yashiroreaper

[yashiroreaper]

COMMISSIONS ARE Closed until the fall uwu

Consider joining my patreon for sneak peeks and early access

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Same As It Never Will Be (on-going)

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SAINWB DTIYS: due 1 Feb 2024!

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No Rest For The Weary (on-going)

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Shenanigans:

The Toaster: 1 - 2 - 3 (complete)

Lil Prick: 1 - 2 - 3 - 4 (complete)

Death Clause

Lost

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Castling AU Series:

Mikey joins the art scene

Ghosts Aren't Real (only great great great great great mystic grandmas): 1 - 2 - 3 - 4

Flashbacks and Veterans: 1 - 2 - 3 (complete)

Armageddonnie: 1 - 2 - 3 - 4 - 5 - 6 - 7 - 8 - 9 - 10 - 11 - 12 - 13 - 14 - 15 (complete)

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Ko-Fi

Artwork Tag

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Shiro is the protector of our corporeal form. He often is the wrangler, steering us back when our gremlin chaos goes too far. This image is a good representation of the dynamic he has with everyone when we go off the rail.

(I am a pngtuber streamer and content creator with CPTSD and DID. Want to use my platform to show people that we exist and that people need not be afraid.)

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Right now, I feel defeated. Utterly defeated. I was let go from my job a little over a month ago. My job didn't send the form for EI in the legal timeframe, leaving me a month out without money.

Right now, I have no money, my bank account is in the negatives. I apply to jobs everyday but no interviews.

I try and stream to put my mind off it. Right now, it is one of the only things I enjoy in life. Besides my partner.

Everything is taking far too long and my mental health is detiorating. I feel like a shell, like I am a failure or that life is out to get me.

I hate this. I hate it.

Why is life like this?! Why can't things be easy for once?!

I'm tired...

I'm tired of fighting...

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A cozy outfit drawing of my pngtuber model. Will definitely work with more posing and improve at drawing hands.

Hands. The bane of most artists.

Love this cozy outfit vibe. Love being cozy af.

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Drew some art for my Twitch. Got a BRB scene and an offline scene.

The BRB scene is inspired by the totoro opening.

Check me out live weekdays at around 1pm AST on twitch.tv/yashiroreaper

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Working on dynamic posing and new coloring methods. Think this turned out pretty good. Have more methods I am going to test before I finish my next model.

Watch me live weekdays at 1pm AST or 6pm AST.

Twitch.tv/yashiroreaper

Stay safe. Stay hydrated and don't forget to take your meds.

Love you guys.

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Latest VOD is up, went on a journey in Minecraft this stream. Was fun to see the sights. Saw even more creatures.

If you want to catch me live, I stream at twitch.tv/yashiroreaper

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The last 4 thumbnails before I pop them up on here more regularly. Don't forget to check me out live at twitch.tv/yashiroreaper

Don't forget to stay hydrated and take more meds.

Stay safe.

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As you may not know I've been streaming on twitch once again. This time as a pngtuber. Since I have no patience for editing I have been posting them on my YouTube as VODS. But for each stream I've been drawing a custom thumbnail. Here is half of the six I've posted. Will share the other 3 later and when then share them as they come out.

Watch live on Twitch: Twitch.tv/yashiroreaper

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Things that canonically exist in the same world as transformers prime because they also exist in rescue bots:

-fairies

-ghosts

-time travel

-still-living dinosaurs

-optimus's third mode, the fucking t-rex

-a machine that cheats death and reverses the aging process

-skyrim, if blades making the arrow to the knee joke is to be taken at face value.

-mass displacement tech the way the fandom's been portraying it for ages

-the exact same altmode-locking paralytic virus from beast machines

-full-on mind control, effective on both humans and bots

-lycanthropy inducing fake meat

-a hal-9000-esque rogue AI intent on turning the world comatose to keep humanity maximally safe

-freaky Friday mind swapping

-time loops

-machine that forces you to sing in full musical numbers

-Allspark day, which is basically cybertronian new years day

We need to start subjecting the prime bots to the weirdass facets of their world.

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Always remember yo drink water and take your meds.

Streaming with a pngtuber, come join me on twitch for games and shenanigans.

