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There’s two sides to everyone.

Summary: Everyone has a secret, and Hongjoong was no different.

Being an idol is tiring and as much as he loves his job sometimes he just needs the time to unwind and he found the most perfect way to do it which also brings extra money in.

Warnings: Ateez OT8 smut, bottom Kim Hongjoong, sub Kim Hongjoong, camboy Kim Hongjoong, secrets, Anal, Anal fingering, Exhibitionism, Anal gaping, Dildos, Sex toys, collars, degrading, dacryphillia, humiliation, under negotiated kink, nipple play, making out, begging, teasing, degrading, master kink, feminisation, filming, group sex, dirty talk.

Authors Note: I wrote this a while back but forgot to post it on here 😅 I don’t use tumblr a whole lot anymore so if you’d like to keep up with my content follow me on Twitter @/CherryCh4nnie_, 18+ only please <3

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Hongjoong was a strong and reliable leader.

He seemed to just have himself put together.

He was always there to guide his friends through practices and any issues they may come across in life and he always knew when to be serious and when to let loose.

The man was responsible and took his passion of being an idol very seriously and anyone could tell that his hard work has so clearly payed off, it showed in the way each member felt so comfortable around each other and combined their talents could create things so amazing.

He prided himself in being transparent and honest because at the end of the day there’s so many fake idols out there and he felt comfortable enough with his fans and group to be his true authentic self .

At least when it came to most things…

Everyone has a secret, and Hongjoong was no different.

Being an idol is tiring and as much as he loves his job sometimes he just needs the time to unwind and he found the most perfect way to do it which also brings extra money in.

No one would suspect a thing from responsible reliable Hongjoong so the members would never question when he took every opportunity to have a free dorm to himself.

They just thought he simply wanted to utilise the quiet space to finish up any work.

It wouldn’t even cross someone’s mind to think that Hongjoong was actually spending this time teasing his sensitive body, fucking his hole full with dildos that looked big enough to rip him apart and it definitely wouldn’t cross someone’s mind to think he would do this all in front of a camera.

When he realised the way his body heat up at the thought of people hungrily eyeing him through their screen, commenting the most dirty degrading things and suggesting more and more lewd things each time there was no way he wasn’t going to make the most of that.

After all he’s an attractive man in his 20’s and he’s horny as fuck.

Of course he had to be careful that nothing gave him away, blurring his face and throwing on different bed covers the fans have never seen before, even adding some decorations each time before he films to throw people off and his usually dominating personality went completely out the window.

Replaced by a whimpering desperate cock hungry slut, completely nude except for a black leather collar with the word ‘whore’ decorating it.

He’d be sobbing and drooling as he fucks himself with a thick dildo that’s at least 14 inches, the way it made his stomach bulge and his hole clench made him feel dizzy and he’d beg for the viewers to let him cum, babbling on and on about how good he feels being so dirty in front of them all.

This was a very different side of Hongjoong, well ‘sugar’ as his viewers would call him, but it was the side of Hongjoong that he loved the most.

On one cold winters night the members had decided to all go out for food, minus Hongjoong.

He used the same excuse that he was working on music but in reality he was dying to try the new dildo one of his viewers had sent him from his wish list .

It was a humungous thing decorated in ridges and veins created just to rub up against the right spots and it gets even better, the thing has multiple vibration settings that can be controlled from a remote.

He could almost cry thinking about it he was so fucking desperate to get it inside him.

The dark haired man was snapped out of his lewd thoughts by jongho snapping his fingers in front of his face.

“Hyung I said we’re leaving now. Are you sure you don’t want to come? You work too much.”

Joong smiled softly but politely declined the offer, telling the younger that he simply had too much to do and he would eat later, and with that the members left and Hongjoong was alone.

He wasn’t going to go live this time, although he was going to film a video.

Normally when trying out a toy so large for the first time he preferred to just take it all in without having to focus on comments.

His viewers loved when he’d later post a video of him coming completely undone.

He went through his normal routine of throwing his filming bedsheets on his bed and stringing up some fake vines and little lights behind him and then he worked on making himself all pretty, since he didn’t show his face the scandalous things he wore would more than make up for it, he kept it more simple today though deciding to go with his collar and Just a pretty thigh garter .

As much as his viewers loved lingerie they loved even more when they could have a clear view of his hole stuffed, cock twitching and rosey nipples raw from being teased .

He double checked the positioning of the camera before taking his position on the bed, sitting on his knees and pressing record.

“Fuck I’m so needy.”

His voice came as a drawn out whimper as his little hands grasped at his chest as if they were tits, slowly massaging them together before flicking at his perky nipples, hissing at the sensation.

“I’ve been thinking about you fucking me all day, filling me up with your big cock, fuck it makes me crazy. Why do you tease me so much.”

In reality he was the one teasing himself but he prided himself in dirty talking the viewers.

His cock pathetically twitched as he grinded his hips into thin air, already so desperate for some friction.

He’d slowly trace his fingers down his body seemingly going to grab his neglected cock then fake gasping and stopping instantly

“What do you mean I can’t touch my cock? Please master I’ll be so good.”

He begged out to no one, eyes full of desperation before speaking again

“You want me to cum untouched ? With that thing?”

Pointing at his new toy he’d act shocked at the revelation

“I don’t know if it will fit it’s so big but I’ll try for you master, really wanna be good for you.”

Shuffling onto his back Hongjoong brought he’s knees up to his chest, presenting his puckered hole before squirting his fake cum lube generously to allow him to slowly press two fingers in.

“A-ah fuck.”

His voice stuttered as he began to stretch himself out, little breathy moans leaving his lips , he was dragging this out making his body unbelievably hot and desperate, the sloppy noises from his wet hole were so incredibly lewd only adding to the atmosphere.

The boy was shocked to realise he’d already added another two fingers without even thinking and he was now easily fucking his hole open.

“P-please master can I use ah fuck can I use the toy now?”

“I can?! T-thank you master.”

With a shaky breath would remove his fingers, whimpering at the loss of being filled but buzzing with excitement for what was next.

He drizzled the lube onto the dildo eyeing it hungrily, gliding his small hand up and down it mesmerised by how huge it looked in his tiny hands.

Getting back into position giving a clear view of his hole he lined the toy up slowly pushing the tip against his rim, circling it and applying the slightest amount of pressure as if he was going to push it in but just making his hole twitch desperately.

“Fuck it’s so big you’re going to break me.”

With that he began to push it in, the stretch instantly made him whine, he’d fucked himself with some monstrous dildos but nothing could compare to this one.

By the time he’d managed to get the toy snugly fit inside his ass he was already feeling dizzy.

When he started to thrust the thing his mouth hung open letting out the most pathetic sob.

God bless viewer that brought him this.

He thrust harshly and fast, punching loud moans out of himself and babbling incoherently.

The toy was gliding in and out of him and looking down he could see how much it was making his stomach bulge and it was making him insane.

The feeling of being filled so well made him delirious, it pressed against all the right spots filling him beyond what he even thought was possible and his hole was widely stretched, practically sucking the toy in.

Drool was dripping from his lips and tears dripped from his cheeks. He was sobbing out in pleasure and he hasn’t even turned the vibrator on.

“F- fuck I’m nngh so fucking full, ah ah ah m-master please use me f-feels so good my cunt is s-so nngh stuffed p-please. I’m your slut f-fuck.”

He babbled loudly through tears.

He was so lost in the moment, so caught up in the pleasure that he didn’t notice when the door opened.

Now the members weren’t supposed to be back this early but they ended up walking past a takeout and ordering from there instead to take home and eat with their leader, after all they thought he’s been working so hard lately .

The last thing they expected when they got home was to hear Hongjoong in his bedroom sobbing out like a bitch in heat.

Hongjoong was always reserved about his sex life they would have never thought he could be so lewd.

“Uh so do we just pretend like we can’t hear his moans through the whole dorm or do we say something?”

Yeosang questioned.

They all looked at each other a little flustered by the situation but before they could come to an agreement of course Wooyoung the menace he is opened the door.

Curiosity always got the best of him but nothing could have prepared any of them for what they would see.

Their leader utterly fucked out reduced to tears fucking himself with the biggest dildo known to man.

All eyes were on him and it wasn’t until they saw the camera it hit.

“HYUNG YOU'RE A CAMBOY?”

Of course Wooyoung would scream making Hongjoong jump and rush to cover himself, in the process he only pushed the dildo deeper inside making him yelp embarrassingly.

“I can explain.”

He looked up at them with scared eyes.

“What is there to explain joongie? We can see it with our own eyes. Who’d have thought our reliable Hongjoong is secretly a pathetic cockslut ? Sobbing over a silicone toy, and that size too ! How big is that thing I never expected you to be such a size queen.” Seonghwa spoke, a cold edge to his voice.

The normally so confident leader was looking down in embarrassment

“What would you do if Atiny found out hm? How many of them do you think have come across your dirty little videos? What would they think if they knew it’s you fucking yourself like a whore?”

San taunted.

All the members were now gathered around Hongjoong’s bed making him feel so small but his cock twitches humiliatingly.

As he opened his mouth about to try and defend himself he let out a broken moan.

Vibrations, so fucking strong.

He’d forgotten all about that damn remote but looking up at his friends he sees it in a smirking Seonghwa’s hand.

“T-too much Seonghwa t-turn it off ah please ah.”

To his embarrassment the toy continued to vibrate inside him.

Everyone was watching him with hungry eyes and he would be lying if he said it didn’t make him even hornier.

He felt fingers come to tug at his collar, yanking his head close to them to purr into his ear.

“Don’t even think of taking the toy out whore. Everyone else has seen you don’t you think it’s only fair we get a chance to play with you hm?”

Seonghwa’s words made his body shiver.

Yes yes yes this was so much better than being watched over a screen.

So much more dirty and thrilling, and the way they were talking to him made his brain short circuit but he couldn’t respond .

Just moan out like a slut.

As the vibrations suddenly got more intense the members cooed and laughed as he thrashed about

“P-please nngh so good wanna cum please let joongie cum ah m-masters.”

His eyes widened when he realised what he had just called his members…his friends.

But when he saw the way they looked at him he was reassured.

To his disappointment the vibrations stopped all together but he wasn’t disappointed for long because suddenly he had 7 pairs of hands all over him.

Manhandling him to their pleasing.

He felt his hands being pinned above his head by jongho, felt yeosang and Mingi trace circles around his nipples tauntingly slow and felt san and Seonghwa at his hole pushing two fingers in each besides the toy , stretching him beyond his comprehension but it felt so good.

He was putty in their hands.

Yunho had a hand tightly wrapped against Hongjoong’s achingly hard leaking cock and Wooyoung was capturing his lips in sloppy messy kisses, swallowing his broken moans.

