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-November 10, 2017

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Katya Jaeger “Birthday drug game is strong.”

Reign Owens Could always be stronger.

Katya Jaeger “Don’t know about that.”

Reign Owens You come to me, you’ll find out.

Katya Jaeger “What would you have suggested?”

Reign Owens I have a chest of fun and games you can come check out.

Katya Jaeger “This sounds like a really bad kidnapping attempt."

Reign Owens Absolutely not. Trying to sell my product that's all. Bring your boyfriend if need be.

Katya Jaeger “Well then, I suppose we’ll have to see about that in the near future."

Reign Owens Let's.

-November 10, 2017

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Kieran Cassidy The coat. 

Katya Jaeger “You can fit me in there with you.”

-November 8, 2017

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Katya Jaeger is with Kieran Cassidy. 'Are you rolling?' "No, I'm standing. Barely might I add." 'And Kieran?' "Oh he looks like he's standing to me. Baby, are you standing?" she asks, flashing him a quick smirk as her free hand grips his ass. 'You're both high right now and you aren't even on the bus yet.' "Well of course we're fucking high. Are my god damned eyes open? Fuck off."

Conversations with security as stepping on the tour bus, heading for Sayreville, NJ. Pausing, her hand there in Kieran's as she looks back with a smirk.

"Oh, Jasper? One more thing. When this bus stops in an hours time? I won't be standing anymore. I'm going for the over Kieran's shoulder look into the hotel. Take pictures for my Insta. Off we go."

Cracks up laughing before taking that step on the bus, dragging Kieran directly to their mutual bunk as the rest of the band applauds, knowing the short ride would be a good one as the band reunited for the last leg of their tour, setting the tone here and now. During their time at home, she found the way to silence her foster father's voice from her head. She found a way to drown out his laughter. To blur his face. She found the answers and until she found a better set of answers, this would have to do as in reality, it was only a minor adjustment from normalcy anyway as she simply stepped up the doses a bit.

Arriving in the upper level bunk area, Kate turned quickly, her eyes up to Kieran's as she withdrew a small bag from her denim skirt's pocket, tossing it to Ben, their lead guitarist.

'Ayyy, Kate brought some for everyone. Thanks, love.'

Kate smirked as she brought her fingertip to the side of Kieran's face, letting that single digit trail down the structure of his jaw while the driver secured the rig for the hour and ten minute drive from New York City to Sayreville. "Fuck me until the engine's turned off again," she requested, none too shy as the other two band members took their cue to maintain themselves in the lower level while the two conquered the upper, as well as one another.

Kieran Cassidy The entire day the man had been donning a jacket entirely too big for the season. Chasing away the slight chill with an automatic and going way overboard. Yet, the reason why would not be seen until they were on that tour bus. Alone. Yet, the shit-eating grin would remain even when she spoke. Riding a little too high to even focus himself physically at this point as he was reaching into the inner pockets of his jacket. The man had become quite the thief ever since his salary had been substantially cut in lieu of the havoc he caused which resulted in him living on his own charity. Removing one large bottle of Jameson special edition from one pocket and Tullmore Dew from the other.

Katya Jaeger As they found themselves on that upper deck alone, her hands were already finding their way against his jeans, groping him through the fabric as she made her request. Finding his smirk, she would find the source of it a moment later. “Mmm, Kier brought some for us,” she offered, contrary to the statement offered from Ben minutes before. Her hand continued there against him as the door was closed to the upper level where Ben gave two solid pounds of his fist to assure them their privacy.

Kieran Cassidy Setting down both bottles, having god knows what else in those pockets of his. A kleptomaniac through and through as he heard the pound through walls. Still feeling her hand against him as he wasn't sure where the woman got her drive most days. Like clockwork. His nose running, pupils displayed. Never just a friendly consumer. Having to take things the next level always to the point that he wasn't sure he could pull this off.

Katya Jaeger Still not hearing a word from him, her hand drew up to find the button of his jeans were she was releasing its hold before guiding his pants down and out of her way. Lifting her eyes to his as her hand slipped within his boxers, a soft smirk to her lips as her hand found him, giving up a firm stroke of the man to demand his attention.

Kieran Cassidy "Still got me damn coat on." He complained, as she was completely backwards here as he let the coat drop. Getting that out of he way as he felt her hand at him. Glancing down to see that as well. The physical reaction would take root as she was trying to get in the first place evident by how quickly she always reached for him just like this.

Katya Jaeger “I would have gotten it eventually,” she explained, a smirk to her lips as her hand worked against him, watching as he removed the coat as her free hand found the lower hem of his shirt, lifting it upwards as her lips found the warmth of his chest. Humming softly as her hand continued, each pass a little stronger than the one before.

Kieran Cassidy "So fucking cold." He complained at the temperature of her hand, his body temperature so high that anything felt cold to him. Feeling her lips at his chest. His dick hardening without doubt as to be physically expected but not much more invested into it then that.

Katya Jaeger Hearing his complaint as she found his eyes, it would become clear to her that he wasn’t really there in that moment. She slowly withdrew her hand as the woman was highly sensitive to any situation that didn’t seem to be mutual, refusing to go any further unless she saw some form of reciprocation.

