Horror // Light Angst // Hurt/Comfort // Angst with Happy Ending // Domestic // Mystery // Pining // Sexual Assault

Rating: Mature

Summary: The problem began with a roll of the dice...Two years have passed since Jin Guangyao's disgrace and the vindication of the Yiling Patriarch rocked the cultivation world. Wei Wuxian and Lan Wangji have built a life together, and the world has settled into what they are finally happy to call normal. But a mysterious shapeshifter's attacks and a dangerous conspiracy threaten not only their lives but the lives of many others, in this tale of romance, politics, and sand where games of chance and games of skill are not so different as the players would like.

Word Count: 76,670

Status: Completed.

Title: Wish I could forget the taste of your skin and the feel of your hands pinning me down

Tags: Alternative Universe – Canon Divergence // Alternative Universe – Modern Setting // Getting Back Together // BAMF Wei Ying // Modern Cultivator AU // Case Fic // Top Lan Zhan/Bottom Wei Ying // Novel Canon-Relationship Dynamics

Rating: Explict

Summary: Wei Wuxian would like to think that - if he had known that Lan Wangji would walk out of his life immediately after they hooked up- he wouldn’t have given into his ridiculous attraction for the man. He wished he were better at lying to himself. Guest-starring Lan Wangji’s canonically poor communication choices after romantic cave encounters

Word Count: 63,222

Status: Completed.

Title: Stunted, Starving Juvenility

Tags: Alternate Universe – Canon Divergent // Cloud Recesses Study Arc // Getting Together // Sexual Tension // Supportive Lan Qiren // Light Angst // Internalised Homophobia // First Kiss // Kink Discovery // Bisexual WWX // Dual Cultivation // Not JFM Friendly // Slowburn // Emotional/Psychological Abuse // Fluff and Angst // Protective LXC // Eventual Smut // Cultivation Sect Politics // Genuis WWX // Angst and Hurt/Comfort // Minor Character Death(s) // Pre-Sunshot Campaign // POV Wei Ying

Rating: Explicit

Summary: At sixteen Wei Wuxian is—through some strange twist of fate, or a nick in the layer between parallel universes, who knows—out of the blue confronted with that one incense burner dream one night.

While his curious mind is left unable to stop poking at this new perspective on Lan Wangji, circumstances in the Cloud Recesses begin to change and Wei Wuxian is suddenly presented with life-altering opportunities.

Maybe Gusu isn’t so bad after all? (Or alternatively: The fic where I get to give Wei Wuxian the academic scholarship he deserves while simultaneously getting him hitched early on.)

Word Count: 712,733

Status: Ongoing.

Title: Who Protects The Shadow Better Than The Dark

Tags: Alternative Universe – Canon Divergent // Alternative Universe – Modern Setting // Lan Elders // Cults // Blood and Injury // Blood and Gore // Graphic Depictions of Corpses // Graphic Depictions of Everything // Body Horror // Original Mythology // Angst with Happy Ending // Slowburn

Rating: Mature // Graphic Depictions Of Violence

Summary: Lan Zhan has always seen the shadows; he's not dumb or blind, just wary of his own sanity. He's not going to stop living his life just because someone new shows up and flips everything upside down. Literally. There's nothing to be afraid of when you close your eyes except your own imagination. And if the shadows have started to see him back, what's he supposed to do? They're not real anyway. This is the story of wilful ignorance, physical manifestations of your worst nightmares, and a plot to destroy the world.

Word Count: 67,111

Status: Completed.

Title: Whipstitch

Tags: Alternate Universe - Canon Divergence // Dysfunctional Family // Torture //  Wèi Yīng Lives, but basically no one else // Case Fic // Cultivation Sect Politics // Past Abuse // Wèi Yīng Whump // Yiling Laozu Wèi Yīng // Jīn Líng Needs a Hug // Yunmeng Shuangjie // Yunmeng Bro Reconciliation // Past Character Death // Body Horror // Non-Consensual Body Modification // POV Jīn Líng // POV Lan Yuan // Flashbacks // Eventual Happy Ending // Heavy Angst // Suicide Attempt // Post-Traumatic Stress Disorder – PTSD // Depression // Not A Fix-It //Mouth Sewn Shut

Rating: Mature // Graphic Depictions Of Violence

Summary: There is a house where no one goes.

