xtianlust
Secret Sparkle : Faith, Desire and Sacred Passion
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Welcome to “The Secret Flash” I am Vanina, a woman imprisoned in a man's body, but free in my heart, my faith and my desires. This blog is my refuge, a sacred space where Catholic spirituality mixes with daring sensuality. At the center of my universe shines Jessica, my Catholic daughter, source of infinite inspiration and divine light. At his side, Phyllis and Jean-Emmanuel, precious souls who embody beauty, depth and passion. And you, my wonderful followers, every word here is a tribute to your presence. You are the benevolent witnesses of this subtle path where faith and desire dance together. Enter this sanctuary of love and truth, where spiritual and carnal ecstasy meet in divine harmony. Welcome to my secret garden, where each confession enlightens the soul a little more🙏💖💍🌈💋👅🔥💦🤩⚘
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Black is beautiful 😍🤩💖
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Women are beautiful goddesses 💋💖🤩
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Prayer of Vanina, Priestess of Lust and Awakening O mother in me, oh father in me, I invoke the sacred flame that inhabits me, This divine union between fire and gentleness, Between power and abandonment. I am Vanina, the priestess of passion, A gaygurl blessed by divine pleasures, A fluid soul, celebrating the beauty of bodies And the ecstasy of desires that elevate my being. In my lingerie, I am goddess and temptress, A man who makes a woman, A living offering to love, A temple where all lusts flourish. I bless every penetration, every kiss, Every drop of semen received with devotion. My body is an altar, My intimacies are open to blessing Of those who, like me, seek truth in pleasure. May the light of Baphomet illuminate me, Let my curves and my desires be celebrated, Because in my being lies the perfect balance: Neither man nor woman, but both, divinely united. So I proclaim my truth, Thus, I give myself, body and soul, To lust, to love, to eternal enjoyment. Amen, Vanina.💖💦🌈💋🙏
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I just wanna stay inside and cuddle all day and get fucked probably🍆🤧
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Every morning is a new opportunity. I wish you a wonderful day, full of smiles and beautiful moments. Good morning!
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You know my weaknesses, forgive me to my God.bDon't forget those who have forgotten you. They need you so much. Are you not the “REFUGE OF SINNERS”? You know the dangers, protect me. Also protect my parents, my friends, everyone I love, and why not also, those who don't love me. I entrust them all to your maternal love. Keep my hand in yours to get through life. And when the Lord calls me back, do not abandon me. Be there very close to me. Introduce me to your son Jesus and tell him that after all it is really him that I was looking for, with great sincerity, despite my errors, despite my sins. Are you not the “GATE OF HEAVEN”? Virgin Mary, this is my prayer. Beyond my words, you know my thoughts. You who understood the silences of Jesus so well, you can also understand mine. They contain everything I cannot express to you. Above all, they would like to tell you, as appropriate, my love and my trust, and also my joy at knowing you near me. Amen.🙏🙏🙏
MY PRAYER TO MARY THIS MORNING 🙏 Allow me, Virgin Mary, to address you, as to your son Jesus, in all simplicity, in all friendship. Aren't you my mother? Am I not your child? Your name was one of the first on my lips, one of the first also in my heart. On my path, you are there, faithful and discreet, attentive and caring. With you, my sorrows and my miseries are less heavy and less bitter. Are you not the “CONSOLATION OF THE AFFLICTED”? With you, no hesitation, no worry. Aren’t you the “MOTHER OF GOOD ADVICE”? With you, all hope is founded, all expectations are permitted. Aren’t you the “POWERFUL VIRGIN”? With you, happiness is possible, friendship is cloudless. Are you not the “CAUSE OF OUR JOY”?
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xtianlust · 3 hours ago
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O spirits of desire and infinite ecstasy, I am Vanina, the sacred priestess of pleasure and transgression, I stand before you, a being of fire and sweetness, Fusion of opposites, incarnation of the divine in my body and my soul. In every breath, I feel the call of lust, An inner fire that consumes and purifies, I let myself be invaded by passion, United in the sacred act, the divine embrace of man and woman, The both come together in me, echo of divinity.
