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readings open ^3^

i managed to find an even cheaper quote ( smirks deviously ) to where all i’d need are three nodal readings to repair it. my nodal readings are $35.35 :3

my writing ability is a little more slow since the laptop is out of commission and i’d have to write on a tiny little phone but yes ! if u want a deeper look into ur nodes hit me uppp 😝

i’m also willing to do anything that isn’t crossed out on my reading menu ( on pinned ) so check her out ^.^

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a lot of astrologers just be energy harvesting off y’all. they like posing as authorities on divination, they like when y’all herald them as oracles. they like when they can simply make a statement and send y’all into a frenzy. they feeding off the paranoia and panic.

“ march is going to be a terrible month ! ” they claim. they want u to feel insecure in ur fate and karma so that u can panic and share their posts. when april comes around, u can tell them, “ yeah, march was terrible. ” and they like they was right about ur misery.

they wanna feed off y’all, whether their supposed news is something that comforts a delusion or puts apprehension into u. they wanna tell u: the eclipse gon make u levitate, that a full moon gon bring someone from the dead, that a retrograde gon bring an ex back into y’all life.

that’s why they never say astrology is just a tool. that’s why they never say u don’t need readings from people, that’s why they never say u can learn to read ur own chart if that’s something u want to understand.

they never say u should connect to what’s within u so u don’t feel the need to check a transit or shuffle a card or dump a baggie of cat bones. they don’t tell y’all that the planets have no say or dictation over ur life.

i’m gonna have a beautiful march. let it bring alignment, peace, and necessary lessons. and i hope the same for u. we going into march with love and strength.

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Hey everyone, I know it's going to be a busy day for a lot of people, but Google enrolled everyone over 18 into their AI program automatically.

If you have a google account, first go to gemini.google.com/extensions and turn everything off.

Then you need to go to myactivity.google.com/product/gemini and turn off all Gemini activity tracking. You do have to do them in that order to make sure it works.

Honestly, I'm not sure how long this will last, but this should keep Gemini off your projects for a bit.

I saw this over on bluesky and figured it would be good to spread on here. It only takes a few minutes to do.

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astrology of alter egos ! ☼｡˚❀ * ꕤ

they clowning lisa (blackpink) real bad for that “vixi” shit.

and tbh … i find it quite funny. non blacks tend to use black aesthetics to portray aggression or violence but i digress. it made me think “she probably going thru a nodal reversal.” just to find out … she is

so then i had the thought like hmmm…

doja cat introduced her alter ego (scarlet) around her node reversal

megan soft launched an alter ego (megan) during her nodal reversal. and tbh … yes i feel like “megan” is an alter ego (to tina snow, hot girl meg, etc). megan is the person — the chill girl from houston who loves anime and manga. (she at her core megan pete)

beyoncé released i am. . . sasha fierce (sasha fierce is her alter ego) during her nodal reversal

nicki minaj came up with one of her most recognized alter egos around her nodal reversal (roman zolanski)

so it seems that nodal reversals are really times where u explore hidden, shadowed, or subdued identities within u - so much that u may personalize them. thus conceiving an alter.

side note: i also feel like post nodal reversal / saturn return is a good time to get ur name changed if u want to, lmao

doja cat pre reversal (2019), doja post reversal (202?)

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The Stars are not gendered

We just say they are to feel better about ourselves

I'm not going to lie, sometimes I get uncomfortable/annoyed/ displeased (insert another term for unhappy) reading astrology observations because of how gendered they end up being.

It's always been difficult for me to relate to certain things being gendered certain ways, especially with me being agender.

There are times when I can relate to posts about men and times when I can relate to ones about women. Yet I don't identify with either one because gender is so yucky to me.

If I had to put an astrological reason behind it, the following is what I think plays a role:

Maybe it's my Ascendant ruler being in the 12th house, meaning I rather see past gender completely and look at how it affects the person. Said person is part of society, therefore their actions impact society as well. I just refuse to believe men, women, all that's in between and outside of that are magically different. If all fetuses start off female, wouldn't that mean we are all the same at the end of the day. I know men with BPD and unsurprisingly they get called feminine /womenly/girly because of the stereotype that more women are diagnosed than men making it a "women's disorder" (which isn't true it's equally diagnosed, but people don't see men and women emotions the same (which is even dumber than the last part), which leads to men having BPD and being misdiagnosed with ASPD or bipolar disorder because men no sad/happy/disgusted ever. Just horny and angry).