Word Count: 131,383

Status: Completed.

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Modern AU

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Title: Across the street to another life Tags: Hurt/comfort // Past Child Abuse // Addiction // Crime // Amnesia // Ableist Language // Family Fluff // Happy Ending Rating: Explicit Summary: A ragged monosyllabic man wearing a collar shows up at Wei Ying's music store. Wei Ying and A-Yuan ask, is anyone going to adopt this guy? And then they don't wait for an answer. Word Count: 99,065 Status: Completed.

Title: Red Chrysanthemums for Wei Ying Tags: Alternative Universe – Modern Setting // Alternative Universe – College/University // Stalker!Wen Chao // Friends to Lovers // Getting Together // Artist!Wei Wuxian // Date Rape Drug/Roofies // Attempted Sexual Assault // Attempted Murder // Top Lan Zhan / Bottom Wei Ying // Hurt Wei Ying // Hospitalization Rating: Explicit Summary: Wei Ying has a pretty okay life: a wonderful sister and nephew, his beloved brother who he'd die for, and a seemingly unrequited crush on his best friend. It's pretty standard: go to class, cry over his senior art exhibit, fight with Jiang Cheng over who busted their lock place multiple reports on some guy following him, and make sure Wen Chao stays one hundred feet away from him. Life is pretty good. At least until the stalker problem start and things go batshit. The universe has a hard on for watching Wei Ying suffer. Word Count: 104,884 Status: Completed.

Title: Post Mortem Tags: Psychological Horror // Friends with Benefits // Slowburn // Mystery // Stalking // Drug Addiction // Serial Killers // Consensual Non-Consent // Angst with Happy Ending // Final Girl Trope | Wei Ying // Top Lan Zhan | Bottom Wei Ying Rating: Explicit Summary: Life is a horror movie sometimes. You ignore all the warning signs. You end up standing there in the final scene, covered in blood, contemplating your life choices. Wei Ying is used to that. But it’s harder when you’re in love with your best friend. Word Count: 78,486 Status: Completed.

Title: Paint smears on sunny days Tags: Comfort // Fluff // Fluff and Smut // Everyone is Alive // Dadji // Mutual Pining // Happy Ending // Masturbation // Blow Jobs // Hand Jobs // Accidentally Co-Parenting Rating: Explicit Summary: Falling in love with your son’s art teacher, in five parts) Word Count: 53,808 Status: Completed.

Title: (our friendship) up against the ropes Tags: Friends to Lovers // Getting Together // Lan Zhan FUCKS //Fluff and Smut // Top Lan Zhan | Bottom Wei Ying // Experienced Lan Zhan // Mutual Pining // Oral Sex // Anal Sex // Dom/Sub Undertones // Masturbation // Kink Negotiations Rating: Explicit Summary: Lan Zhan fucks. Lan Zhan fucks. Lan Zhan fucks. Lan Zhan has been Wei Ying's best friend for years. Literally, years. How did he not already know? How has he missed this most important of facts? And more importantly, how is he ever going to get over it? Word Count: 36,391 Status: Completed.

Title: Operations Old Men Tags: Alternative Universe – Boarding School // Single Parents // Matchmaking // Family Dynamics // Hospitals // Family Vacation // School Reunions // Junior Shenanigans // Happy Ending Rating: Not Rated Summary: An ill-fated parent teacher conference reunites Jin Ling's wayward uncle with Sizhui's father. AKA: A matchmaking disaster as told by Jin Ling, Sizhui, and Jingyi. Word Count: 37,654 Status: Completed.

Title: Night rain (dripping down on us) Tags: Sports AU // Dancer Lan Zhan // Demisexual Wei Ying // Bottom Lan Zhan // Blow Jobs // Anal Sex // Getting Together // Happy Ending Rating: Explicit Summary: Somehow, Wei Wuxian went seven years without realizing that Lan Wangji is a really good dancer. Word Count: 20,335 Status: Completed.