God he felt so dizzy and when he felt vibrations start up again he thought he was going to go crazy.

“Look at the slut he likes being used so much.”

“Your hole is so greedy hyung, so fucking stretched we’ve ruined you for anyone else.”

“Look he’s crying how pathetic, fuck him harder.”

“He must fuck his cunt a lot it’s fucking taking all this so well. I bet he’s gone all loose how disgusting.”

“Look you can see it in his stomach.”

He was so overwhelmed and the lewd words only made him moan louder against Wooyoung.

It was too much yet everything he’d always dreamed of .

It was a level of pleasure he never thought was even possible for any human to feel but here he was getting absolutely wrecked.

His head was empty just the need to cum, god he needed to cum so badly.

Every part of his body felt like it was on fire, his nipples were now being tongued at ,his back was arching and San and Hwa were fucking him relentlessly , his face was covered in spit a mix of both his own and Wooyoung’s and then he could feel the vibrations speed up and oh god it’s too much.

“A-ah fuck please I can’t masters nngh p-please let joongie cum, I need to Ah cum so bad p-please please.”

He was positively sobbing at this point so when Yunho sped up his pace jerking his throbbing leaking cock and he heard jongho lean close whispering to him to

“Make a mess for us.”

That’s all he needed for his entire body to spasm, walls clenching, cock shooting cum all over his abdomen with an utterly debauched moan.

They fucked him through his orgasm until his sensitive body couldn’t take anymore and he panted dramatically trying to catch his breath and regather his thoughts.

Feeling the fingers leave his hole and then the dildo made him whine at the loss, his hole was gaping open , completely wrecked and leaking lube and he knew he’d feel this for at least the next week.

He was so satisfied, so tired.

He was only brought out of his daze when he heard yeosang speak softly.

“Hey Joongie ? You did so good for us yeah”

“Hm thank you sangie.”

He could feel his eyes getting heavy, I mean you can’t blame him after getting fucked that hard .

“Hey you know we’re going to have to talk more about this whole camboy thing, it’s insanely hot and we totally didn’t expect that from you but we need to be really careful with it .

What I’m saying is we need to minimise the risk of people finding out it’s you if this is something you want to carry on with.”

Seonghwa spoke.

“Already got it under control, just wanna sleep.”

The poor thing was all pouty and no one could say no to that.

So they’d carefully clean him up, allowing him to rest his spent body and softly kissing him before leaving him to sleep.

They left the room turning off the camera and scurrying away with it to watch the video and see what their precious leader was up to before they caught him in his little predicament and to jerk off , hoping that now they know joongie’s dirty little secret that they’d get a chance to fuck his ass, filling him with their hot cum and claiming him, leaving him covered in hickeys for all of his viewers to see.

First step is to find his channel ,they wanted to know all the other dirty things their leader was into and getting up to when they were all out .

Now they’ve had a taste they could never get enough.

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Not your average checkup.

Warnings: corruption, loss of virginity, forced feminisation, corruption, loss of innocence, dubcon, overstimulation, teasing, degrading, slut shaming, kitten as a pet name, doctors, medical exams, lying, betrayal,bottom Hongjoong, top Yunho, shyness, begging, dacryphilia, aftercare, hyung kink, masturbation.

Twitter: CherryCh4nnie

A03: PuppyBoyChan

Hongjoong stared at the email in shock, his face tinted pink as he tried to process what he’d just read.

Of course he was no stranger to checkups but this one was…. rather different.

This time was a checkup to see how his body reacted to sexual pleasure.

Joong was a virgin.

He’d always been far too busy with the group to experience anything like that.

He’d also had very little time to explore himself, having done nothing more than quickly jerking off to release some tension when he was feeling especially stressed.

He re-read over the context of the email. It said since all the members were currently in quarantine Hongjoong would have to carry out the exam himself, making sure to send a clear recording to his doctor so that he could assess his body’s reactions.

The thought of filming himself in such a vulnerable exposed state made the man flood with embarrassment yet a weird tingling in his abdomen was present.

The email also said that they would send him the equipment necessary for these tests,

a butt plug, fleshlight and a beaded dildo along with some lube.

Joong dreaded it.

He’d never had anything in his ass before, he’d always felt it was too lewd…

too embarrassing

but he supposed that was just his innocence through lack of experience showing.

When the package arrived in the mail he made sure to get to it before any of the other members could, although he’d been assured all the other members had undergone this test he was way too shameful to let them know it was his turn.

Well except for one member.

Him and Yunho had been close lately and the younger had seemingly picked up on how Hongjoong had been acting nervous lately so he approached the leader and ushered him to his room to talk.

The two sat on Yunho’s bed awkwardly.

Joong was glad to be quarantining with his members together this time but in this moment he wished that really wasn’t the case.

He closed his eyes taking a deep breath before speaking quietly.

“I-it’s my turn for the uh sexual pleasure response exam but since we’re quarantined I uhm…have to film it for the doctor.”

His face was flushed red and he stared down at his lap, fidgeting as he explained the situation.

“Is that what you’ve been so concerned about this whole time?

You know we’ve all done it right?

Plus it’s better you get to do it yourself and just film it.

Or would you prefer some doctor touching you?”

Yunho’s tone turned suggestive at the end of his sentence

causing Joong to choke on air.

“No way would I want some doctor touching me like that! I suppose you’re right…it’s just I’ve never you know.” He trailed off unable to say it.

“Never what? Fucked your ass before?”

Yunho chuckled watching as Hongjoong’s expression turned to one of horror.

“Don’t say it like that! But yeah…I haven’t.”

This was all so new to Hongjoong and he felt a little pathetic that him as their leader was going to one of their younger members about this.

“Don’t worry Joongie, just make sure you’re nice and wet, plenty of lube and use your fingers to stretch your hole out first before you put the toy in, that way it shouldn’t hurt .”

The leaders stomach did backflips listening to his friend speak about such a lewd thing so casual like he was giving advice on hair or something.

“Uh okay, thank you for the tips. But what about the whole uh… Filming thing? What if it leaks?”

He was so worried where the video could end up especially with Crazy fans managing to get hold of everything these days.

“Don’t worry, the medical platform is super secure. It will just be for the doctor.”

Hongjoong could have swore he saw Yunho smirk but put it down to just a twitch in his lips.

He didn’t want to carry on this awkward conversation anymore so he quickly thanked Yunho before heading to his room.

It’s better to get this done sooner than later he thought to himself.

He stripped off his shorts and underwear but decided to leave his jumper and thigh high socks on…for dignity.

Even if his entire cock and hole was exposed the clothes should still give him some dignity right?

He reached for his laptop turning on the webcam recorder

and then propped himself up on a stool, his ass was facing the camera showing off his tight hole and his cock hung down.

With a shaky breath he brought his hand to wrap around his cock to get himself worked up.

This feeling wasn’t new to him but the feeling of having a camera filming his most intimate parts definitely was.

It made his cock leak and his body flood with Shame.

Soft whimpers left his lips as he continued to slowly thrust into his hand almost getting lost in the pleasure before remembering what he was here to actually do.

He squirted a generous amount of lube on his fingers and began to rub them around his rim, subconsciously grinding his hips back, slowly slipping in one finger to get used to the feeling before adding another and thrusting gently to work himself open.

It was like nothing he’d ever felt before, the way his fingers slid in and out of his wet heat making lewd noises, stretching his hole deliciously and making him whimper so loud when he pressed against an unfamiliar bundle of nerves.

If he kept this up he’d cum any second.

He reached over for the butt plug, blushing when he saw the bright red jewel.

Some how the thought of someone seeing his hole stuffed with the thing was way more humiliating than the thought of someone seeing his hole clenched around his fingers.

Regardless he brought the tip of the plug to his twitching pink hole, gently pressing in, a fucked out moan leaving his lips as he felt his rim stretch around the cold metal before it was fit snug in his ass.

He decided this next part would be easier on the floor so he shakily stood from the stool, pushing it out of the way and crouching on the floor.

When he saw himself in the laptop screen he shuddered.

He looked like such a whore with his hole stuffed and cock hard and leaking.

Pushing aside his embarrassment he grabbed for the fleshlight, squirting lube inside the toy before bringing it to the tip of his cock, pushing down and whining when he felt the tightness around him.

He moved slowly at first, pumping the toy around his length almost as if he was being cautious before picking up his speed.

His legs were shaking with pleasure as the wet fleshlight repeatedly sucked his cock in, squelching with every movement making Hongjoong’s cheeks heat up.

He looked again in the laptop and whimpered when he saw himself.

He looked absolutely sinful, just the tops of his milky thighs exposed, hole stuffed and cock dripping in lube.

Each thrust into the fleshlight brought him closer and closer to his orgasm so he stopped before he could cum too soon.

Now was the part he was most nervous for.

He couldn’t sit and think about it for too long, after all the camera was still filming and he didn’t want the doctor to see him sat there naked and contemplating so with a nervous gulp he grabbed the beaded dildo.

Once again opening the bottle of lube he brought his knees up to his chest, shuffling closer to give the camera a better view of his hole as he carefully removed the plug, whimpering at the loss and the feeling of cold air hitting his gaping hole.

He dribbled a generous amount of lube on his entrance before coating the toy.

It was so long, must be at least 9 inches. He wondered to himself why he’d ever need to take the test with such a huge thing considering the average mans cock wasn’t even that big but the doctor knows best he guessed.

Fitting it however may be an issue.

With a deep breath he pushed the first three ridges past his rim, lips instantly parting to let a choked whimper fall from them.

He pushed it in further, the toy pressing against spots he didn’t even know existed, filling him up beyond comprehension and it wasn’t even half way in yet.

Tears formed in his eyes and he felt his head slip away, he just needed more more more.

Needed to be filled more.

He cursed at himself for not being able to control his obviously beyond needy state, feeling so embarrassed that his doctor would be watching this but he reminded himself that he was a professional.

After struggling for a while he managed to fit the entire toy up his ass, he was squirming and whimpering with each thrust of the thing.

He could feel the way the ridges pushed past his rim stretching him deliciously, so so deep inside him pushing up against his prostate making him dizzy.

Through his hazy brain he remembered to check the laptop screen again and noticed this wasn’t the best angle.

Without removing the toy from himself he stood up, legs feeling weak and he turned to face his bedroom window to stand up.

Thankfully he remembered to close his blinds.

Bending over, he checked behind him to make sure his hole was on good view before he continued to thrust the toy in and out of himself.

He never knew his being filled up could ever feel so good.

Now he understood why San and Wooyoung were always fucking.

He thought it to be excessive at first but god he wanted to feel like this all the time too.

He didn’t blame Wooyoung for always wanting his hole stuffed and fucked when it felt like you were on cloud 9.

