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hii we played your game howling dogs for our new media class. thanks for being really cool homework :)

you're so welcome gay formless blob!! ^O^ enjoy my...dry academic little corner of the internet...conducive to the enrichment of the mind...

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me friend bought two copies of serious weakness and we’re gonna buddy read it together, wish us luck !

it sounds so nice to read these big toxic blocks together...truly the final fantasy crystal chronicles of boy torture <3

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what are your thoughts and policies regarding tattoos inspired by your creations?

I take no responsibility but if people want to do it they can, and I hope whatever they do makes them happy! <3

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is playing w feces really a sign of something deeply wrong with a person? genuine question

Cancer is being interviewed by his handler who of course imposes a medicalized lens of deviance and etiology. Playing with feces can be related to "something bad that happened" but is also just a fun time in of itself that any right-minded person would do. Any single action in the universe can have a million shades of attribution. If a past violation of bodily integrity caused a neurosis, it's worth working on. But the sexual aspects are a way of ordering and reshaping what happened, distilling refining purifying into beautiful chemical reactions from the basest dung. Capital thrives on neurosis, and hates that people have this one thing they can control and generate pleasure from within themselves, that's why shame, circumcision, and the idea of deviance even exists. It is one hundred percent okay to play with your own feces! Give em hell kid!

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my story ANGELBRIDE is now available ⛪️🦋

✦ religious ero-horror w/ art by @coeykuhn

✦ institutionalization, boys, torture, mutilation, moths, ovipositors?

✦ multiple endings + many choices along the way

✦ part of SLAKE HOUSE, a 250+ pg anthology w/ CYOA paths n hot pics, in the illustrious PDF format

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cancer prize going xrafstar mode ✨🔥🦠💦

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made a cancer/18ft leash story directory 🪰✨ ✦ place where I can organize the many cancer stories esp those too small for their own post / author notes / random media ✦ cute UI for navigating/collapsing folders ✦ new story about the seaside fun fair

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magical puke boy Cancer by Vich 💜����🪰✨

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I just finished torture works after cracking it open yesterday. I usually read books fairly slowly, especially physical books, as I never really want to see the end. But I just couldn't stop myself from devouring the suffering so lovingly crafted and on display here. I wish I had more questions, stringy, fleshy, moldering thoughts to throw into the void and let you catch hold of, see how you make use of them, but really I just wanted to pass on my love of the book. And now that I've gotten a taste of the ash of CUNT TOWARD ENEMY and the fecal rot of 18 ft leash, I'm excited to dive into the other lenses and iterations that surround those stories. Thank you for bringing life and light to the rot in the world, and showing the in/humanity that writhes there.

thank you 💜💜💜 I'm so glad you enjoyed the torture! lenses/iteration is my fever. seeing the chars from as many angles as possible, shaking their terrarium, their unsolvable puzzle. <3

ash and rot, yes...after I release my upcoming game, the next CTE episode is 99% done, and I'll open a new wing of my site that organizes the many leash stories on the way! 💥🪰

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Hi!

I adore your book Torture World, and I adore the cover art. I looked up the artist who did it, but I can't find anything about commissions. Can I ask, how did you contact them?

thank you for loving Torture World! 🫶 Vich's twitter page says "comms on hold", so it seems your best shot is following the various socials mentioned on vichcarrd and Laying In Wait...

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incredible

trianon from serious weakness. medium is the black ops 2 emblem editor

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There are these minis I just started collecting, gross-out brand parodies, and each capsule comes with 'toilet slime'- it's a sludgey brown colour and filled with fake maggots. It made me think of your writing, and I thought you'd enjoy knowing there's an immediate association in my brain between 'toilet slime with maggots' and your work :'D

i am pleased!! i remember that kind of thing...very specific subclass of "Toy for Boy" intended to appease, annihilate, or defang the Freudian complexes...real money becomes fake feces...proud to be at the forefront of the "toilet slime" renaissance and the many possible biz opportunities. watch this space!!

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did a little binge of your work a bit ago and just wanted to give kudos. your writing has ripped me apart in the best way possible, serious weakness was the first book i had to deliberately walk away from for a few hours before i was able to read more, and it was amazing. i dont think anyome can replicate the horrors you make, and i hope no one ever comes close. thank you ♡

MAXIMUM HORROR...MAXIMUM CARNAGE...thank you 💜💜💜

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I finished serious weakness today and I was finding all these similarities in your work with harada and killing stalking and then I saw the post about what inspired you while you were writing it and man...I feel so happy to have found all the weird shit I read in mangas/manhwas in a book.

I'm a huge horror fan and serious weakness was so good! Great work ❤️❤️❤️

Harada awakened things in me and I would love more recommendations that are similar to their work or like serious weakness. If you have any more suggestions about mangas or books that are deranged and amazing, I would love to know them!

Thank you and sending you lots of love 🥰

Thank you! <33 I'm glad that energy came through, and that it found the people I was writing for. I don't remember making an inspirations post, just a list of things people might enjoy. K/S was an inspiration, but the rest I encountered after the book was complete.

If you go to the media list on my site, you can see stuff I like. Good luck, and thanks for the sweet letter! ✨

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Anamnesis

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end of year post. things i did, a little video, and art i liked

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cancer fever