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[yeppeun-jangmi]

Envelhecer se torna grande coisa quando você caminha cegamente, se as rédeas da minha vida estivessem em minha mão a segurança em minha mente seria presente.

Agora eu quero esse controle, deixar todos os meus tormentos sem sentido para trás e me agarrar no que é o agora. Me apegar ao que faz sentido. Quero minha saúde física e mental de volta, quero ter momentos genuínos de felicidade e orgulho de mim.

Não vou deixar que ninguém me derrube, e isso vale para os conhecidos, desconhecidos e especialmente para mim.

[yeppeun-jangmi]

Hey ~ I love your art :3c Do you have any tips on mastering lighting and choosing colour palettes because those things always stand out to me in your work!

hi hi~ i don't have a concrete process on color choices but maybe this can help

what mood are you going for? (e.g scary = dark with a contrasting red, romantic = pinks and purples)

cool or warm tones?

what do you want to emphasize? that will be a contrasting color

play around with color combinations

a good practice is doing color palette challenges. just search it up and you'll get tons of them. they helped me be more adventurous and less scared of using weird colors

for lighting, it's just figuring out where the light source is. im not a master so i usually use a photo reference to see where the lights and shadows go..

the light can be many colors to make it fun :)

[yeppeun-jangmi]

being individuals together is so intimate. let’s read different books but curled up next to each other, let’s visit a coffee shop so you can study & i can write, let’s just be near each other

[yeppeun-jangmi]

5 minutos de vida, eternidade na quase ...morte...

cansada de ser devorada pela minha mente diariamente

mais fraca do que nunca

eu não quero morrer

mas eu também não consigo viver por mais do que 5 minutos

[yeppeun-jangmi]

Um sentimento tão pequeno

Que não volta atrás

Caindo gota por gota

Até transbordar

E esses olhos tão brilhantes que não vão parar

Uma gota a mais e tudo vai rachar

Não adianta fugir

Ignorar só vai te fazer sofrer

Não adianta mentir

A verdade sempre vai escapar

[yeppeun-jangmi]

Haruka-papa & Michiru-mama always thinking about their princess

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What a happy life would look like for me.

[yeppeun-jangmi]

você me pergunta se eu estou bem com tudo isso como se você não soubesse que eu sou incapaz de ser honesta com meus sentimentos

não quero que você se culpe

então eu vou simplesmente sorrir e lidar com minha ansiedade sozinha

[yeppeun-jangmi]

Over the Garden Wall (2014)

[yeppeun-jangmi]

Sorry but i’m truly scared :(((

help_

[yeppeun-jangmi]

[yeppeun-jangmi]

A adolescência te proporciona três coisas:

Ansiedade;

Medo;

Fome

[yeppeun-jangmi]

as a kid, were you told you were smart or a hard worker?

back in school, when you did well on an assignment or test were you told you got that grade because you were smart or you worked hard?

📍 If you remember being told you were smart, you grew up with a fixed mindset. You were taught to believe that intelligence is something people are born with. You likely feel helpless when others do better than you because you believe they are smarter and that can’t be changed. Getting a bad grade is shameful and mistakes likely make you anxious. This probably made you a good liar.

🌱 If you remember being told you worked hard, you grew up with a growth mindset. You were taught that effort produces results and this likely influenced you to work harder. You likely love challenges and find them fun. Regardless of your grade, you care more about learning. You believe people and circumstances can change and improve which gives you a more optimistic outlook on life.

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https://www.instagram.com/p/CA0jNxon4Oq/

[yeppeun-jangmi]

types of academia pt. 1

dark: black coffees and teas, silver signet rings, worn paperbacks, ink smudged hands, eyes in starlight, frayed sweaters, cashmere, wine colored lips, dark lashes, the smell of liquor and cigars, broken glass, humming softly down corridors, stacks of books all around your room, oak and vanilla, the perfect mix of sugar and poison, speaking in ancient languages, rain fogging your glasses, old clocks ticking, vinyl static, searching for meaning, lines of poetry written down your arms, obscured by an air of ambiguity, morally grey... murder?

cryptid: journal full of research and hand drawn sketches of cryptids, shelves full of sci-fi novels, binoculars and a chunky camera from the thrift shop shoved in your backpack, maps with red string and mysterious newspaper clippings pinned on the wall, looking for clues, hundreds of travel plans but none follow a coherent itinerary, you swear that was a ufo in the sky last night, dreaming to make a discovery bigger than life

goth: dark lipstick, abandoned buildings, velvet dresses, lace trimming, feathers around your feet, piano notes stretching through empty halls, the sand of an hourglass falling quicker, fishnet socks, ornate mirrors and candelabras, kerosene lamps, first edition copies of books, smudged eyeliner, a silhouette behind a moonlit window, stoppered bottles of mysterious liquids, melancholy and roses, living in legend

witchy: old grimoires gathering dust, clippings of your favorite spells pinned up, diagrams of plants inked in black in your book of shadows, teacups with already read tea leaves, tracing the lines on your friend/lover’s palm and secretly interpreting the meanings, incantations of the stars and planets, whispering to the plants on your windowsill before bed, piercings and stacked silver rings that catch the moonlight just right, lipstick the color of coagulated blood, smudged sigils up and down your arms under long sleeves

science: leather bound journals full of graph paper and notes, beakers and tubes of chemicals, researching the history of alchemy, the familiarity of the lab coat, the warmth of the soft yellow light in your room after the harsh fluorescents of the laboratory, your favorite research articles pinned to your wall, a folded copy of the periodic table in the pocket of your favorite jacket, debating over different scientific theories with your friends instead of studying, writing your poetry in chemical formulas and comprehending through atomic structure

[yeppeun-jangmi]

Dark academia things you should NOT strive for:

Caffeine addictions. this shit ain't cute, learn better ways to manage you sleep and energy.

Workaholic culture, working hard is great but not in exsess

Romanticizing mental illness, you are just as valuable and talented healthy, happy. don't convince yourself otherwise

Elitism, you aren't better than other ppl for being more educated if your not polite.

Eurocentric: Dark. Academia. is. Not. Just. For .White. Skinny. People. In. Blazers.

Neurotypical lifestyle and studying patterns. If you can't do things the way neurotypicals do then don't force yourself. I tried to force myself to tale notes and memorise things the way is been taught in high school rather than what was best for me.

[yeppeun-jangmi]

“A vida a dois é como uma dança. Você começa sozinho, sem saber o que fazer, assistindo a vários pares e, no fundo, sentindo vontade de ter alguém para dançar também. Você os vê perfeitamente sincronizados, mas não vê o quanto demorou para acertarem os passos no ritmo da música. E aí, quando se tem alguém, você quer - de primeira - dançar tão perfeitamente quanto os que você viu. No primeiro pisão no pé, você pensa que é o fim. Troca de parceiro. Pisou de novo. Você chega a pensar que não há mais ninguém que saiba dançar, até que vem o parceiro certo. E você sabe que é o certo quando descobre a diferença: ao invés de só chamar para dançar, ele pergunta se quer aprender junto com ele.”

— Ana Lívia Lima. (via poetificamos)