The lewd noise of lube squelching and dripping from Hongjoong’s hole down his balls filled the room, as well as the sound of his completely debauched moans and whimpers.

You’d think he was sobbing with how ruined he sounded. For a minute he wished he could mute the audio when he sent the video but he knew sounds were a part of the reaction the doctor needed to assess.

He could feel himself getting close, his stomach bubbling up and cock twitching.

Without a second thought he wrapped his small hand around his length, pumping it desperately.

Picking up to a speed he didn’t even know was possible, constant moans being punched out of him and nothing on his mind other than the need to cum.

With a few more thrusts he released his load all over his hand wall and floor with a loud whine, he collapsed to the floor seeing white giving himself a minute to compose himself before hitting stop on the record button.

He couldn’t bring himself to watch the video before sending it to his doctor in an email as he sat on the floor in his mess of cum, head still feeling dizzy from the experience.

The more he thought back to it the more embarrassed he felt.

His doctor is going to see him like that.

Such a mess.

He tired to shake the thought out of his head but with how good he felt he just knew he looked so slutty in the video and the thought made heat rise to his cheeks.

He wasn’t a prude… just, shy about these things.

A week passed and he still hadn’t heard back from his doctor.

The man just assumed he was busy but that still didn’t help the burning feeling that was eating at him.

He couldn't keep it to himself any longer.

As embarrassing as it was all the other members had been through it too right?

So he decided to confide in Seonghwa.

At first when he entered the room he just curled up on the bed next to the man.

Not a single word spoken.

It wasn’t unusual for another member to just come and silently cuddle.

It was comforting, but after a while his voice piped up.

“Seonghwa?” He spoke timidly.

“Hm what’s up Joong?” Now the man was fully alert, shifting his weight so that he was looking at Hongjoong.

“So the other week it was my turn for the… you know”

He cleared his throat before continuing

“Sexual pleasure response exam, and since we were all quarantined I had to send a video but I’ve not had anything back yet and I just feel so weird about the whole thing.”

The elder looked at him weirdly, a puzzled expression on his face.

“Joong what sexual exam? We’ve never had such a thing.”

There was worry in his eyes and it caused Hongjoong to panic.

“What do you mean? Yunho said you’ve all done it?”

His voice shook as he thought about all of the possibilities.

Was this a saesang? Or was his doctor perhaps a pervert? Either way he felt humiliated.

“Yunho said that?

Maybe you should go and talk to him about this?

He might know something more but I really have never heard of this sexual exam.”

Defeated the younger thanked Seonghwa before walking to Yunho’s room, determined to get to the bottom of this.

As he got closer to the younger’s room he could hear the sound of moans.

He was going to turn back until it dawned on him.

Those weren’t Yunho’s moans.

They were his.

He froze in place trying to process what on earth was going on.

How did Yunho have a recording of his moans ?

Before he could think anymore he swung the mans door open gasping when he saw it.

Yunho was lay on his bed, cock in hand, jerking off to the video of Hongjoong.

He slammed his laptop shut at the sound of Joong’s arrival, looking like a deer caught in headlights.

“Joong I can explain I swear.”

The elder felt betrayed, humiliated.

“How do you have that video?”

Yunho took a deep breath in before he began to speak.

“I lied to you. There is no exam. I made a fake email because I wanted to see you all fucked out and pretty for me. I thought you’d be too embarrassed to speak to anyone about it other than me so you’d never find out but it turns out our Joongie isn’t so embarrassed after all.”

There was a teasing edge to his voice.

Hongjoong’s heart dropped.

This entire time his friend was in his room jerking off to a video of him.

Such a lewd intimate video of him.

Shame spread through his body though he could feel his cock stir only making him feel more confused.

“What do you mean not embarrassed?”

His voice was almost a whisper, he could barely bring himself to speak out loud.

Yunho walked towards him, still completely nude as Hongjoong tried to avert his eyes as to not look at his still hard cock.

The younger took a hand to softly caress Joong’s cheek making him flinch and blush.

“Well you see Joongie, if you really were so embarrassed you wouldn’t have been moaning like such a slut. Your hips wouldn’t have been grinding against that toy so desperately and you wouldn’t have been fucking yourself like a man starved of orgasm for years.”

He leaned closer and Hongjoong could feel his warm breath tickle his neck.

“You looked so fucking desperate kitten, so lewd. Your hole is so greedy taking that whole thing in like it was nothing.”

The leader shuddered at the words, the new pet name forming a whimper in his throat that he held back until he felt a soft pair of lips begin to softly suck at his neck.

He shouldn't give in really.

Yunho had lied to him.

But the way his lips and tongue moved so perfectly against his sweet spot made him crazy.

Besides he trusted Yunho…still for some reason.

Anyway it was better his hot friend saw him like that rather than an old doctor, he reasoned with himself.

He let himself go completely.

Submitting to the younger man, too horny to give it a second thought.

The lips moved up from his neck to press against his own, moving in unison in a sloppy make out session.

Without pulling apart Hongjoong was pushed to the bed and Yunho straddled his waist, on top of him beginning to grind his hard cock against Joong’s which was confined by the tight material of his jeans.

They pulled away just for a second so Yunho could slip Joong’s clothes off, the elder letting out a little gasp as the air hit his exposed body.

Before he knew it the lips were travelling back down his neck, down his chest and attaching to one of his sensitive pink buds making his back arch.

“F fuck Yunho.”

He whimpered.

It was barely anything yet almost too much for him.

He’d never been touched by another person before and his senses were so full of Yunho.

“Such a pretty thing aren’t you kitten? Just love having your body played with like this.”

Hongjoong just moaned in reply.

Now Yunho was flicking at both of his nipples, rolling them between his thumbs and pinching them so slightly sending shivers down Hongjoong’s spine.

“Bet you could cum just from me playing with your tits couldn’t you hm?”

Joong blushed bright red.

“T-they’re not tits I’m a man.”

His voice betrayed him coming out in a high pitched squeal as the younger twisted one of his nipples.

“They’re pretty and perky like tits though, bet they’d look so pretty in a little lacy bra. I’ll have to get you one, it’d go nicely with the butt plug I got you don’t you think?”

Hongjoong slightly cringed at the thought of Yunho picking out the red jewel plug while he was preparing for the whole thing but he couldn’t deny the thought turned him on.

“I’ve been thinking about this for so long, having you beneath me, whimpering and squirming. Fuck I almost came on the spot when I first saw that video, I never imagined you’d be such a fucking whore, your hole must be so hungry for a real cock hm? Bet you’ve been desperate for someone to come and fill your virgin hole.”

Yunho growled, harshly gripping at the boy flipping him over and positioning him on his hands and knees so he could admire him.

His hole twitched, he was so desperate but he hated to admit it.

His body was hot, so hot.

With shame, with want, with pleasure.

Yunho’s eyes burned into his naked body making him feel so small like prey being hunted by a predator.

“P-please don’t just look there…it’s embarrassing. At least do something”

He whined pathetically.

“Beg me.”

Joong choked on air spluttering at the words.

“Go on beg me to fuck your cunt, show me you deserve it.”

His eyes were dark and Hongjoong panicked as he moved away thinking he was just going to be left like that until I crossed his arms and watched the elder expectantly.

He was really about to swallow his pride all for some cock huh ?

Maybe he really was just some cock hungry slut.

After all he is about to let his friend who tricked him into sending him a lewd video of himself take his virginity.

What’s not slutty about that?

He reached his hands down to grab his ass cheeks, spreading himself wide, showing his hole off to the younger man.

“Please hyung, please please fuck me, please take my virginity, please I wanna feel your cock, please stuff my slutty cunt.”

Hongjoong himself was surprised when the ‘Hyung’ had slipped out but in the moment it just felt so right.

To his delight it drove Yunho wild.

He harshly brought his hand down, slapping the elders ass, leaving a bright red mark before he soothingly rubbed his huge hand against it, slightly pulling to expose his hole.

“Hyung huh? Fucking hell Hongjoong you’re going to be the death of me. What’d everyone say if they saw you like this? All spread out calling his dongsaeng hyung, begging to be stuffed full. It’s pathetic don’t you think?”

Tears brimmed in the leaders eyes.

He had no idea words could have such an effect on him, especially such degrading ones.

His cock dribbled cum, so desperate for friction.

Thankfully it wasn’t long before Yunho had him with his cheek pressed to the mattress, cock buried deep in his tight ass, thrusting at an inhumane pace reducing him to a mess of sobs.

“Fucking dirty slut, your hole just sucks my cock in so well.

Bet this feels so much better than that toy.”

He was right,

Whilst the toy was 9 inch, Yunho was thick.

His cock stretched Hongjoong more than he thought was even possible for him to take, each drag against his walls he could feel every vein in his shaft.

Every thrust hit his prostate dead on, he felt so fucking good he couldn’t even think anymore.

All the dirty words Yunho spat became nothing but background noise to his fucked out babbling.

Tears streamed down his face and he felt a coil in his stomach as he tensed up, clenching hard around Yunho’s cock, body convulsing as he came the hardest he ever had.

He didn’t even get a chance to come down from his high, the younger kept slamming into him, now grabbing his wrists and holding them behind his back, one large hand wrapping around Joong’s tiny wrists.

He screamed out in over stimulation.

Begging Yunho to stop, begging Yunho to carry on, speed up, fuck him harder.

The truth was he was so fucked out he didn’t even know what he wanted anymore.

All he knew was he’d never felt this amazing in his life.

“Taking me so well, such a good Kitty for hyung, fuck you were just made for my cock.”

With a few more thrusts Yunho was cumming deep inside of Hongjoong, slowly thrusting to ride out his high, watching with glassy lust filled eyes as his cum leaked from the elders puffy hole.

Hongjoong whimpered when Yunho pulled out, the oversensitivity making his body feel sore.

His chest rose up and down as he panted trying to regain composure.

What shocked him next was the soft hand on the small of his back, helping him to sit up slowly and another pressing a glass of water to his lips which he gratefully sipped.

After a few minutes Yunho spoke.

“Are you okay?”

This time his voice was soft, compared to how it was previously.

It surprised Joong how fast Yunho could switch up.

He expected him to just fuck him and leave.

“Of course I’m okay fuck, Yunho you just gave me the best orgasm of my life.”

Now it was Yunho’s turn to be shocked.

“I wasn’t too rough on you? I mean that was your first time, oh god I’m so sorry I really should have been more gentle. You aren’t mad at me for lying?”

Hongjoong thought back to how he got in this situation in the first place, he thought about how timid he felt and how wrong it was of Yunho.

He spoke carefully now.

“Tell me honestly Yunho, why did you do it?”

Once he understood then he’d know if he should be mad or not.