Kieran Cassidy Feeling her hand draw back once she had basically gotten what she after. Glancing down to confirm this as now her hand was gone and her as well. Leaving him with his pants around his ankles. Thinking this over for what felt like a moment as his brows drew. Eventually showing his confusion. "Alright." He confirmed, reaching down for his boxers at his ankles or atleast attempting to as the fabric seemed to fight him as it was drawn back up. Not sure what had changed but he'd never push her for it as he long ago told her. Figuring she had changed her mind, simply stated.

Katya Jaeger Hearing him speak, her eyes were there to his, having picked up on his demeanor as this had nothing to do with her own. As he drew up the boxers she never realized fell, she remained there before him without moving as she had not moved in the slightest aside from only her hand. “You didn’t seem to want to,” she explained honestly, never wanting to be the only one wanting something between them as it had been clear in his eyes that he wasn’t invested.

Kieran Cassidy Pressing his head accidentally to her shoulder as he got his boxers up. Hearing her explanation, he'd shake his head as he wasn't going to fight with her and they were not going to fight here. "N-no. It's alright." He insisted, just literally really high at the moment. More so than her. "It's okay." He confirmed, as his ego might not have been if her was sober but he understood at the moment. Attempting to focus his eyes as the room seemed to spin around him.

Katya Jaeger Hearing him say it was okay, she was caught silent there before him as his head found her shoulder, seeming to understand now why he didn’t respond to her initial request. Only now moving, she took a seat on the edge of the bunk they shared, feeling that distance that had been in his eyes, not entirely sure how she had fucked this one up, but feeling the effects of it entirely.

Kieran Cassidy All he saw in that moment that he responded and she drew back though there was clearly issues in both ends. Watching as she sat down. His hands reaching down for his jeans. Realizing quickly that he wasn't to be able to button them.

Katya Jaeger As he went for his jeans, her hands reached out to stop him, her eyes finding his. Silence took her for a long moment as her hands held his wrists. “Keep then off?” She requested, looking up at him from there on the edge of the shared bunk. “And lay with me?” She asked. Knowing there was no show that night, the bus was merely transit for that hour to a hotel and she still hadn’t given up on being close at least during that hour.

Kieran Cassidy "Naw." He stated simply, not going to face the idea of being obligation by this point. "They're fine." He commented as he'd still lay with her as his hand reached the bottle of Jameson. Pulling off the wrapper as he opened the top. "Lay in." He'd request, as he'd get in beside her.

Katya Jaeger As he refused her, she couldn’t keep that gentle sigh from her lips as everything about this week leading up to her birthday was getting to her, finding herself not entirely high enough for the rejections she had faced in four minutes time. Moving into the bunk, she heard the familiar pounding from the lower level where their band mates attempted to annoy the two that seemed to be fucking constantly. “If only they knew,” she whispered under her breath, reaching in her pocket for a small bag of pills.

Kieran Cassidy Hearing her speak as he drew into the side of the bunk and under. Narrowly avoiding the smack of his head as he reached for the blanket. Slipping under it as he couldn't quite understand her words given what he knew as he watched her reaching for her own stash. Listening to the thumping at long last that drew a lazy chuckle out of him.

Katya Jaeger An intercom system was activated there on the lower level where the two guitarists had entirely too much fun moaning and panting into the speaker calling out ‘oh, Kier,’ in their best representation of the woman’s voice as she drew two pills from the bag, placing them against her tongue before she was turning into him, pressing her lips to his firmly and all at once, her tongue parting his lips a moment later to share her find with him as her hand found him through his unfastened jeans all over again.

Kieran Cassidy Finally laughing from the chuckle as he released it entirely. Always finding it funny and a little too accurate in truth. Feeling her beside him with no concept of what she was passing him in this already delicate stage where he was already obliterated. Feeling the pass as she reached for him again to seemingly give it another try.

Katya Jaeger A moment after her tongue found his, his pill would become evident as an offer to her stash that he provided her with. She would not be upset if he refused the pill, but it was there against her tongue if he wanted it as her hand eased within the man’s boxers, her leg drawing over his against the tension of her own ripped denim skirt.

Kieran Cassidy She'd have to realize how funny the suggestion of him not taking what was offered to him was. He couldn't say no to substance. He had to destroy everything before him and wasn't done until it was done. Taking up the offered pill before it was swallowed down. Not sure what had made the difference now as she drew over him as his hands were reaching up to push down her skirt.

Katya Jaeger Feeling that reciprocation from him, it was all the woman would need to find him entirely as he worked at her skirt, passing the pill to him before drawing back enough to swallow her own. Giving him a moment to do the same before her teeth were finding his lower tier.

Kieran Cassidy Not thinking he hadn't really reciprocated in the first place or was maybe a moment from it, he drew her skirt down her ass and legs. Feeling her at his lower tier though he knew she was always going to get quickly down to business as she always did. Maybe it was that which he missed. A bit of build up but she was always very much dead center on her goals and he'd comply.

Katya Jaeger As his hand worked to her skirt, ultimately seeing it free, another round of moans echoed through that upper deck before her lips were finding his once more. Her tongue parted his lips a moment later as she craved the distorted taste of the man, offering him the same in return as her hand continued against his length. Her views on everything in this realm were distorted and always had been, yet a little guiding could go a long way as she never had seen that there could be more than just this.

