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I got a major surgery on Thursday (which is why I haven't posted anything about the video game astrology yet). I will start working on the first post by Thursday this week. I just gotta spend time letting my body actually rest instead of doing things because I can't go to work.

I will be lurking of course but just not as active until I can sit in a chair and not double over in pain.

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† 𝐋𝐈𝐅𝐄 𝐈𝐅 𝐘𝐎𝐔 𝐖𝐄𝐑𝐄 𝐅𝐀𝐌𝐎𝐔𝐒.

𝟓 𝐏𝐈𝐋𝐄 𝐂𝐇𝐎𝐈𝐂𝐄𝐒 . 𝐈𝐍𝐓𝐔𝐈𝐓𝐈𝐎𝐍 𝐈𝐒 𝐘𝐎𝐔𝐑 𝐆𝐑𝐄𝐀𝐓𝐄𝐒𝐓 𝐓𝐎𝐎𝐋, 𝐃𝐎𝐍'𝐓 𝐅𝐎𝐑𝐆𝐄𝐓 𝐓𝐎 𝐔𝐒𝐄 𝐈𝐓. 𝐄𝐀𝐂𝐇 𝐂𝐇𝐎𝐈𝐂𝐄 𝐈𝐒 𝐖𝐑𝐈𝐓𝐓𝐄𝐍 𝐈𝐍 𝐀𝐋𝐈𝐆𝐍𝐌𝐄𝐍𝐓 𝐖𝐈𝐓𝐇 𝐓𝐇𝐄 𝐂𝐀𝐑𝐃 𝐒𝐏𝐑𝐄𝐀𝐃, 𝐂𝐇𝐎𝐎𝐒𝐄 𝐓𝐇𝐄 𝐏𝐈𝐋𝐄 𝐓𝐇𝐀𝐓 𝐒𝐂𝐑𝐄𝐀𝐌𝐒 𝐌𝐄. ⚠︎ 𝐌𝐈𝐍𝐃 𝐘𝐎𝐔𝐑 𝐂𝐎𝐍𝐓𝐄𝐍𝐓 𝐈𝐍𝐓𝐀𝐊𝐄. 𝐓𝐇𝐈𝐒 𝐏𝐎𝐒𝐓 𝐈𝐒 𝐅𝐎𝐑 𝐄𝐍𝐓𝐄𝐑𝐓𝐀𝐈𝐍𝐌𝐄𝐍𝐓 𝐂𝐎𝐍𝐒𝐔𝐌𝐏𝐓𝐈𝐎𝐍, 𝐍𝐎𝐓 𝐅𝐀𝐂𝐓𝐔𝐀𝐋 𝐔𝐍𝐓𝐈𝐋 𝐏𝐑𝐎𝐕𝐄𝐍 𝐎𝐓𝐇𝐄𝐑𝐖𝐈𝐒𝐄—𝐓𝐀𝐊𝐄 𝐀 𝐆𝐑𝐀𝐈𝐍 𝐎𝐅 𝐒𝐀𝐋𝐓. 𝐈𝐍𝐓𝐄𝐍𝐃𝐄𝐃 𝐅𝐎𝐑 𝐀𝐋𝐋 𝐀𝐔𝐃𝐈𝐄𝐍𝐂𝐄𝐒; 𝐃𝐎𝐍'𝐓 𝐒𝐓𝐄𝐀𝐋 𝐀𝐍𝐃 𝐄𝐍𝐉𝐎𝐘.

𝐏𝐑𝐄𝐕𝐈𝐎𝐔𝐒 𓆩ψ𓆪 𝐌𝐀𝐒𝐓𝐄𝐑𝐋𝐈𝐒𝐓 [𝐊𝐎𝐅𝐈]

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𝐏𝐈𝐋𝐄 𝐈 ✮

PUBLIC IMAGE, POPULARITY, WHAT LEVEL OF FAME, CELEBRITY PERSONA ➞ 🎴 The World. Death. 7oC ↺.

Introducing this pile is the same as a thousand suns in the sky, their essence (presence) shines brightly that it's hard not to notice. Definitely thrives under the spotlight without the pressure affecting their image; effortlessly magnetic celebrity and has the fans to back it up. The public flocks to their every move in throes, this is an indicator of attracting obsessive behaviors from others, but it's also attracting defensiveness and "predatorial" protectiveness (i.e. stans, cult-ish supporters). "Can do no wrong" in the eyes of the public, because Pile One has them feigning for their attention. The influence here that's over the masses is actually so powerful it's concerning.

Carries the same mystique and aura that a rockstar does, it's intoxicating almost. Being "hot on the scene" is their peers kryptonite, because this pile has the gift of never being unknown; ability to adapt to every trend and do it correctly ("justice"), sets them too. Falling off the radar is near impossible, which boosts their status on the regular. Fitting into any crowd and shaking hands with every mogul; elite networking skills. Personality may be a little jaded however, it'll be obvious that Pile One was thrown into fame and made ("forced") to navigate it alone; no guidance or mentor, which is perceived in a bittersweet light from the world.

Will be the black sheep in Hollywood, they'll either stick out like a sore thumb or stand out amongst the crowd. Polarizing, "striking" appearance that gains popularity; a part of modeling campaigns for the largest houses and knows it—flaunts it out of confidence. They're a magic eight ball in every room and connection, leaving people on their toes for any answer [or "form of life"]. Indicator of keeping to themself when "work" is over, so they'll awaken everyone and leave them hanging. Chappell Roan vibes, basically.

PERSONAL LIFE, CONTROVERSY & DRAMA, PUBLIC ENEMIES, LEGACY & DOWNFALL ➞ 🎴 Knight of Wands ↺. Ace of Pentacles. 5oP.

Life as a star is similar to a college student's, it's thrilling and full of adventures, but also is the cause for lots of destruction (i.e. pain, change). Knight of Wands in reversed speaks for Pile One's personal life being out of control and somewhat "reckless". Could feel like things are out of their hands a lot, like trying to keep a family secret but the tabloids pick up on it. Privacy invasion will be a common thing for sure, but they'll find a way to defeat the odds of the situation (turn drama into memes or making light of context). Getting called out a lot, but for minor mistakes and mishaps.

Love wise, this pile is attracted to upcoming celebrities or people that work in an entirely different field. Wouldn't be surprised if they met long term partners at random, like when they're dodging paparazzi or running shopping errands lol. Relationships are short lived due to the demand of career, so romance isn't stable unless they're actively changing their lifestyle to make it work. Friends are potential lovers too, which is more mess for the blogs, but Pile One finds much happiness in the "unconventionality". This can bring about liars though, "snake in the camps" are prone to be revealed after the lust dies down.

Struggle shows in their capacity to actually put in work, as in enough effort without relying on others (a team); they'll have zero issues bringing in wealth, but it'll be from different ventures and endeavors outside of their field. Career won't be taken in a serious matter as expected, they'll have to fight against being the butt of jokes for this. Perceived as an "internet cousin" which means they'll receive more gains from being niche or partaking in what's popular; TikTok or Instagram is where majority of their funds stem from. For the most part things come simply, it's what comes along with it that's the issue. Being young, reckless, and rich is their only downfall and it'll come to pass if they choose to ignore growth.

SIDE QUESTS, HOBBIES, THE MEDIA, CLUB CULTURE ➞ 🎴 King of Wands. 2oC ↺. 4oS.

After hours is when they come alive ["in the nighttime"], able to let their hair down and be free from the press/stress of their job. Going out in general helps them evolve, it's as if their starlight beams even brighter; emphasis on evolving is shown through appearance, Pile One looks *good* whenever they're out and about. Confidence is boosted too, which only encourages their impulsivity in the moment—has a million crazy stories because of this and relives each one. Quite controversial and loudmouthed after a few drinks though, might cuss a supporter out once or twice and have to publicly apologize. Regrets getting into shenanigans just to end up doing them again; very 'live fast, die young'.