Title: My little love Tags: Single Parent Wei Ying // Kindergarten Teacher!LWJ // Kid Fic // Hurt/Comfort // Domestic Fluff // Pining // Happy Ending Rating: Teen And Up Audiences Summary: When A-Yuan’s teachers come to collect the kids, Wei Ying feels his face do an astronomically dumb grin. The man recognises them and arches one very lovely eyebrow indeed. Wei Ying cackles. “Kindergarten teacher, you say?” Word Count: 54,816 Status: Compeleted.

Title: And A Million Miles Tags: Alternative Universe – College/University // Friends to Lovers // Exes to Lovers // Getting Together // Bottom Lan Zhan // Autistic Lan Zhan // ADHD Wei Ying // Blow Jobs // Rimming // Mentions of Homophobia // Internalised Homophobia // Happy Ending Rating: Explicit Summary: Lan Wangi meets Wei Wuxian at university in Gusu and despite a rocky first meeting, they end up falling into a relationship, one that is hidden from the rest of the world due to Lan Wangji's strict family. When Wei Wuxian breaks things off and disappears entirely, Lan Wangji is left to wonder what happened, never quite getting over his first love. Thirteen years later and Lan Wangji is about to marry his best friend: Luo Qingyang. It's not a love match, Lan Wangji is gay, but it helps his friend and gets his uncle off his back. When he wakes to a voicemail from Wei Wuxian, it sets off a chain of events that will bring them back into each other's orbit and unravel what happened to break them apart all those years ago. Word Count: 55,350 Status: Completed.

Title: They call me artist, they call me idol (I’m proud of it) Tags: Alternative Universe – Idols // Choreographer WWX // Idol LWJ // Misunderstandings // AutisticLWJ // Bottom LWJ // Anal Sex // First Time // DadWWX // Childhood Illness // Implied/Referenced Homophobia // Surgery // Angst with Happy Ending // Autistic Meltdowns Rating: Explicit Summary: Lan Wangji is an idol. Wei Wuxian is his groups choreographer. Word Count: 43,875 Status: Completed.

Title: Two Dollar Coffee Tags: Alternate Universe – Sugar Daddy // Alternate Universe – College/University // Miscommunication // Fluff // Smut // Light Bondage // Sex Toys // Anal Sex // Angst with Happy Ending Rating: Explicit Summary: Wei Ying is a poor college student and thinks Lan Zhan wants to provide for him. Word Count: 145,286 Status: Completed.

Title: together, we're just enoughTags: Bartender LWJ // Single Dad WWX // Kid Fic / / Accidental Sugar Daddy WWX // Bottom LWJ // Younger LWJ/Older WWX // Light Dom/Sub // Happy Ending Rating: Explicit Summary: The one in which workaholic and single dad Wei Wuxian tries to do something just for himself. And, Lan Wangji, who is working as a bartender to pay for school, tries to find his way in the world. They fall in love in the process. Word Count: 134,723 Status: Completed.

Title: Pas de Deux Tags: Alternative Universe – Ballet // Alternative Universe Dance // Ballet Dancer LWJ // Hip Hop Dancer WWX // Dance Teacher AU // Addiction // Drug Addiction Rating: Mature Summary: Lan Wangji lived for ballet. His life revolved around it, for that moment where the music would swell, and the curtain would rise. Only during his most recent tour, the spark was gone. He no longer looked forward to going out on stage. So he does the only thing he can think of, duck his uncle’s reminders about auditions and commit to helping his brother run their mother's ballet studio. Only to find the walls shaking with bass heavy hip hop. The man responsible? The new teacher Lan Wangji's brother hired to broaden their offerings; a man named Wei Ying. He's confusing and chaotic, and perhaps exactly what Lan Wangji needs to rekindle his spark. Word Count: 62,724 Status: Completed.

Title: To See You (Again) Tags: Friends to Lovers // Self-Discovery // Pining // Grindr // Lan Zhan FUCKS // Bottom LWJ // Mild Dom/Sub // Straight Boy WWX Rating: Explicit Summary: A new job brings Wei Ying to London, and back into Lan Zhan's life. Many things have changed since their time in boarding school (Lan Zhan is out of the closet, arranges charcuterie boards, stocks a fine bar...), but their friendship slots right back into place like no time has passed. Wei Ying is a little perplexed by the fact that Lan Zhan apparently doesn't have any interest in dating anyone despite being an obvious catch—but hey, at least that means he doesn't have to fight anyone for Lan Zhan's time and attention. And besides, it's not like Wei Ying is in any big rush to find himself a girlfriend either. It’s all working out great! Word Count: 84,267 Status: Completed.