Kieran Cassidy Hearing the return of the moans. Trying not to laugh but still finding it funny as her tongue sought out his. The offering easily there before her as he muffled his laughter despite their best attempt. Getting her free there just as she'd want him to as his arms took to her waist.

Katya Jaeger The soft laugh was there mutually with her as well, unable to keep it to herself as he fell victim as well. Feeling his arms draw there around her, her hand slipped up from within his jeans as she drew over him, freed of the restriction of that skirt as her tongue smoothed there over his.

Kieran Cassidy Feeling her tongue there to his as it would be difficult to manage considering. Feeling her pulling over him as he remained in those jeans. Arms remaining over her as she drew closer.

Katya Jaeger Feeling his arms there encouraging her closer, she struggled at just how to get his jeans off, perhaps providing a space they had never found themselves in before. Simply kissing him, her hand found the side of his face, trusting he would give her some type of suggestion beyond this as she explored a form of intimacy she was unfamiliar with.

Kieran Cassidy Feeling her there over him. She wouldn't exactly need to get his jeans. Just to push them down for access as the two had definitely done worse in these same situations. Bunk sex was always an ordeal in itself where clothing was encouraged rather than frowned upon as it reduced sounds all together. Feeling her at the side of his face as his hands found her sides.

Katya Jaeger With the upper level of the bus vacated, the speaker system was finally shut down as the boys had their fun and were now onto something else, leaving the couple in silence where only the sound of their lips passing against one another could be heard. Feeling his hands find her sides, she found herself in a space she wouldn’t fully recognize as she drew back to meet his eyes as her hips pressed to his. Drawing a deep breath, she was met with the intensity of the moment as she simply looked down to the man as her hand passed gently against the side of his face.

Kieran Cassidy Hearing the silence finally engulfing them for the moment. Feeling her draw back a moment later as he'd attempt to narrow his focus. Peripheral vision seeming to melt around her. Hand booking the back of her thigh before drawing up to her ass.

Katya Jaeger With her eyes set purely on his, she drew a slow breath as she felt his hand find her ass, barely obstructed with a barely there undergarment. Simply staring down at the man, she was a victim to the intensity of something that went beyond this space and surely belonged elsewhere, yet she held no control over it or that moment where she found herself unpenetrated and yet feeling him, taking their time, not fucking. Her hand found the side of his neck as her other pressed to the bedding beneath him. Another slow breath taken at her lips before she was biting softly at her own lower tier.

-November 8, 2017

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Katya Jaeger "Three fucking phone calls today where the caller sits there and breathes on the mother fucking phone and AT&T wants to tell me there's no way to trace where it's coming from. Enough is enough, for fucks sake."

Halle Miller "Stalkers."

-November 1, 2017

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Katya Jaeger “Love isn’t always perfect. It isn’t a fairytale or a storybook. And it doesn’t always come easy. Love is overcoming obstacles, facing challenges, fighting to be together, holding on and never letting go. It is a short word, easy to spell, difficult to define, and impossible to live without. Love is work, but most of all, love is realizing that every hour, every minute, and every second was worth it because you did it together.” 

Kieran Cassidy "Didn't know ye' took te' writin' for Hallmark, l'uver."

Katya Jaeger "I didn't write that shit. I found it and it sounded good. Don't spoil my sweet moment."

Kieran Cassidy "Shoulda' known! Not nearly enough mentions of meth for yeh'."

Katya Jaeger "And here I thought it was lacking mention of that cock..." Shrugs.

Kieran Cassidy "Yeh' don't song write about cock that often. Thas' why everyone t'inks yer' a lesbian."

Katya Jaeger "Maybe I should write about cock. A rock hard, long, dripping wet cock..." Thinks it over, shaking her head a moment later. "Nah, think I'll stick to songs about wanting to die and going to hell."

Kieran Cassidy "Good idea. Without a drummer, ye'd have to do acoustic gigs..."

Katya Jaeger "Fucking hate the acoustic stuff. I'd much rather shake my ass in front of that drummer to see if I can get him to fuck up." Smirks.

Kieran Cassidy "Wait til ye' get me fired...no one around to clean up your shite on the tour bus no more."

Katya Jaeger "You think I'd stay there without you? Fuck that. Wouldn't be shit without you. Besides, that ass shaking would be gone and then fans would find out I've got no actual vocal chops."

Kieran Cassidy Snores, showing exactly what he thought of that.

Katya Jaeger "Yeah? I talk and you snore? That how this works now? I bore you that bad?"

Kieran Cassidy "The concept did."

Katya Jaeger "Act like you don't know what you are to me. Go ahead."

Kieran Cassidy "Wasn't talkin' about that."

Katya Jaeger "What are you talking about then?"

Kieran Cassidy "'Vocal chops.'"

Katya Jaeger "Oh. Well. Yeah."

Kieran Cassidy "Yer' record people say o'erwise."

Katya Jaeger "My best vocals are heard by you and only you." Smirks.

Kieran Cassidy "I don't know..."

Katya Jaeger "You don't /know/?"

Kieran Cassidy "I don't knooow..."

Katya Jaeger "Better figure it out."

Kieran Cassidy “I will."

Katya Jaeger "How are you going to do that, exactly?"

Kieran Cassidy "Don't ye' 'ave a song with a suspicious orgasm?"

