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Anyone else just feel insanely unlovable?

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Do you ever feel like you’ll never find anyone that can love the real you ‘cause you’re so broken/ fucked up?

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honestly besides my anxiety, i feel too physically ugly to be loved. which is insane because i don’t actually hold other peoples value by the way they look. i just feel like everyone is repulsed by my face. an ongoing problem. maybe some psychological childhood scarring or dysmorphia but also could just be that im ugly af lol

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I'm too ugly to ever be loved by someone

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“I often stood in front of the mirror alone, wondering how ugly a person could get.”

— Charles Bukowski, from Ham on Rye

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I tell myself I don't need help, and I know getting help is good for me. But maybe if I just gaslight myself for long enough, I would eventually believe that I am okay. Maybe, I've given up on getting help. This is just who I am, and I'm okay with suffering. As long as it keeps me alive, won't you let me live in this bubble I made out of lies?

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i am tired. i am exhausted. from my head to my soul to my bones i am so fucking tired.

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“It’s all too much and not enough at the same time.”

— Jack Kerouac

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do you ever feel like everyone is just sick of you

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“I may look normal to you, but on the inside I’m desperately trying to find another reason to live another day”

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“I became good at pretending. I became so good that after a while the lines blurred between my truth and fiction. And sometimes, when I did a really good job of pretending, I even fooled myself.”

— Ruta Sepetys

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I don’t know why the fuck I try anymore

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I feel like I don’t connect with anyone anymore

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“My anxiety is silent. You wouldn’t even notice a change on the outside but I’m honestly so stressed I can’t even manage simple tasks. People call me lazy when in reality I’m just overwhelmed.”

— Unknown