When it comes to the media, Pile One will be a celebrity face for reality shows, brand commercials, and modeling campaigns; televised daily for sure, this reading indicates that they're a hot commodity everybody wants to be seen with. Interviews, meet and greets, show panels, etc. all come second nature to them. Charisma oozes from their pores ("pores" correlates to their beauty, they're flawless to the public) and touches an audience in record time, they're beloved [and "cherished"] without second thought. "All is forgiven" is being channeled, which validates the fact that this pile gets away with a lot due to their likability. "America's Sweetheart" plus other countries icon.

Side quests are the complete opposite of their vitality, this pile would book hiking retreats or yoga sessions with the 4 of Swords. There's a sense of tranquility in the aftermath of being famous, their "quiet before the storm". Visiting town shops, feeding birds, getting a massage or hitting the sauna, like winding down would be a part of their schedule no matter the event. They prefer to be alone, want to enjoy the ["little"] peace and quiet that arrives; there would be photos of them eating alone and reading a novel in an Internet cafe ("spotting them in the wild") after headlines about their night before spread word. This pile lives for themselves, always, and being someone with status doesn't change that mindset in the slightest.

𝐄𝐗𝐓𝐑𝐀𝐒

𖣠 The Devil card was at the bottom of the deck which describes the tumultuous obstacles Pile One might face as a celebrity. It speaks for obsession, toxicity, bad habits, and unfortunately jealous people that will sabotage their future; it'll be challenging to avoid everything hence the escapism through drugs and partying. Indicates having lots of ink (tattoos), a grunge or 'intimidating' presence, and potential piercings as time goes on.

𖣠 Could lose fans from aging or maturing (trash ass fans if I'm being honest), people will chastise, criticize, and bully if something seems out of place from what they’re used to. It’s eerily similar to Britney Spears mistreatment in the public eye, but it’s not as detrimental; Miley Cyrus versus Disney Channel watchers is what’s being indicated. "Tough crowd" but they'll still follow Pile One, might even send forms of abundance as a way to release anger—contradicting but beneficial lol so…

𖣠 Reputation will be seen in a positive, friendly and "happy go lucky" manner. Pile One is remembered for their jovial attitude and intimate (platonic) friendships; could have best friends that adapt to their fame and inherit their own, it's like when you see this pile you'll see this specific person at their side. Might be known for their drinking or drunken attitude (confirmation lmao).

𖣠 Accomplishments and projects are going to be underhanded, there's going to be obstacles when it comes to full recognition that isn't half-assed. This pile works hard and does receive attention for it, but it wouldn't reach the scope of bringing home "real" or profound awards; seen as a young minded star with great potential for most of their fame, and that's all. Might go down in history for fighting against this narrative, going to war for their spot in Hollywood, but to no avail.

CELEBRITIES IN COMMON: Timothee Chalamet, Tyla, Megan Thee Stallion, and Chappell Roan

𝐏𝐈𝐋𝐄 𝐈𝐈 ✮

PUBLIC IMAGE, POPULARITY, WHAT LEVEL OF FAME, CELEBRITY PERSONA ➞ 🎴 10oW. 5oS ↺. The Hermit ↺.

Introducing Pile Two would have the same force as an older soul in a room full of whimsical minds; groundbreaking, immovable sense of self that causes tremors in each room they're found in. Jalen Hurts comes to mind, he's only 26 years old and has done irreversible damage (complimentary) when it comes to playing pro football; talented and handsome, which he knows, yet his humbleness has taken him to heights beyond the norm. That's what this pile evokes [and "invokes"] as a celebrity, they're a beacon of a star, burning amongst their peers but in a way that lights up the path to where they're headed. The wisdom and depth of their knowledge proves that fame isn't or wasn't the end goal, that it just so happened to be a part of their journey because they're able to teach, curate, or nurture the collective in ways that nobody else could. Public image is adorned and somewhat envied for being irreplaceable—this individual cannot be replicated or buried (e.g. blackballed, forgotten about), that's how cherished they are.

The ultimate workhorse, the CEO, the alpha and omega ("alma mater", might've studied in their field), etc. This pile will be known for their "utmost" dedication and respect to their craft, there's a sense of having the same respect as one of the greats, otherwise a teacher to the collective of students that adore and "look up" to them. Denzel Washington is being channeled, and now there's a download about masculinity; Pile Two could be perceived as someone domineering [or "dominating"], a king in whatever got them famous. The arts are being specified (i.e. actor, director, screenwriter, or composer), as well as being in the fashion industry (i.e. designer, professional stylist, makeup artist); could be more known within Hollywood, as in amongst the famous rather than being famous, but regardless the admiration could move mountains.

As a star, they're going to be sought after for how much they're worth, for being so high value they're out of reach ("out of touch", too). Since this pile has such high demand, it's going to be near impossible for them to connect with the public or their actual ("legitimate") fans. Could be seen as The Moon card, otherwise illusive and private until they're meant to be out in public; the Hermit being reversed is a telltale sign of antisocial behaviors. It'll be "extremely" difficult to connect with them on a personal level, and to be honest, this is how they'll want it to be; boundaries are going to be implemented and established from day one, so there's little to no room for mistakes from "outsiders". Fame can feel prickly, cringey, or downright disgusting for Pile Two, "dystopian" is what they're reminded of whenever they're made (forced lol) to engage—would drop the flashing lights in a heartbeat if it meant life would return to normal.

PERSONAL LIFE, CONTROVERSY & DRAMA, PUBLIC ENEMIES, LEGACY & DOWNFALL ➞ 🎴 The Hierophant. 10oP. 4oC.

Life as a star will have the same trudge as someone stomping through the house with mud on their boots, it'll be hard to find *real* enjoyment in the spectacle when it's not about money. Pile Two could have Capricorn or 10H placements that challenge the "lights, camera, action!" ordeal that they'll inevitably partake in; smiling in strangers faces or "performing" for them feels embarrassing. "Lighten up" is being channeled, so they're more than likely seen as a celebrity that's stoic, direct, and unmoving. Imagine how Cilian Murphy goes viral for being out of touch with social media and going blank during interviews (e.g. Buzzfeed Celebs reading thirst tweets), that's this pile times ten. Despite the standoffish response to being celebrated, they're meant to be in the spotlight for a longer duration and will stick to the commitment.

When it pertains drama and controversy, the main issue is their attachment to wealth and high-end luxuries. There's an underlying element of hatred towards Pile Two, but it's not directed to their existence, more so the everyday choices they make "out loud" (publicly); how Taylor Swift is beloved by her Swifties but gets berated for traveling across town in her private jet all the time, that's how this pile comes off within the spread. Capitalism or having a capitalistic mindset would cause chips in their notoriety, that's their only stain as a celebrity. With how many celebrity comparisons have been mentioned (example wise), it's alluding to public beef or disputes with their protégés. Someone that this pile views as inspiring would probably nitpick and start something out of spite, because they're so successful, to the point it'd cause a ruckus for everyone to see; jealousy would be attracted and they'd face backlash for responding ("dealing") with it.

In terms of career, legacy, and downfall, this pile feels the most likely to leave everything behind if they're unsatisfied with their outcome. Things like slander or defamation to character (i.e. blogs reporting them negatively) would turn them *completely* off, they wouldn't even attempt to do damage control; PR wouldn't be called or anything, they'd already be over the whole ordeal. The 4oC speaks for turning their back on what once was, feeling that there's nothing more to achieve outside of what's been accomplished [or "done"]. Hard to say where Pile Two's work would go, it feels like it'll vanish or be erased from being left behind—"in the dark" is coming through, so they're the type to take down or delete all traces of fame and what they've achieved. Very pessimistic way of thinking, but they were never attached to begin with, it's no big deal in their eyes and the world has to accept that ("come to terms with it").