Katya Jaeger "Only orgasm that has ever been heard from me has been heard by your ears."

Kieran Cassidy "Mmm..."

Kieran Cassidy "T'ink I can find me a bassist that'd disagree."

Katya Jaeger "I think if you remember right, that's Jenna Haze and she recorded it on the phone for me to use in the track..." Cuts her eyes to him. "You are the only true orgasm I've ever had in my life and you fucking know it."

Kieran Cassidy "I'm not sayin' t'at, I'm sayin' other people have 'eard ye' cum." eyes her as the woman seems hellbent on being mad at him.

Katya Jaeger Smirking a moment later, she'd thought there was something else on that one entirely. Stepping into him, her hands were quick to the back of his neck where she was nudging her nose against his. "All this talk about orgasms though..."

Kieran Cassidy "What the bleedin' fuck is a 'true orgasm.'" he'd ask, not sure if he was familiar with the term. "Opposed to a dishonest one? An orgasm that lies on it's taxes?" he'd continue as he felt her at his neck.

Katya Jaeger "You don't want to know," she whispered, pulling at the back of his neck as she took a step back, bringing him with her. "You'd much rather know what it is that I'm thinking right now. I promise."

Kieran Cassidy Hearing her mention that he didn't want to know. She was right but that left his mind to wander before figuring it out. Leaving him in a shit mood altogether. Not especially receptive to grabbing that opportunity as he'd raise an eyebrow. Taking the bait. "T'en what are ye' t'inkin?"

Katya Jaeger Taking another step back, her hand gripped firmly at the back of his neck as her lips lingered there to his as a smirk stole her features. "I'm thinking that all of this talk about orgasms has me horny as fuck and I'm thinking you might have a little something to help me out with that and in return, I'd like to hear your vocal talents," she whispered, a gentle nod of her head as her free hand slipped down between them to grip him through his jeans.

Kieran Cassidy "Little though, really?" an ironic oversight that might have had him laughing normally as she literally just told him he had a little something. Even as her hand ventured downwards yet he was afraid she wouldn't find what she wanted there.

Katya Jaeger "Not little! You know what I meant!" she explained, her own laugh filtering through as she found proof that he was not nearly as aroused as she was. Bringing her hand from him to find his hand, luring it up underneath of the oversized t-shirt she wore where the proof of her own was against the fabric of her panties, she'd guide his fingers to show him what she would not attempt to explain where the proof would speak loudly enough.

Kieran Cassidy “You just called my dick little." he reminded her as she guided his hand against her own panties. Feeling what she had been saying there undoubtedly. "Oh, look...big panties." he'd tease, finding something equally insulting yet a mirror of what she had said to him as his eyes narrowed.

Katya Jaeger As his eyes narrowed, hers widened as she looked up at him. Had she been in a different mindset altogether, a statement of that sort could have resulted in a full spiral from the already unstable woman, but here, she'd find it to be exactly what it was. Abandoning his hand beneath her t-shirt, her hand was there against him once more, rubbing her palm against him even through that fabric. "Your little pussy and my big cock," she corrected as that was how this truly went, a smirk to her lips as she tightened her hand at the back of his neck to draw her lips to his.

Kieran Cassidy "Uh huh..." thinking she was trying to save her own ass quickly as the two were clearly messing with one another. The girl was eighty pounds soaking wet and if she'd really think he could say she wore big panties, she'd truly have to look in the mirror to understand the hilarity. Feeling her lips return to his as he'd atleast attempt to work with her. Fingers drawing against the outside of that fabric firmly.

Katya Jaeger Feeling his fingers there to the fabric of her panties, she'd sigh softly against his lips as her hand worked against him for a moment before it wasn't enough for her. Finding the button of his jeans, she'd unfasten them before she'd find enough space to ease her hand within, beneath the cloth of his boxers to locate him, finding that skin to skin contact. Wrapping her hand around him, she gave up a solid stroke against him as she nipped at his lower tier.

Kieran Cassidy Feeling her slipping into his boxers where he might be a little more stubborn to wake than usual. Just needing to get out of his own damn head. Fingers drawing against her as he felt her to his bottom lip.

Katya Jaeger What she would find within his boxers wasn't quite what she was accustomed to finding, yet she'd not be disappointed by the opportunity to bring him to life entirely. Biting against his lower tier, she drew back against the tissue as her eyes found his while her free hand slipped down to relieve him of that zipper and draw down at his jeans there in the hallway of their home.

Kieran Cassidy Feeling her drawing at his jeans before they dropped all together. Meeting her eyes as he knew this had the opportunity to backfire. Taking an even breath as he'd attempt to keep his mind and body from working together too closely. Just letting the physical happen as he had never had an issue with it before.

Katya Jaeger Once the fabric of his jeans were gone, the ambitious woman would waste no time relieving him of his boxers a moment later, allowing them to pool at his ankles as her hand now found free range to stroke against his length as her lips formed to his once more in a kiss that would speak to that which his fingers had discovered against the fabric of her panties.

Kieran Cassidy Keeping his fingers moving to her steadily in pressured rotations would allow his fingers to coat in her. Feeling her affections finally starting to take root and spread through him as he gracefully thanked the powers that be for it. Even if the ability lied strictly in himself.

