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I feel my throat being torn apart and my tears in a ditch. She won’t listen to me no matter how hard. I try to tell her the truth, I want to blame myself for getting into this mess but what mess have I’ve done? I let her pick my skin apart and poke at every aspect of it. Geez even saying why do I care so much about my hair like a guy can’t care about himself like that lmao. I don’t know lan, and I know she stalks different parts of me. If she ever finds my account, I know she knows she’s putting me I. The exact situation she was in before

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Was I really in love with you? Or was it just an illusion. I spent so much time waiting for you but you never came, did I take too long? I did wait but my heart was captured by the likes of another one. She stole my heart with her looks, you sold mine with your words. I can’t come back from this. I really can’t, seasons changed it’s no longer summer and you no longer my sunrise. I saw you in every beautiful thing I could possibly find but I took to long to realize I lost the beauty that was once mine. I’ve accepted a role of my life without you, maybe the thought of you as someone’s isn’t something I want to think about but I don’t. I’m okay without you, I think I am and I know you’re okay without me.

Something I wished it didn’t go that way though.

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Scream if You're Crazy by Destroy Rebuild Until God Shows

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I can’t tell if this meant to be or not, what I feel is basic attraction while she feels like she’s in love with me. But. I can’t reciprocate that love she holds dearly to me. What a mess I brought myself into, and how horrible of me for this but i never asked for her to love me or want me

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Gabe saporta makes me question if I’m a boy kisser or not

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My heart still goes out for you; fuck why did you have to move on cause I sure as hell never did

[ykxz]

You know what hurts? That we moved on from each other cause geez the thought of you loving someone else is just another kind of pain I have to accept

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I want to hear your voice, I miss your voice. No one wanted to listen more than you did and I wish it was still like that. You will always be the first person I want to go to for anything but I can’t anymore. Even at parties I have to remember you won’t pick up so I have to suffer in the ever lasting load noise of others that I hate listening too. I wanted to call you again, I walked all alone looking for something interesting but all I found was your contact and the harsh weather. It’s ripping me apart you know? Cause no matter what happens, I still go to you every time. And I hold back but fuck my life if I haven’t click that contact so many times, I know I wasn’t able to hear your beautiful voice or feel your warm kisses but lord aren’t you everything I need, everything I want. I wish I opened up to you more about my problems, why I keep pushing and pulling and losing everything. I wish you knew so you could’ve get a solid grip on my heart to put me back together. God. I wish you just knew. It’s funny how I’m sitting in my bathroom with sharp pain in my skin and I’m still missing you. Why can’t I just let it go, everything felt good, I thought everything was good.

And the most embarrassing part, I wish I never blocked you on here so you could see these post, see how I still yearn for you, how I still love you but I can’t let you know. Cause that’s just fucking pathetic on my part lol

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william billiam beckett ur womanly charms bewitched me

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what a match

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I might start posting my shitty fanfics on here nd make an account for it 👽

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girl travie and girltrick yuri idk brainrot is strong

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victorias angels

i love these looks and i love skirt pete

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I swear I’ve almost made accounts for the main decaydance gang on tumblr

Y’all should follow them tho fr

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cobra starship and the academy is… promotional gifs from myspace (2007-2009) part 1, part 3

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I don’t think I could see bfmv anymore knowing I was gonna see you there