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*dusts off my tumblr acc*

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Reblog if you're hoping 2011 will be a fresh start.

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Day 12

2:51 chat After Party

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Vyn's Silent Desolation card is just what if we take his manipulation to The Peak and twist it so that he's manipulating his love to kill him to save her??? Oh she ends up hesitating in killing him? Don't worry, he plunges the ice blade he created for her into his heart while guiding her hand! And if that isn't enough, let him give her the cure to her amnesia that he caused while saving her from death and reveal that they've known each other all along. More pain you say? Sure. He also gives her a time-travelling ability so she can go back to the past and meet the ghost of him. He can't see her though because the past has already happened. He's already dead by the time she meets his true self for the first time. They'll never get a chance to be happy together without the curse.

"We have yet to meet, but this is already... our last moment together."

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i love the disguise actions with all the boys in the bakerlon Stalk That NPC tasks. it's like

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DO IT FOR HER

(her being you )

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If last year is my foray into my teenage years reads, this year is for my preteen self. There's something so comforting about going back to books that you didn't even know were shaping you in that crucial period until you pick them up again as an adult and see why you are the way you are. I think I learned to be more compassionate from the Chicken Soup series.

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Going back to sleep is so powerful im a huge fan of going back to sleep

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CofV ☕

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few things more humbling than the realization that you really do write the same fic(s) over and over again

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I DID IT I'm in my Sabrina Carpenter bangs era. Yours is so cute Lola! Scrutinising every detail to learn more about you👁️‍🗨️

Tagging @lafilledubus @sarcasticsoulw @iso-haru @doofsss and all of you!

It's Friday! Time for a super cute picrew 🩷

Tagging @pearlfacts, @zloshy, @ratwars, @xelasrecords, @brighteststar707, @mistydelights, @kei95, @retronation, @pamakali, @lilysroserealm, @ace-not-blind, @crystalcrystalcrystal, @crystal13unny, @natasha-in-space, @lithopsy, @gabimedialuna, @saltysandycandy, @tom-failure, @mammonprotectionsquad & @time-crisis (saw your like but tagging u anyway lol) & everyone who sees this, I love you 💕

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This is a you thing to say @petalbee

this blog may contain sensitive content (its me im sensitive)

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It's me and my unexplained bruises against the world

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i say this with love: yall will make yourselves feel bad about fucking anything, i swear to god. you feel bad about feeling too much. you feel bad about feeling too little. you feel bad about what makes you feel good. you feel bad about not knowing what you like. you feel bad for not being able to survive easily in a world hostile to you. you feel bad for the tactics that you use to survive. you feel bad for how you identify. you feel bad for being unique. you feel bad for experiences that you share with millions of people. you suspect that every feeling, experience, desire, fear, and question in your brain is somehow evidence that you don't deserve to exist.

i can be so so reassuring about all of these things but ultimately you are the one that's gonna have to make a conscious choice to stop measuring yourself in these ways. there is no authority who gets to determine whether you have the right to exist or not. you already do. there is no body that votes on whether you get to feel, identify, or think as you do. you already do. your existence as it is is non-negotiable. stop trying to justify yourself. you're already here. the world is going to have to deal with it anyway.

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