The younger took a deep breath

“Truthfully…I couldn’t stop thinking about you at first it was just thoughts of wanting to be with you, wanting to hold you tight in my arms and love you but then I started thinking about how perfect you’d look on my cock. I kept dreaming about you and fuck I know it was wrong but I just got into this horny haze. I didn’t know how to go about it, I should have just told you I like you and took it from there and made your first time special but instead I betrayed you and I’m sorry if you don’t wanna look at me anymore.”

Was it wrong for Hongjoong to find this kind of funny?

The fact that Yunho was such a mess his idea to get Hongjoong was sending a fake doctor email and corrupting him.

“Yunho… I like you too. You could have just told me. I’m not mad at you but god are you a fucking idiot.”

Hongjoong giggled, leaning towards Yunho to give him a soft kiss on his lips.

The youngers smile could almost melt him, it was almost unbelievable that he’d just been ploughing into him and degrading him like there’s no tomorrow.

“Well then Hongjoong, would you give this idiot the chance to be your boyfriend?”

Hongjoong pulled Yunho down onto the mattress in a tight hug.

“I thought you’d never ask.”

[xxbangchansidedishxx]

Pillow princess Mingi.

Warnings: Smut, forced Feminization, degrading, nipple play, size difference, Bottom Mingi, Top San, name calling, dirty talk, rough sex, creampie, cum eating, pet names, dacryphelia, teasing, butt plugs, cockslut.

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This is just a Drabble I posted to Twitter and decided to post here.

-Twitter: CherryCh4nnie

-Ao3: PuppyBoyChan

“Do you want it hm?”

Mingi Looked up at the elder with glassy eyes and his face blushed.

A soft whimper leaving his lips when San slipped his lubed up cock between his cheeks, letting it rub against his hole making it twitch and clench around nothing.

“I said do you want it princess?”

The rapper burned up at the pet name feeling his cock twitch. He didn’t trust his voice to speak but he couldn’t take the teasing anymore.

Defeated he squeaked out

“P-please Sannie, want it so bad.”

San just chuckled stopping his movements and instead gliding his hands up the youngers buff body to toy with his perked up nipples.

“You have such pretty tits Darling.”

He would tease squeezing the soft muscle and pressing them together to create cleavage.

The boy below him was squirming and protesting.

He shouldn’t be getting so turned on by this, they weren’t tits he was a man.

But the way Sxn was speaking to him and touching him expertly made heat coil up in his stomach even if he was ashamed to admit it.

“You love it really don’t you princess?I bet you could cum just by me playing with your nipples, maybe next time we can dress you up in a pretty bralette and I can fuck your pretty tits hm?

Would you like that ?”

The thought made Mingi Whimper out loud and his body arched.

He desperately needed to be fucked.

It was cruel for San to tease him like this really but can you blame him?

The sight of the tall buff man falling apart for him was mouth watering.

The way his face flushed, messy hair stuck to his forehead with sweat and plump pink lips hung open as he let out the most sinful deep moans and occasionally whimpers.

The way his body squirmed with need and tears started to fall down his cheeks as he begged and begged to be filled up.

“S-Sannie please I nngh need it s-so bad.”

His voice came out as a desperate plead.

He’d been so good really, so who was San to deny him?

He’d push his cock into the rappers hole agonisingly slowly, feeling the tight warmth suck him in he’d growl low in his throat.

They looked a sight with Mingi’s long legs thrown over the shorter mans shoulders as veiny hands were tightly gripping his waist, definitely enough to bruise to hold him in place.

San would begin to thrust rough and deep, making Mingi Cry out.

He sounded positively wrecked.

Debauched moans and sobs leaving his lips with every thrust.

“Doing so good for me hm? God it was like you were made to take my cock. My perfect little fuck toy. I wonder what people would say if they saw you completely ruined for me?”

San’s voice was low and the lewd words dripped off his tongue.

“Mmh am your good boy S-Sannie, f-fuck feels so good.”

Encouraged, San picked up his pace, now wrapping one hand around the others red leaking cock and jacking him off fast making his back arch and causing him to yell out.

“You’ve got such a huge cock it’s pathetic you could never fucking use it.

I bet you wouldn’t even be able to fuck me if you tried.

Instead you’ll have to make do with me filling you up.

You love having your slutty hole stuffed so much don’t you princess? Bet you never want it to end.”

The dirty words were the last straw for Mingi,with a broken moan his body convulsed as he shot ribbons of cum all over his abs.

Still thrusting into him San would collect some of the cum on his fingers, bringing them up to the panting overstimulated boys soft lips and rubbing them making them all messy before demanding him to suck.

He’d swirl his tongue around the digits, lapping his cum up like it was the best thing he’d ever tasted.

The image was so sinful that with a final thrust San would cum deep inside him, slowly thrusting a few more times to fuck his cum back into him before slipping his cock out, the rapper whimpering at the empty feeling.

“S-Sannie.” He’d pant

“Wanna keep your cum inside.”

God this boy was going to be the death of him.

San would reach in the bedroom draw for

Mingi’s blue jewel plug, rubbing it on his rim teasingly before stuffing it in his hole before any more of his cum leaked out.

The boy would sigh contently, holding his arms out gesturing for San to come and lay his head on his pillowy chest to which the blonde happily complied.

Although they were both sticky and sweaty they were content.

“You did so well for me darling.”

San would say, his voice soft as he props himself up to place a gentle kiss to the others lips, the salty taste of cum still present making his head slightly dizzy.

He’d place his head back on Mingis chest snuggling closer to him, wrapped in his embrace.

With heavy eyes and sleep taking over his body the younger would breathe out a slurred

“Thank you Sannie”

Before the two drifted to sleep.

[xxbangchansidedishxx]

So long and goodnight

Vent fic-

Cw:

Suicide, eating disorders, self blame, self harm, self hatred, overdose.

Hongjoong stepped out from the steamy shower, the cold air hitting his skin instantly sending shivers through his body.

He wanted nothing more than to just get dressed and collapse into bed but his reflection caught his attention.

He stared at the figure looking back at him, lifeless eyes, dark circles and cheeks sunken in.

He looked like he was falling apart and truth be told he was.

His hair was thin and broken, he liked to tell himself that it was falling out because of the countless times the stylists had dyed it but he knew that wasn’t the case.

Truth be told they had stopped dying his hair months ago after noticing how much was falling out but it never stopped.

His bones protruded through his pale yellowing skin, bruised from the slightest knock.

Worst of all we’re his thighs, littered in an assortment of cuts and scars.

He was wasting away but no matter how much his bones stuck out or how butchered he left his skin it wasn’t enough.

He could see how sickly he looked but his brain told him that he was drowning in layers of fat and he deserved every self inflicted injury on his body.

“Hongjoong, hurry up in the bathroom I need to shower.”

Seonghwa’s voice snapped him out from his daze and he rushed to throw his baggy clothes on before opening the door and muttering an apology, eyes not leaving the floor as he walked towards his room.

Truth be told he couldn’t look his members in the eyes anymore.

He avoided them like the plague.

He didn’t want them to realise what a mess he had become.

Of course he had to see them sometimes at practice and back at the dorm but he took steps to avoid them as best as he could.

Staying late nights at the company working on music, going for walks at meal times telling them he was meeting up with old friends for food when in fact he wasn’t eating anything at all and pretending to be asleep before Seonghwa came to their shared room to avoid conversation.

It was pathetic really but he couldn’t let them see how he had failed .

Of course he felt lonely, his heart ached and it wasn’t just from the muscle wasting away from his lack of nutrients.

It ached for his friends back but he couldn’t drag them down with him.

He let out a shaky sigh as he lay down in his bed, wincing at the feeling of his hipbone digging into the mattress.

He thought about the old times back when everything was okay.

How they would all sit around the table together laughing into early hours of the morning as they shared fried chicken and soju.

He would do anything to go back but he knew he was too far gone.

He’d really lost everything.

They’d given up on asking him what was wrong, he assumed they just thought that he was simply over it all.

Over the idol life and over their friendship but that couldn’t be further from the truth.

If only he told them before it got this bad.

When he had a chance to recover but now he was well and truly done for.

A shell of who he used to be and he couldn’t no matter how hard he tried he couldn’t get better.

The thought of it alone sent him into a state of panic, he couldn’t imagine sitting the members down and telling them how terrified he was to eat, how depressed he felt and how he just wanted to end it all. He couldn’t deal with the pity and he didn’t want to worry them like that.

So instead he decided to do the only thing he could think of to get him out of this situation.

He was going to kill himself.

As he heard the bedroom door open he snapped his eyes shut pretending to be deep in sleep.

He listened as Seonghwa shuffled over to his bed, pulling the duvet over his tiny frame brushing his hair out of his face placing a soft kiss on his forehead and he fought the urge to breakdown.

Deep down he knew the elder loved him, he had been told a year ago by Yunho but he chose to ignore it.

He wasn’t good enough for him no matter how much he wished he could just tell him how he loved him back, how he wished to kiss him until their lips burned and whisper sweet nothings into the night as they lay intertwined he couldn’t be selfish and let him date a broken man.

As the soft lips left his forehead he felt his heart shatter.

“I wish you would tell us what’s wrong Joongie.”

He felt like he had been punched in the gut.

He was hurting everyone.

The sooner he was gone the better.

That night he lay there listening to other man’s steady breaths trying to match his own breathing to the rhythm until he eventually fell asleep.

When morning came he was awoken by sunlight peaking through the curtains.

Once feeling the warmth against his skin would make him glow with joy but now he just felt numb.

It was Sunday.

They all had a day off from schedules and the members had decided to go bowling together, of course Hongjoong declined making the excuse he had some tweaks to do to a song he was writing.

It wasn’t unusual for Joong to make this excuse so when he did nobody batted an eyelash, although he could have sworn he saw Seonghwa’s face fall so slightly deliberating something in his head for a minute before heading out the door to join the rest.

Finally he was alone.

It was time for him to put his plan into action.

He walked towards the kitchen grabbing the bottle of whiskey he was gifted but had yet to open and he grabbed a container of sleeping pills from the cabinet.

Sitting at the kitchen table he reached for a pen and notepad and began writing.

He couldn’t leave them without saying goodbye. No matter how distant they had been lately it was his own fault and they deserved an explanation especially Seonghwa, he couldn’t leave without telling him how much he truly loved him.

Besides it wouldn’t matter if they knew now since he wouldn’t be there to see their reactions.

His hand shook as he signed his name at the end of the letter tears pouring down his cheeks as he re read all of the emotions he had just poured out on paper before placing it in the middle of the table.

‘I guess this is it’

He thought to himself, popping open the container of pills and tipping them into his small shaky hand.

He gasped for air between sobs, he almost laughed at how pathetic he must look.

He took one last glance around the room, a dorm filled with memories.

