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2/9/25

My aunt found my ipod in my computer case for school! Right before (like an hour) another aunt of mine lent me her ipod touch so i have this glorious picture

I got to hang out with my girlfriend yesterday which was great /gen

Thats pretty much it for today

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2/7/24

i lost my ipod in my kitchen today :(

I only had 2 days of inperson school this week and a snow day yesterday

My girlfriend is coming over to my house tomorrow, yay!!!

I downloaded a lot of funny emo valentines that im gonna give to my friends that definitely exist.

I finally looked at a few pictures of Alicia Simmons and i understand why pete wentz and mikey way both loved her at some point.

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2/3/25

I have virtual school today because so many teachers were sick! Also i have a 2 hour delay because of weather! Yay!

I think my girlfriend forgot today's my birthday but ill wait for her to remember.

Ive been wanting to write some more fanfics but ive been struggling at starting to write them

My mom got me venmo so i can actually buy stuff online now!

I just found the Slur Song is on spotify so im gonna download it for my ipod

I "blew up someone's phone" with these images last night

There's barely any Ronnie Radke x Max Green on Deviantart so can some of yall send me some because i cant kcuf[smosh reference]ing find any fan art of them and i had to make the everytime we touch and sk8r boi videos of them

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This is just me trying to put my livejournal (https://xsmwhrkillrx.livejournal.com/) on Tumblr since Tumblr is nicer about being gay and trans

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1/27/25

I started listening to The Academy Is... and they're sooooo good, go listen to them. William Beckett is also so pretty!

One of my gf's friends left the group chat, i might've mentioned before,due to trying to get her mental health better since she's tried to kill herself before.

I made some really cool kandi stuff yesterday! I made a shaker cube, a shaker 3d star, and a spiral cuff kinda thing.

I discovered i have a piss kink (i still subconsciously think its kinda gross at the same time tbh) after reading a bunch of fanfics containing watersports and imaging that but with me and my girlfriend and i think its rlly hot but gross at the same time but atleast my girlfriend also likes the idea of pissplay.

I ship Ianthony (Ian Hecox x Anthony Padilla [both from Smosh]) and Phan(Dan x Phil) now.

I sent someone the link to Pete Wentz's nudes and he'll be unable to listen to Fall Out Boy the same way.

Today is a non-uniform day at my school so this is what im wearingI made a few bracelets last night, i might show them l8r

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1/24/25

So on the 23rd something happened and i got told to my parents for self-harm and once i told my dad that it felt good he was like "oh no you're probably gonna get a lot of tattoos because you like how it feels" and i just laughed and later my dad was trying to tell me other ways to self-harm that dont involve blood then he said "actually dont do anything to your neck because there's a lot of veins and arteries there and then that gets into some weird stuff" and i just had to be quiet cuz like im not telling my dad about how i have a choking kink. Like isnt this hot!!

Ive been watching a lot of smosh and a bit of Dan and PhilI. And i started listening to Smosh's albums and its sooooooooo good.

I finally gave the keyring to iwrtsnsnttrgds and i think she likes it.I found out that im most likely a trans guy.

I tried to pierce my own lip but it wouldn't go through :[

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Ive been rlly inconsistent with using livejournal so heres an entry

I wrote almost another chapter of the Max x Ronnie fanfic!

I just have one sentence left!Dot dot curve put a few new songs out for the (x.x) thing hes doing but they're shit compared to Freakin' Freak (x.x)

I saw Pete Wentz's nudes last night and i got both aroused and traumatized at the same time

I got a piano keyboard on the 8th and i learned how to play Welcome To The Black Parade's intro though ive used my aunts' piano and learned it, it was my first time playing it at my house.

I went back to S/Hing but not as a habit only when rlly not having a good week

My girlfriend still hasn't been using the journal i set up for her on here (this is from livejournal) much :/

Me and my girlfriend kinda got in what was very close to almost breaking up but we're fine now.

Also there was a snow day on Monday so that was pretty good i guess.

Next week the tooth growing sideways in mygums is going to be taken out!I made matching keyrings for me and the previously mentioned girlfriend (for those who cant see images the keyrings say "half-doomed" and "semi-sweet")

I made and put more stickers on my mirror but i dont have any pictures of it right now

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1/2/25

I got a comment on one of my fanfics! It says "I'm really looking forwardto your fanfic! As you know, there aren't many Maxroni fics out there. Please continue writing it! (And by any chance, would you consider writinga fic Maxtop?)"!

I got to sneak a kiss with my girlfriend today. it was rlly good but i lost my fake lip rings that were really cool because they were rainbow-y and i dont have anymore rainbow ones.

The City Is At War by Cobra Starship is rlly good so ive been listening to it on repeat.

I Kissed a Boy by Cobra Starship is also really good and i think the video is funny and really emo

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What do i do, my partner called me an omega then i took a quiz and she was right. :(

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1/1/25

I set up livejournal for my girlfriend so she's on here now but they canonly post, not see what i say.

School resumes tomorrow :(((. I'll probably write inthis more after tomorrow.

I posted my Ronnie Radke x Max Green fanfic on AO3 yesterday but i dont think anyone read it but its fine cuz i dont want randoms seeing it.

I got a bunch of (actually good) pencils today :].

I cut my hair this morning and it turned out rlly good for notbeing able to see the back!

I <3 BC13 so much that the first song i listened to this year was Teach Me How To Scream.

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I love my girlfriend :) ♡(She wont ever see this because she doesn't have livejournal or tumblr)

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Im kinda unsure if im in a lesbian relationship since both me and my partner are female but she's a demigirl and im nonbinary but we're both pansexual so i dont know if we're gay or not but i hope not cuz i dont wanna be gay

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Bleh i feel like shit rn cuz like im half tired so im like resting while watching the 2000s mlp but im rlly warm so im uncomfortable and my girlfriend told me someone told her that he likes her but thankfully they told him she doesn't like him back and that she's still mine.

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i just got told a few hours ago that im gonna be able 2 see MCR on the15th!!! yay

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first post + horses that are emo afthis is my first post using the email thingy