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i saw many people saying that dean treated jack badly and everything and yeah it was like that at the beginning of s13 but. it's literally one of my favorite storylines. dean didn't just "hate jack and treat him like a monster", he developed attachment after some time around him, he started treating him like his son, he taught him to drive and went fishing with him because that was what he liked doing with his father. and, as for jack, it's so beautiful to me how he immediately chooses dean as his role model, how he tries to behave like him even when it's about some small things like drinking beer. and he thinks of dean as a father, he tries to deserve his love and he loves him too and he trusts him like children trust their parents. and their bond is so precious to me and yeah it started with dean being mean and everything but they had development and that what i think is important

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3x11 is INSANE. sam spent like. more than 100 days watching dean die and then six moths without him just trying to find gabriel not even for revenge but for bringing dean back. and im sure that some part of him died on that wednesday when dean died and sam didn't wake up in the time loop. the way he hugged dean at the end, the way he looked absolutely EXHAUSTED when they were leaving that motel. honestly wanna kms and explode over this ep

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modern day cain — i don't know how but they found me

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fbi sam and criminal dean au

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simulation swarm — big thief

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the thing that i actually miss from kripke era is the music. the songs were there in the later seasons too but at the beginning it felt like they were carefully chosen and they were the part of the narrative and it felt like home

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just rewatched this ep i love him so much gabriel my pookie and everything else

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💿 ❱ rean, any prns, agender + aroace

18↑ (bday nov 8, scorpio), linguistics student

multifandom but currently having my spn brainrot, multishipper, not into ship discourse im just having fun here

i love everyone in spn, but my main favs are dean and sam (obviously), andy gallagher, charlie, jack, rowena and gabriel

i like collecting knives & lighters and also MUSIC (set it off, panic! at the disco, abba, get scared, ethel cain, will wood (watt), big thief, marina and a lot more)

💾 BYF: [1] i'm just chilling here so i don't wanna get involved in any kind of arguments [2] maybe i swear a lot [3] i may randomly change accs, names, go ia or log out or deactivare my acc or anything else, i'm a very random person [4] NOT spoiler free [5] idgaf about the antis/proship drama and others' preferences, just be friendly and act normal towards me [6] i'm okay with minors and i don't post any nsfw stuff but you'd still better be at least 14+

💾 DNI: [1] basic [2] spreading conflicts [3] insult people for their ships/fav characters/any other fandom things

my twt and tiktok are @/yalublusladosti but i don't post on twt much (actually i've just created that acc) + i may start posting on ao3 soon but idk yet

#💾.edit is the tag for edits but im too lazy to make them

please interact somehow to become mutuals!

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you know im absolutely okay with babying cas and joking abt it and everything BUT not when someone actually sees him as someone who didn't do anything wrong + is just silly, i wonder if we watched the same show. i mean. cas did wrong things. and he made several questionable choices and i LOVE him for that, for me the biggest part of his character is this thing about choosing something and getting different experiences and sometimes he does the right thing, sometimes he doesn't and that's what makes him interesting at least to me personally. he tries to be responsible but he doesn't always know how to fix things and sometimes because of that everything gets worse and yeah sometimes he's the reason of that and it doesn't mean that i don't like it or something, again, in my view he did bad things and he looked absolutely stunning doing it. but. honestly i don't like it when people make him too childish and claim that there's nothing to blame him for

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