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smedley, my character from our new pf 2e game. she's a grimspawn halfling thaumaturge, her job/hobby is monster hunting.

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journal entry #??

i'm trying to practice drawing what i want and sketching with more thoughtful lines instead of making a squiggly mess with cleaning it up in mind. trying to do less of "i should draw xyz in the future". unclog the mind. draw the silly ideas.

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assorted poe doodles

sick-frid apparently has made a friend (?):

2. kith much taller than them love to hide behind the unmoveable pebble

3. old idea of a redraw of a meme that was going around the time deadfire was released

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2, 4, 7, and 8 from the edgy oc ask meme for pebble!!!! <3

2. What's something about your OC that people wouldn't expect just from looking at them?

struggling to answer that one...

maybe that they have a sweet tooth.

4. When scared, does your OC fight, flee, freeze or fawn?

let me check sth first. okay. i think they would tend to freeze. when they were young that was their usual reaction. dissociate. not experience the harm directly.

7. What's one way your OC has changed since you first came up with them?

the very first idea was of a watcher who's more misanthropic and willing to harm people. but giving pebble one principle of valuing personal freedom meant that i had to look at their options through that lens. so they ended up being a bit more benevolent. and also ruining skaenite's plot in dyrford. later, when i was already playing poe and had a firmer image of pebble in mind i thought they will become more outwardly aggressive, gloomy and misotheistic in deadfire... but they ended up mellowing down. and read as more idealistic than cynical. that was partially due to me not really feeling my watcher in deadfire. partially also because they ended up romancing tekehu.

8. Would your OC ostensibly be able to get away with murder?

a number of slavers travelling through the grasp have died in freak accidents or disappeared under mysterious circumstances. unsolveable cases.

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Edgy/misc OC ask meme ᕕ( ᐛ )ᕗ

Send me a number and an OC, and I'll answer.

What memory would your OC rather just forget?

What's something about your OC that people wouldn't expect just from looking at them?

What is your OC's fatal flaw? Are they aware of this flaw?

When scared, does your OC fight, flee, freeze or fawn?

How far is your OC willing to go to get what they want?

How easily could your OC be convinced to do something that goes against their moral compass?

What's one way your OC has changed since you first came up with them?

Would your OC ostensibly be able to get away with murder?

Do you have a specific lyric or quote which you associate with your OC?

What's an AU that would be interesting to explore with your OC?

What is your OC's weapon of choice? Have they ever actually used it?

Is your OC self-destructive? In what ways?

If you met your OC, would the two of you get along?

How does your OC want to be seen by other characters?

Does your OC have a faceclaim? If so, who?

What is your OC's pain tolerance like?

What is the worst thing you have put your OC through story-wise?

Is your OC more cold and detached or up close and personal?

How does your OC behave when enraged?

Does your OC have a tendency to get jealous? If so, how does this manifest?

Does your OC have any illnesses or disorders? How do they handle it?

What character alignment would you consider your OC to be?

What emotion is the hardest for your OC to process? How about express?

What is an alternative life path your OC might have gone down? How different would their life be if they'd made those decisions?

What is your favorite thing about your OC?

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earlier this year i also made two cutouts of my ocs celerity and pebble...

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a quick portrait for yet another new watcher (i still love pebble). her name is sick-frid and her dispositions are cruel/clever. can you guess what her class is

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redrawing my old design of dirge as the chosen of bhaal

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are there sites were you can post art in a very lowkey manner. nothing professional looking. bcs idk how long i want to be on tumblr anyway.

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not dead yet. doodling.

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i doodle all the time whenever there's a piece of paper in front of me but when i try to do it digitally it comes out all fucked up... tbh when i try to draw things "the right way" they also come out super stiff and boring. and i'm still afraid of the sketchbooks... staining the paper with bad stuff.