SIDE QUESTS, HOBBIES, THE MEDIA, CLUB CULTURE ➞ 🎴 Page of Swords. 8oW. 7oP ↺.

After hours would consist of a routine, something that’s planned and structured ahead of time, an event or night that they’re looking forward to because it’s strategic. Logical plans are prone to occur, like spending their free time visiting museums with complex pieces, or choosing to lose themselves in a game of darts/archery; fun consists of mental development, so this pile isn’t too different from their celebrity demeanor (way of thinking, in other words). Pile Two keeps to themselves so much that there aren’t other people that join them once it’s time to “unwind”, it’s as if they’re the only company that they want, need, and want to keep—trust is being channeled, this is a boundary that they’re probably used to having crossed [or “challenged”] hence the strict requirement of one person allowed. Yoga, journaling, poetry slams, spiritual retreats and meditation are their favorite recreational activities when they’re out of the way. Such a lone ranger this pile is, but it’s freeing and keeps them protected (“out of harm's way” from the fame).

It’s possible that things start to get fast paced on days where they’re needed most, or places where they’re required to be; a hobby of theirs is to up and leave when they’re ready for something new lmao. This is the celebrity that’s invited to a high fashion show just to disappear in the middle of it because it was boring— “there’s more to do”, something better that isn’t a waste of their time. It's not done out of rudeness, though the media will undoubtedly paint them in that light, it's out of the desire to seek more on par with their interests. Pile Two is just very detached and doesn't put on a front to hide it, they come as they are and leave when it's time to. Hobbies would honestly be any endeavor that isn't expected of them, otherwise they'll break the rules purposely if it means they'll be left alone.

Going out clubbing feels pretty nonexistent here, partly due to privacy reasons, but majorly because this pile is disinterested in night life as a whole. The club in particular could be a sore spot from their height of fame, hence why they opt out of doing so; public outings aren't their friend lol, it'd be a nightmare no matter how promising the scene could potentially be. Fans coming up for pictures, paparazzi's flagging them down when they leave, dealing with headlines in the morning, etc. the hassle isn't worth the hours of sweaty excitement. Not that they don't go to parties or lively events at all, but they're extremely choosy with their time and rightfully so. Definitely would prefer hosting their own "club" at home and inviting friends over instead.

𝐄𝐗𝐓𝐑𝐀𝐒

𖣠 The Fool card was at the bottom of this spread, which further cements that this pile’s fame is a whirlwind of opportunities. Upheaval in status will come randomly, literally definition of “started from the bottom, now we here.” Type of celebrity that is influenced by the numbers on the check; featured in TV commercials, box office films, or comedy sketches as long as the zeroes align.

𖣠 Longer paragraphs than other piles, this is a celebrity who’s remembered or seen as prestigious in their field. Can hold lengthy conversations during interviews, typically aces them with their density and reformed responses. Sturdy foundation of a career that was built “brick by brick” from their bare hands.

𖣠 Reputation is lighthearted, special, and seen as "familial". Celebrities that brought a light to their career field or industry and lightened it with their creative (distinct, unique) nature. Perceived as innocent and pure, no matter their age or appearance; gorgeous people and are commended for their beauty (trendsetters as well).

𖣠 Accomplishments could come at an advantage from others; nepotism babies, industry plants, or even being the protégé of another huge star (or compared to them a lot). Men could force themselves in the way of receiving public accolades like awards or "plaques", but this pile's ambition speaks for themselves. Will have a day or street named after them for their contributions to said field, a golden star after putting in overtime at work.

CELEBRITIES IN COMMON: Teyana Taylor, Bella Hadid, Aaliyah, and Tems

𝐏𝐈𝐋𝐄 𝐈𝐈𝐈 ✮

PUBLIC IMAGE, POPULARITY, WHAT LEVEL OF FAME, CELEBRITY PERSONA ➞ 🎴 6oW ↺. 3oP. 3oW.

Introducing them has to be extravagant, it has to be 'big, bold, and beautiful', it has to have pizzazz and gusto otherwise it wouldn't live up to their presence. Pile Three's public image would have the coined term of "diva", they're the celebrity who was born for stardom ("born to be one") and it's imprinted in their personality from the get-go. It could be hard for them to mesh with a crowd however, for their peers could curate an idea of them apart from who they actually are; "bitch" is what they could be labeled as, but it's not all true. Glamour would have a lasting impact on their supporters, people would admire their taste in fashion and aesthetics to the point of being inspired; ventures in beauty are prevalent as well (i.e. makeup, designing clothes). Appearance for them is important because it's a large part of their identity [or persona], the kind of face card that earns them millions on top of millions ("billions").

Integrating crowds would do wonders for their status, Pile Three mixes (blends) well with other audiences opposed to just one. Essentially, they're a magnet for diversity and finds much attention overseas—the kind of star that's adored in Brazil or France lol, all over the world they're perceived as someone special and worth loving. "A jewel", a talent that brightens the collective, that "ignites" the fire in others and deems them the same (i.e. inspiring). This could actively boost their fame, meaning their prominence will never be the same as it was previously; popularity follows them for sure, they'll take off like the fastest of rockets. Similar to Rihanna's general likability and aura, this pile just carries the gift of natural attraction.

Fans feel comparable to friends for Pile Three, they’re able to call them by name or hug them in person, it’s a relationship that’s genuine and not just because of their status. It doesn’t just come with the job, there’s real love shared between them and that’s why they’re so beloved (“fan favorite” celebrity). Will be seen and viewed as someone who’s adaptable, productive, and overall invested in branching out within their career (i.e. not in one box). “Dynamic” comes to mind, so as a celebrity they’re going to be full of surprises; bursting onto the scene with ideas that are creative, original, and groundbreaking. Innovator, trendsetting and trailblazing vibes are heavily implied with this pile.

PERSONAL LIFE, CONTROVERSY & DRAMA, PUBLIC ENEMIES, LEGACY & DOWNFALL ➞ 🎴 5oC. Queen of Swords ↺. 7oW.

Life as a star will leave them ‘winded’, it might leave them disappointed in the way life unfolded, or that the cards they were dealt left them unsatisfied; the saying “money can’t buy happiness” is what they’d understand if they were famous, it came full circle and they’d hate that. Life can be tumultuous, it can have an undercurrent of despair—drowning from the upheaval in what used to be normal. A lover could be their saving grace, the “one good part” of their difficult day to day (future lover, future spouse that feels genuine and safe). For some reason there’s a taint of sadness on their success, accomplishments, and overall enjoyment of fame, it’s a melancholic energy that will never disappear. If this pile could rewind time and do things all over again, they probably would.

Queen of Swords in reverse indicates enemies [or Pile Three’s biggest enemy] being themselves. Their biggest setback stems from insecurities and ends up being the root of all disappointments; missing deadlines, bailing on appearances, all forms of self-sabotage hinders their growth in the spotlight. Nitpickiness bleeds into connections outside of career, eventually harming their bond with those closest to them—too blinded by their inability to be vulnerable, it seems they won’t even realize (“until it’s too late”). Publicly they’re adorned, but behind closed doors is when [and where] everything goes left. It’s not significant, but controversy or drama involving other people (i.e. their peers, paparazzi) will be nothing short of envy, wishing that Pile Three’s success or assets were their own.