Twitch.tv/yashiroreaper

[yashiroreaper]

Made myself a pngtuber model. Am trying to stream again after losing my job due to health problems. (Have CPTSD, DID and possible Fibromyalgia) Will try to stream weekdays 1pm AST to 4pm AST. Each stream except for art streams will go up on my YouTube within 24hrs, unedited but with a custom drawn thumbnail.

Check me out at twitch.tv\yashiroreaper

Would love to make content creation my job as working and surviving with multiple chronic illnesses is tough.

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TMNT Fanfic Idea

Okay been toying around with this fanfic for a while, and by a while I mean almost 15 years... Damn I’m old. Anyway when I was little I was really into TMNT 2k3 and when I learned about the original show and particularly the Mona Lisa episode it got the brain juices flowing.

Now for context as a kid I was basically a constant daydreamer, was a coping mechanism I clung to to escape traumatic shit. This honestly started out as a escapist thing. A story and acted out through my youth and wrote about in diaries. Then eventually it shifted more into a fanfic as I got into fanfiction as a tween.

Anyway this is the basic idea, Mona Lisa is a half alien. Her mother is a Broadway performer and model. Her human family is second generation Italian immigrants. She met the turtles when she was young saving them from a group of thugs when they ventured to the surface alone. 

After meeting them her and her mother become like a second family to the turtles and splinter. Over time her and Raphael end up becoming best friends and the two briefly became an item when they were young. But broke up rather fast when they realized they preferred to be friends. There was no bad blood, actually breaking up brought them closer together. 

Her alien side gives her the ability to shift between her alien form and a human form. Also she is a powerful telepath with superhuman strength and speed. Her biology makes it so she can adapt to any planet in a short amount time. (Like say breathe on the Triceraton home world) But is often left out of battles due to her inability to control her powers when she’s upset. 

Her mother dies when she’s young and she moves in with the turtles afterward, though she still lives a semi-normal life on the surface with the help of her human Uncle who runs a Italian restaurant. She ends up becoming a Broadway performers after high school (like her mother had been). Which also keeps her out of a lot of the battles. Someone has to earn money for the family.

She’s about three years older than the boys and acts like an elder sister to them a lot of the time. Had a child when she was nineteen from a failed relationship with a fellow performer, Raph takes on a fatherly role for her son. Raph and Mona are basically platonic soul mates, legit would do anything for each other no questions asked. 

She is honestly pretty close with all the boys, her and Leo are the eldest and act responsible for the others. They end up leaning on each other, and share the burden of being the eldest though Mona is often the one bearing the bigger burden being the actual eldest. He tries his best to help her train her mind along with Splinter so that she can control her powers better. 

Mikey is her baby brothers and she tends to spoil him a bit. Though she does playfully tease him. They like to cook together, often spending an entire day making a big meal for their family. Any holiday these two are the ones doing the food and decorations.

If Raph is her platonic soul mate, Donatello is her romantic soul mate. Both of them are close since they met. She was the one encouraging his academic interests along with her mother when she was alive. He want to learn about something, she goes out and gets him books of the subject. He wants to build something she the first one helping him find or buy parts. He ended tutoring her through her high school years. Besides Raph he’s the only one who can reliably calm her down.

Splinter is like the father she never had, her father having left Earth before she was born. After losing her mother she ends up being a bit protective over Splinter. The thought of losing him is one of her worst nightmares. They do clash often because he wishes she would step into the human world more. While she would rather remain with her family. 

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🔹 Someone else's fiction cannot cause you physical harm.

🔹If someone else's fiction is causing you emotional or psychological harm, or distress, you can put it down and not read/watch it.

🔹Your emotional well-being is not the responsibility of fiction writers.

🔹Someone else's fiction is not about your personal trauma.

🔹When reading or watching fiction, you always have the power. You can always stop. You are never reading fiction without your own consent.

🔹Fiction writers are not responsible for other people's mental health.

🔹The content of a piece of fiction does not reflect on the morality of its author.

🔹Just because someone writes about bad things happening, doesn't mean they want those things to happen.

🔹Don't like? Don't read.

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It’s interesting how diseases rip through schools at incredible speeds despite being in an arguably modern, clean(ish) environment. I wonder if it has something to do with the whole “you need a doctor’s note to excuse your absence of even one day” combined with the average price of going to a doctor, the lack of education on things like “you’re still contagious even after the fever goes away”, and the overwhelming message of “if you don’t struggle through it, you’re a failure!”

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my brain is fried no caption no context i just like them