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synchronized overtake on mclaren STUNT ON THESE HOES!!

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Just wow!

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🫶❤️

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Inject this in my veins!

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N: "That’s a lot of damn races... That’s a lot of f*cking races."

N: "He [Max] is a great human being."

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wholesome

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"nico, it's gabi. you have no idea how happy i am for you, you're an absolute legend"

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max: “kimi helped me a little bit on my lap, he gave me a bit of tow. we’ll go have pasta together soon”

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our number 20 forever. thank you for all the joy you gave us

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Jurgen Klopp at the Red Bull Ring before the race

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Congratulations to Gabi with his first points!

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Not Alex using the weather to get out of media/marketing 😂

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M: "It's five."

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So, in about 12 hours I have my appointment at the hair/wig salon. On the one hand happy to be freed from all this falling hair and the itching, but at the same time incredibly sad that I will lose my lovely long curls for now (and for some time to come) 😔

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F1 Grand Prix of Monaco | May 24, 2025 © Mark Thompson

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Just like previous posts, this is just me writing away my feelings.

TW: cancer

So two weeks ago I had my first chemotherapy. The procedure itself is nothing special. You sit in a very comfy chair, attached to an iv. It takes about two hours and you just watch the poison enter your body.

I call it poison, because even though it hopefully cures you of cancer it really makes you sick.

And I really have been sick. Everyone had already warned me that you feel shit for about a week and that really was the case.

So the first few days I just felt sick, nauseous. Not much I could eat without parting ways with it again.

From day 4 or so the nauseousness was gone, but then you just have no energy anymore. Chemo k*lls not only the bad cells but also all that is good. So your body is working so hard to restore everything and that just leaves you with 0 energy.

I have never slept so much in my life as I have that first week after chemo. I was even too tired to just think. Getting dressed, moving from my bed to the couch, or eating, just basically anything was draining me.

Since last wednesday I started feeling better again, having more energy. And so I have been able to enjoy the last couple of days. I have even been able to get some work done monday and tuesday. That felt really good, because it felt normal.

Umfortuntely though, my hair has started falling out since yesterday afternoon. I knew it would happen around this time, but still it is very emotional. And I know it is just hair and after I am done with chemo (in about six months), it will grow back but still I cried. And I cried some more. Amd when I shave it off, I will cry again...

Today I have my second treatment. So this afternoon I will again be in a comfortable chair, surrounded by many other patients who are going through the same thing as me. And then after chemo I know I will have a bad week again. And lets hope that like the first time, I also have a good week again before I have my third treatment.