Title: 总有一天; a place to hide (can’t find one near) Tags: Alternate Universe – Modern Setting // Alternative Universe – Pianist // Getting together // Mental Health Issues // Suicide Attempt // Suicidal Thoughts // Depression // Overdosing // Eventual Happy Ending // Hurt/Comfort // Note: Additional Trigger Warnings in Authors notes Rating: Explicit Summary: That’s just the thing, isn’t it? Wei Ying feels nothing. He doesn’t feel anything, and this emptiness should scare him. He knows he should be scared. He wants to be scared. He isn’t. Fear itself is never scary; fear is just a response. It means that your body wants you alive. It’s the absence of terror that scares him. Word Count: 76,091 Status: Completed.

Title: you've ruined my life (by not being mine) Tags: Alternative Universe – Modern Setting // Awkward Flirting // Slowburn // Demisexuality // Happy Ending // Background Relationship – NMJ/LXC Rating: Explicit Summary: After spending a semester abroad with Wei Ying, Lan Zhan is resigned to never seeing him again. But a surprise text message may change all that. (In which Wei Ying and Lan Zhan develop a text correspondence during their senior year of high school, and Lan Zhan is in serious danger of developing Feelings.) Word Count: 132,713 Status: Completed.

Title: You’re My All and More Tags: Alternative Universe – Modern Setting // Alternative Universe – Detectives // Case Fic // Mystery // Slowburn // Pining // Angst with Happy Ending Rating: Explicit // Graphic Depictions of Violence Summary: It had been four years since the last time they had seen Wei Wuxian. Four years without a trace nor evidence, neither track nor news, nothing, none. No one knew what had happened to the said bright and wild detective after he had been caught by Wens, the biggest triad family in China, in an undercover mission. Most investigators had given up, they believed that Wei Wuxian had died and perished. Most. Except Lan Wangji and Jiang Wanyin, each with their own regrets, still searching after all those years. Word Count: 42,964 Status: Completed.

Title: you'll always know me Tags: Alternative Universe – Modern Setting // Actor Wei Ying | Teacher Lan Zhan // Getting Back Together // Exes to Lovers // Angst // Angst with Happy Ending // Wei Ying rides a motorcycle Rating: Explicit Summary: Lan Zhan's world is turned upside down when his High School love, famous actor Wei Wuxian, comes back to their hometown after 13 years. Word Count: 97,328 Status: Completed.

Title: you are safe / loved / worthy / enough Tags: Alternative Universe – Modern Setting // Alternative Universe – College/University // Social Media // Mental Health Issues // Healing // Self-care // Anxiety // Hurt/Comfort // Depression // Slowburn Rating: Teen And Up Audiences Summary: Lan Zhan falls apart and finds himself through the most unexpected means. Word Count: 150,003 Status: Completed.

Title: Wishing on Runway Lights Tags: Alternate Universe - Modern Setting, Pilot Lán Zhàn | Lán Wangji, Flight // Attendant Wèi Yīng | Wèi Wuxian // Single Parent Lán Zhàn | Lán Wangji // Meet-Cute // Happy Ending Rating: Explicit Summary: Amidst flight delays and cancellations, Wei Ying finds himself taking care of a young boy left stranded at the airport. The initially unfortunate circumstances of their meeting would lead Wei Ying to meeting Lan Wangji, the child’s father. From then on, it’s a quick one-way trip to falling in love. Word Count: 41,700 Status: Completed.

Title: Where You Fell Tags: Alternative Universe – Modern Setting // Alternative Universe - Homeless // Angst // Mutual Pining // Getting Together // Slowburn // Implied/Referenced Child Abuse // Accidental Sugar Daddy Lan Wangji // Suicidal Thoughts // Self-Esteem Issues // Autistic Lan Wangji // ADHD Wei Wuxian // Panic Attacks // Hurt/Comfort // Implied/Referenced Sex Work // Implied/Referenced Substance abuse // Happy Ending Rating: Explicit Summary: Years ago, Lan Wangji was a Senior in high school, readying himself for graduation and the coming years studying at the Gusu Lan Institute of Music. Everything in his life made sense, from his role in his family, to a future as a classical musician. The only thing that didn’t fit was the sudden epiphanies he had about himself brought on by his bothersome and flirtatious classmate, Wei Wuxian. When the growing attraction and friendship was cut short by the other boy’s disappearance, he mourned what could have been, but ultimately had to move on. What he didn’t know was that fate would bring them back together again one day, or the reality of how far apart two lives can diverge, how some can find peace and prosperity, while others can fall farther than he ever imagined. Word Count: 303,010 Status: Completed.