He raised his hand and stuffed the handful of pills into his mouth, gagging at the bitter taste, he choked them down with the whiskey before ripping the remaining from the container into his mouth and washing them down the same way.

Now all he had to do was wait.

Now he knew how horrible it was to die from an overdose, of course he had done his research but nothing had prepared him for the gut wrenching pain he felt.

His body burned up sweating and he shivered violently, his stomach churned and twisted in pain and his head pounded as he felt himself slipping in and out of consciousness.

His surroundings a blur around him, he didn’t know what was happening and he didn’t care. All he knew was that he would be gone soon and that’s all that mattered.

He could hear the click of the front door and a soft deep voice call out for him.

“Joongie I came home early, I had a bad feeling….”

His ears rang and he gasped for air before his body went limp, head bashing against the kitchen table with a loud thud.

That’s how Seonghwa found him.

The elder ran towards the boy, desperate screams and sobs leaving his lips.

This couldn’t be real.

It was a bad dream.

Hongjoong would never kill himself.

He couldn’t be gone he just couldn’t.

He hugged his limp body close, sobbing against him in complete hysterics.

He dragged him from the chair onto the floor hovering above him, pressing his hands repeatedly to his still chest and pressing his lips against his breathing air into his mouth, desperately trying to get him to wake up but it wouldn’t work.

After an eternity of trying he collapsed into a mess on the floor besides his friends lifeless body, defeated and broken.

The man he loved was gone.

He felt numb he didn’t want to move but he knew he needed to call someone.

His hand reached for his phone calling San, staring at the scene in-front of him as he waited for him to pick up .

His voice came out no louder than a hoarse whisper between his broken cries,

“S-San-ah please bring everyone home, Hongjoong, he’s… he’s…”

He couldn’t bring himself to say it, he just choked on tears which was enough for the younger to understand.

He hung up now calling an ambulance knowing all he could do now was wait.

Wait for the members to come home and wait for the paramedics to come and take Hongjoong away from them forever.

Once again he took the lifeless boy into his arms, his thumb coming up to stroke his soft face.

This was the last time he would ever see him.

He kissed his forehead gently and brought him to rest his limp head on his chest, leaning down and whispering all the things he never got to tell him into his ear.

He told him how much he loved him, how he wanted to grow old with him in a little cottage in the country side, how he wanted to lay gazing at the stars with him feeling the soft summer night breeze as they smiled into soft kisses.

His heart broke knowing that he could never have that now and he blamed himself for not staying home despite having this horrible gut feeling. He hated himself for not getting home sooner after deciding to check on the boy and he hated himself for not pressing harder when he noticed there was something wrong.

Because of him Hongjoong was dead, he’d lost the love of his life, the members had lost a dear friend and the world had lost a bright talented light and he would never forgive himself.

[xxbangchansidedishxx]

The hardest part of this is leaving you- Minsung

-Major character death.

Jisung had noticed over time his husband Minho had began to act strange.

More distant.

The elder used to come home from work placing soft kisses all over Jisung’s beautiful blushed cheeks before capturing his lips in the most gentle kiss.

They would have regular movie nights where instead of paying attention Minho would be caught gazing lovingly at Jisung and the way he would contently munch on a slice of pizza, his head rested on his lovers chest feeling so safe in his arms.

But things were different now.

Jisung assumed Minho had fallen out of love and the thought was heartbreaking to him but he couldn’t live his life pretending everything was okay anymore.

He couldn’t go on pretending things between the two of them were okay so he decided that night he would confront him.

It was late and Minho had just gotten home from work, he looked truly exhausted and worn down.

As he was just about to turn towards the bathroom to get himself ready for bed he heard Jisung call out.

“Lee Know I need to talk to you.”

The elder mentally cursed, sighing before sitting next to the younger.

“You seem like you have been avoiding me lately is everything between us okay?”

He could hear the thickness in the younger’s voice, almost like he was trying not to cry and his heart shattered to a million pieces.

He should have told Jisung in the first place but he didn’t know how.

He just sat there in silence staring down at his own lap.

“Minho, it’s okay if you don’t love me anymore. Just please tell me so I can move on. I can’t keep doing this.”

That’s when the elder lost it.

Broken sobs leaving his lips and tears trickling down his face.

He could barely even get the words out but he owed it to his husband to tell him.

He loved him more than anything and he’d left it long enough .

It was selfish of him really but he didn’t know how to face this.

“Jisung, I-I love you so fucking much and I don’t know how to say this or how to even apologise for not telling you but I don’t have long left.”

The younger stopped in his tracks.

Did he hear that right?

It must have been a mistake because Minho surely couldn’t have said that but by the way he was clinging onto Jisung like his life depended on it and apologising between sobs suggested otherwise.

“Minho what do you mean you don’t have long left?”

His voice shook and threatened to break.

“The doctors said there’s nothing they can do.

I’m so sorry Jisungie.

The reason I’ve been avoiding you is to make things easier when I…”

“Don’t finish that sentence.”

Jisung cut him off, wiping away both of their tears with his sleeve and taking a deep breath before smiling the best he could.

If he didn’t have long left with his husband he was going to make sure they made the most of what time they had left. They couldn’t spend it crying and apologising they had to make it count .

The next few days were full of activities.

Baking cookies and laughing together as they booped each other on the nose with flower.

Having picnics under the stars, looking through old photos of memories they’ve shared together and sharing desperate kisses and even going to the arcade they went to on their first date taking photos of themselves in the most sickly sweet couple poses in the photobooth.

It was perfect.

When the night came it was like any other.

Minho lay with his head on the younger’s chest , listening to the soothing sound of his heartbeat and breathing in his warm scent, he wanted to lay like this forever.

He opened his eyes looking up at Jisung, his eyes full of sparkles and his face soft.

Jisung stared back with lovingly a hand so softly stroking his husbands fluffy purple hair with a fond smile on his lips.

He leaned down to so softly kiss Minho, savouring the taste of his lips.

The way they fit so perfectly, the warmth that came from his breath as their mouthes worked together slitting together like puzzle pieces.

They would pull apart cupping each other’s faces, pressing their foreheads together just taking each other in.

“Jisung im so tired.”

Minho’s voice almost slurred as he nuzzled his head into the crook of his husbands neck.

“Get some sleep hm darling?.”

His voice was comforting and the way he held Minho made his heart burn with appreciation for the boy.

“Mmhm okay Jisungie, I love you, goodnight.”

“Goodnight Lee Know I love you, always and forever.”

He placed a soft kiss on the elders forehead before they both drifted off to sleep.

Lee know would die that night.

Wrapped in Jisung’s ever loving embrace.

Although he knew he didn’t want to leave he felt a lot calmer than he thought he would when the time came. Perhaps it was due to the memories flashing past his head being full of Jisung .

He saw everything, the way they met, the way they slowly fell in love a shy awkward mess at first slowly opening up to each other and sharing their life together.

Their wedding day and Jisung’s beautiful smile, but the last thing he saw was a memory from not long ago.

In fact it was just two nights ago.

Him and Jisung sharing a passionate kiss under the stars hands slot so perfectly together and tears of overwhelming love and desperation to stay together wetting their cheeks. He slipped away to that thought, the thought of his husbands lips against his.

Letting out his last breath and collapsing further into Jisung’s warm body.

[xxbangchansidedishxx]

I’ll keep you my dirty little secret.

Hyunjin x jeongin

Tw: somnophilia, dubious consent, masturbation, recording someone asleep, sex toys, anal fingering, bottom Yang Jeongin, Top Hwang Hyunjin

Hyunjin couldn’t get the image out of his head.

He knew their maknae had grown up over the years but he’d never noticed how fucking hot he’d gotten.

That was until he heard something he wasn’t supposed to.

Innie thought the dorms were free so decided it was the perfect time to make himself fall apart on his favourite dildo.

It was thick with veins running along the shaft and it filled him so deliciously.

Sweat stuck his hair to his forehead and since he was home alone he let the soft grunts and whines leave his parted lips.

His cock bounced against his toned stomach twitching and leaking with cum.

He slowly trailed a hand up to his chest toying with his nipples, flicking and pinching at the sensitive pink buds.

A choked Mewl left his lips and he knew he was close.

Hyunjin could hear everything.

It was no secret the dorm walls were thin.

God that’s why everyone was so fucking sexually frustrated, they barely had any time to relieve themselves.

But !nn!e was the last one he expected to be doing something like this.

He’d always come across as quite innocent but the sounds of wetness and whining proved otherwise. Hyunjin let his head wonder.

Thinking about the younger’s tight pink hole stretched nicely around his cock, taking him in so well.

He’d feel so tight and warm around his cock and Hyunjin could make him feel so much better than a fucking toy could ever make him feel.

He knew it was wrong to think about his friend like this but how couldn’t he? He felt almost intoxicated by the images filling his head.

Innie sobbing overstimulated on his cock.

Innie on his knees, tongue out ready to take Hyunjin’s cum.

Innie all spread out for him covering his face in embarrassment as the elder prepped his hole.

He felt his own jeans begin to tighten and pressed a palm into his cock hissing at the sensation.

Sweet moans filled the dorm making the elder dizzy.

The maknae was now slurring words in his fucked out state.

Babbling on about how badly he wants to be fucked.

He could give him what he wanted.

The only problem was :

A) Jeongin thought he was alone.

B) It was his best friend there’s no way he would agree to that.

Hyunjin grunted as he continued to palm his erection, head thrown back and mind racing, all full of his best friend.

God this is so fucking wrong but it feels so good.

Hyunjin pressed down harder, listening as the younger approached his high hearing how his voice broke as he let out a strangled sob, panting and struggling to catch his breath after orgasm.

Hyunjin followed shortly behind cumming in his trousers feeling the sticky wetness make the material stick to his crotch and thighs. He felt dirty.

Did he really just get off to his best friend?

A small sigh left his lips as he ran a hand through his blonde hair.

Standing slowly to get himself cleaned up.

After cleaning up he noticed the youngers door was slightly open.

He couldn’t help but peak in. The younger was now sound asleep.

Looking so comfortable lay on the soft mattress.

No wonder he was sleeping he was probably tired out after earlier.

Hyunjin gulped the thoughts filling his head once again.

Just less than 20 minutes ago his friend was on that bed with a dildo buried deep in his ass. Before he knew it he was walking in ever so quietly and looking down at the boy.

His face was flushed pink and plump lips parted. He looked so peaceful.

He was only wearing boxers and an old shirt but he still managed to look so pretty.

The elders eyes shifted down to those shorts and he felt his dick twitch.

Oh god.

The curve of his ass looked so inviting, he just wanted to feel it against his hands.

He could feel his breathing get quicker and he gulped.

This is so wrong but….it wouldn’t hurt just this once right?

Carefully he slipped the maknae’s boxers down until they were round his ankles, practically drooling at the sight in front of him.