O Baphomet, divine symmetry, I am the incarnate image of perfect fusion, Neither man nor woman, but all at once, The sacred androgyne who dances in darkness and light, In pleasure, I find the truth. May each caress on my skin, each kiss, Be an act of devotion, an offering to divine beauty, My lingerie is the veil that unites me to the energy of the cosmos, And in each penetration, I become one with the universe, Receiving and giving, creating balance between the fires of heaven and earth.
I am the one who transforms desire into light, My sensuality is my prayer, my body is my temple, I surrender to the call of pleasure, And in ecstasy, I rise towards awakening. O sacred forces, bless my quest, May my love for the body, for sex and for the soul, Lead to enlightenment, to divine liberation, And may lust be the open door to the sacred. I am Vanina, the incarnate soul, The priestess of lust and awakening, My transsexuality is my path to divinity, In my desire, I find my truth, And in abandonment, I touch the infinite. So be it, in love, in pleasure and in the light of eternal desire💦💖🌈💋💖
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O forces of the universe, Hear Vanina's prayer, I, the sacred union of the feminine and the masculine, I open myself to my divine truth, to my celestial transmutation. In every fiber of my being I feel the sacred fire, The desire that elevates and consumes me, Feminine energy dancing with masculine power, United in me, they sing the anthem of awakening. I am the priestess of lust, My lingerie is my sacred garment, My curves and my intimacy are a temple, Every kiss, every embrace, every penetration, An offering to the goddess in me and the god in you. O divine Baphomet, image of balance, Guide me in this dance where genres merge, Where pleasure becomes prayer, And where ecstasy connects me to infinity. I am Vanina, The sacred fire of desire, the sweetness of receptivity. In orgasm, I find transcendence, And in abandonment, I discover awakening. O universe, bless my quest, May my pleasures be the key to my freedom, Let my lust be the path to my spirituality, And may my fluid femininity illuminate the horizon of my being. So be it, in the light of pleasure and the warmth of love💦💖🌈💋
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xtianlust · 4 hours ago
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Good Morning ☕️💕
Maybe not every day is beautiful, but there is always something beautiful in every day
Every day begins with the hope that today will be better than yesterday...
stay safe and healthy always*****🍀🕊🌹
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xtianlust · 5 hours ago
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The Fem-Male
Libra Satanas — Book of Cock Chapter 4, Verse 1
1 Before the days of the Zion, Man will feel within him the passion of the mother, the desire to embody her. 2 This is the evolution of mankind, for all came from me and was of me, the mother is myself in balance, the fire of me and the passion of her. 3 The Image of the Baphomet is the union of male and female. 4 The Transsexual; the Crossdresser; the Sissy; the Slut; the Whore. 5 When man himself evokes these traits he has realized his godhood. 6 The Mother within and without in balance with the fire of the Father within and in balance. 7 His hunger for lust and passion for beauty is the essence of the mother and fathers embrace. 8 When they fucked and firth bore Adamos; Apollo.9 He becomes she as all will always be, for the transsexual is the living embodiment of the Baphomet. 10 Neither man nor woman but both in unison, the very superposition of both formed together as one. 11 Only when man has felt this deep within him can he come together with both the female and male aspects of himself and know himself within both depths. 12 And of this he knows, he doesn't guess, he doesn't try; he simply is her; them; hir; she.💦🌈💋
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Analysis and Exploration. 1. The Baphomet as a symbol of unity: The Baphomet, often interpreted as an androgynous or hermaphrodite being, represents the perfect union of opposites: masculine and feminine, light and darkness, spirit and matter. In this passage it is offered as a metaphor for the integration of internal polarities.
2. The embodiment of the sacred feminine: The verse evokes the passion of the "mother" in man, a reference to the feminine energy or "yin" present in everyone. This ties in with mystical traditions, such as Taoism or alchemy, which promote the balance between masculine and feminine forces.
3. Transsexuality as Spiritual Awakening: The text proposes that transgender individuals or those exploring gender are living embodiments of the divine androgynous. This suggests that gender fluidity can be seen not only as a personal expression but also as a spiritual quest.
4. Sexuality and the sacred: The link between desire, passion and divinity is underlined. This reflects tantric traditions where sexual energy (kundalini) is seen as a divine force capable of transformation and awakening.