Title:  to hold the wind Tags:  Alternate Universe – Soulmates // Alternate Universe - Modern Setting // Alternate Universe – Reincarnation // Alternate Universe - College/University // Slow Burn // Friends to Lovers // Mutual Pining // Hurt/Comfort // Disownment // Touch-Starved Lán Zhàn Rating:  Explicit Summary: When you touch your soulmate for the first time, you remember your past life together. When Lan Zhan touches Wei Ying, he watches him die. Word Count:  62, 474 Status: Completed

Title:  Threads of Love Tags:  Alternate Universe - Modern Setting // Disabled Character // heavy angst // (flashbacks) // Major Injury // Medical Procedures // Graphic Description of Injuries // mental health // past trauma // Ableism // racism mention // Living abroad // Happy Ending // mild angst // One Bed // POV Lan Zhan // Jiang family feels, WWX is best uncle // Disabled Wei Ying // Very Minor Qin Su/Lan Xichen Rating:  Mature Summary: Thirteen years ago, Lan Zhan came to Germany to study classical music and found his first true friend. Ten years ago he returned to Shanghai, heartbroken after a horrifying accident left Wei Ying with life-changing injuries and destroyed their friendship and budding romance. Today, he comes back to Germany – to teach, not to study. But when he and Wei Ying meet again by sheer chance, he realizes he has much to learn after all. Word Count:  61, 494 Status: Ongoing

Title:  The Simplest Way Forward Tags:  Alternate Universe – Modern Setting // Accidental Baby Acquisition // Kid Fic // Green Card Marriage // Pining for your own husband // Endless Pining // Slowburn // Happy Ending Rating:  Explicit               Summary: It’s a really unfortunate thing, developing a crush on your husband. Wei Ying had assumed this would be easy. Lan Zhan had been so icy and unpleasant to him, it had never occurred to him that he might end up spending the next however many years with this dumb, burning feeling in his chest whenever he looks at him. “Okay,” says Wei Ying. “But tell me if I...if the pretending gets to be too hard, okay?” “It will not,” says Lan Zhan, quietly certain. Word Count:  70,972 Status: Completed       

Title:  the best of you Tags:  Alternative Universe – Modern Setting // Alternate Universe – College/University // Angst with Happy Ending // Emotional Hurt/Comfort // Mutual Pining // Getting Together // Nightmares // Panic Attacks // Implied/Referenced Child Abuse // Dysfunctional Family // Mental Health Issues // Descriptions of Past Violence Rating:  Explicit Summary: When Jin Zixuan calls in a favour, Lan Wangji ends up renting his spare room to Wei Wuxian. It doesn't go how any of them expected. Word Count:  41,938 Status: Completed

Title:  Symphony no.1 in E minor Tags:  Alternate Universe - Modern Setting // Alternate Universe - Classical Music // Alternate Universe - College/University // Musician Lán Zhàn // Musician Wèi Yīng // Breaking Up & Making Up // Coming Out // Exploring Sexuality // Bottom Lan Zhan // Anal Sex // Anal Fingering // Rimming // Oral Sex // Angst with a Happy Ending // Orchestra // Dom/sub Play // Dom Lan Zhan // Sub Wei Ying // Cock Warming // Spanking Rating:  Explicit Summary: In university, Wei Ying meets and is immediately intrigued by Lan Zhan, a frosty and prodigious violinist. When a class brings them closer together, Wei Ying jumps at the chance to get to know Lan Zhan better. The two make mistakes and fall in love, but external forces threaten to pull them apart. At the cusp of adulthood, Wei Ying is faced with choices that will guide his future. A story of growing up, finding your way, diaspora, and most of all - music. Word Count:  75,199 Status: Completed