This is surprising, but this pile seems to be the problem and not the other way around lmao; “wreaking havoc” internally is the uproot of any negativity, in other words their self-destruction is the fall of their fame. Too domineering and defensive, they’re the type to lash out when they’re under pressure, not giving second thought to their attacks if they’re struggling (“failing”) to handle celebrity culture well. Similar to throwing rocks and hiding their hand, basically. It's not their fault however, because with the 7oW being here, that speaks for crippling anxiety and having nowhere to run to; defense mechanisms are really apparent when it comes to Pile Three's legacy. There'll still be a chance or multiple for them to redeem themselves, just as long as they're able to clean up their acts.

SIDE QUESTS, HOBBIES, THE MEDIA, CLUB CULTURE ➞ 🎴Strength ↺. The Fool. Knight of Swords ↺.

After hours could be quite unattainable as a celebrity, meaning alone time is few and far between; going out would consist of fans spotting them all the time and possibly ruining the entire vibe from pushiness (rude behavior, harassment, not leaving them alone). Pile Three would give up on the idea entirely to be honest, they'd succumb to the defeat of not having enough strength (hence the card in reverse) to assert their dominance, it's easy to push them over for sure. However, this won't keep them from showing up at their favorite spots or hanging out period, it's just going to have obstacles that ruin the overall enjoyment meant to be had. Indicator of huge mobs appearing out of nowhere, despite an evening with private intentions. There could be a slight revel in this kind of attention though, there isn't an inclination to use a disguise or coverup to be hidden from unwanted eyes.

For some odd reason, the media would be "hyper focused" on what Pile Three does on a random hunch; headlines or published stories wouldn't revolve around the average celeb drama (romance, projects, gossip), but instead it'd be about their eating habits or newest purchases. Miscellaneous updates, essentially, and it wouldn't go unnoticed. Garners publicity [without trying] from their most expensive car, current haircare routine, or partner's latest playlist dedicated to running at the gym—falls in the category of being niche when in actuality it's quite boring. Catchphrases or slogans are significant too, might put something under an IG post that goes viral and becomes the print on a crop top. It's going to feel quite strange to them, but at the end of the day there's nothing that can be done; lots of moments where they're seen "unprepared" that they'd obviously want to avoid (paparazzi feels like they play pranks almost like lmao).

This pile is so naughty, it's hilarious; prone to be caught "red-handed", usually found in the midst of doing something that shouldn't be common for celebrities. Vandalizing buildings (i.e. spraying graffiti), stealing small items from stores (Winona Ryder tease), being spotted at an ex-lover's house, etc. It's so silly for them because these are daily antics of the average civilian, which they are, but societal status wise it's out of character—not of their tax bracket. Quite comedic with it also, like this is someone that poses for their mugshot on some silly goofy mood shit. Definitely known for their humor in general, but it's apparent when they're off duty, so much that it brings in a new surge of 'supporters' each time [or circumstance]. Wedding crasher energy, that's what hobbies would revolve around anyway: photobombing stranger's pictures, going outside in bunny slippers, tripping in public and using it as a meme because they're unserious, etc.

𝐄𝐗𝐓𝐑𝐀𝐒

𖣠 Page of Wands was at the bottom of this spread, meaning that this pile is seen as the "jester". The entertainment part of Hollywood, bringing charisma and character in the areas that are drab or boring; the person everybody wishes they could hand around outside of social media. Bright ideas that are implemented for them and others, a celebrity that's hard to ignore because they're always pushed to be seen.

𖣠 Humor is their strong suit x10, this pile has the ability to get any dead crowd up and alive with their words. Easily first pick for hosting live ceremonies or headlining concerts (live events in general). Reminiscent of a younger cousin or middle child, heavy sibling energy that the public adores [and "admires"].

𖣠 Reputation is remembered in an expressionistic way, meaning this pile has left their mark externally. Clothes and fashion could be their "hidden" niche, something that people weren't aware of until later, but can't deny the fashionista gene that's a part of their flamboyance. Might be known for starting and stopping on projects a lot, experiences burnouts often and has trouble picking up where they left off.

𖣠 Accomplishments are typically "the first to", this pile is a leader in their own right which gives them a boost in receiving public accolades. Their difference makes them stand out and lands them in rooms with large (huge) ass names. Will either be top choice for an "unattainable" award (e.g. winning a Tony isn't simple, but they'd score it without difficulty), or win multiple awards in their field (i.e. Billie Eilish winning numerous Grammys at her young age).

CELEBRITIES IN COMMON: Rihanna, Sabrina Carpenter, Cardi B, and Keke Palmer

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PUBLIC IMAGE, POPULARITY, WHAT LEVEL OF FAME, CELEBRITY PERSONA ➞ 🎴 Queen of Pentacles ↺. 2oW ↺. The Sun.

Introducing Pile Four takes a different approach than all the other piles, as a celebrity they're going to be perceived as "nothing short of a gold digger". This isn't inherently negative, but it does paint the picture [and begs the question] of their loyalty to those that 'surround' them; spouses, friends, management, anyone that's meant to assist or uplift this pile under the limelight. Envisioning Anna Nicole Smith right now, which indicates that they're someone who's driven by status and ["most importantly"] money. Dollar bill signs flash in their eyes for sure lol, it's as if wealth stimulates every notion of their will to live (i.e. be a star); the promise of good fortune and billionaire company is the promise land of their dreams. Meant to attain it for certain—after, or even before Pile Two, this is the wealthiest pile out of them all.

Another group of celebrities that cause rifts and notions within the opinions of others; it'll be hard not to assume they're one way, because ultimately, they don't go out of their way to hide it. Being bad is good, being good is bad is their internal monologue, something that they're not afraid to admit openly and [undoubtedly] without shame. Their fame might feel unstable, or "hot and cold", and it's due to them not being involved with the "shenanigans" as much as their peers; the WAG celebrities, the stars that harbor fame from the rich partners hanging from their arm. The Lori Harvey of their industry, possibly even of whoever's company that's kept—people are caught off guard by their ability to stay afloat from doing nothing. What this means is that they're not actively involved in a career that pins them down, so they aren't fulltime actresses or musicians, just fulltime paid and pretty.

The Sun is the literal embodiment of being hot shit, it's one of the major arcana cards that screams it-girl or it-boy essence; charm is through the roof, visibility is on one hundred, skin continuously glowing from all the attraction they gain or pull. One upload on social media and their followers shoot to the millions, this is a celebrity that's the most followed person on whatever platform, and it can literally be for just existing. Their fans aren't particular meaning there isn't a specific niche (or gender) that's into them, people in general are drawn to their presence like "bees to honey". Hell, even their favorite artist's favorite artist's is drawn to them, like this is a celebrity that shows up and brings the whole room with them whenever they leave; followers are a personality trait, it's effortlessly natural for them to be favored. The A in A-lister.

PERSONAL LIFE, CONTROVERSY & DRAMA, PUBLIC ENEMIES, LEGACY & DOWNFALL ➞ 🎴 2oC. Ace of Swords. 7oW.

Life as a star is a life that's worth living wow, they're going to be someone's sugar baby for sure. "Cash cow" is being channeled, so there's a lover that doesn't hesitate blowing bag after bag on their every desire, pleasuring them with luxurious expenses and flashing bright lights; not ever forcing them to lift a finger in exchange for gifts. Oh this is the dream for real, this stirs up "positive" jealousy, like their peers root Pile Four on but not without wondering what they could do to attain the same lifestyle ("you go girl" is being heard right now too). Things feel dipped in cotton candy (or gold), adornment and princess/prince treatment are very common; spoiled brats that live as a star both in public and at home. For as long as they're able to, as long as they're alive, nothing would make them give this full ride up [and rightfully so lmao].

