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Part 2 of our Anniversary 8 day vacation was on a cruise to the Bahamas. So fun so relaxing. Next up we will stay a week in the Caribbean :) 

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Universal Studios on our 8 year couple anniversary and 2 year Wedding anniversary. Visiting the Wizarding world of Harry Potter was so SURREAL to me because I was such a huge fan of the books❤️

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Take a seat

Your negativity, low blows, and spitefulness only makes me realize your jealousy. You can't say anything about my success, my accomplishments so you keep hating. I will hold my head up high as you see me rise.

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Gloating about getting your AS degree??

LOL seriously going to gloat about getting your ASSOCIATES degree??LOL fucking LOSER took you fucking 6 years for something that should take 1 1/2 years to 2 years LOL and you are gloating?? You obviously are embarrassed because you want everyone to think it is something else!  If you were proud you wouldn’t call yourself class of 2015 because no one DOES that for associate’s. LOL and on top of that anyone who has gotten their BA have not gone to their AS graduation unless they aren’t continuing. LOL LOSER the AS graduation is like your fuking MIDDLE SCHOOL graduation it is not even significant.  LOL AHAHHAHA you are nothing but trash and will always be! That is why you are fucking 31 years old living at home using your parents money your boy toy money and your baby daddy money. Having an affair with another man who is like 10 years younger than you and being a whore so you can use both men’s money. Good for you way to up yourself LOL.  Yup so go do YOU lol and then to gloat about getting your degree? Any person who is half as smart could get it with how long it took you.  And don’t you dare use your “single parent” bull shit card fuck that 

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Priorities

People SERIOUSLY need to get their damn priorities straight.  I am so sick of seeing and hearing people talking about how "grown" they are when they are way past the age of living with parents and are not really working. I thought I deleted all the people I do not really talk to on fb but I guess fb just hid them from my newsfeed until recently? Start acting your age and do something real with your life.  Party days are fun but seriously if you are still acting like a damn kid then do not complain about living at home.  If you can't stand it move the f out.  Obviously you are having some sort of advantage living at home.  

I know I am high strung and constantly stressed but you know what? I HAD to grow up.  I started taking care of my family since I was 18; freshly out of high school.  I went to college full time with 20+ credits each semester and had a full time job trying to pay for debts, mortgages, cars etc. that were NOT mine! I managed to graduate with a 3.8 GPA and had a full scholarship since I was not eligible to get government money/financial aid.  If you are still getting/reaping benefits from your parents after 21 then I'm sorry you need to effing appreciate it.  I'm proud of where I am today and it did not come out of partying/drinking every week or even every month.  It came out of hard work but it damn well paid off.  It made me RESPECT that things do not just come around being lazy. It made me understand the importance of planning for what you want and saving for it.   

My biggest pet peeve is seeing adults that are not doing the most out of their life in retrospect to their parents who FIRST came to the US.  I feel like I owe so much to my parents for coming to a country where they were not familiar with; didn't have a college education, learning a new language and get to where they are today.  You OWE it to them to be successful; to be on your own instead of still sucking up their blood, sweat, and tears.  If you were pretty much born in the US, went to school here then there should be NO REASON why you would be worse off then where your parents were AT YOUR AGE.  They came here with NOTHING and did not even speak the language!  You should at least be at around the same level as your parents.  Heck if they were able to provide for a family and have a house for you to live in then YOU should be able to the same since you have much more privilege and education!  I do not understand how people can be so selfish, so damn lazy, so childish! Grow up and start thinking about the RIGHT priorities.  Shame on these people who refuse to grow up. 

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Much needed. #9gag

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Ton Ton

CoCo had her puppies almost 5 weeks ago.  It is so crazy how fast it has been.  They are adorable and the girls are pretty smart knowing to pee on the potty pad.  One of the girls is a little fattie and she is the one we are keeping :) Her name is Ton Ton for Piggy in Japanese.  Taken from Naruto.  Ton ton short for

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Dad's health

Sigh so early Friday morning my dad had a freaking heart attack.  Just found out that it is so severe that if something happens again he would need a heart transplant right away.  He is so stubborn and just thinks nothing of it because he doesn't feel any pain.  He keeps saying he feels fine.... I am going to go crazy

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6 months from today; 5 1/2 years already??

