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I wanna smoke a cigarette. I wanna cut. I wanna kill myself. I wanna starve. Everything I want rn is self destruction.

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Strong people break too, we just do it quietly.

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I tell myself “you got this” all the time, even with tears in my eyes.

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the worst thing is ur scale telling u that u lost weight but not being able to see it in the mirror

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Us

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"june will be my month!!" not if you keep eating like that

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I go from "I should turn my life around, stop smoking, go to therapy to live a long healthy life" to "I don't want to live any second longer, life is agony, the world is a black hole of hate and despair" so many times in a day It's exhausted.

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"are u okay" can we change the topic before i cry

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one of the worst parts of self harm and suicidal ideation is when you’re sitting next to someone you love so much and all you can think about is how badly you want things to end

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