Enemies, the media, and paparazzi for this pile will carry senses of wit, intellectual and meticulous yet impressive. Pile Four could even be acquaintances with these people, it feels similar to throwing the fakest smile to a person you hate due to the public setting, it's calculated "hatred" between one another. Indicative of sources for their secrets being close friends, or people that're trusted; bold moves and audacity that will usually be found out by Pile Four, but it doesn't prevent it from happening again (i.e. bitches are snakes lol). Lots of traction on social media from blogs and stan/hate pages that boost popularity; "bad publicity is still publicity" definitely applies for this pile. Sensing that there isn't much emotion present however, so ultimately there isn't a lot that's done besides soaking up the scrutiny.

Similar to the previous pile, there's going to be a temptation on Pile Four's end to be destructive at one point in their fame. It's a dire need, an urge almost, to act an ass and make the world enable their self-sabotaging behavior; being used to having everything their way will lessen their social cues and manners, which isn't going to help their public likability. Quite chaotic as a person, they're not going to filter themselves for anyone, anything, or any "moment" (i.e. setting), which forces their maturity in that second. Pettiness is their go-to lmao, so it's obvious where this is going—reaction, response, or action is both this pile's success and downfall. Their legacy as a whole relies on if they're able to be mature, so the cards can fall either way; the Universe will decide, so essentially, they'd either be well liked enough to never be cancelled or disappear out of nowhere on a random weekday.

SIDE QUESTS, HOBBIES, THE MEDIA, CLUB CULTURE ➞ 🎴 The Magician ↺. 9oC. 5oS ↺.

After hours are on the trickier side to explain, it feels as if they're in more than one place but nowhere at all. Seeing them outside would be like spotting a giraffe in the wild, they're hidden in plain sight and everywhere all at once; could hide themselves well, making it harder for others to detect them in a crowd. 'Where's Waldo?' vibes, Pile Four has the ability to camouflage and that's their favorite pastime; loves to use an alias outside. This reason alone can leave their actual events of the night under wraps, it feels as if nobody's aware of what happens apart from the invisibility. Quiet as it's kept is how this feels, it's near impossible to get a read on this part, maybe it's not for anyone else to know ("use imagination", up for interpretation).

Wow, the people's princess for sure—9 of Cups speaks for fulfilment, wishes, and positivity—headlines will shower ("flower") them with compliments, make them feel even more seen and appreciated than before. Pampering them with the sweetest words or captions, publishing their best pictures on front pages, sending presents as 'thanks' for existing, etc. Favoritism will absolutely be shown for this pile, so much that it won't evoke negative emotions, it'll just make everyone fall ["even more"] in love. As a star this brightens their light to maximum potential (power), their name being publicized is the equivalent to a supernova shooting across the sky. So little words can be used to describe this kind of magnetism, but it exists within them and it's treasured by anyone that's graced ("touched") by it.

Nature retreats, traveling to far out countries ("beaches"), and visiting spiritual resorts would be side quests that they partake in. "Peace of mind" is their motto, it's their way of life when they're free of the madness, it brings them contentment beyond the money and fame. The weight that comes with the world's attention is lifted and they're a free bird when they're with them; sitting in the forest and listening to the sounds might also keep them in high spirts. Yoga seems to be common with all the piles (no surprise considering the tax of the subject lol), but Pile Four finds more interest in teaching it than practicing. Time to themselves is spent enlightening their mental habitat, nurturing and replenishing their thoughts with the Universe or Mother Nature.

𝐄𝐗𝐓𝐑𝐀𝐒

𖣠 Queen of Wands was at the bottom of the spread, meaning this pile is known for their ferocity, sexiness (i.e. sex appeal), and independence in their chosen field. Runs the world with every command or will grow into this strength the more they're involved with fame. Indicator of a star that's intimidating or dominant to their peers because no one can touch them (otherwise "steal" their spot).

𖣠 The celebrity that's plastered everywhere but isn't known past their social image or public name (as it should be). Hidden even when, or if, they're in high demand—can disappear and come back with twice the power they had. Their pupils (peers and fans) admire them to the point of hoping or wishing to be like them one day.

𖣠 Reputation feels as if it halts or stops in an abrupt manner—a change to how they were seen at the start of their career, near the middle or "ending". Their efforts and past are wiped clean from the difference, could be unrecognizable despite being a trailblazer. Lots of love or "loss" of love for this pile regarding fame, a situation could alter their reputation that was honestly out of their hands (i.e. whoever they're associated with fucks up their name).

𖣠 Accomplishments are going to be huge, personal accomplishments that transcend the physical. Gone through so much to see it all pay off, the field they're in (or fame in general) could've molded them into a "machine" but the rewards were worth the price. World domination is written in the letters of their name, it's near impossible to overthrow the transformations they've brought to celebrity life.

CELEBRITIES IN COMMON: Zendaya, Beyonce, SZA, and Ayo Edebiri

𝐏𝐈𝐋𝐄 𝐕 ✮

PUBLIC IMAGE, POPULARITY, WHAT LEVEL OF FAME, CELEBRITY PERSONA ➞ 🎴 6oP ↺. The Star ↺. The Magician.

Introducing Pile Five would come with strong words of advice for newcomers that come after, this pile's presence might be shroud underneath bad financial decisions, debt, or naivety to the industry. Prone to being taken advantage of, even being misrepresented by gullible words, actions, or choices, they're a celebrity that reminds their peers of Bambi. Might be in the "background" more often than not, someone that's behind the scenes and uses their abilities ("magic") to bring beautiful art and creations to life. Underpaid or being underappreciated is a prevalent theme though, so fame would cause them distress or distrust in anyone that isn't themselves; prefers working alone, enjoys their career and what perks that come with it, but choose not to share how much they're planning on doing next. Hidden gem in a world full of the same diamonds but opts out of promoting their specialties—underrated to many, except for the few that have been blessed to find out about their talents.

The Star being reversed is an indicator of their fame level being despondent on their next big move, it relies on what "they're able to bring to the table". Pile Five is quite the individual, they're a natural creative that can staple their works without an issue; if they wanted, if they chose to, they'd be soaring to grand heights with ease. Untapped potential either by choice or by procrastination. Reminiscent of Normani's dance in [and out] of the spotlight, the ball is in their court and sometimes it doesn't make it to the basket. The people yearn for their work too, that's the funniest part because they're well aware of this, they just don't move on anyone else's time but their own; fame doesn't temp them easily, it's as if they're the "black sheep" amongst normal sheeple.

The magnitude of their fame definitely does depend on how active with their celebrity they are; one minute it's intense and thriving, next minute it's gradual and subtle. There could be periods of rest with this pile, it's not necessarily detached energy, but it gets still whenever they're "bored" (i.e. exhausted with keeping up, not bothered to be a celebrity lol). Manifestation could be a technique that's shared between this pile and their fans, or some other kind of reference to spirituality; this is a known fact about them for sure and it's accepted without question. The potential to lead or generate followers is so strong it's cult-ish, like their power doesn't go unnoticed but they don't go out of their way to enforce it. The aspects of fame aren't as present because this is someone that got famous "on accident" (not purposefully, it just happened), but their influence could lead millions whenever they decide to tap into it.

PERSONAL LIFE, CONTROVERSY & DRAMA, PUBLIC ENEMIES, LEGACY & DOWNFALL ➞ 🎴 Judgement ↺. 9oP ↺. 10oC ↺.

Life as a star won't be simple for them, it'll actually be more difficult than any other pile to be honest. Judgement in reverse indicates malicious gossip and constant (I mean *constant*) opinionated comments, Pile Five is quite literally under a microscope with no air to breathe. Friendships and romantic relationships might even crumble from the burden of being around them; reality will be harsh, and it does teach valuable lessons, but it'll be taxing as hell. Might find solace in spiritual gurus or "religion" (imagine SZA), it keeps them stable and focused on fulfilling their purpose [because if famous, this pile definitely has a karmic mission to accomplish]. Ironically, this kind of negativity never breaks them, only spurs them forward and gets them closer to their inner completion/goals; nothing stops them, not even themselves (i.e. Universal alignment).