Katya Jaeger Drawing back from his kiss, her eyes were directed to his as her free hand found his side while the other drew off of him entirely. Bringing her hand towards her own face, her lips parted and she offered a full sweep of her tongue against the palm of her hand before that same hand was finding him again. Feeling those rotations of his fingers against her even through the fabric of her panties, there was no doubt that he had gotten to her even before that first touch as the bit or playful banter between the two would forever find her in this space where her desire for him spoke for itself.

Kieran Cassidy Watching her to her own palm where the moisture alone would surely help as he began to harden for her. Leaning in where his lips would firmly merge with her once more. Hand slipping up to allow both of his hands to find the sides of her panties and guide them down.

Katya Jaeger As her hand returned to him, she'd feel his lips there to hers, taking to her in a firm exchange that would coincide with the hardening of him there within her hand. Feeling him bring his hands to the sides of her panties beneath that oversized t-shirt, it wouldn't take much to relieve her of the only undergarment she bothered with most days. Torn between wanting to find her knees before him and wanting to feel him to her skin all at the same time, she'd remain standing for the moment as she stepped free of the fabric at his guiding as her hand strengthened there against him.

-November 1, 2017

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-October 31, 2017

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Halle Miller 

Katya Jaeger “WELP.”

Halle Miller [( text )] ayyo

Halle Miller [( text )] u up bunny?!?*?&[?

Halle Miller [( text )] met disguy an fuckmemahnnn

Halle Miller [( text )] imugle

Halle Miller [( text )] why the FUCKRDESE butons so dam liddle

Katya Jaeger [text] Sorry I didn’t see these last night. Girrrrrl. Were you wasted?! Are you still?! Ahaha.

-October 30, 2017

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Katya Jaeger #imnotofuckingkay

-October 31, 2017

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Gia Tyler I couldn’t finish watching it. I quit after Alanis performed. :(

Katya Jaeger “You need to finish. It’s incredible. And I will say that Alanis was a tear jerker.”

Gia Tyler Hopefully I can find it somewhere recorded. Or is it still on their YouTube?

Katya Jaeger “It was on their YouTube as of this morning about 5 am-9am.”

Halle Miller "The crowd, be still my heart." Placed a hand over the spot where her heart lay.

Katya Jaeger “It was incredible.”

Halle Miller "Brought me to tears. Chester and I knew each other only briefly but he really was the light in the middle of the room. It was amazing and wondrous! It gave me goosebumps and the tears of happiness and sorrow. He was there; he was the crowd."

Katya Jaeger “He was definitely there. I don’t even know that I’m entirely ready to talk about this yet.” Frowns. “I wish you were in New York so we could be drunk and sad together."

Halle Miller "We can talk about it.. " Gave a matching frown before she flipped it, flashing a bright smile. "Besides.. what's the use of getting drunk if we're going to be sad? Drunk = Happiness. You know this, Kate."

Katya Jaeger “Welllll then why aren’t you in New York yet? Drunk = numb = happy Kate.” Nods. “You need to come see the new house!"

-October 27, 2017

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Halle Miller is with Katya Jaeger. "Facetiming while stuffing my face with pizza. I entertain her with my "It's hot, hot, hot!" bitching."

Katya Jaeger “You are making me fucking crazy. But I love you like woahhh.”

Halle Miller "Of course! You love me more than anything! Except.. I was loving that pizza too hard. My tongue is fucked."

Katya Jaeger “I love you /almost/ more than anything. Don’t get greedy!” Laughs, shaking her head. “That’s what you get!!”

Halle Miller "It was good pizza, how can you blame me?!" Shot her a mock glare, narrowing those hazel eyes.

Katya Jaeger “I don’t blame you. I just think it’s funny,” she confessed, finding pleasure in the idea of her best friend’s tongue being burnt as she stuck out her own very unburnt tongue to her through the screen of the iPhone.

Halle Miller "Rub it in why don't you!" Her own iPhone was propped up against the hotel dresser. You know the type, the ones that plague every single one and has that half-assed mirror hanging above it. Halle had managed to prop her phone directly in that space. "Call the wahhhhhbluance. I need a doctor!"

Katya Jaeger Sticking out her tongue once more, she nearly bit her own tongue as she started to laugh once more, feeling it radiate through her in an unfamiliar manner. “You are entirely too much, you baby!” she accused, reaching over for a cigarette before heading outside with her phone in hand to sit on the back steps and smoke while watching Halle being entirely miserable. “Pa…the…tic."

-October 27, 2017

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-October 26, 2017

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Katya Jaeger “There’s nothing three ibuprofen and a bullet won’t fix.”

Kieran Cassidy "What are we t'inkin'?"

Katya Jaeger “That my head fucking hurts.”

Kieran Cassidy "Gotta' stop givin' it."

Katya Jaeger “I don’t think so.”

Kieran Cassidy "T'ink so."

Katya Jaeger “I think you would miss me.”

Kieran Cassidy "I t'ink yer' right."

Katya Jaeger “I think I need more ibuprofen.”

Kieran Cassidy "C'ome put yer' head in me lap."

Katya Jaeger Comes over and sits beside him on the sofa, laying her head against his thigh as he suggested.

Kieran Cassidy "Where?" He'd ask as his fingers began to pass through her hair.

