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i aspire to be one of those people who are known for always smelling good and treating people kindly

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me looking at old pics of myself: why did everyone let me be this ugly 

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I want to be someone’s favorite person. I want someone to wake up thinking about me. I want someone to be excited to text me to say good morning. I want someone to melt when they see me. I want someone to wrap me in their arms and never want to let go. I want someone to kiss me softly and look at me like I’m their entire world. I just want to mean something to someone and I want someone to mean something to me.

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“I know I’m not easy to love. I’m a chronic over-thinker. I overreact more than I should…And every once in a while, I might be a little insecure. But if I am in love with you, I can promise you wholeheartedly that you will be loved with so much passion and intensity that you’ll forget what life felt like before I came along. You will always be cared for and you will always have someone in your corner. Maybe I’m not the best at being loved - But I like to think I’m pretty good at loving.”

— Chelsea Carroll

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Q

Q. RELATIONSHIP STATUS AS OF NOW

single as a pringle lol

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Please distract me

A. WHY MY LAST RELATIONSHIP ENDED.

B. FAVORITE BAND.

C. WHO I LIKE AND WHY I LIKE THEM.

D. HARDEST THING I’VE EVER BEEN THROUGH.

E. MY BEST FRIEND.

F. MY FAVOURITE MOVIE.

G. SEXUAL ORIENTATION.

H. DO I SMOKE/DRINK?

I. HAVE ANY TATTOOS OR PIERCINGS?

J. WHAT I WANT TO BE WHEN I GET OLDER.

K. RELATIONSHIP WITH MY PARENTS.

L. ONE OF MY INSECURITIES.

M. VIRGIN OR NOT?

N. FAVOURITE PLACE TO SHOP AT?

O. MY EYE COLOUR.

P. WHY I HATE SCHOOL.

Q. RELATIONSHIP STATUS AS OF RIGHT NOW.

R. FAVOURITE SONG AT THE MOMENT.

S. A RANDOM FACT ABOUT MYSELF.

T. AGE I GET MISTAKEN FOR.

U. WHERE I WANT TO BE RIGHT NOW.

V. LAST TIME I CRIED.

W. CONCERTS I’VE BEEN TO.

X. WHAT WOULD YOU DO IF (…)?

Y. DO YOU WANT TO GO TO COLLEGE.

Z. HOW ARE YOU?

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missing you

missing you is like getting stabbed in the chest with a million frozen teardrops that fall from my eyes because you are my sun and without you i am ice.   missing you is like having a horrible nightmare. and waking up to nothing but empty sheets by my side and remembering that you are miles away and that nightmares dont only occur during sleep. 

missing you is like having every organ ripped out of my body because without you i am empty and hollow. and i need you to kiss me and fill me with flowers and put those butterflies in my stomach that i feel flying around when you come into my sight. 

missing you is hard. and it hurts. because when you go from seeing someone everyday to not at all, there is a change in your daily routine. a flaw in your daily routine. your body notices. your heart notices. and you become weak. 

im missing you. 

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I really love feeling the sun

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After a while you get over it and you stop checking up on them.

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pay close attention to who checks up on you and who doesn’t.