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asked the discordians for doodle ideas.. so here's aeldys, serafen and fassina

plus pen doodles of old and young pebbles

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pillars of eternity ask!!! 1, 2, 6 for pebble <3 (i loooooove that name btw)

hi!!! hello!

what is your watcher's class? how does it relate to their backstory?

they are a priest of skaen! it reflects their skaenite past - they used to be an indentured servant working in sulphur mines in Rauatai with no prospects of ever repaying the debt. brush with death changed them; they started sacrificing parts of themselves (tip of a finger, ear lobe but usually their blood) to struck "a deal with Skaen", dreaming of vengeance and retribution for everyone responsible for their misery. they found others among the miners who were already involved in the clandestine worship. they never actually lead them but they were the person who'd take on duties everyone else felt too squeamish to do.

2. what is your watcher's disposition?

it's stoic, deceptive and rational at 4, cruel at 3. benevolent at 2! they eventually gained points in every disposition but that's bound to happen sooner or later when playing poe1 ¯_(ツ)_/¯

i prommy the rational options they picked weren't the libertarian leaning ones. just imagine a very disspassionate person speaking very impartially but they're also smart and kinda sus... and you never know if they're going to sell you out.

6. how does your watcher's past life affect their current actions?

coming to dyrwood really widened pebble's perspective siginificantly. when they became awakened they gained perspective of a person who held power over others but was also a strong believer and a follower, whereas pebble was from the bottom of the social ladder and had a pragmatic view on life. but what was recognizeable to them was the deep fear of someone looming over you.

they gained insight into many second-hand feelings. they felt more commanding and confident. they experienced love. they felt grief for a woman who they met briefly but who they also loved centuries ago.

seeing only glimpses of their past made them more inquisitive and curious about the past and history, they wanted to make sense of a world long gone. it was also why they took interest in animancy.

they also suffered a lot from dissociation. it didn't really end with conclusion of poe1, they still find themself feeling unsure who they are in the moment or are detached from reality but it's not as severe as it used to be and they cope better.

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3 and 11 for da pebble...

3. what are your watcher's likes and dislikes (like the ones poe2 companions have)?

likes: autonomy, skullduggery, anti-religious, resourcefulness, ruthlessness (pebble's special - respects effective shows of power but doesn't approve of dumb aggressiveness), maybe impassioned (a spark of admiration for people who are strong believers)

dislikes: pro-rauatai, pro-eothasian, piety, stewardship, lenience (pebble's special - dislikes undeserved shows of compassion or mercy)

11. who are your watcher's least favorite companions?

for poe1: it might be grieving mother. they see her as someone with a tyrannical bent which combined with her convictions and powers is a pain to deal with.

they also didn't care much for kana rua thinking he's rather obnoxious.

for deadfire: i'm not very far into it but i think maia rua might become the least favorite. she's in the rauatai military after all... it could be on sight lol.

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pillars of eternity ask!!!

what is your watcher's class? how does it relate to their backstory?

what is your watcher's disposition?

what are your watcher's likes and dislikes (like the ones poe2 companions have)?

what voice did you choose for your watcher? does it have any significance?

what is your favorite party composition in poe and/or poe2?

how does your watcher's past life affect their current actions?

what did you name your ship in poe: deadfire? did your watcher come up with the name?

what is the nature of your watcher's awakening?

who are your watcher's favorite companions?

which god did your watcher make a deal with? did they keep their end of the bargain?

who are your watcher's least favorite companions?

what does your watcher think about the gods?

how does your watcher relate to their culture?

what is your watcher's opinion of iovara?

are there any hired adventurers or in-game characters you made significant to your watcher beyond what already exists in canon?

how did your watcher react to the reveal that the gods were created by engwithans?

what is your watcher's opinion of animancy?

what does your watcher think about woedica trying to communicate with them during poe2?

what is your watcher's weapon of choice?

what is your watcher's family life like?

which faction did your watcher choose in poe2?

what has your watcher been doing between poe1 and poe2?

what does your watcher do after poe2?

feel free to ask me stuff about my watcher rangi moa or reblog for other people to ask you stuff or just answer some questions :)

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got beset by demons again so i didn't do much art but pebble needed a new portrait for deadfire so i decided to sit down today and paint one. i tried a different approach and based this one on one of rembrandt's portraits of his son.

anyway happy autumn equinox