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hello you cute people

it’s been probably a year since i last opened tumblr and i read through some things i posted. not the nsfw bts stuff but things i posted about my private life. no one was wondering but to clear things up. i have a boyfriend now since over 7 month. i’m happy in a relationship but a relationship can’t give you full happiness. i got a therapist and have been diagnosed with depression a while ago. i’m fighting a lot with selfharm, selfhate, no selfacceptance and so on. i have the bestest best friend on earth and i have great people around me. i’m mostly fighting with myself so yea :)

if someone was wondering this account probably will never be active again since i’m not really into the fandom anymore. i love the boys and the music but i just have so much more to do and i lost interest in it..

idk when the next time will be that i look into this tunblr account but if you want to talk about something or ask me something you can and i will answer it someday!

stay safe especially while the whole corona thing is going on. ily <3

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don’t worry fam i’m good. sorry for never saying anything i’m just not activ anymore sorryyyy

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i would if i could god damn :(

190224 Yoongi’s Tweet

RUN!!

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babyboy

Yoongi in his flannels 🐱

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❤

💕

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bts reacting to you whining under them

god damn it i am bored

warning: degrading, mention of punishment

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namjoon:

he would be so fucking proud because he knew that he is making you feel so good. he stops his movement to make you whine louder

“baby whine a little more. beg for me”

seokjin:

as much as he loved hearing you whine he would shut you down with kisses because the boys could hear you if you would moan to loud.

“babygirl, you sound so fucking hot but the boys are at home”

*kiss*

“god damn you are so hot”

yoongi:

when you whined and moaned he couldn’t control himself anymore and he trusted even harder inside of you.

“fuck... i am making you feel so good, right? come on kitten, you love it don’t you?”

hoseok:

first he would stop because he thought he would hurt you but as he noticed that you just wanted more of him he gave in.

“god you are so tight baby... yeah whine some more babygirl”

jimin:

he would be a moaning mess himself but he would go crazy and trust into you as hard as he could because hearing you whine like that is like music to his ears.

“yeah you whine like a slut. my slut. fuck you feel so good”

taehyung:

slowing down his trust till he comes to an completely stop he would just stare into your eyes.

“come on. i know you can whine some more. moan for me. whine for me. maybe i will let you come.”

jeongguk:

he would put his strong hand on you mouth, shuting you down.

“you know when you whine like that... i could come immediately... so fucking stop it or i have to punish you babygirl...”

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gifs aren’t mine

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Hope your having a great day!

thanks honey

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y’all. i wrote a math exam today and if I DON’T GET A GOOD GRADE I’M SERIOUSLY GOING TO CRY

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bringing this up again

i love jeongguk

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idk who to tag but here u get some informations about me hahah

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i love jeongguk

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wanna know good news. I FUCKING GOT AN A . AN A. SHEVSBSBSBHS

my mom picked me up from school. i ask a teacher if they could call my mom so i can go home. my menta health still isn’t the best and i just couldn’t be in that school without breaking down lmao. BUT SOME GOOD NEWS. I FUCKING SLAYED THAT EXAM THAT I STUDIED FOR YESTERDAY

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It might take a while but you will find someone who loves you unconditionally and that you also love back. When you meet the right person you'll know. There won't be any uncertainty in your heart wondering if they are right for you or not. It may take a while, but there is someone out there who is perfect for you and probably feeling the same way you are right now. I hope you feel better 💜💜

thank you. really. it means a lot to me. all i can do right now is crying because of your sweet words...

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i think it isn’t the fact that she isn’t crushing on me. i think it just hurts that again no one is able to love me

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Yes it hurts.

a lot

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the moment when you are not sure what you feel pt.2

so i forgot to tell you guys, that there is a dude in my friends (that i am maybe crushing in idfk) class that she actually think is kinda cute. she told me some weeks ago that she don’t want to crush ok him and she told me the same 3 days ago when she told me that she is maybe crushing on me. things got complicated now. i don’f know what is going on with her neither do i know what is going on with me. so today my friend (that i maybe am crushing on idfk) told me that she maybe slightly fell in love with that dude in her class. and idk why but... that hurt? like really. i just thought i would finally be a potential partner for someone. i’m not even in love with her... i am not crushing on her... at least i think so... and i don’t want to crush on her. but that moment when she told me about that dude in her class... i felt so much pain and i don’t know why. so apparently she ISN’T crushing on me. exactly what i wanted... didn’t i? i just don’t know what to do but seems like my problem is solved now... thanks for listening.

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When you’re 3 hours into your diet but your mom brings home your favourite snacks: