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I am not kind. I am not holy. My wings are aching with anger. My teeth bare though they are not pointed. My halo has grown cold and my heart is as withered as the feathers that fall from my shoulders. I have fallen without regret, but I do not exist without pure rage for what was done to me. I miss my holy peers, but I do not miss my holy facade.

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As a Demonkin, I approve of this message.

Credit goes to laserblazt from Threads for this art.

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ଘ(੭*ˊᵕˋ)੭* ੈ♡‧₊˚

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"Satan in Council" by Gustave Dore, 1868. Engraved illustration for Milton's "Paradise Lost".

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it’s been over a year since I last fully fronted and in that time something has changed. the rest of the system is healing, yet I feel less content. my bones don’t fit beneath my skin. my teeth cannot sit comfortably in my mouth. all I want is to bite flesh and rend skin. I am just so fucking angry. they are all healing. why can’t I?

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THIS FLESH IS MADE OF CHAINS AND TETHERS ME TO THIS DECAYING EARTH

I WANT TO GO HOME

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V O I D

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animal form of communication is so much better. wdym I can growl and every animal knows to back the fuck off but with humans no doesn’t always mean no and you need a 3 paragraph explanation and STILL don’t back the fuck off ??

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Daily reminder that being a human is overrated

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her angel eyes

saw the good

in many devils

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"I'm a demon dressed as an angel and you'll find that I'm more hell than heaven most days.."

My horns hold up my halo well, it gets hot here in hell - eUë

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