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why do i keep asking questions knowing i wouldnt like the answer....

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god i hate men so much its actually unbelievable

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well now its time to kill myself

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unhappily devote myself to religion or break it off

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i do not like when my girlfriend forgets about me because i think about her all the time

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You’ve heard of “don’t monetize your hobbies”; get ready for "don’t master your hobbies".

Your hobbies are here to help you decompress and have fun. They do not have to be disciplines you toil over for expertise, unless that is something you genuinely enjoy doing.

It’s okay to enjoy language-learning without ever becoming fluent, or even conversational. It’s okay to like playing guitar even if you only know a few clumsy songs. You can read books and never finish them, bowl without ever scoring even halfway to perfect. We’re here to explore and play, and we cannot do that if we’re chasing perfection in everything we do.

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im sad my

girlfriend didnt say goodnight

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my two biggest cartoon / fandom icks is

1. people who dont like / understand princess bubblegum

2. people who dont like / understand pink diamond - "rose quarts"

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i am torn between remaining mysterious anonymous and cool or cringe and free

i do like the aesthetic my tumblr has taken. very igirl. though i not girl

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socially aware enough to fit in, self-aware enough to know I never actually belong.

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sometimes i wonder if Anya ever thought that Curly deserved what happened to him. for him to be as immobilized and helpless as she felt. she probably thinks this very briefly and feels guilty too - but definitely undeniable she probably thought this

but i cant say this on tiktok because all those who mischaracterize her as timid and shy, and those who have no idea what is of the mind after sexual assault, will pitchfork me...

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Giving consent doesn’t always reflect what you want

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i feel so disgusting

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i kind of just want to go to a whore party and get butt drunk on halloween

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i am perfectly depressed enough but not too much to paint again

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she gets pissed when i go and talk to someone else about something when shes the one not responding to me

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how can someone raised around so many "i love you"'s understand how much it means to me.