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yoonmin ♡ hybe insight

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All I ever wanted was to be happy; now the years passed away and I'm still waiting till the day I can go...

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Why is this never ending?

Why can't I feel good at the end of the day?

Oh god, please let me go

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Social media really messed me up

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So... I really made a trip! I think that is good, to a certain kind of level. The fact funny here is that, well... I'm still sad. Actually, i'm always sad haha. I guess there are that types of people that every time smile and you know they're really happy, we call them "our Heather" like Conan Gray song; and there is the other part that is always a little bit sad, even when they smile; yeah, i'm this second kind of person.

I wish my parents relationship were better. I wish I were better. In my country and in this old town... Nothing has changed. My sister is gone. My parents are in a seesaw. I'm losing myself.

But today I saw fireworks, and when I looked at the sky, in that moment, I felt that maybe my life wasn't that bad. I wasn't the girl that is suffering the pressure of future; that feels loveless and lonely. I feelt alive.

You know, is a thing of life a think. Sometimes is good. Sometimes it sucks. Sometimes you want to die and later you think "well, maybe is not that bad". Because, sometimes... Life is like fireworks; beautiful and terrifire.

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Necesito hacer un viaje; de esos que te llevan lejos. Sin nadie. Permanecer a la deriva, mientras el cántico de mi corazón roto poco a poco adquiere valía.

Sola; sin impedimentos, ni gente vacía.

Quiero irme lejos; hacer las maletas, y perderme más allá de mar abierto.

Entonces, me sentiré real; crearé nuevos recuerdos. Me daré una escapada, para reír, llorar, recordarme que estoy aquí y soy alguien real; que merece sentir, amar, sufrir y ponerse de pie una vez más.

Lo sabes, ¿no es así? Todos necesitamos escapar de vez en cuando; solos... Para ser reales sin impedimentos.

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A - Z with #JIMIN

V: V-necks

[cr. season’s greatings 2019,wings tour final:namuspromised]

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A - Zwith #JIMIN

S: Squishy

[cr:winter package 2020/21:joonie,memories 2019/speack yourself:japan:namuspromised, bv season 2:koreasass]