Maybe it's my Neptune trine Mars and sextile Venus that makes me disillusioned with the concept of gender at all. Like why can't we just vibe. Just exist, I don't wanna have a gender. I wanna be pretty and not have someone attach being "girly" to that. There's more important stuff like my favorite type of soup or something. I know people tend to point the negatives of Neptune out a lot but it can be actually positive when it comes to recognizing certain societal norms are just plain stupid. Why do we demonize romance so much, let people love. Why do we demonize wanting money, let people not want to suffer. Why do we demonize cultural and religious differences, the world would be boring af if we all believed in the same things.

Maybe it's my Mars- Venus sextile, making the energies play off of each other rather than against. For all it's worth Mars and Venus vibe better co-existing rather than one over powering the other. We not gonna bring up the mythology behind those two because they both.... Yeah... Let's just say I wouldn't really take advice from them... but they also helped create a lot of "good" things by working together. Also I think it's funny to call myself a boy-girl because who gonna clock me on that 🤨

Maybe it's my Jupiter 1st house that thinks if we want changes we can't stay stuck on things like gender when it's different from culture to culture anyways. What may be feminine in the US could be masculine in Chad/ South Korea (Look up the Fula in Chad, and KPop artists in general). What was historically seen as masculine (makeup, high heels, finger nail polish, etc etc), is now seen as feminine because some group decides so and we all went along with it? Like gender norms change drastically with whoever the dominant culture of a land is (currently Eurocentrism is whooping everyone ass but that's a different topic)

The funniest part to me is not only being agender but intersex impacts me so much. We not even going to touch or race and gender because the hypermasculinization of Black women (namely darker ones, taller or less shapely ones), is something that is ignored like hell when astrology is brought up. Or sexuality and gender because lesbians/gays do not get seen the same way non lesbians/gays do (feminine men, still men but they may relate more to post about women, masculine women still women but any relate to more posts about men.... Because gender is dumb). Or class and gender (them croquette blogs love playing into the upper middle class/upper class ideology of womanhood/manhood, while ignoring working class (mostly lower middle and lower class) folks having to play multiple roles). Or single parents and gender (regardless of gender they have to play into multiple roles as well).

Gender doesn't exist in a bubble of its own, it's highly tied to cultural norms, racism, intersexism, classism and any other ism/phobia you can think of.

I just really feel like astrology is gendered unnecessarily at times. Yes I may relate to a post of women with strong Plutonian energies but I might also relate to a post about men with strong Mars too. A lot of the reason I fell out of love with astrology is the need to conform to certain aspects because of gendered roles.

We not getting rid of gender roles if we stuck on shit like "Lilith affects women stronger than men because titties" and "XYZ men are hoes because men love sex and no love sex means not a real man". Like please it's 2025 we leaving that gendered bs in the past.

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readings to fix my phone ! :D

so luckily bc my phone is an iphone 11/old gen, the cost to repair the screen isn’t toooo bad. i think its around $60 at cheapest and $150 at most.

im reopening my readings so i can get the screen fixed ! its the white lines sort of damage - if it was a regular crack i wouldnt gaf but bc its the white blocks/lines, my phone is essentially a glorified brick. i can barely read, text, etc on it.

my readings list is on my pinned ! for this, im not offering any of my larger readings due to the fact that my phone is broken as well as my laptop 💀. but sum lil light shi, like maybe a few node readings or whatnot.

until then … no sexstro posts for v day. the universe said practice chastity dont be a freak

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Personalized Astrology Stories- new service

Hello all, I'm opening up shop! I haven't really seen this before so I hope it's something new and interesting for everyone.

I am opening up astrology readings with a twist. Instead of the standard birth chart, it's a story about you in the genre of your choice. There are four different versions available with different turnaround times due to length.