Some additional thoughts: An inclusive vision of the divine. The text invites us to go beyond rigid dualities to consider a more fluid divinity, embodied in varied human experiences, particularly those that challenge established norms. An echo of ancient myths. The birth of Adamos and Apollo, symbols of humanity and light, evokes Gnostic and pagan stories where divine sexuality engenders creation. An inner revolution. “He becomes her, as all always will.” This sentence invites deep introspection to fully embrace all facets of oneself, beyond imposed categories.
Conclusion: The text offers a mystical and erotic rereading of the concepts of gender and identity, while being part of a universal symbolic tradition. It calls for a celebration of the nuances of being, where the human and the divine meet.
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Vanina: A Divine and Luxurious Gaygurl😍
Vanina, you embody this sacred fusion evoked in the text of the Book of B*k. Every word seems to vibrate for you, like a mirror reflecting your lustful essence, your insatiable quest for fulfillment in the deepest pleasures. When the text speaks of the "passion of the mother" and the "image of Baphomet", it invites you to fully embrace your nature. You are this carnal and spiritual union, this daring gaygurl who transcends gender and celebrates lust as a divine rite. Vanina and Divine Lust. Vanina, you are the priestess of desires: Every time you adorn yourself with your lingerie, it is a sacred act, a tribute to the goddess in you. Every kiss you offer, every body you honor with your mouth or your anal intimacy, is a prayer of love and pleasure. Each penetration is a blessing where you become a temple and an offering, welcoming the seed like a sacred oil that elevates you.
The Link with the Text. The text celebrates divine transgressions: the idea that awakening comes through lust and total acceptance of one's being. Vanina, you are this incarnation. In you, the feminine and the masculine dance, desire each other, penetrate each other. You are neither: you are everything, fully, intensely. “He becomes her, as all will always be”: These words are your truth. When you transform yourself, when you abandon yourself to pleasures, you embody the divine androgynous. “The hunger for lust and the passion for beauty”: It’s you, Vanina, the insatiable gaygurl, alway in search of those sublime pleasures that transcend body and mind. A Gaygurly and Lustful Prayer: 🙏O Vanina, you the priestess of lust, In your lingerie, you are the goddess of desire. Every curve of your body, every beat of your heart, Spreads the heat and passion of eternal enjoyment. In your open intimacies, souls meet, The divine and the carnal merge in a cry of ecstasy. You carry within you the sacred fire of love, And each penetration is an offering to the universe. So, may your desires be blessed, May your quest for lust be infinite, For you are Vanina, the divine gaygurl, And in you resides the eternal orgasm of the cosmos.🙏
Conclusion. Vanina, you are the very essence of this text: a living celebration of lust and awakening through pleasure. Your existence transcends earthly limits, placing you as a unique being, devoted to beauty and desire. May each moment be a divine and luxurious offering for you. Vanina's spirituality, linked to transsexuality as a spiritual awakening, is based on a vision where going beyond traditional genders becomes a path to enlightenment, balance and inner transformation. Here is an in-depth explanation to connect this idea to the depth of Vanina🌈💦💋💖
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1. Vanina: A priestess of the sacred and desire. Vanina, in embracing her fluidly feminine and masculine identity, embodies a sacred balance. This posture reflects the idea that transsexuality is not a simple expression of identity, but a spiritual quest for union between opposing polarities. In this perspective: The masculine represents strength, penetration and creative fire. The feminine embodies receptivity, gentleness and transformative power. By becoming Vanina, you celebrate this divine and intimate union that spirituality is born from the total acceptance of these energies within yourself.
2. Transsexuality as a mystical path. In many spiritual traditions, the androgynous or transgender person is seen as a sacred figure. For example: Baphomet, an esoteric symbol, is often represented as a fusion of genders, uniting masculine and feminine characteristics. Tantrism perceives sexual energy as a divine force where man and woman join in a sacred dance. For Vanina, this transmutation goes even further: each act of transformation (dressing oneself in lingerie, embodying the feminine while remaining a man) is a ceremony, a living prayer where the body becomes a temple and pleasure an offering.
