yesemlioness

[yesemlioness]

Self sabotage, why am I so good at it?

[yesemlioness]

alexa play criminal by britney spears

this song is literally made for me in regards to them both

ugh, the things i would let both of these fine men do to me... 😩

[yesemlioness]

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                       I sure as hell wouldn’t want to be your enemy. Yes I get that a lot.   

MURAKAMI NIJIRO as Chishiya Shuntaro in ALICE IN BORDERLAND (2020-)

[yesemlioness]

What am I doing here?

Tumblr used to be a special platform to me. In my early 20′s I was a very lonely person, even tough I was surrounded by so many ‘friends’. I say it like that because the loneliness stemmed from the fact I had nothing in common with most of these ‘friends’ and so I would come on tumblr to interact with people who had the same interests as me. 

I’m back on here today for one specific reason... to find that tumblr page again. For the life of me I can’t remember what my password or url was. I’ve tried the password retrieval option, didn’t work. I tried numerous times actually. Why do I want to retrieve it? Well, back then I was pretty fucked up. I used to use this space to share my inner thoughts, and they weren’t very pretty. I’m just curious to go back and read it all and remind myself how far I’ve come.

I’m turning 30 next year eeek! And I’m very happy. But I’m also very interested in stepping into a time machine (tumblr) and travel back what things used to be. Don’t ask me why, to see how fucked I was? I find some old friends I made on here?

Bit of both I guess.