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Kissmask -  Performed by Jill Magid and Chelynne Tetrault, 1999

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GARDEN OF FLOWERS THAT BLOOM; WITH LOVE

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clippings from “women seeking women” personal ads in the baltimore sun, 1995

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Simone Rocha F/W 2022 photographed by Jacob Lillis

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you will never know the way I want you. you will never know what it feels like to love someone so desperately. you will never know what I feel for you

you don't need to know for me to love you

you don't even need to love me back

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Vintage Wedding Dress Showcase, 1960.

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can you tell i'm worshiping you from this far away? does something within you tell you?

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Please help me afford life-saving insulin and other meds!

hi everyone I know I haven’t been on here in a while, i’m so sorry if anyone was worried. I hate to have to ask for help again but it’s a serious health issue and I don’t know what else to do. I have type 1 diabetes that I’m prescribed human analog insulin in pen form for; there’s about 14 pens every month (one main dose of long-acting a day plus one dose of fast-acting per meal) and several medications. All these meds are extremely expensive and my parents told me the terrible insurance they receive thru work that barely covered them in part before wont cover them at all anymore. we’ve tried a patient assistance program but the application hasn’t been responded to yet and this state probably has a massive backlog of them. without actually saying they won’t, my parents are basically refusing to pay for them ‘right now’ because there are “more serious expenses that have to come first” since they affect the whole household and not just me even though I literally NEED these meds to survive and keep functioning well.

this is partly because I had to cry and beg my parents to let me start getting treatment in the first place. they still don’t like the fact that I’m even taking meds and think I don’t truly need them even though the improvement in me compared to before is so clear. they’re a little more understanding about my diabetes/insulin needs since they know it’s out of my control (I’m lucky I don’t have type 2 tbh) but they’ve still decided that it has to take a backseat. I can’t afford to wait until they feel like everything else that’s ‘more important’ than my wellbeing is taken care of, I’m really worried about the damage my MH could take if I’m off my medication for too long and missing insulin doses on top of that will just make it worse and actually puts my life in danger.

Trying to stagger my eating so I’m having less meals every day helps stretch my mealtime doses out a little longer. right now I only have enough doses left to last about 1 1/2 more weeks so if I can’t raise enough money to at least afford the insulin, I’ll probs have to start rationing them — and if I have to do that for too long it’s very likely to end up killing me. if anyone can spare anything AT ALL to help cover the cost of all my medications, any amount wld truly be so helpful and mean so much! even if you can’t support by d/nating, just reblogging this post to b00st it helps alot! please please share!

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and YES it was a tinder hookup. you know I can't not fall in love with hot women

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I'm back and I'm more in love than ever!!!!

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girl what the fuck is this tag I just saw

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you tell me you love me but nobody loves me like the kitchen at my parents' house or the soft belly of my stuffed animal dog. you are not warm and welcoming the same way the blanket my mother crocheted for me is. i know what your love is built upon. it is not built upon my clumsy first steps or the way i tell stories. i know what you want and it makes me sick.

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ok im bringing this account back bc im pining for thee hot tinder girl i met recently. she is perfect. the hiatus is OVER

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sorry if you follow me and keep watching me accidentally rb posts to here lol

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idk if anyone will care but I'm happy to say that it's been like 8 months since ive last spoken to the girl I made this page for. she was a stoner and fake punk who didn't give a shit about me. I've moved on and I'm doing lovely and I hope all of you are, too.

somedays I still miss her. I think that's something that'll go away with time. I don't really miss her, I think I just miss the comfort she brought and the feeling of knowing someone needed me. she dumped me on Christmas eve over text. I think she did need me, but she wasn't ready to be cared for. that's fine, because I needed more than she could ever give me, and id rather be a little bitter over our breakup than feel the way I felt when I was with her.

I'm dating a guy now. I'm bi, by the way. not sure if that was something I said on here or not. so far, he's everything ive dreamed of. he's not a fixer upper or a project boy, he came pre packaged with all the things I want. i love him dearly so far, but because this blog is mainly for wlw poetry, I'll keep that to myself.

I hope you all don't feel the way I felt before. I hope we've grown towards the sun with our hands intertwined. I hope you know you deserve to feel love without pain. we all deserve to love in a good way and to have that love given back to us. you have always deserved love. if you don't feel that way now, take my hand and grow towards the sun with me. you'll learn one day what love feels like, if not now, soon.

ttyl <3

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laying in bed reading pride & prejudice, only way this could be better would be if a girl was laying next to me

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Moodboard: Art Appreciation - Libra. 

❝She was dressed in simple pink, starched and fresh as a flower.❞