Contracts, contracts, contracts, and more contracts—huge disclaimer that Pile Five must read over every piece of paper involving their earnings and very carefully, because the fine print is their biggest enemy. Hiring managers, talent scouts and agencies (“agents”) will attempt to take advantage of them with the potential to succeed if they’re not reading between the lines; acute around others and well informed on said industry, nothing else will stand in their way except for that dotted line. Shows that despite fame being a great challenge (“roadblock after roadblock”), they’re always going to stand on their two feet again. A force to be reckoned with solely as an individual, they’re the biggest threat and won’t need to open their mouths to say it. Intimidating aura that affects business sharks and CEOs, not their celebrity peers—Pile Five is the big dog.

Having 10 of Cups in reverse suggests that they’ll back out of fame once it starts to drain their happiness; they’re someone that’s strong, but eventually the backlash of their social presence takes a toll. Their legacy and downfall would mention the depressive essence that they carry, how it seemed their souls “yearned” to be set free once upon a time (poetic individuals here, they’d be remembered for their intuition and higher selves for sure). Melancholic thoughts are present here, so overall their life under the spotlight depicts some sense of needing to be saved. It’s bittersweet for them but since this pile also has special attributes, the wounds of fame are buried beneath the creative identity they’ve built (i.e. shown publicly). Despite how it seems or sounds, balance is restored as a star.

SIDE QUESTS, HOBBIES, THE MEDIA, CLUB CULTURE ➞ 🎴 2oS. 5oC ↺. Queen of Pentacles.

After hours are usually private, otherwise moments that happen once the door’s close and there’s no one around. Intimacy isn’t the denominator, it’s more of wanting to keep their personal life “top secret” because of the hectic mess they deal with everyday. It’s not uncommon to go this route when in the public eye, but this pile dedicates themselves to shutting the world *all* the way out, especially if attention isn’t warranted. Essentially, they’re hidden all the time, it’s the same as Alexa Demie never being seen until she’s out of hibernation. Not much happens that is “known”, it’s one of the topics that Pile Five chooses to leave up for interpretation (“up in the air”).

Discord with the public was alluded to, but in this section it seems that there is solace or “forgiveness”; apologies are given and Pile Five accepts them with grace. The media seems to fall in life after realizing (possibly owning up to) the mistakes or “trauma” they brought upon this pile, there’s a lot of sorrow and guilt from society as a whole. It’s not addressed on Pile Five’s end but there’s going to be a sense of “I’m sorry for all I’ve caused or done” emanating off of the ones that did the most damage, it’s a complete 360 compared to when the reading first started. Something could’ve transpired over the course of their fame, or near the ending, that caused the world to embrace them like they should’ve (ironic lmfao). Bittersweet is the keyword here because it’s being channeled,for the second time, which speaks for Pile Five holding resentment yet maturing and moving forward; “pay no mind” to those that aren’t them.

Importance is found in all of their side quests, it’s this pile that finds comfort in giving back; donations to charities, protests as an ally, food drives however many days in a row, etc. Nurturing their community is what they’re found doing outside of celebrity tasks, Pile Five would rather help those in need before spending time out “doing nothing”—not that they’re not outside or can’t hang [because they definitely can], but it’s more common to see them spending their time making an “innate” difference. This pile is highly important, like without them Earth would spin a little slower, it’d be off its axis by the largest degrees, their soul is necessary for the greater good of the future. They’re abundant both physically and mentally, which is combined to create the life they’ve always wanted; pleasure is a side quest that’s prioritized. Pampering themselves and staying beautiful [“in every way”] has been number one ever since they received the benefits to do so.

𝐄𝐗𝐓𝐑𝐀𝐒

𖣠 7 of Pentacles in reversed was at the bottom of this spread, meaning that this pile might not find satisfaction in fame despite bringing so much material in the area. Financial issues could be present a lot, more than any other issue, and that derives them of finding actual pleasure in being a star. Has drafts and unfinished projects that could change the world, but picks when [or if] they ever get done.

𖣠 Outside of the dreariness that shadows (follows) this pile, they would be a celebrity that garners loads of support and attention from their fans. People absolutely love, adore, cherish and treasure them, it'll be immense and irrefutable, intense emotions. Very, very loved by the masses and the grandiose display of affection will encourage them to keep going every time.

𖣠 Reputation will be hopeful and celebrated for its positive inflection upon the collective. Beloved for their kindhearted spirit, tender minds (words, thoughts, actions), and touching actions—big hearts that people wish they could've kept forever (i.e. "forever in our hearts"). So special it hurts.

𖣠 Accomplishments are physical, but not the most significant in this pile's lives. Spiritual progression is their largest accolade, they alter the spirits of those that come across them; seeing them on TV, in pages of books, or on the radio has an impactful effect on their audience. They bring change in the smallest, yet largest ways and it creates a positive difference amongst the world ("whether it's recognized or noticed, it takes affect").

CELEBRITIES IN COMMON: Tinashe, Michael Jackson, Britney Spears, and Frank Ocean

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375????? Oh naw, we would've had to fight over this one. Like at least refund people if you can't do the reading, that's what I do. I know I'm I'll and have limits and when I reach it I just say I can't do your reading due to personal reasons and give the money back.

She collecting so much bad karma for this. I truly hate people like this and it's the reason why divination doesn't get take serious by people.

I hope OP gets not only their money back but doubled because this ain't even a scam no more it's a crime

Beware of SCAMMER Ann Marie Tran, also known as Amtalchemy.

She deactivated her account after failing to complete readings, claiming it was due to her schizophrenia. No wonder she receives so many death threats.

She even tries to avoid being called a scammer by making excuses, like claiming you’re from Elon Musk’s group or the Illuminati to justify why she can’t do a reading.

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Both astrology and interactive fiction tumblr spiraling 😭😭

I need to get new hobbies because what's going on😭😭

I'm finna start coloring and going outside again because what 😭😭😭

(Not that there aren't valid points being made, I am sick of the racism, pay walling and bitchy behavior like we all adults, fucking act like it)

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Fallout won with ACNH and TWD being tied.

I'll break the posts up by game since a series won. Order of games will be: New Vegas, 3, 4, 2, 1 and maybe 76 and Tactics as well.

Astrology and Video games

Heyyo I wanna make astrology posts around video games but want to know what game y'all wanna see first (helps me stay focused).

The posts include the over themes of the games, important characters, development, spoilers (obviously), real life connections etc

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bharani & eve

i’m sure others have made this connection. when i googled it, i didn’t see anything though. so i’m putting my thoughts here.

i’m wondering if eve is represented by bharani, as being “the one who bears.” eve is the “mother of mothers.” this can of course be debated, since in some christian myth, there were other women. but as far as the most popular christian belief, eve was the first, and thus, the one who carried all human life by being the birth giver of all human life.

it’s also because of the connection she has to serpents and the way she’s blamed for the fall of man for her “deceit” and “betrayal.” i read the myth of adam and eve not in the christian way, though. i believe eve traded her life for true sovereignty over her life - whether she did “good” or “evil”, was her volition. but she gets demonized (bharani is demon!) even though adam also ate. but he gets treated almost like a child who didn’t know any better, whereas eve is a cunning seductress who manipulated him.

and this is of course due to misogyny, lol. for bharani, serpent’s mouth is compared to the vagina/vulva. and this is another reason i feel like eve is treated as a seductress: the same way the mouth of the serpent convinced eve, is how her coochie convinced adam. (serpent mouth = yoni)

but i feel like the serpent honestly didn’t “trick” eve. i think the serpent reflected a deep desire for freedom within eve, or that the serpent wasn’t even physically there. a representation of kundalini or something. if kundalini is associated with serpents and serpents are associated to vulvas…? idk. i’m not christian, i’m trying to make sense of it with the vedas.

