xxrevengefrommarsxx

[xxrevengefrommarsxx]

haii

i feel very slicy lately. i wanna cut but i dont want to get into the habit of just cutting when i feel it. maybe i should paint with my blood again tonight to do something productive with that action. ive been sad and not doing my art so this could be a motivator. i have lots of negative feelings inside me that i dont really want to act on but my heart does. i think taking that pain and making art from it is a better option. id have something to show for myself too and maybe someone who also feels like that will see it and feel less lonely? i dunno. i jus gotta do something with this energy