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hello people today i ask: what is your favorite artificial flavor, generally? like if you’re having a new artificially flavored thing and need to pick a standard flavor, what are you going for?

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Wrote some more and now I'm stressed because I can't figure out how it should go. Discussed the conflict with my friend and he was silent for a while then went, "You really don't give the characters any good options."

Damn right. The writer has written herself into the corner. Tho to be fair the characters would want the least bad option while I want the angstiest one because Caleb is built for angst.

Accidentally wrote 1.7k words for a Caleb fic and then I hate everything about it so that's the sign for me to pause and sleep on it because overthinking with a hazy brain only leads to disasters <3

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My favorite thing about tumblr is following peoples personal storylines. Like when somebody I follow finally goes on a date with the person they like or comes out to their best friend or finishes a huge homework assignment I am literally on the couch pumping my fist and being really happy for them

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RFA profiles reworked: Jumin

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Accidentally wrote 1.7k words for a Caleb fic and then I hate everything about it so that's the sign for me to pause and sleep on it because overthinking with a hazy brain only leads to disasters <3

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bitches will say its “nothing” but the next u see of them they have a big fat novel in their hands and a strange peculiar sadness in their eyes

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basically… I spent $200 on a mystic messenger hyperfixation! here’s the routes so you don’t have to do the same!!!

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Credits artist @麻鸭Maya

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01/31/25; 08:50pm

{ drabbles / headcanons }

[ how they help you when you’re feeling overwhelmed and stressed ]

featuring: sylus, zayne, xavier, rafayel, caleb

sylus can always tell when you’re about to go non-verbal, and instead of making you talk it out-

he’ll remain utterly patient with you.

sylus is a man who understands how challenging life can be sometimes, and all he wants to do is help you navigate through it, forever remaining by your side.

when he sees the defeated expression on your face, he’ll let out soft coos of your name before pulling you into his embrace. he’ll allow you to cling to him while basking in his warmth, not minding how you sought comfort from him during your time of need.

he would spend the day with you in your shared bedroom, canceling all of his meetings and duties for the day while making luke and kieran do the work for him.

he would spend the entire day in the comfort of your shared bedroom, allowing you to cling to him while ordering all of your favorite foods. his actions would forever remain oh so gentle with you as he helped with slowly rejuvenating your strength.

and as you fall asleep while in his embrace, sylus hopes that you would always see him as your safe haven in the future.

being a vastly intelligent man, zayne could always tell when you’re feeling overwhelmed. whimpers could be heard escaping from your parted lips as you curled up even further within the blankets.

and seeing you in such a state would make him take a sick day, wanting nothing more than to comfort you during your time of need. so after making the necessary calls, zayne would rejoin you in the comfort of your shared bed, making sure to keep the lights dimmed low.

when he removes the comforter away from your face, the doctor’s heart would inexplicably clench in response to your tear stained face, gently caressing at your damp skin with the back of his hand. he’ll call out your name in a loving manner, whispering words of encouragement to you while reassuring you that he’ll always remain by your side.

and when a tiny smile breaks through the melancholic haze of your expression, zayne knew that he was successful before proceeding to litter your face with gentle kisses, basking in your giggles of his name.

xavier will not leave your side for even a minute if he sees a single tear roll down your cheek. from seeing your pained expression, he knew that you weren’t quite ready to talk about what was bothering you.

so he remains steadfastly by your side, sharing the warmth of his body heat with you while keeping you wrapped up in his embrace. xavier will whisper sweet nothings in your ear, telling you that whatever it is, you could face it together-

never alone.

when xavier feels you slowly relax while in his embrace, he smiles, basking in your soft breathing and the way your chest rises and falls while sleeping within his embrace. true blue eyes would fill with love and adoration for you before he presses a kiss against your cheek, joining you in your peaceful slumber…

when he notices that you’ve become much quieter than usual, rafayel is usually the one to help with cheering you up. he’ll take a day off doing any commissions while placing you within his embrace.

he won’t take any offense with your silence, often keeping you on the comfort of his lap while feeding you all of your favorite candies and snacks. in order to get a few laughs from you, he’ll spend the day sketching all of your favorite plushies while giving them silly expressions.

as you laugh for him, rafayel would feel his heart go lighter, nearly soaring at the sound as he sought ways to further elicit such a joyous reaction from you-

needless to say, rafayel didn’t mind being your personal clown, as long as you felt better and he was the one making you smile.

caleb would be your staunch protector during moments where you feel overwhelmed and overstimulated. he’ll allow you a moment to cry and let out all of your sadness, never once judging you or pushing you away as he felt your tears staining at the front of his shirt.

he’ll pull you achingly closer to him, allowing you to bury your face within his chest as he listened to you rant about your frustrations and whatever was making you feel sad. even with his busy schedule, caleb would always find time for you, no matter what.

only after you finish your vent does he offer you to cook you all of the delicious meals you crave for. tell him anything that you want, and he’ll make it in an instant for you. for caleb, nothing is off the table when it comes to you, and he always want you to feel loved and cherished unconditionally by him-

something that the young colonel knows will never change.

end notes: i’ve been feeling a little down lately and wrote this as a comfort fic for me, and also anyone else who needs reassurance as well. i wrote this in thirty minutes, and i know it’s not much, but this was something i personally needed ♡

all stories are written by rei; please do not repost, plagiarize, or translate my works!!

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Longing...

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Caleb at his normal is Jumin at his worst

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It's the way Caleb has to sacrifice his body to be the perfectly engineered weapon so the big bad boss will be distracted from hunting you down, but in the process he lost his ability to feel normal emotions and became more ruthless and possessive instead, and now you have conflicted feelings about him BUT HE DID ALL OF THIS FOR YOU. He has to make you hate him to save you. He has to make you forget him to be happy.

It's an easier concept to accept when the morally grey guy stops at killing everyone for you. But what about when he has to kill parts of himself to sustain you? When he's not selfless enough to leave you, so now you're left with the broken parts and you have to decide whether you can still love him? Is it still love if he's barely the person you knew? Can you leave him when you know you're the reason he's changed? Can you live with him and the guilt? Who will you be after all is said and done?

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All roads unfortunately lead back to tumblr.

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[CN server Spoilers]

Dining Series — COMPLETE

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Awnnnnn