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Forearms are finally getting thinner

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I just realized how little I’ve been on here recently. I mostly use twitter now, @briarstarves is my username on there if anyone wants to follow me. I’ve been doing the abc diet and ive lost about 5lbs so far! I’m on day 6 and ive also been doing a bit of exercise. Hopefully i lose more weight but sorry I haven’t been active. (Pic is me btw)

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only reblog this if you WILL lose weight. lets see who really has their priorities in order.

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This is my best friend. At the moment she’s being kept alive by tubes and needles because her eating disorder is currently stronger than she is.

Does she weigh 90lbs? No, she doesn’t. Does it look like her eating disorder is “less severe” because she’s not “that thin”? Do you think her situation sounds “less severe” because she’s not “that thin”?

Tubes and needles. Constant supervision. Pain, anger, agony. Hunger, thirst, suffering. Dizziness, constipation, freezing cold. Passing out in front of other patients and staff. Painful injections of vitamins and whatnot. Nurses who’re force feeding her, who’re forcing fluids into her body because her eating disorder is currently stronger than she is.

90lbs or not, without treatment - my best friend will die.

Would you have walked past her on the street and thought she even had an eating disorder at all? Probably not, because people keep believing you can measure or estimate a persons physical and mental health state based on the silhouette of someone’s body.

You can’t.

Never underestimate someone’s eating disorder just because they don’t look “that thin” to you. Being “thin” is just one of MANY symptoms of an eating disorder and it’s far, far from the most important one. Anyone can struggle and if someone you know struggles: don’t assume they’re alright just because they don’t look “that thin”.

Eating disorders come in one size; MISERABLE.

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meanspo tw

You act like a fucking dog, wolfing down every meal so fast that you’re done way before all of your friends. And your friends can tell, they all glance at you and remark at how quickly you finished your lunch. They all sit there and watch you gorge yourself on fatty foods, sometimes even going for seconds. They all watch in disgust as you consume more then any of them could ever dream of. All of them are so tiny and dainty, they wonder how you shove so much down your gullet, well they aren’t surprised considering you’re so fat.

What you need to do is slow down. See how they eat? Small portions and small bites with some goddamn self control, something you obviously wouldn’t know about. They chew slowly while chatting amongst each other, laughing and enjoying themselves. You could be like them you know.

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I just found my friend on ed twitter. I feel so betrayed and guilty. I think i caused him to develop an ed.

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Troye Sivan for OUT