His stretched hole fluttered, clenching around nothing, Hyunjin was so desperate to feel his cock deep inside the younger.

His hands began to roam the boy’s perky ass, feeling the soft skin against his hands.

He couldn’t believe he was doing this right now.

He took his phone from his pocket and opened his camera hesitantly pressing record.

He would delete it after… he just wanted to rewatch it once, just once after his mind had calmed down a little.

He began to spread the younger open, exposing his stretched hole and he had to stop himself from moaning out loud.

It was so pink and he thought about what it would look like stretched around his cock.

He needed him so desperately.

He was drunk of yang Jeongin and he felt like he was going crazy.

He took his fingers into his mouth sucking his plump lips around them until they were nice and wet before rubbing at the maknae’s entrance making him stir in his sleep.

Fuck he had to be careful he didn’t wake up.

He had the palm of his hand resting on the younger’s cheek spreading him wide open while he prodded at his entrance with two slick fingers.

He could see the younger getting hard in his sleep his cock leaking and twitching but he knew in reality he couldn’t do anything about it.

He wished he could thrust his fingers all the way in. He wanted nothing more to be knuckle deep in the boy and watch him fall apart on his fingers alone.

Trying to hide his face so flushed and embarrassed.

He wanted to see the way his long fingers would disappear into his tight hole, he wanted to feel him clench around him and hear him beg to cum as his fingers curled into his sweet spot.

God he wanted him.

He was practically drooling.

He pressed the tip of his finger into the younger’s hole dragging it out again admiring the way his hole fluttered.

The younger began to squirm and murmur which caused Hyunjin to panic.

Without even thinking he shut his camera off and left the room,Face flushed red and guilt heavy in his chest.

Innie woke up not long after, pants around his ankles and his cock leaking and painfully hard.

‘That’s weird I thought I cleaned up before going to sleep’

He thought to himself, but put it down to post orgasm haziness. After all there was no other explanation for this right?

Meanwhile Hyunjin had taken to his bedroom and he was in a wreck.

He’d never been so horny in his life. The video of his best friend all spread out and exposed for him played on his phone.

He squeezed around his cock stopping himself from cumming making himself so sensitive. He whimpered and shuddered as he teased around his leaking tip.

He bit down hard onto his shirt before wrapping his hand fully around his length, trying to match the tightness of inn!e’s hole.

Not that he even knew what it felt like. He thrust into his hand at an erratic pace, desperately chasing his orgasm.

God if anyone knew they would think he was disgusting but he couldn’t help it.

It’s like something had taken over his body. His eyes were glassy as he focused on the video feeling his high approaching.

He watched as the tip of his finger disappeared into the younger’s hole which tipped him over edge.

He came the hardest he has ever cum all over his abdomen with a muffled cry, chest heaving to catch his breath.

It wasn’t until after he had cum he really felt guilty.

He couldn’t believe what he had just done. He really should delete that video and try to pretend it never happened but as his hand hovered over the delete button he couldn’t bring himself to do it.

Instead he added it to a hidden folder signing as he shut his phone off and stared at the ceiling thinking about what just happened.

-

Months passed and Hyunjin was still using the same video to get off… with some new additions.

He didn’t mean to do it again really but he couldn’t help it.

Couldn’t help but quietly sneak into the younger’s room when he was sleeping and play with his pretty body .

He had videos of him playing with the boys nipples which he soon learned were incredibly sensitive with the way he mewled out and bucked his hips in his sleep.

He even managed to suck the boy off without waking him, swallowing every drop of his cum and savouring the taste.

He was disgusting and he knew it but as long as no one else found out it was okay.

He just knew that he’d have to eventually return the pairs of cum covered boxers he had taken for himself to get off with.

He didn’t know how he’d been able to continue looking Innie in the eye round the dorm.

Or how he’d managed to stay so close to him after everything.

It was sick really how he was playing with his body like that then acting like nothing ever happened and cuddling up to his side to watch a movie.

But Innie just smiled that cute little smile at him, eyes sparkling full of admiration for his hyung.

He felt safe with him.

But of course he wasn’t stupid.

Unknown to Hyunjin the younger had woken up the third time the elder had decided to indulge himself.

He woke up to the elders tongue lapping his hole and he struggled to keep back the moans.

It felt better than anything he’d ever felt before.

He squeezed his eyes shut, trying so hard to pretend to be asleep still and thankfully the elder didn’t notice.

After that the younger had his fun with it.

Putting on cute lace panties before going to sleep as a surprise for his hyung and once even burying a pink gem but plug between his cheeks.

He ached to tell the elder that he knew. It was almost painful how desperate he was just to be filled by his cock, but what could he do ?

It had been months of this and he couldn’t exactly be like

“Oh yeah hyunnie, I know you’ve been playing with me in my ‘sleep’ and I’ve been teasing you to make it worse and actually want you to rail me into next Thursday.”

But he could pretend to be asleep again like he had time many times but this time wake up while the elder was pleasuring him and beg him to just fuck him.

But that way it might startle him.

However he was going to do it he just knew eventually Hyunjin would be his.

Weather it was this week, next month or next year he would have Hwang Hyunjin all to himself and that’s all that mattered.

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Sex Demon: Hyunjin X Jeongin.

Tw: demon Hyunjin , human Jeongin, pet names, catholic themes, corruption, humiliation, dubcon.

For a while now this has been happening and Jeongin didn’t know why. Ever since his friend showed him this one legend about sex demons his body felt hot and bothered and his head was plagued by lewd thoughts. He tried desperately to shake this off but no matter how much he prayed to his lord nothing worked and he didn’t understand why. He’s always had faith that the lord would help him in times of temptation, help him to lean away from sin but this time it was different. It was like he didn’t even have control over his body anymore and he hated it. He knew it was wrong to have these thoughts, he knew the lord would punish him but the boy still had faith that he would get into heaven. To anyone Jeongin seemed like the perfect catholic, he attended church daily, never broke his values, wore a cross proudly and always remembered to thank god for everything he had. The only problem was these damn thoughts. It was so bad he could barely focus which is how he got into this situation. Jeongin was lay in his bed squirming, his thighs pressed tightly together and his cock hard and leaking through his pyjama bottoms, he gasped for air trying to steady his breathing praying for his boner to just go away and for the thoughts to stop. The bible said it was wrong to touch yourself so Jeongin would never do that all he could do is keep his eyes shut tightly and pray. He prayed for forgiveness for having these thoughts, he prayed to be saved but when he opened his eyes he froze.

Standing above him was the most gorgeous creature he had ever seen, his skin glowed like honey and his features fit so perfectly, face framed by long dark hair and his body slim and muscular. Their eyes met and the creature smirked, the human was hypnotised by his eyes, of course he was Hyunjin was a sex demon after all, even his scent was enticing. The demon walked towards the boy softly grazing his thumb over the soft warm flesh of his cheek.

“Hello Jeongin.” His voice was silky and soft

“H-how do you know my name?” He was afraid it was written all over his face but he couldn’t bring himself to move.

The demon just chuckled.

“I’ve been following you for quite a while now Innie. Filling your pretty little head with those nasty thoughts, making you so desperate all for me to corrupt. I thought you would have caught on by now after your friend showed you the legend about my kind.”

The youngers mouth hung open in shock. A sex demon?

He brought his hand up to his cross necklace grasping it tightly in his hand and muttering under his breath.

‘Cute’ Hyunjin thought. This human thinks he can be saved? Never in all the years of sex demons existing had any human been able to escape their grasp.

The demon moved closer now on top of the boy using his hands to prop him up on the bed.

“Come on, I know how much you want this, I’ve seen you every night desperate for some sort of relief whimpering all because of the pretty thoughts I filled your head with. Come on Jeongin let me make you feel good.” He whispered the last part into the boys ear making him shudder and bite his lip.

“T- this is wrong. I can’t.” He stuttered feeling helpless beneath the demon.

“Come on Innie, not even a kiss?” He moved closer again his lips plump and pink so close to Jeongin’s now and he couldn’t help himself. It was too much, the demons sweet yet spicy scent drove him crazy and he closes the distance between them melting into the kiss. This is exactly what Hyunjin wanted. Jeongin whimpered pathetically against the elder his lips moving so deliciously against his, intoxicating him making his mind go blank when he felt his tongue explore every inch of his mouth.

It was making him completely feral like something had switched in his brain and all he wanted was for the creature to ruin him. They pulled apart to catch their breaths and Jeongin whispered a quiet ‘please’

“Please what, tell me pretty human what do you want hm?”

Hyunjin’s hands began to roam over the boys torso feeling his defined abs making him blush before ripping open his shirt to toy with his nipples making him whine.

“P- please ruin me, claim me fuck please just do whatever you want.” He was shocked to hear these words come from his own mouth but he couldn’t dwell on it for long because the way Hyunjin flicked at his sensitive nipples made him mewl and his thoughts were lost in pleasure.

“You know angel if I fuck you there’s no way you are getting into heaven. You turn into one of us.”

Jeongin was too far gone to care he wanted feel Hyunjin inside him he wanted to be filled up by every single inch of him and his brain was far too needy to process any of the consequences.

“Please.” He whimpered again and that’s all the demon needed to hear.

In a split second Hyunjin had both of their clothes removed leaving the younger speechless at the size of his cock. It was impossibly huge with veins running down the length. He watched in awe as the demon began to thrust slowly into his own hand producing a slick sticky substance that lubed up his cock .

Suddenly he could feel strong hands spread his legs wide showing off his pink puckered hole. Only there were no hands to be seen, he didn’t question it though, knowing Hyunjin Is a demon It must just be one of those things.

“You have the prettiest hole angel. So tight and pink. All spread out for me. Your last moments as a human spent being a little cockslut and shattering years worth of faith all because you are so needy.”

He just moaned in agreement at the degrading words, he was hypnotised by the demon and every second his innocence was leaving his body. He felt Hyunjin line his thick cock up with his entrance before pressing in agonisingly slow. The stretch burned but filled him up so good and after a moment of adjusting it felt much more comfortable… at least for the second it did. Much to Jeongin’s surprise Hyunjin’s cock started to expand inside of him stretching him impossibly wide making tears roll down his cheeks.

“Shh be a good little slut I know you can take it.”

Jeongin felt those same invisible hands pin his arms above his head making him completely helpless.

Hyunjin began to slam into the boy making him scream in a mix of pain and pleasure. Never in his life had he felt this good before and now he’d had a taste he never wanted it to stop. Who knew sinning would feel so fucking good. All his morals and faith thrown out of the window now too hypnotised by the demon and the way his cock was slamming into his sweet spot so deliciously . He yelled out blasphemous profanities through choked out moans.

“G- god your cock fuck s-so good Hyunjin n-need more agh faster.”