Katya Jaeger Lifting her hand, she’d bring his hand to the back of her head, just where her neck began. “Here,” she offered before guiding his hand to her temple. “And here,” she concluded.

Kieran Cassidy Feeling the guidance as it would be hard to tend to her in that first spot. "Well, I'll get ye' 'ere and t'en ye' can roll around and I'll get t'ere..." he resolved as his fingers smoothed gently over her temple.

Katya Jaeger Feeling his fingers take there to her temple, she let her own hand fall against her stomach where the ibuprofen wasn’t settling well thanks to the empty stomach they were taken on. “Thank you, Kier,” she whispered as she settled in against his thigh, not knowing what she’d do without this man.

Kieran Cassidy Shaking his head as she thanked him, knowing his place here by now as she found her stomach. Not even needing to ask by this point.

Katya Jaeger With her eyes closed, she wouldn't see the shake of his head, but she'd feel the shift of his body just the same, knowing after so many years together just what that had meant. "I love you," she offered quietly, opening her eyes only to look up at him in that moment.

Kieran Cassidy "I love you too." He stated simply, though it was fairly obvious by this point as he rotated his fingers to her temple. Slowly increasing his pressure before having to laugh as what this same action reminded him of.

Katya Jaeger Just after saying he loved her, the soft smile that had taken the woman's lips would turn to a bit of confusion as he laughed. "What's so funny?" she asked, her eyes lifted to his, though closing every second or two to the feeling of his touch there to her temple.

Kieran Cassidy "This is how I Uh...dittle your skittle." He stated honestly as he rubbed his two fingers against her in a slow, pressurized circle.

Katya Jaeger As he spoke, her laugh would find her as well as she shook her head slightly there against his thigh. "Although... they do say a release can help with a headache..." she offered, smirking up towards him. "Could get one hand going down here and the other going up there."

Kieran Cassidy "Now we're getting greedy..." he accused, though he'd always help her in whatever way he could. Selflessly.

Katya Jaeger "You mean to tell me you don't /want/ my taste on your tongue?" she asked, eyeing him as if to question that accusation.

Kieran Cassidy Eyes to hers at her return, a shake of his head at her question. "No...I mean, I've never even done something like that before so I don't know if I could."

Katya Jaeger Hearing his explanation, she hummed her own response as she let her eyes close once more, feeling him working there to her temple. "You think you could work on my headache while I worked on your cock?" she asked, her hand drawing to his inner thigh as she turned to her side against his thigh, teasing with the idea of it as the woman was far from selfish.

Kieran Cassidy "You don't want my cock when your head hurts." He accused. "That's literally the excuse women use to get out of cock." He'd remind her as he played with the woman.

Katya Jaeger Allowing her hand to drift further there between his thighs, her fingertips stretching towards him where her middle finger would drawn down the man's length through his boxers. "You don't know me at all if you think there's ever a time that I don't want your cock. But this wasn't about me. This was about if you could multitask."

Kieran Cassidy Feeling her locating him accurately and a little too well. The accusation of him not knowing her full of shit and she knew it. "I don't know. I suppose that depends on you, wouldn't it?"

Katya Jaeger "You think you could continue to focus on my headache if say... my hand was around your cock?" she asked, wondering just how far she could go with this line of playfulness.

Kieran Cassidy "Yes." He stated with ease, as a hand he could manage with ease. It was when she got worse with it that he began to doubt.

Katya Jaeger Humming her response, she was nearly willing to test the theory. "And what if it were a hand with frequent visits from my tongue?"

Kieran Cassidy "Yeah, I could do that too." He stated confidently.

Katya Jaeger "You could?" she asked, not entirely sure that she was believing his resolve in the matter. "And what if I took you into my mouth while my hand worked at the base, right here?" she asked, her finger stroking against him through the fabric of his boxers.

Kieran Cassidy "Yeah, I could do that too." He assured, knowing what he couldn't do and she wasn't quite there yet as he felt her hand to his boxers.

Katya Jaeger Drawing her hand back to find his inner thigh once more, she'd find the edge of that fabric where her fingertips drifted within. "And just when would it be that you couldn't function any longer?" she asked, as her fingertips found him there within his boxers, willing to test this theory.

-October 26, 2017

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Halle Miller‎ to Katya Jaeger "You know.. that relationship looks kinda good on you, sweet pea." She gave a gentle flick to the back of her best friend's ear, making sure to caress the lobe with the padding of her thumb.

Katya Jaeger Smirks as she feels Halle there to her ear, shaking her head. "You know... it feels pretty good too," she confessed, unable to hide that smile of hers on the matter. "He's good to me. The absolute best. And I can honestly say that after almost seven years, he's the only good part about this life. Well, and you, of course." Smirks, teasing.

Halle Miller She took in account how that smirk played against Kate's lips and simply offered her a slight smile of her own. Love, ah, it was such a lovely yet complex thing and for her, that meant, the man her best friend had fallen for -- must have been someone awfully precious and special. Small clicks of her heels moved her around and towards the empty chair across from Kate, fingertips dragging across the slick table top. Dark eyes cutting back, "And whoooo," She purred, "Is this wonderful man? Or is it the one who has always been there?" There was one answer that came to mind but she waited.

