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How many times did you try to become small and failed? How many times you binged and told yourself that it‘ll never happen again?

Exactly. Million times. But you are stuck in that vicious circle, you will never make it.

Why don’t be consistent once? Just eat nothing when you don’t have to. Eat a small portion when you have to while avoiding other food completely. You will reach your goals fast af. Compensate the calories with a run. You know how to lose weight but your a lazy fuck. Get your life together and show a little self control. Be perfect, clean up your room, go for a walk, dont eat, plan your day. And stop the fucking excuses.

„Oh my family forces me to eat dinner with them“ fuck off with that shit. Say you feel sick or fucking eat sth with your family. And thats all. Nothing more. Small portion. Sports. Purge. Maybe prepare dinner for your family next time and say you‘ve already ate so much while cooking that you just don’t feel hungry anymore. They wont care anyways unless you’re super skinny. But guess what? That will never happen with your lazy fuck excuses mentality

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You’re not in this to be hot, remember? You’re in this to show everyone who’s ever hurt you they can’t get away with it. You’re in this for the power you’ll get from your emaciated body. That’s why you’re doing this.

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straight up. I’m so fucking tired of being fat. I’ve been wanting to be skinny for so fucking long, and yet I’m still just as pathetic as I was 5yrs ago. 

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Literally the worst

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nienawidze siebie mam ochote pociac kazdy najmniejszy element mojego ciala, zmasakrowac je do takiego stopnia zeby nikt mnie nie poznal

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i saw a post awhile ago talking about romanticizing your ed and LET ME TELL YOU, THAT SHIT WORKS

saying things like “a skinny person wouldn’t eat today”

“i’m not eating because i’m dainty and i don’t need it”

or looking at thnspo and saying “wow to look like that i’m going to fast all day”

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It's me. I'm girls.

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if I was the kind of person who lost their appetite when they were upset I would be fucking unstoppable

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Bardzo mocno potrzebuję polskich subów na reddicie z memami o ED :(( ktoś coś?

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dosłownie, nie mam pojęcia, jeśli nie mam bulimii to co mam? kim jestem? jeśli moją cechą charakterystyczną nie jest niejedzenie na spotkaniach, czerwone kostki i obrzęki w kącikach ust to co nią jest?????

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turn my thoughts into symptoms

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pls God, i want to eat in 2021 without feeling guilty

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hope so

2017: dumb bitch

2018: sad bitch

2019: bad bitch