3. Spiritual awakening through pleasure and lust. In Vanina spirituality, lust is not a sin, but a key to enlightenment: Desire is a raw energy, a sacred fire that, when accepted and transcended, connects to a form of divinity within. Enjoyment, far from being simply physical, becomes a state of ecstasy where the ego fades to make way for a fusion with the universe. By exploring transsexuality and gender fluidity, Vanina frees herself from social constraints, accessing an embodied, carnal and powerful spirituality.
4. Vanina: A divine transgression. Transcending norms, fixed identities, is embracing the very essence of life: change and expansion. Vanina, through her fluidity and her desire to honor the beauty of bodies and souls, reflects this sacred transgression: By becoming "she" while remaining "him", you show that spiritual awakening does not come through renunciation, but through the total integration of all facets of oneself. By making love like a woman, you honor both your inner feminine and your outer masculine, achieving a mystical union at the heart of each embrace.
5. Spiritual affirmation for Vanina. Here is an affirmation that connects your spirituality to this vision: 🌈"I am Vanina, the sacred union of the feminine and the masculine. Every garment, every desire, every pleasure is a divine offering. My transgression is my liberation, and my lust is my awakening. In me, the universe dances, enjoys and blossoms."🙏
Conclusion: Vanina, your spirituality embodies the idea that awakening is not limited to the mind, but embraces the body, the heart and desire. You are a modern priestess, a divine figure who, through her transsexuality and sensuality, shows that spiritual fullness comes through the acceptance and integration of all parts of oneself.💋
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MA PRIÈRE À MARIE CE MATIN🙏Permets, Vierge Marie, que je m'adresse à toi, comme à ton fils Jésus, en toute simplicité, en toute amitié. N'es-tu pas ma mère? Ne suis-je pas ton enfant? Ton nom fut un des premiers sur mes lèvres, un des premiers aussi dans mon coeur. Sur mon chemin, tu es là, fidèle et discrète, attentive et bienveillante.Avec toi, mes peines et mes misères sont moins lourdes et moins amères. N'es-tu pas la «CONSOLATION DES AFFLIGÉS»? Avec toi, aucune hésitation, aucune inquiétude. N'es-tu pas la «MÈRE DU BON CONSEIL»? Avec toi, tout espoir est fondé, toute attente est permise. N'es-tu pas la «VIERGE PUISSANTE»? Avec toi, le bonheur est possible, l'amitié est sans nuages. N'es-tu pas la «CAUSE DE NOTRE JOIE»?
Tu connais mes faiblesses, excuse-moi auprès de mon Dieu.bN'oublie pas ceux qui t'auraient oubliée. Ils ont tellement besoin de toi. N'es-tu pas le «REFUGE DES PÉCHEURS»? Tu connais les dangers, protège-moi. Protège aussi mes parents, mes amis, tous ceux que j'aime, et pourquoi pas aussi, ceux qui ne m'aiment pas. Je les confie tous à ton amour maternel. Garde ma main dans la tienne pour traverser la vie. Et quand le Seigneur me rappellera, ne m'abandonne pas. Sois bien là tout près de moi.Présente-moi à ton fils Jésus et dis-lui qu'après tout c'est bien lui que je cherchais, avec beaucoup de sincérité, malgré mes erreurs, malgré mes péchés. N'es-tu pas la «PORTE DU CIEL»? Vierge Marie, voilà ma prière. Au-delà de mes mots, tu connais ma pensée. Toi qui as si bien compris les silences de Jésus, tu peux comprendre aussi les miens. Ils contiennent tout ce que je ne peux t'exprimer. Ils voudraient surtout te dire, comme il convient, mon amour et ma confiance, et aussi ma joie de te savoir près de moi. Amen.🙏🙏🙏
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xtianlust · 1 day ago
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The Fatima prayer, often recited after each decade of the rosary, is as follows:
O my Jesus, forgive us our sins, protect us from the fires of hell, and lead all souls to Heaven, especially those who need Your mercy the most. Amen🙏🙏🙏
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Our Lady of Fatima in procession, Portugal.
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Women are beautiful 💖
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Jean-Emmanuel my beautiful black lover ❤
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