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But ill keep it up for archive

I think ill be deactivating this account i think i wont go back to posting ever again

im liek, having such a realization after being away for a month just how bad all of this is for me and liek idk i dont wanna go back give me 4 more months

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boy who gaf 😭😭😭😭🙏

I think ill be deactivating this account i think i wont go back to posting ever again

im liek, having such a realization after being away for a month just how bad all of this is for me and liek idk i dont wanna go back give me 4 more months

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I think ill be deactivating this account i think i wont go back to posting ever again

im liek, having such a realization after being away for a month just how bad all of this is for me and liek idk i dont wanna go back give me 4 more months

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when i was a teenager it felt very revolutionary to be cruel to myself. like some kind of slow passive protest against how much everything hurt. i starved myself of sleep and food and tenderness because it felt right. it felt sharp and angry and radical and i wanted to be those things. adulthood is the realisation that the world is already working to cut into you well before you learn how to do it yourself. caring for yourself and others is the real protest

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WHEN SEASON TWO COMES BY AND THEY ANIMATE THIS ARC IM GOING TO McFUCKIN’ LOSE IT

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its just me, myself and my dead wife who haunts the narrative against the world

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★ 【_】 「 葬送まとめ6 」 ☆ ✔ republished w/permission ⊳ ⊳ follow me on twitter

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Himmel exemplifies the concept of chivalric love: loving chastely from afar, the beauty in the desiring but not in the possessing. He knew Frieren wouldn't--or couldn't--understand or return his feelings and he chose to love her anyway, to be the kind of person who left an indelible imprint on her heart.

Gah the tragedy of their relationship is so beautiful and poetic. That she only starts to realize what he meant to her after he's gone, only starts to put a name to the feelings she had for him after the fact, once it's too late.

Excuse me, Imma cry now.

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💍❤️

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good shit

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Suddenly, it's December by margaux paul

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“there are ex-tommyinnit fans out there studying medicine”

sir where did you ever get the idea that we’re ex inniters. it’s 2024 and we’re still scrolling the ctommy tag on tumblr dot com in our class break between anatomy and ochem. we’re still writing dsmp angst fic at four am because that’s the only time we don’t spend studying. our discord pfps in our study groups are still just matching cclingy icons our chronically online friend drew for us in march of 2021. your blorbo emotionally fucked us over so hard that we couldn’t escape even if we tried

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I know I sound like your mom but you kids need to stop fucking vaping

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Thinking about c!Tommy and religion, specifically the idea of c!Dream mocking him through the religion. Like I have this very specific scene/worldbuilding/comic idea in my head of Tommy talking about Prime and how you put your hands together above your head in a specific way to represent Prime (maybe like a crown because Twitch Prime subs y'know) and how you're supposed to take your hands apart before lowering them.

Lowering them without taking the crown apart is basically sacrilege because it's like. you're putting the crown from your head to your heart or something. I haven't thought it out 100% but it's basically saying "I'm so above all this and I'm basically more important than Prime, I'm the god who should be worshipped."

And so the idea is just like. During the prison escape, Dream makes this sign to taunt Tommy when he sees him. To basically just be like "I'm literally a god and I will always win". And then I explode inside because ohhhh dsmp worldbuilding I made up in my head

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Bro fell for the oldest trick in the book (Homosexuality in Politics).