The demon admired how much he had corrupted the boy, his cheeks tinted pink stained with tears his cock hard and leaking against his stomach and constantly blabbering in pleasure. He let his cock grow inside the boy again capturing his lips in a messy lust filled kiss swallowing his whimpers.

“Look at how fucking slutty you look angel. Your God would be ashamed of you. You can’t get enough of it can you? You love being a dirty little sinner don’t you? Love your pretty hole being stretched by my cock like this.”

His voice was venomous and came out as a growl and he placed his actual hands on the fucked out boys hips to slam in harsher.

“F fuck yes I love it so much Hyunjin s so good nngh.”

He was definitely no angel anymore.

His messy hair stuck to his head with sweat and his eyes rolled back, constant lewd sounds leaving his lips,drooling pathetically. This felt so much better than heaven.

He felt his body get hot and bubbles rise in his stomach.

“H Hyunjin I’m gonna nngh f fuck.”

He shot ribbons of cum all over himself with a strangled cry.

Shaking as the demon continued to fuck into him chasing his high. He blabbered on and on about how it was too much, about how it felt too good but Hyunjin just soothed the boy, his voice laced with face concern. A few more thrusts and Hyunjin came inside Jeongin painting the youngers walls with sticky cum slowly pulling his cock out and watching the strings of slick break. The boy panted coming down from his high and he could feel the cum leak from his ruined little hole down his thighs making a mess on the sheets. Hyunjin looked into his eyes watching as they changed, becoming dark and feral like his own. He could smell his scent begin to change to that of a stronger one chocolatey and sweet and his body adjust to his newly found demon status. He leaned down to place a rough dirty kiss to the boys lips, this time being met with the same feral attitude. When pulling away they both noticed each other was now sporting a new mark on the side of their neck. Matching to show that they were now bound together for eternity. An eternity together of looking for other innocent humans to assign new demons to corrupt and ruin just like he did with Innie. It wasn’t the life Jeongin expected but now he’s had a taste he wouldn’t have it any other way.

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Hyunjin Drabble

Tw: degrading terms, sub Hyunjin, teasing.

-short from my Twitter

Subby Hyunjin with a big useless cock. So thick and perfect to fill someone up with but he has no idea to use it. He just sits with tears in his eyes as his Dom makes fun of how pathetic it is that he’s got such a big cock but doesn’t put it to good use. The words would Make him achingly hard, embarrassingly hard. His cheeks would flush red and he would look up at his Dom with big pleading eyes. “Does my little slut want me touch him hm? Want me to make your pathetic useless cock feel good?”

He would just let out a whimper and buck his hips in response. Completely lost in his subby headspace and whining loudly when he felt a hand wrap around his thick length slowly moving down the length and squeezing teasingly at the base making his body twitch and waves of pleasure to shoot through his body .

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Bang Chan- Worked up

Tw: porn, masturbation, milking.

-Twitter Drabble-

Thinking of Chan watching a movie with a very raunchy sex scene and him turning all red at the sight. His breath hitches and he bites his lip as he watches the scene unfold in front of him. He feels his cock twitch in his jeans and takes a hand to palm himself letting out

a low needy grunt. He’s too far gone to finish his movie . He pauses it and grabs his phone to search for porn and he finally decides on a video where it’s focused on a girl getting her perky tits played with and her wet pussy rubbed and slapped.

He takes out his cock and slowly runs his fingers across the sensitive vein before grabbing his entire shaft and thrusting into his hand. Moans and grunts tumble from his lips and his hair sticks to his forehead with sweat. He’s probably being too loud

the grunting along with the wet noises and the porn were a dead giveaway but he didn’t care. It’s not like the members haven’t walked in on each other before. He sped up his movement body shaking in pleasure before he suddenly jolts and shoots ribbons of cum all over his abs.

He smears it around his toned stomach making his abs glisten before he picks up his softening cock again to toy with the tip, milking himself of any cum he has left. After he lays there all sensitive panting and a mess as he comes down from his high.

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Camboy-Felix

Tw: teasing, fingering, masturbation, dirty talk, nipple play, cum play, dress up.

-Twitter Drabble-

Pretty camboy Felix who gets all dressed up in fairy wings and pink lace panties. Giggling cutely as he turns around on his hands and knees showing off his tight pink hole to the camera. Spreading his cheeks and teasing himself with his tiny lubed up fingers making his hole wet and glisten. Slowly pushing his little fingers inside himself whimpering as he feels the stretch. After a while he would turn back to the camera to read the comments which were requesting him to do all sorts of dirty things.

-fuck pretty fairy your hole is so tight

-play with your nipples for us kitten

-I bet his cock is aching to release

Felix whimpered at the comments before speaking.

“Hmm you guys want me to play with my nipples? They’re so sensitive don’t think I’ll last but if that’s what you guys want..”

He would flash a cute smile as he trailed his hands up to his chest and began to flick and rub at the little hard buds instantly falling apart. “Nngh f-feels too good.”

He was desperately groping his chest and his cock was now leaking and twitching. He knew he wouldn’t last much longer.

His body shook and he whimpered as his cock squirted cum all over his abdomen. He would collect it on his hand and turn again showing his hole to the camera and he would begin fucking his own cum into himself.

“Fuck I bet you guys wish you could fuck me with your cum like this.”

He would speed up and the comments were going crazy . With all his movement glitter was falling from his pretty wings making his skin sparkle . With a few more thrusts Felix could feel his body jolt as he came again and he would be panting and whimpering from the overstimulation.

“F fairy is tired.” His voice stuttered as he still came down from his high “f fuck I’m too sensitive.”

He giggled at all the comments talking about how pretty and ruined he was.

“Thank you for playing with me today guys I had so much fun. I’ll see you on the next stream!”

He flashed a cute smile at the camera before winking and ending the session .

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Needy- Bang Chan

Twitter Drabble.

Tw: pillow grinding, cumming in pants, ot8 mentions.

Needy Chan rutting up against a pillow late at night at the dorms. Grunts and whimpers tumbling from his lips as he attempts to be quiet but the pleasure too much for him. His head would be filled with lewd thoughts and he would begin to rut faster

His body would shake and he would cry out as he released in his panties. He would pant as he tried to catch his breath and came down from his high. Everyone in the dorm heard his pathetic attempts of keeping moans from tumbling from his lips but no one ever said a word.

It was just silently known amongst them that the others were getting off to the sound of their leader desperately trying to cum.

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Girls Night- HyunLix

OT8 mentions

Tw: feminisation, use of pussy for boys, nipple play, getting caught.

Twitter Drabble.

Felix and Hyunjin locking all the boys out of their bedroom because it’s ‘girls night’ but little did the members know that girls night really was just the two of them sharing sloppy kisses and touching each other’s bodies all over giggling and letting out soft whimpers.

Hyunjin would be fingering Lix’s little tight hole with his long fingers. “Your pussy is so pretty taking my fingers like this baby.” Hyunjin would coo spreading the boys cheeks wider.

The members had no idea that was until Jisung came back from the store with snacks. He knew the two were having their girls night so he thought to take some snacks to them but when he opened the door he was greeted with the sight of the two hungrily making out and Hyunjin jerking both of their cocks in his big hand.

Jisung just froze watching the scene unfold unfold infront of him. He could hear the sloppy sounds of their lips together and their sticky cocks. He could hear their grunts and whimpers. When he finally came to his senses he let out a Yelp causing the two to jump and pull apart.

They looked like two deers caught in headlights.

“Jisung what the fuck.”

Hyunjin would scream a little too loudly now alerting the other members.

“I Uh I brought you snacks I’ll just … go.”

He turned to leave only to bump into the other members who had came to see

What the commotion was. Their eyes landed on the two pretty boys trying to cover themselves. “It’s uh it’s not what it looks like.”

Chan walked into the room with dark eyes .

“Not what it looks like hm? So you two aren’t in here fucking desperately getting off on each other

And telling us it’s a girls night? Is this what you’ve been doing the whole time? How fucking dirty.”

The two blushed and yelped when Chan brought a hand to strip the blanket from them. The tension in the air was almost choking them.

“How about you let me and the members use your pretty little holes hm? We will make you princesses feel so good.”

In no time Lix and Hyunjin were making out again while all the other members groped their pretty bodies . Hands everywhere. The two were whimpering as they felt the sensations everywhere. Fingers toying with their nipples, teasing their holes and spreading their cheeks wide apart slapping their holes before slowly thrusting fingers in and hands wrapped around their sensitive leaking cocks.

Girls night had just gotten better.

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Wet- Felix X Reader.

Tw: female Felix, female reader, lesbian, oral, breast play, piss, degrading names.

-I wrote this a few years ago so it’s in no way one of my best stories-

Reader POV :

I feel her hands firmly placed around my waist as I sit in the blonde girls lap slowly kissing her soft lips . This feeling is new to me . Her tounge glides against mine in a battle for dominance which she wins . Quiet breathy moans leave her lips between lust filled kisses , eager for more i start to grind against her. It's getting more heated hands are roaming everywhere and heavy breathing fills the room . Just the two of us here together . Sliding her black shirt over her head my eyes land upon her tits,they’re so pretty and perky and light freckles are dotted on them. I bite my lip in effort to hide my lust for her but she notices and giggles before pulling me back into a kiss. My hands rest on her breasts, unable to help myself I begin to pull them from her bra and toy with her hard nipples hoping she feels good. My kiss goes lower until I reach her neck sucking and biting all over leaving hickys until I find that one sweet spot they drives her crazy. Lower again my tounge swirls around her soft nipples while her hands have a firm grip of my ass . Slowly teasing to make her beg . She squirmes beneath me . My hands find my way to her jeans zip so I decide to slide those off innocently rubbing around her thighs 'please I need you ' her voice is shakey and desperate.

Hearing her alone sends volts of pleasure through me .

I can't wait any longer, I remove her panties and admire how wet she already is before licking around her sensitive core her hips bucking against my mouth

in the process I hum in satisfaction around her clit causing a strangled cry to leave her parted lips.

' please just fuck me I need you so bad .'

‘You sound like such a needy slut Lix.’

I tease watching a blush form on her freckled face.

I run my tounge over her tight pink hole before sliding it in slowly back and fourth. Sighs of pleasure leave Felix’s lips so I decide to pick up my pace. Her warmth around my tounge is enough to drive me crazy. While I continue to work on her pussy I begin to play with my own rubbing fast circles into my clit causing me to moan into her core the vibrations driving her crazy. Slipping two fingers inside my own hole I also pump two in and out of her dripping hole as I suck on her sensitive clit .

‘Ugh fuck baby I'm right ugh... Ugh gonna cum f-faster.’

I'm now going at a rapid pace our moaning getting louder and louder along with the lewd wet noises . I feel her walls press tightly around my fingers and watch as her body begins to shake as a mix of cum and piss squirts from her pussy.

