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[yellowbonewonda]

It is the season for peace on Earth Love and charity And That bullshit Every year As push my goal To achieve it People close to me Try to block Every resemblance of it And Each year I express the same conviction To rectify this situation But I am Told to get over it

[yellowbonewonda]

"What happened Was"

“What happened Was”

What happened was I stopped I stopped pushing to the highest of heights Stopped caring about everything Including Writing words I had to force out And Line them up Just right I tried twisting Tricking words to line up straight So they could spark Your imagination To see something To see anything

Who was I kidding I laid out my soul Into black and white Who was listening Because when I stopped It was nothing Telling…

[yellowbonewonda]

its funny how people will always be cautious of a stranger but be oh so willing to trust a person they grew up with yet my thing is all people are strangers

should run through them is the only reason to be untainted untouchable from evil

the same yet not seeing each individual has the potential for evil

[yellowbonewonda]

Don't Say You Don't Know

Don’t Say You Don’t Know

This is a saying I hate to hear That I hear to often Especially for grown ass people I don’t know And It pisses me off Because When damn well you know You know what you want You know what you do not want What you like What you dislike That is what you learn very early In childhood Before your first words

[yellowbonewonda]

i laid in the water letting the water so i could hear my heartbeat it sounds like a warrior drumbeat

[yellowbonewonda]

before i sleep i want a soft kiss upon my cheek to be pulled to his chest and told honey rest there is nothing but us

[yellowbonewonda]

"Surrounding Me"

“Surrounding Me”

By: Yellowbonewonda 

Because my angels 

Are all around me

With their wings surrounding me

Blocking out the negative interference of doubt

In a situation where war was going on

I was going to be part of helping a military community

I woke up this morning not comprehending 

I was flying so far away from home

I walked off the plane in this foreign land

No ideas shaped in my head 

Of what was ahead…

[yellowbonewonda]

"Waiting For Someone To Catch Up"

“Waiting For Someone To Catch Up”

I swear to you no one could tell me any different I thought I had won the lotto he came into my life when i was not looking and caught my eye as he smiled so bright uttering the sweet nothings that he read off some I wanted to hear and I gobbled it up thinking I had finally found my hero after so many zeroes came before him he was smooth whispering sweet nothings things I wanted to hear telling me he was tired of the…

[yellowbonewonda]

I want something No one is ready to give I want something No one is ready to give See i had to repeat it twice Because the first time Nobody wanted to hear Nobody was ready to comprehend What i was telling them I needed from them Truth Honesty Their unconditional love

[yellowbonewonda]

Except Me Or Leave Me

I have failed at times as well as suceeded. I do not always say the right things when times I need to use a filter and I do not regret it.I’m not the most beautiful woman in the world and I’m definitely not ugliest. I am what I am ..Me myself and I are in this. Yeah in My history deep scars were created but I am still in the this game fighting against the witherbeast I call my enemies. See I…

[yellowbonewonda]

When your words come off As if you are serving me a sermon Then I have a problem with you and your message this tongue leaching sorry i am in no need of it so excuse me from your teachings my dear follower my friend in sheeps clothing

i did not ask for a preacher Instead i want to witness the teaching you have learnt and how you are using it in your everyday life i want to see are you walking in the word are you…

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"When I Felt You Loved Me"

“When I Felt You Loved Me”

You promised things would be better That things would change That you would try to do better And I thought that day When I cried in frustration In front of you And When you wiped my tears away That you saw How distressed I was How I wanted To be loved To be appreciated To be comforted By you And Only you My question is Did you not see My vulnerability I was at my rawest Naked of my physical beauty

[yellowbonewonda]

"Unsettled Interaction"

“Unsettled Interaction”

What the hell is wrong with some men What part of the definition of respect You do not get It is sad I have to watch my back with crazy men Common strangers off the street Who want to follow me And Cackal me with unwanted names Names I do not go by Such as Psst hey girl Hey baby Heyyyyy high yella Hey you Red As if I have beef jerky In my back pocket As if it is cute Sorry I do not answer because

[yellowbonewonda]

"One Promise I Ask Of You"

“One Promise I Ask Of You”

My heart will flatline If you die on me Of course I know it is not your intention To leave me here When you are fighting Against all odds over there I just ask Please Be careful Fight your hardest To come back to me Keep your promise You made to me To have forever with me Growing old together And No matter how long you are gone You will have a home With me waiting for you So Tell me I need to know

[yellowbonewonda]

"Pain "

“Pain “

People have had all types of pain Physical pain Mental pain Emotional pain And People who are Just a pain in the ass All through their life And It is either You are at point of Going through it In the middle of it Or Putting up a front Trying not acknowledging it As if it will disappear Like magic Yet nothing ever disappears As long as humans create problems You know the type of drama That…

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"You Are An Empty Space"

“You Are An Empty Space”

Tell me no more lies Just Tell me why Why do you have no feelings Inside of you Why do you hate to tell the truth Why are you Promising things you have no intention to keep Because It is sad All you have to do Is tell me the truth You are not into me I can handle it But You refuse to give me The closure I seek By giving what you said belongs to me I know You are trying to make me look foolish Aft…