femininity & women are astrologically represented by the moon, who represents change and fluidity. by water and waves, which can change form (liquid, solid, gas) as well as move freely in it regular state. so this why i think the astrological nature of women is change & freedom. probably why jupiter exalts in cancer. i’m getting off topic

side note…

i think our bodies are temporary containments for something that transverses gender and sex (as the limitless god is with neither gender nor sex). i don’t think kundalini, femininity, mothering, or womanhood are innate to having a uterus.

i’d be a liar to say i don’t think the uterus has dense creative ability for the simple fact of how significant it is for reproduction - aka, one of the most draining and involved forms of manifestation.

but u know - i think all of our bodies are special in their abilities and we define our bodies. our body doesn’t define us. penis or vulva or both.

i’m genderless so i feel like my understanding of my uterus is different than other people’s. there’s power in it, but it’s not because my uterus defines me. it’s because i define it.

i am discussing very ancient practices that tend to not be as expansive about gender and sex. but personally i think anyone can free themselves from the confines of sex-based roles & become masters of creation and manifesting. i see trans girls do it all the time. :p and that’s very bharani to me too.

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Astrology and Video games

Heyyo I wanna make astrology posts around video games but want to know what game y'all wanna see first (helps me stay focused).

The posts include the over themes of the games, important characters, development, spoilers (obviously), real life connections etc

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Venus 9H women peak cuz we literally look like goddesses you should be worshipping. They give such a bigger than life almost godly vibe yes I am biased. Almost looking like monuments or like they should be statues. Venus being in the house that can rule religion and worship that’ll do it to ya.

Don’t let us be Venusian either cuz then we extra bad ((I’m double biased))

Also is it just me or has that father figure trend on TikTok only been Megan thee Stallion for yall? 😭

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hey guys ! after a few readings, i almost have enough to fix my phone. i just need one to three more :)

my booking menu is on my pinned & i also have some complementary readings for the current astrological weather here ( which will likely be delivered same day or within 2 days )

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Omfg your posts never miss. The amount of times I've been fetishized for my background is insane. I've had exes tell me they only got with me because I wasn't "Black Black". Had non Black men say they would love to have kids with me because they would be "pretty".

Even your Beyonce example fits because I've been fetishized and exotified but my sister (who is literally just a rounder me), has never faced that, people will doubt her Asian ancestry but not mine (which is funny because I'm the darker of the two of us🥴). I wonder if being the older sibling plays a role in it, especially because the third house is linked to siblings.

I'm ngl tho I have definitely played into the "wild woman" stereotype by embracing certain terms thrown at me. I'll call myself a Jezebel or Sapphire. My current ig bio has junglefae (a play on jungle bunny).

𝒲𝐼𝐿𝒟 𝒞𝐻𝐼𝐿𝒟 ♡ ྀིྀིྀིྀིྀིྀིྀིྀི

in sidereal, it’s the mercury (ashlesha, jyeshtha, revati) & jupiter (punarvasu, vishakha, pbp) naks. i can also see mrigashira because that’s the “wanderer” nakshatra.

and in general (both tropical and sidereal), the mercurials, jovials, and lunarians. always on the move. a lot like birds, cats, or snakes. these planets are most associated with change and fluidity

for women, it can induce a vibe similar to Esmeralda from the hunchback of notre dame. charming, witty, sensual, fluid, highly intelligent, and perceptive. *these women may be exotified or exceptionalized, which makes sense because i’m pretty sure Esmeralda’s character is derived from a fetishistic caricature?

another example of this wild woman trope in media is:

chel (el dorado) punarvasu mars

merida (brave) jyestha moon, mrigashira mars

pocahontas (disney) no asc :[

isabella madrigal (encanto) vishakha ascendant

𝒯𝒪𝒰𝒞𝐻𝐼𝒩𝒢 𝒪𝒩 𝐸𝒳𝒪𝒯𝐼𝐹𝐼𝒞𝒜𝒯𝐼𝒪𝒩. . .

sade ~ revati moon

exotified for her mixed heritage

she also has this quote that’s always ascribed to her even though she never said it, but i find it funny that it’s so associated with her: “I like my hair messy. My love wild. And my sex aggressive. But I’m still a sensitive woman, just with passion.”

she literally never said that lmao

beyoncé ~ vishakha moon and i believe asc

her creole heritage has been exotified by herself and others

i think the cowgirl aesthetic she does also evokes a vibe of being a wild woman, because the “old west” is a time where the country was viewed as untamed or free

then she is globally inspired. she will make an afro beats song with arabic melismas in the background

interesting bc this doesn’t happen to her sister, who has the exact same ancestry! solange isn’t really exotified. instead, she’s viewed as a Super Nigga

shakira ~ revati asc, punarvasu sun.

she literally has a song called “Gitana” - which is spanish for gypsy, a derogatory term used on romani people

she calls herself one to basically assert that she’s free spirited, nomadic, & liberated (and she uses stereotypes in the lyrics as she does so)

she’s also exotified by the western world for being both colombian and lebanese, and she partakes in this by exotifying herself too . . . no shade

rihanna ~ revati asc & moon

being bajan/caribbean in the western market automatically exotified her, especially with her vibrant cat-like green hazel eyes

her accent! people tend to talk about her accent bc how clearly caribbean she is lmao

so yeah, that’s just something i noticed.

if u a black girl and u ever been asked/told:

what u mixed with?

are u mixed?

ur pretty for a [black girl, darkskin, etc]

u have “good hair” (👎🏾)

asked if u were african

niggas talked about how y’all would make “pretty babies” because of mixing

non-black men fetishizing u for being black

etc

check ur chart to see if u have those nakshatras or if u have mercury/jupiter/lunar influence in tropical/sidereal. these are more forms of exotification that are common

and disclaimer, exotification obviously isn’t good lmao. there’s no such thing as being “pretty for a ___” and there’s no such thing as a good hair texture. that’s some slave minded bullshit. and ANYBODY who fetishizes u - black or non black - doesn’t deserve to be with u. period 🙏🏾

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avatar the last airbender & the nodes 🀄️ ☼｡˚❀ * ꕤ

one of my fav childhood cartoons of all time! i think this scene is great for understanding the nodes

zuko here represents rahu / the north node. aang represents ketu / south node. they both merge to be understood as destiny and fate ~ zuko is obsessed with his destiny for the entire duration of the show, and aang’s spirit is intertwined with his destiny as he is reincarnated as the avatar

zuko is of a greedy colonial empire that has genocided, forcefully displaced, colonized, and more. he was obsessed with his destiny, but his obsession distorted his perception of what his destiny actually was. does that not sound like the ravenous north node?

aang is from a nomadic and spiritual monk group, but he was permanently severed from his people after they were genocided. he, as the avatar, also is obligated to reincarnate to bring balance in the world. and him being an air nomad shows that there’s still a disconnect he has to have from the world in order to fulfill his avatar duties. does that not sound like the detached south node? ( edit: especially with the 100% bald head )

fate brought them together. zuko is the descendant of aang’s past carnation. which makes them spiritually linked. they aren’t separate from each other, but instead, two sides of one coin. and they later become some of the closest people in gaang 🖤 especially because fate would have it that zuko ~ being blood of aang’s past life and the blood of the one who genocided aang’s people ~ is who destiny decided would teach aang firebending

aang was terrified of firebending because of his wound relating to fire: the fire nation killed his entire people, and when he learned to bend it, he hurt katara. he swore to never bend it again. after all, he had only known fire to be destructive

but his reluctance to use firebending showed that he was too attached to worldly constructs and concepts. so much that it interfered with his ability to fulfill his duty as avatar. not as the last airbender, but as the avatar. fate would have it that aang would have to learn bending from the one descended from his genociders. and to do that, he had to detach. thus, fulfilling his role as ketu / avatar

they also had to detach from their own world to do this and travel to a land that mirrors pre-colonial mesoamerican natives. where the sun and dragons are respected for how they gave and mastered fire. and from that, aang learns fire isn’t death. fire is life.

same can be said for zuko to fulfill his role as rahu. but together, they were unstoppable. this show is wonderful and if u look at it from a vedic or traditional astrological perspective, u get so much enlightenment!