Katya Jaeger As Halle made herself comfortable, Kate would do the same, taking up a seat on the sofa, leaning back without reason to be proper. "The same one that's been there since I was a teenager," she assured as there never had been another, not since the day he collected her and had cared for her ever since. "We've come a long way though. All of those things I never thought I'd much want... I want with him. I don't much know how to tell him that exactly, but I do. I think about twenty years from now, what it all looks like, and it's just darkness if he's not there."

Halle Miller Snuggling down into the comfort of that high-backed chair, those long legs folded. One tucked up beneath her while exposing her ankle and the red-bottomed high heel as the other kept placed to the ground; her hands picked self consciously at the furred hem of khaki shorts. "What was his name again?" Truth be told, Halle had such a horrible collective memory. Names and dates were always the first to be thrown out the window but faces always managed to stick. Fingertips combed through the puff of white cotton as she glanced between the work of her hands to the familiar facade of her friend. "Marriage, babies and the ripe old age, huh? All of that extra-goody stuff? It seems like you're smitten with him which isn't a bad thing! I'm very happy for you!" She was, there was no other way to put it. Happiness lit up her usually still face, tugging lip-corners up and a subtle flash of pearly white teeth.

Katya Jaeger Hearing her friend speak on it all, it all sounded so simple, achievable even. She drew in a slow breath, knowing that wasn't the case though; not for she and Kieran. "His name is Kieran," she reminded her without feeling any sort of way about Halle's ability to forget someone's name that had been around for years upon years. "And don't go getting all excited there. It's complicated," she confessed as feelings and reality didn't always match up and this would be no different. "I don't know that all of that can ever really happen," she confessed, leaning forward for her beer that she was bringing to her lips a moment later. "Enough about me. Catch me up on you."

Halle Miller Why did his name sound so familiar? She probably knew his face before she knew his name but that was typical of her. A habit that was all too hard to break from but who didn't have one of those? As Kate reached for her beer, Halle mimicked her and reached for her tall wine glass. The bright green liquid swirled and sloshed as she brought it to her lips and took a long sip. Retracting the rim away, Halle fluffed herself up. That signature drink always hit the spot; it's fruity taste mixed with hard liquor, tickling her and lightening her already drunken state of mind. "Love is exciting, Kate, have you forgotten? It's supposed to make you want those things and I, as your best friend, am entitled to get all worked up and happy about it," She hiccuped, "Excuse me -- Complicated is everything. Life, love, sex, children, parents, death.. all of those things are complicated because they are life lessons. You and I both know that our lives weren't the easiest nor have they been the happiness. All it takes is one little ray of sunshine through the storm clouds to make a rainbow, puddin'." Another swig. "Ahhh.. what about me? There's nothing to tell! Charts have my singles, some are gold, platinum even. Tour is going super well and I couldn't have asked for a better one. Love life is still shit. Tour life sucks the fucking out of your life, if you ask me, I don't have any interest in fucking strangers......." Smirked, "Although.. it does sound tempting."

Katya Jaeger Hearing her speak on everything being complicated always, she knew it was true, but she knew that her friend might be singing a different song if she knew what it was that Kate was up against.  It was more than anyone could navigate, of that she was certain, and yet somehow wrong for it all at the same time.  Regardless, another time.  This wasn’t about that.  It was about catching up with her best friend as their tours had taken them in different directions as of late and it had simply been far too long.  “I feel you on tour life sucking it out of you.  I swear it feels like TPR has been at it for a year straight.  We’re at home now, thankfully.  But not for long.  We head back out on… November 8?  It might be the 9.  All I know is it is right in that time frame.  Then we’re going again.  Denmark, Sweden, Germany, Austria, France… I don’t even know.  But that’s almost right up until Christmas.  Last I checked, yours was about the same, right?” she asked, keeping up with her friend as much as she could though the two had a hard time crossing paths these days.

-October 26, 2017

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Kieran Cassidy

Katya Jaeger "Then what does this make me?"

Kieran Cassidy "Lucky."

Katya Jaeger “Halloween might be my new favorite holiday.”

-October 21, 2017

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Kieran Cassidy Sorry, ladies and gents...she's all mine. 

Katya Jaeger “Mhm. I am.” Uses her middle finger to motion him closer.

Kieran Cassidy "You pee and I'll catch ye' later."

Katya Jaeger FROWNS.

Kieran Cassidy Flashes her a middle finger back.

Katya Jaeger Brings her own middle finger against her own lower tier, taking it within her mouth where she sucked strongly against it as her eyes remained there to his.

Kieran Cassidy "STOP." Slips from the door so she can answer natures call.

Katya Jaeger Hums against her own finger, watching as he left, prompting her to withdraw that finger from her own lips slowly. Letting off a heated sigh, one he would know all too well as if her hand was there between her own thighs, never needing to use the facility in the first place, but wondering just where his cut off might be.

Kieran Cassidy "Katya!" He called abruptly, seeming to know the woman's threat process entirely too well.

Katya Jaeger Groaning under the sound of her name, she leaned her head back as she let another whine escape her lips a moment later.

Kieran Cassidy "F'eck you then." He called in response, a shake of his head.

Katya Jaeger Never actually having touched herself in the process, she'd keep right on as though she were. "Kier... baby... c'mere... I need you... in my mouth..."

