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behold my vocal stim compilation

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zeke moment

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i slay now as well

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i slayed 2 years ago

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so fascinating that it/its is always the pronoun that gets Forgotten on those polls. especially bc it's probably the pronoun you use most often in speech (other than I, maybe). like genuinely what's wrong with y'all. do u genuinely have zero friends that use it/its pronouns? or do u just conveniently forget abt the "it" part as soon as they also provide you with a more "comfortable" option. anyways here's an option for if you use he, she, and they! let me know if I somehow forgot any???

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sometimes the best writing advice is "just let it be bad." revolutionary. terrifying. but it works.

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Live & Learn

I watched Sonic 3 on Christmas. It was AWESOME. Welcome back, Sonic hyperfixation! I was disappointed (but not surprised) at how much they softened GUN. The military has a stranglehold on Hollywood :(

I was very annoyed at the fact they made Maria die in an explosion—sure, they were aiming at her, but they added that extra barrier of deniability that just took all the edge out of Shadow's trauma and made it.... not really make as much sense. Of course there's the matter of age rating, which I kinda forgot existed in the moment when I booed in the theater xD

AND WHEN THEY PLAYED LIVE AND LEARN IT WAS LIKE AAAAAAAAJDJABDSJJDJFKGJ THIS IS THE.BEST MOMENT WVER DHABANNSFJRNDNND

I started replaying Cult of the Lamb but now I wanna abandon it for a Sonic game instead. Only problem is I don't know which to do, and it takes me forever to get through a single game because I'm very bad at video games lol. I've only finished SA2 and I couldn't even figure out how to hatch Chao until after I finished the entire story :(

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i am here to announce my presentation exposing goofy for his horrendous secret. help me take him down

slide 7 link

slides 8 and 10 link

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Jim Carrey's The Grinch

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i always sing through blood drawings to not start panicking and i always wanna vary what i sing but i always go with phantom of the opera bc it's just the best one for me to sing and i always get compliments anyways lol

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sometimes you just have to let yourself be a bit neurodivergent.

i hate going out, it gives me a lot of anxiety and sensory input that i dont like, and i am often forced to talk to people.

so i do this thing on more difficult days, or sometimes just for fun, where i "bring a fictional character with me". i walk and imagine Fictional Character walking next to me. they talk to me, reassure me, hype me up, whatever i need them to do.

today dean winchester came christmas shopping with me. he went over the list with me of stuff i needed to get, told me i was doing a good job every time i finished in a certain shop, reminded me to take a deep breath when i got a little overwhelmed.

and yea. its kinda silly. and i know its just me talking to myself in a different voice, but it Works! especially since all of my special interests/hyperfixations tend to be tv/movie related.

so do what you gotta do to Get Shit Done. stop holding yourself to neurotypical standards. if you need Fictional Character to tell you you're doing a good job, do it! if you need Favourite Singer to walk you to school, do it! yea it might feel silly but you're literally fighting against your own brain to get stuff done every single day. you can have a little self indulgent daydream, as a treat.

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rb to have a super gay 2023

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let's start a riot, a riot

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NON-freaks dni. This is a freaks only zone

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god you guys are fucking gay

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ok actually this is kind of a lie bc i think only one of my main 5 ocs isnt nonbinary in my head and im 100% sure if he explored his gender identity he'd be transfem nonbinary at the least

i rly need more transfem ocs. i only have one non cis amab oc and they're agender and dont really care

ive only got like two transmasc ocs but thats still more than vice versa. honestly i just have too many cis ocs in general

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blocking isnt enough i need them to see themselves through my eyes