‘Fuck you are so pretty like that Lixie. All fucked out and covered in your own piss. Such a dirty girl Hm?’

She couldn’t respond she was still too overwhelmed from the sweet sensations she was feeling so all she did was moan only making her sound like even more of a slut.

Removing my fingers from her I put them into my mouth sucking off all of her cum swirling my tongue around them making sure to not miss any.

'Hm baby you taste so sweet '

I smirk while I admire what a mess I made her, her pink pussy now dripping with her own cum and piss dripping down her thighs and puddling on the bed.

She pulls me close into a warm hug still panting to catch her breath.

'Thank you that was amazing "

She whispers before we both drift off to sleep .

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Pretty boy

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Worthless part 2:

Same Tw’s as part 1.

Felix POV:

Hours go by and I’m in extreme pain. I’m sweating. I’ve had to remove my jumper and the blood soaked bandage is now leaking blood onto my mattress. Although I’m sweating I’m shivering cold and my stomach feels like it’s burning with red hot fire. How long has it really been ? Hours? Days? Or even just short minutes? It’s easy to loose track when you feel like this. My brain feels dizzy and my vision is fuzzy. I feel my heart pounding through my chest. This is it. My brain starts to show me memories. Me in Australia with my family, the survival show and the happiness I felt when they let me back. Performing in front of stay for the first time. Speaking with my fans and hearing how I’d saved so many. Laughing and enjoying food with the members. Our first win. Watching the maknae grow up. It’s all flashing before my eyes. I spent my last few years well. I was just too weak.

Chan POV:

I knock on Felix’s door but there’s no answer. I wanted to show him the lyrics I had just wrote. I based them off when we all went to the beach in Australia. It was truly a happy moment for us all. I couldn’t wait to go back there with Lix to see our families. It’s not like him to not answer when I knock. He’s always been a light sleeper. I quietly open the door incase he is in a deep sleep and I instantly freeze at the scene in front of me. He’s shivering on the bed, blood soaked his arm and the duvet. Empty packets of paracetamol and an empty bottle of vodka littered the floor. Fuck. “Felix what the fuck have you done.” My voice is laced with panic and worry. I run to his side and embrace his body. It’s sticky with sweat and his breathing is shallow. Tears leak from his eyes and soon they begin to leak from mine. I bring a hand up to caress his face. His pretty freckles always mesmerised me. Broken sobs and screams leave my lips. “CALL A FUCKING AMBULANCE FUCK QUICKLY.”I yell through the dorm. “Hyung what’s wrong?” Changbin appeared by the door a look of worry on his face which eventually turned into shock when he processed the scene in front of him. “Oh fuck. What the fuck.” He was frozen. “DONT JUST FUCKING STAND THERE CALL THE FUCKING AMBULANCE NOW.” My voice sounds desperate. I’m desperate to save him . My fellow Aussie. My sunshine. My love. I hug his body tighter as Changbin dialled the number for the ambulance. The other members now crowding the doorway watching in horror. I softly stroke Felix’s puffy cheeks leaving soft kisses on his forehead. “Ssh you’re okay. You will be okay. Just hang on for me yeah Lix? I fucking love you so much Lix just hang on for me yeah.” I feel his body twitch in my arms. His eyes flutter behind his lids. I see them open ever so slightly And look up at me through glassy eyes. He takes a laboured breath. “C-channie I’m sorry. I L-love you.” His body goes limp. For a second it feels as if my own heart has stopped. My entire world has stopped turning. The silence that fills the room is so loud until it’s broken by my screams. He’s gone he’s really gone and we couldn’t save him. I hug his limp body in my arms not wanting to let go. Not wanting to accept it but reality is harshly slapped in my face when paramedics enter the room and rip his body from my arms zipping it up in a body bag leaving me behind screaming and the others traumatised.

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Worthless:

Tw: suicide, self harm, eating disorders, mental illness, vent fic.

Felix POV:

The thoughts spin through my head. Faster than I can manage. I feel like screaming it feels so painful that I can barely breathe. They’re screaming at me I can hear them. They’re telling me I’m fat they’re telling me I’m worthless and ugly and unloved. It’s never going to change. It won’t get better. Over the years I’ve been broken down. Sure at first I thought things might get better but as time goes by you start to realise that it’s just a lie. Things only get worse. I’m exhausted. Everyday I’m putting on this fake smile, I’m seen as a ray of sunshine. The happiest person alive but that’s far from the truth. If the other members and my fans saw me like this they would run. They don’t know the dark thoughts that go through my head. They haven’t seen my body bleeding and covered in self inflicted wounds. God they don’t even know half of it. Sure they may speculate that I have problems with my eating… but I’m prettier like this right ? I was fat before. I can still afford to loose more weight. Skinny is beautiful after all. Broken sobs leave my chapped lips as my brain screams further insults at me . I bite the flesh of my arm to try and muffle my noises. I can’t let the other members hear. If they find me it will ruin my plans. Between my fingers I fiddle with the cold metal. It’s been a friend of mine since high school. Again people have had speculation but I’m not stupid enough to do it when others would see. I line the sharp edge up with my arm before slicing a deep red mark. Blood trickles down my pale skin but I feel nothing. I feel like screaming. Why doesn’t it hurt? Why can’t I fucking feel anything. I frantically slice at my arm, ripping apart my flesh leaving gaping wounds. My head feels light. I know I’m loosing too much blood and I can’t have that. Yes it will make me pass out which is better than feeling this but passing out isn’t enough. I need to be sure that I’ll never wake again. The others are sat watching a movie. It won’t be finished for a while so I have time. I tightly wrapped bandages around my arm. Blood will probably soak through them but that doesn’t matter. I throw on a black hoodie to make sure no one would notice before taking a deep breath and leaving my room. I bounce happily into the living room with a smile on my face. “Hey Lix come sit we are watching a new movie!” Chan patted the spot next to him looking up at the other Aussie with kind eyes. Too kind. Felix couldn’t drag him down any more. He felt the members eyes burning into him. All staring and waiting for him to sit down. “No it’s okay. I’m actually super tired tonight. Gonna get to bed early I think but I’ll see you guys tomorrow yeah?” Im lying to them of course. I won’t see them tomorrow but they don’t suspect a thing. I walk to the kitchen hearing strings of “goodnight” and “sleep well” and I smile. It’s sick but I know I am going to sleep well… forever. I open the cupboard and grab a few packets of paracetamol before grabbing a bottle of vodka that’s been sat on the side for a few weeks. They shouldn’t notice that it’s gone. When I enter my room I don’t even bother to lock the door. It will just make things harder for whoever finds me. One by one I pop each of the pills from the packet. I know this is enough, especially with vodka and when I have so little body weight. I raise a handful to my mouth and pour it in followed by chugs of vodka. Even the strong alcohol doesn’t take away the taste of the paracetamol. Bitter and slowly going down my throat. I feel nauseous. I repeat my actions. My chest is burning. 5 more handfuls to go. I feel sick. I’m crunching the pills . They’re no longer going down easily. The taste makes me gag. More vodka. It’s all mixing together making a paste in my mouth. 3 handfuls in one ? Why not ? I take the large handful stuffing them into my mouth it feels impossible to get down but I manage to choke it down with more vodka. I feel drowsy. I want to puke but I have to keep it down. I collapse on my bed in tears. It’s the end it’s finally the end. Just a little longer.

[xxbangchansidedishxx]

Can I please request sex with cix 🖤🖤

Sex with CIX

note: it's time to dig this out of the forgotten chamber and release it to the world

to the person who sent in the asks: pls don't spam my inbox, it makes me wanna write even less!

includes- sub!CIX x dom!reader, fingering, pegging, handjob, corruption kink, mommy/daddy kink, hickeys/marking, choking, sex toys

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Byounggon

very shy in the beginning, because he doesn’t really know what he is doing but is too embarrassed to admit it

focusses more on pleasing you and making you happy because he isn’t ready for you to see him in such a vulnerable state (aka. he’s afraid to cum in a matter of seconds as soon as you touch him)

gets hard within seconds of you laying your hand on his crotch (you don’t even need to move it; the simple touch will get his imaginations spinning)

enjoys getting fingered but gets all red and nervous when it comes to pegging, his favourite thing to receive are handjobs

loves lazy sex on cuddled up Sunday afternoons or post practice tension relievers

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Seunghun

always horny, always needy, always a hoe for you

loves to tease you by randomly pulling on his shirt to expose the tan skin that lies beneath (he knows how much that makes you want to bite him, and he does not object to that idea)

sends you pictures of him in lingerie when you’re at work and can never quite keep his hands to himself, even when you two are in public

is up for anything and will want to try everything; loves using toys but gets easily bored, so he wants you to surprise him with new kinks and gadgets all the time

doesn’t really like putting in work (unless it’s oral, this guy practically lives between your legs), he just wants to be bent over and fucked from behind 24/7

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Yonghee

has a corruption kink and loves to be treated like an inexperienced pup (eventho you’re not his first partner)

easily falls into sub space and gets very shy and even more innocent (enjoys being a little in and outside of the bedroom)

is a bit scared of pain so a hard dom would intimidate him, wants everything to be warm and cosy and safe

loves it when you randomly play with his cock while he watches cartoons or takes a nap

calls you mommy/daddy and clings onto you all day (he just needs skin ship to feel loved)

loves it when you kiss his mole and call him your cute Babyboy

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Jinyoung

very good with his fingers, and I mean VERY (will massage your g spot/rub your tip until your legs are shaking, and his hand is covered in your cum)

loves to be as close as possible to you (wraps his arms around your torso as you ride him; clings onto you like a monkey when you slowly bury your length inside of him)

is obsessed with hickeys and takes photos each morning of the purple marks you left all over his body, doesn’t even try to hide them with make up or his clothes

occasionally he’ll ask to wear a cockring or a small buttplug, but usually prefers it as “natural” and raw as possible

likes the feeling of your hands wrapped around his neck, the slight pressure that makes his breath hitch in his throat but is not enough to choke him drives him positively mad

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Hyunsuk

very ticklish, starts to giggle as you kiss down his neck and finds it very hard to keep a straight face during sex (you’ll have to find a way to just roll with it and see it as a reassurance that he’s having a good time)

loves to get fingered but is too shy to ask for it, isn’t one to initiate sex in general

curls up and bites down on a pillow, to not alert the other members of your naughty activities, but no amount of feathers can swallow up this boy’s loud and high pitched moans

a very thankful pillow princess; not particularly good at giving (mainly because he thinks he can’t please you/is too inexperienced to make you feel good)

wants you to just play with his dick as if it’s your possession (you could even tie a ribbon to his tip with the imprint “owned by…”)

wants to cuddle before, during and after

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