Today marks 5 1/2 years that Yan and I have been together.  What? Before some people get judgmental I don't celebrate the half years the only reason I am aware is because we are 6 months away from our wedding!!!! Just got the email from our wedding planner for the to do list and check list and agggh! I'm excited but glad it is going to come so soon.  Yes lots to do and have money to make but I can not wait until it is here and over with! LOL I'm happy though because most of the main things are booked/in works with contracting!  Waiting for the photographer and cinematography team to send me contracts!  Whew! 

I am loving the hubs more and more every day.  He surprises me as each day goes by and it makes me more convinced that God really did prepare him for me as I for him. 

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Blessed again

Today Yan got a raise in his yearly salary after only being at the company for 2 months.  I am so proud of him and proud of the work and time and effort I put up with him.  He is still not making as much as I make after taxes but for his first job it is a great start in this area!  I can not WAIT for the day that he makes more than me.  We wouldn't be stressing so much and we would be able to take more vacations:) God has really blessed us so much this year.  I can't thank God enough for all He has provided.  Through all the hardships, tears, and failures, comes success.  It will happen through hard work! 

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So Proud :)

As graduation season is upon us I am just so proud of all the achievements that me, my brother, and Yan has gotten to.  It has been 7 years since I got my bachelor's degree but I was able to graduate top of my department, win an award at graduation night and get my bachelor's degree and actually put it to use in my career:) I am making much more, working less hours, and not doing any physical labor and doing something I love!  My brother graduated just last week with TWO master's degree in only 3 years AND be able to pull a 3.89 GPA. How flipping awesome is that.  I know it has been so hard on him but he was able to do it!  And now he is going on to get his doctorate.  But I'm mostly proud of my hubby. Yan is the first in his family to get not just a college degree but a Bachelor's degree AND he is already working as an Electrical Project Engineer.  Love how God has blessed us and on him that he was able to get a job in his field and putting his degree to use!  I am so proud of him!  I know it was hard and EE is one of the hardest fields to study in.  Love him to pieces!

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Overstepping again?

I am beyond words.  This is getting ridiculous.  I have enough stress to deal with and have to deal with another.  Blah agggh learn to count my blessings I need to do that so I don't keep stressing.  I feel like I have been balling up a lot of anger and stress and I'm about to explode!

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Awesome quote.  This should always be on your mind.  Always have a goal, always better yourself! 

Happy birthday to the football legend!

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lol so me.  I rather get the actual sleep T_T

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Oceans

You call me out upon the waters

The great unknown

Where feet may fail

And there I find you in the mystery

In oceans deep

My faith will stand

And I will call upon your name

And keep my eyes above the waves

When oceans rise

My soul will rest in your embrace

For I am yours and you are mine

Your grace abounds in deepest waters

Your sovereign hand will be my guide

Where feet may fail and fear surrounds me

You've never failed and you won't start now

So I will call upon your name

And keep my eyes above the waves

When oceans rise

My soul will rest in your embrace

For I am yours and you are mine

Spirit lead me where my trust is without borders

Let me walk upon the waters

Wherever you would call me

Take me deeper than my feet could ever wonder

And my faith would be made stronger

In the presence of my Savior

-Oceans- By United Hillsong 

Every time I hear this song tears come up knowing that God is here

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Hot off the pan homemade chicken grilled marinara!

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Missions

God is good!  I have been praying a lot about having some time to join a small group or do missions.  And God answered the prayers:) Not making as much because I have less students but you know what I finally can do things that I had to neglect before!  Love the fact that Yan gets 1 hour lunch and also he can come home!  So now I just have to cook a good lunch and make sure there is enough for dinner!  That gives me time at night now to work out and just eat a salad/soup for dinner!  His new job is such a blessing!