Kieran Cassidy "Get off t'e throne t'en." He'd remind her, amazed he even had to have his conversation as he reached for the nearby laundry basket.

Katya Jaeger "But it's... ahhh... just the right... height..." she continued on, taking sharp breaths between each word as her smile stole her features. Quickly losing the ability to keep up the act.

Kieran Cassidy "It's too weird. Even for me." He stated honestly, dragging out one of his shirts which he held to himself and folded the sleeves.

Katya Jaeger Sighing heavily, she rose from where she sat, drawing up her panties before finding her way out of the bathroom. Approaching him, she'd bring her finger there to his lower tier, providing proof that she'd done nothing, before that same hand was stealing the shirt he had just folded from him to toss onto the bed.

Kieran Cassidy "Yeah, you better." Feeling her finger at his bottom lip before she found his shirt. Waiting until it was folded before he sighed low at her.

Katya Jaeger The smirk to her features was there instantly upon his reminder as her hand returned to his chest. Letting her hand draw down his abdomen to his boxers where she'd lower them a moment later. "Fold the laundry," she suggested, her hand taking him as she found her knees before him.

Kieran Cassidy "Why don't you suck my dick and stop telling me what to do?" He'd ask poignantly as she drew at his boxers, brows drawing upwards.

Katya Jaeger Hearing his return, it was all it would take for her to take him within her mouth all at once, her hand working at the base of his cock as her mouth surrounded him, sucking against him just as he had requested.

Kieran Cassidy Smirking at how effectively that had worked for her, feeling her mouth slip around him as he hummed low. Eyes briefly closing as he gave into the feeling and his hand found the back of her neck.

Katya Jaeger Feeling his hand find the back of her neck, she cut her eyes up towards the man where he could see the effects he truly had on her as she took him clean to the back of her throat, not hesitating to choose him over air as she choked several hard times against his length challenging her throat.

Kieran Cassidy "Fuck." Groaning his response to her as his eyes opened. Meeting her eyes as she took him back without hesitation or warning.

Katya Jaeger Withdrawing back as his eyes met hers, she would draw a breath before she was there once more, pushing him deeper into the confines of her throat where she choked against him, refusing to draw back this time as she trusted the form of his hand to relieve her at his will.

-October 21, 2017

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The knock at the door was unexpected.

It always seemed to happen that way.  When Kate and Kieran were off the road, they weren’t much for spending time with bandmates and neither one really seemed to have much by the way of friends, which worked out perfectly fine for the woman as she always felt a little uneasy when it wasn’t just herself and Kieran.  The two were complete matches in that they easily fell into the reclusive lifestyle, wanting nothing more than the other one’s company and finding complete comfort and enjoyment in such.  Today was no different as they enjoyed the short break from touring.

The last few months had brought with them demons too big for Kate to fully face, finding that she would press them down and away time and time again, until finally she had to talk to Kieran about them.  She had to tell him what was happening within that mind of hers.  When she opened her lips to tell him, only a small percentage would come forth before she would shift gears entirely and attempt to move away from it.  It was progress.  Progress that any therapist would say was good for her.  But she’d have to take it a little at a time.  The things she’d experienced were not for the faint of heart and though she knew her long time boyfriend not to be such, there was a personal tie there that would make it harder for him to hear those things and she was aware of it.

As she arrived at the door, Kieran was there on the sofa in the living room, somewhere amongst bottles of booze and with his eyes to the television.  She had no doubt that his eyes would drift down the corridor that led to the front door as it seemed he never did let the woman out of his sight as of late, which was all the better for her in all honesty as she couldn’t trust herself as recent events showed her ability to check out entirely and not know what was happening, even at her own hand.  In nothing more than his t-shirt, she opened the door to find a delivery man standing before her.  ‘I have a delivery for Katya Jaeger,’ he offered, the sound of her own name turning her stomach as she far preferred to be called ‘Kate’ and never hear that name again as it was one that would always be repeated through her head in a man’s voice that she cared never to hear again.  Nodding her head, she signed a printed sheet on a clip board for the delivery.  “Thank you,” she offered as she accepted the box into her own grip and turned to bring it inside.

She knew all too well what this box was as most girls did.  A smile found her features as she brought it into the kitchen.  “Kier,” she offered, untying the ribbon around the box.  Already having decided that he had done this after everything that had been going on the last few days.  She was moved by the gesture as she drew back the ribbon, eager to see just what he had chosen for her.  She never thought herself to be this girl, but as the moment presented itself, she’d find out that she was that girl entirely who got excited over the stupidest things.  “You are, hands down, the greatest man alive and I don’t know how it is that I ever got so…”

Speaking as she lifted the lid from the box, she dropped it immediately, falling instantly silent as the contents of the box had her heart stopping dead in its tracks.  She took a step back as her hand came over her mouth, her body instantly trembling as she stared into the box.  It would take a long moment before she could manage his name at her lips again, only this time it would come forth with complete fear there in her voice as she pressed her back to the counter opposite of the island where the box sat.  “Kier…” she she managed, her voice shaking in a manner he had surely not heard from her since the night she’d met him.  By this point, she was trembling so badly that her knees were weak and she’d sink down to the floor of the kitchen where just the white of the box remained in her view.  Within the box were seventeen long stem red roses.  Dead.  

-October 21, 2017