All readings are a minimum of 2 pages (most likely to be more by default), double spaced, indie flower font and size 16 (I want you to be able to actually read the words).

Once I get more familiar, I might open up persona chart versions as well.

Because this is a completely new process for me, I'm only opening up 4 spots at the moment.

All the pricing is in USD. DM for questions or to book!

Below you'll find more information.

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As much as I love animal faires, Slivermist had (has) a chokehold on me so I gotta go water.

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based on your fifth house in your birth chart !

🎀 the fifth house is the house responsible for talents, gifts, and your creative energy. i thought this post would be cute and silly, lol. there are a bunch of talents so i’ll only do the main ones :)

⚙️ tinker talent

fifth house in aquarius, with uranus, in gemini or virgo, with mercury, with saturn, in capricorn.

why? tinker fairies fix things and invent/innovate things, which means they are highly methodical. they also are visionaries, able to conceptualize tools from various items. they think creatively and are resourceful, as well as they use their hands!

👁️ scouting talent

fifth house in scorpio, in aries, with mars, with the moon, in cancer, in virgo

why? scouting fairies protect pixie hollow. mars is obvious - mars represents protection and defense, especially with scorpio, since scouting is highly perceptive. this is also why virgo is good here, because virgo pays great attention to detail. the moon is because she’s the natural satellite and defender / guardian of the earth! lunarians can be fiercely protective

💧 water talent

fifth house in cancer, pisces, or scorpio, with moon, with jupiter, with neptune, in aquarius

why? obviously water signs! but why aquarius? i added that one because that’s the water bearer

🐿️ animal talent

fifth house in virgo, cancer, lord in the sixth, moon or mercury

why? cancer/moon rules the love of animals. mercury/virgo is associated with animals. and so is the sixth house

🎨 art talent

fifth house lord in first, fifth, or seventh house, in taurus, libra, leo, pisces, with sun, venus, jupiter, neptune, aqua

why? this can show strong artistic gifts and abilities! the seventh house also shows fine arts, and arts done with the hands. venus, sun, jupiter, and neptune all denote some creative ability. and aquas are just such visionaries … i could see this too

⌛️ dust talent

fifth house lord in fourth, eighth, or twelfth, fifth house in capricorn, aquarius, pisces, with saturn or jupiter

why? this is a highly traditional talent, one that’s transgenerational. pixie dust is the foundation of the never fairy society - without pixie dust, fairies are not born and they can’t fly!!! thus, the saturn / fourth house, as they both rule foundations. aqua/pisces shows the dreaminess & idealism of it all, to materialize someone from glowing dust.

🌪️ fast flying talent

fifth house in aries, aquarius, gemini, with mercury, mars, uranus

why? speed is obviously aries, as well as mercury (being the quickest transiting planet). aquarius/uranus and mercury/gemini both share rulerships over winds and breezes, aka what fast flying fairies control

🪴 gardening & 🌹 flower talents

fifth house in taurus, capricorn, cancer, with venus, saturn, moon

why? taurus and capricorn share rulerships over plant growths, with taurus specifically ruling over flowers. cancer/moon shows nurturing things to grow thru nourishing them

☀️ light talent

fifth house in leo, aries, sag, with sun, lord in ninth or tenth

why? sun for obvious reasons. aries is the sign of sun’s exalt. and sagittarius bc jupiter shows illumination / clarity / brightness. the tenth house is the highest point in the sky (thus sun is brightest here) and the ninth house is where the sun rejoices :)

as a fifth house scorpio moon kid, i always chose an animal talent (probably 95% of the time) or a water talent (maybe 5% lol) ! my fifth house lord is in the sixth and i’m a fifth house lunarian so checks out lol 🐿️💧🐿️💧🐿️ as an adult tho ? i tend to feel torn between animal, water, garden, & light 🐿️💧🪴☀️

wbu? :)

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*pchit pchit* Describing your spirituality as a perfume and the essence behind it. Feel free to look up metaphysical meaning behind each note to see additional messages that may resonate with you.