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readings open ^3^

i managed to find an even cheaper quote ( smirks deviously ) to where all i’d need are three nodal readings to repair it. my nodal readings are $35.35 :3

my writing ability is a little more slow since the laptop is out of commission and i’d have to write on a tiny little phone but yes ! if u want a deeper look into ur nodes hit me uppp 😝

i’m also willing to do anything that isn’t crossed out on my reading menu ( on pinned ) so check her out ^.^

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a lot of astrologers just be energy harvesting off y’all. they like posing as authorities on divination, they like when y’all herald them as oracles. they like when they can simply make a statement and send y’all into a frenzy. they feeding off the paranoia and panic.

“ march is going to be a terrible month ! ” they claim. they want u to feel insecure in ur fate and karma so that u can panic and share their posts. when april comes around, u can tell them, “ yeah, march was terrible. ” and they like they was right about ur misery.

they wanna feed off y’all, whether their supposed news is something that comforts a delusion or puts apprehension into u. they wanna tell u: the eclipse gon make u levitate, that a full moon gon bring someone from the dead, that a retrograde gon bring an ex back into y’all life.

that’s why they never say astrology is just a tool. that’s why they never say u don’t need readings from people, that’s why they never say u can learn to read ur own chart if that’s something u want to understand.

they never say u should connect to what’s within u so u don’t feel the need to check a transit or shuffle a card or dump a baggie of cat bones. they don’t tell y’all that the planets have no say or dictation over ur life.

i’m gonna have a beautiful march. let it bring alignment, peace, and necessary lessons. and i hope the same for u. we going into march with love and strength.

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Hey everyone, I know it's going to be a busy day for a lot of people, but Google enrolled everyone over 18 into their AI program automatically.

If you have a google account, first go to gemini.google.com/extensions and turn everything off.

Then you need to go to myactivity.google.com/product/gemini and turn off all Gemini activity tracking. You do have to do them in that order to make sure it works.

Honestly, I'm not sure how long this will last, but this should keep Gemini off your projects for a bit.

I saw this over on bluesky and figured it would be good to spread on here. It only takes a few minutes to do.

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astrology of alter egos ! ☼｡˚❀ * ꕤ

they clowning lisa (blackpink) real bad for that “vixi” shit.

and tbh … i find it quite funny. non blacks tend to use black aesthetics to portray aggression or violence but i digress. it made me think “she probably going thru a nodal reversal.” just to find out … she is

so then i had the thought like hmmm…

doja cat introduced her alter ego (scarlet) around her node reversal

megan soft launched an alter ego (megan) during her nodal reversal. and tbh … yes i feel like “megan” is an alter ego (to tina snow, hot girl meg, etc). megan is the person — the chill girl from houston who loves anime and manga. (she at her core megan pete)

beyoncé released i am. . . sasha fierce (sasha fierce is her alter ego) during her nodal reversal

nicki minaj came up with one of her most recognized alter egos around her nodal reversal (roman zolanski)

so it seems that nodal reversals are really times where u explore hidden, shadowed, or subdued identities within u - so much that u may personalize them. thus conceiving an alter.

side note: i also feel like post nodal reversal / saturn return is a good time to get ur name changed if u want to, lmao

doja cat pre reversal (2019), doja post reversal (202?)

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The Stars are not gendered

We just say they are to feel better about ourselves

I'm not going to lie, sometimes I get uncomfortable/annoyed/ displeased (insert another term for unhappy) reading astrology observations because of how gendered they end up being.

It's always been difficult for me to relate to certain things being gendered certain ways, especially with me being agender.

There are times when I can relate to posts about men and times when I can relate to ones about women. Yet I don't identify with either one because gender is so yucky to me.

If I had to put an astrological reason behind it, the following is what I think plays a role:

Maybe it's my Ascendant ruler being in the 12th house, meaning I rather see past gender completely and look at how it affects the person. Said person is part of society, therefore their actions impact society as well. I just refuse to believe men, women, all that's in between and outside of that are magically different. If all fetuses start off female, wouldn't that mean we are all the same at the end of the day. I know men with BPD and unsurprisingly they get called feminine /womenly/girly because of the stereotype that more women are diagnosed than men making it a "women's disorder" (which isn't true it's equally diagnosed, but people don't see men and women emotions the same (which is even dumber than the last part), which leads to men having BPD and being misdiagnosed with ASPD or bipolar disorder because men no sad/happy/disgusted ever. Just horny and angry).

Maybe it's my Neptune trine Mars and sextile Venus that makes me disillusioned with the concept of gender at all. Like why can't we just vibe. Just exist, I don't wanna have a gender. I wanna be pretty and not have someone attach being "girly" to that. There's more important stuff like my favorite type of soup or something. I know people tend to point the negatives of Neptune out a lot but it can be actually positive when it comes to recognizing certain societal norms are just plain stupid. Why do we demonize romance so much, let people love. Why do we demonize wanting money, let people not want to suffer. Why do we demonize cultural and religious differences, the world would be boring af if we all believed in the same things.

Maybe it's my Mars- Venus sextile, making the energies play off of each other rather than against. For all it's worth Mars and Venus vibe better co-existing rather than one over powering the other. We not gonna bring up the mythology behind those two because they both.... Yeah... Let's just say I wouldn't really take advice from them... but they also helped create a lot of "good" things by working together. Also I think it's funny to call myself a boy-girl because who gonna clock me on that 🤨

Maybe it's my Jupiter 1st house that thinks if we want changes we can't stay stuck on things like gender when it's different from culture to culture anyways. What may be feminine in the US could be masculine in Chad/ South Korea (Look up the Fula in Chad, and KPop artists in general). What was historically seen as masculine (makeup, high heels, finger nail polish, etc etc), is now seen as feminine because some group decides so and we all went along with it? Like gender norms change drastically with whoever the dominant culture of a land is (currently Eurocentrism is whooping everyone ass but that's a different topic)

The funniest part to me is not only being agender but intersex impacts me so much. We not even going to touch or race and gender because the hypermasculinization of Black women (namely darker ones, taller or less shapely ones), is something that is ignored like hell when astrology is brought up. Or sexuality and gender because lesbians/gays do not get seen the same way non lesbians/gays do (feminine men, still men but they may relate more to post about women, masculine women still women but any relate to more posts about men.... Because gender is dumb). Or class and gender (them croquette blogs love playing into the upper middle class/upper class ideology of womanhood/manhood, while ignoring working class (mostly lower middle and lower class) folks having to play multiple roles). Or single parents and gender (regardless of gender they have to play into multiple roles as well).

Gender doesn't exist in a bubble of its own, it's highly tied to cultural norms, racism, intersexism, classism and any other ism/phobia you can think of.

I just really feel like astrology is gendered unnecessarily at times. Yes I may relate to a post of women with strong Plutonian energies but I might also relate to a post about men with strong Mars too. A lot of the reason I fell out of love with astrology is the need to conform to certain aspects because of gendered roles.

We not getting rid of gender roles if we stuck on shit like "Lilith affects women stronger than men because titties" and "XYZ men are hoes because men love sex and no love sex means not a real man". Like please it's 2025 we leaving that gendered bs in the past.