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[xxmathis]

// ooc;

Thinking of writing Jude! To be honest though, I am literally just looking at all my tales muses like

“What if I brought this back?”

I’ll probably follow anyone who might be interested on my multimuse.

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“Can you shut up for once in your life?” (I'm sorry for her ahaha)

There was always a clear tension between the two of them, and honestly, he’s well-aware that most of that was his fault. Because she wasn’t his Milla. He had difficulties speaking with the alternate without thinking about her, and how she wasn’t there. Perhaps he had been a little too obvious about it. 

The outburst brings up an awkward pause, and the researcher shifts on his feet in clear discomfort, before a hand grips his opposite arm. 

“Oh. Uh, sorry.”

he smiles nervously. 

“Did I... say something?”

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misc sentence starters

“  i wish i knew how to talk about it.  ”   “  you don’t have to talk, we can just sit together.  ”   “  i don’t want to be alone anymore.  ”   “  i wish i could hate you.  ”  “  take a seat, we’re gonna be here a while.  ” “  i need you to trust me.  ”   “  i missed/miss you.  ”   “  she/he won’t listen to me.  ” “  let me do this for you. please.  ”   “  is there anything else you want to say to me?  ” “  tell me something happy.  ”   “  promise me.  ” “  i just want/wanted to help.  ”   “  let me explain.  ” “  i didn’t/don’t need you to understand, i just wanted/want you to support me.  ”   “  i’m on your side.  ” “  i’ve got your back, okay? ” “  please, tell me you have a plan.  ” “  stay with me tonight.  ” “  don’t go. please.  ”   “  i’ve been alone for so long i’m afraid i don’t know what it’s like not to be.  ”   “  talk to me.  ”   “  i did what i had to do.  ” “  we can’t keep going on like this.  ” “  i’m just tired.  ” “  i’m scared.  ” “  it’s okay to be afraid. fear can be good. use it.  ” “  it’s better to expect disappointment.  ” “  hope is dangerous.  ” “  i like seeing you smile.  ”   “  you look beautiful.  ”   “  be patient with her/him. they’re trying. ”   “  i’m trying my best and it’s not good enough. it’s never good enough. ” “  i’m starting to think i’m just fucked up.  ”   “  have a drink with me.  ” “  she/he is better off without me. but i guess that’s their choice.  ” “  you can’t dictate what’s best for someone else. ” “  can i help you?  ” “  i thought you’d like this.  ” “  do you wanna get out of here?  ” “  walk with me?  ” “  well, shit.  ”

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Sentence Starters

“I’ve never seen one of these completely to my taste so i decided to make my own!

ANGST

“I can’t do anything right.”

“Please don’t cry.”

“Why are you awake right now?”

“Why are you lying to me?”

“Wake up! Please wake up.”

“Forget it, you’re a fucking asshole.”

“Don’t you ever do that again!”

“Is that blood?” “…..No?”

“Please don’t lie to me again, I can’t take it.”

“Do you even still love me?”

“Nobody’s seen you in days.”

“Why are you awake?”

“I’m worried about you.”

“Can you shut up for once in your life?”

“Holding everything in doesn’t help, you know.”

“Are you hurt?” “No.” “Then why are there bruises all over your face?”

“If you don’t hug me right now I think I might fall apart.”

“Leave! Me! Alone!”

FLUFF

“Go with me?” “As long as you hold my hand.”

“Is there a reason you’re blushing like that?” 

“Have you seen my hoodie?” “Nooo.” “You’re wearing it, aren’t you?”

“Have you always been this beautiful?”

“OH you’re jealous!”

“Can we stay like this forever?”

“Please just kiss me already.”

“I think you might be my soulmate.”

“Sleep over? Please?”

“Are we on a date right now?”

“I think I’m in love with you.”

“He’s so pretty I think I’m gonna faint.”

“Are you flirting with me?” “You finally noticed?”

“Am I your lockscreen?” “You weren’t supposed to see that.”

“I missed you so much.”

“Do you think the moon is jealous of how pretty you are?”

“I’m here for you.”

“I wish we could live together already.”

MISC

“All I do is drink coffee and say bad words.”

“Quit touching me, your feet are cold!”

“I think I just ripped my pants.”

“Sharing is caring, now give me the hoodie!”

“Can I pet your dog?” “Do I know you?”

“Did you seriously just get your foot stuck in a toilet?” “Maybe.”

“If I die, I’m haunting you first.”

“But I’ve never told you that before.” 

“Stop being grumpy, it’s lame.”

“So, uh, I locked the keys in the car.”

“Is the cat in a onesie?” “Uh, no?

“Can we please stop running? I think I’m dying.”

“You come here often?” “Well, I work here. So I think I’d have to say ‘yes’.”

“Aren’t we supposed to be working?”

“Give me attention.”

“YOU SAID TO BE HONEST STOP HITTING ME!”

“Okay, so maybe I didn’t see that coming.”

“I’m too sober for this.” “You don’t even drink.” “Maybe I should start.”

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resonatingmuses‌:

Him and Jude were just two peas in a pod, weren’t they? Their friends did say they were similar. That would be why it was so easy for Ludger to be around him, and be his usual goofy self without restraint.

The smile grew as he handed the mug back to Jude. “You may.” Though, if Jude was still tired the next coffee would be decaf. Ludger had seen Julius burn the midnight oil plenty of times, and how hard it hit him down the road. 

“It’d be a good way to take a break. Everyone wants to make sure you didn’t keel over while still in your lab coat after all.”

There comes a sigh of relief when the mug is returned to him. It was his only chance of enduring what the day might bring, lack of sleep and all. It had become a habit of his, perhaps too frequent. He really should get some rest. He knew that it had always worried Leia when they were younger, and there was no doubt there would be others worrying too, especially with what Ludger says next.  He pauses in his drinking, setting the coffee aside for a moment.

“Yeah. I had a feeling that was it,”

“Leia always did say I overworked myself.

Heh... I guess that really hasn’t changed.”

He pauses, just for a brief moment, lashes fluttering in a slow blink.

“Oh. Hey, Ludger...? Aren’t you going to have some, too?

I feel a little weird being the only one enjoying the coffee.”

And who knew how long they would be here talking like this. Had to wake up before going anywhere, unless they wanted him running into several people while in a zombie-like state.