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Pile One

Top Notes:

Tangerine, Magnolia, Peppermint, Fennel

Middle Notes:

Lemon, Rosemary, Arborvitae

Bottom Notes:

Oregano, Bergamot, Sweet Marjoram

Your perfume embodies a warm summer day at a villa in Italy. You’ll feel right at home when your olfactory nerves take in every single accord. Your fragrance is soft, smooth, bubbly, with a hint of what a clean roaring 20s hotel suite would be like with incense smoking in the background. Boujee and boozy. Your spirituality is based on finding awakenings in nothingness. Losses could be something that you experience a lot. Home could be something that is not really guaranteed for you. It could be by choice meaning you find purpose in nomadic living or you’re constantly moving around against your will because of a destructive crisis. This could have made it hard for you to attach or give sentimental value to holidays, milestones, and relationships that are meant to be positive and celebratory. You don’t have to dress in garments or be deep into religion or philosophical teachings and rituals. You’re spiritual in a way that resonates with taoism. No matter how many endings that occur in your life, you are not meant to stay there. Even if you lose your will to keep going, you embody the concurrent flow of circulation. Finding life after death and being open to miracles when you’re at rock bottom. I feel like people could see you as “walking karma”. I feel like there are a lot of people in the pile who do not believe in the concept of karma because you believe in handling retribution yourself. You could be into defense and malefic magic, but you could also have a lot of strength and endurance to push for things to happen in your life. When it comes to pointing out someone’s spiritual gifts, it’s usually the magic that happens naturally. So while people may think you are “walking karma” or have this fear that you’re getting revenge on them, I’m getting that your gifts are more like a blockbuster and a road opener spell.

Pile Two

Top Notes:

Pink Pepper, Siberian Fir, Lotus Flower

Middle Notes:

Black Spruce, Morello Cherry, Ginger

Bottom Notes:

Honeysuckle, Frankincense, Neroli, Nubian Musk

Your perfume is seductive, mysterious, feminine, and mature yet playful. The scent is dark, floral, and energizing with the way it will last all over your body the entire day, even if you shower. Your spirituality thrives in beauty, love, magnetism, and divine enlightenment. You could resonate with the siren archetype with how entrancing you are with your desires and self worship. I keep seeing the majestic creature obsessively grooming theirself in a mirror, so people could think that you’re vain or self-absorbed. But what they don’t understand is that spiritually, you embody what it means to treat your body like a temple, and how your inner world can shift your outer world. You’re extremely powerful with glamour magic, affirmations, and creating subliminals. Like a siren’s voice, you’re just commanding with the words that you speak which can do wonders for you but can also make you have to be very careful with the things that you say and your attention on certain things that may look or seem like a good idea but they really aren’t. I get that in order to master your spirituality, you must place boundaries with what you’re drawn to utilizing moderation and also being specific with what you want. In this collective, I feel that there are a lot of young souls who are eager to learn and experience. Many of you are actually on track to reaching this level of mastery. This pile reminds me of the movie “The Craft” and the phrase “curiosity that killed the cat”. You guys could indulge in divination, spells, or non-occultic shortcuts in life that may have led to getting you in unnecessary trouble or problems that ended up combusting. The more that you experience what you think you may want, the closer that you reach to finding peace with something that may look the complete opposite.

Pile Three

Top Notes:

Citronella, Lavender, Vasaka, Spearmint

Middle Notes:

Helichrysum, Frankincense, Tonka Bean, Celery Seed

Bottom Notes:

Sweet Pea, Matcha, Grapefruit, Petitgrain

Your perfume has a different take on what gourmand can be. It’s probably the most natural sugary scent that you’ll ever find. When the scent hits your nose, it’ll feel like you’re waking up one sunny morning to a matcha lemonade and a lavender grapefruit puff pastry. Discovering your spirituality could or still be very confusing for you. The collective’s energy in this pile feels lost, opaque, and saturn-like because I think that the clarity that’s being sought after most likely will not be received until your 40s or 50s. I’m seeing a lot of switching religions, jumping to the next path to consciousness by dabbling into concepts that you may not fully understand, or being led astray by new-age theories. I’m also seeing a lot of spiraling when things do not work out that may cause you to blame these practices when transitioning onto the next thing. I’m getting that people in the pile could have faced a lot of judgement in these spaces at an early age. Never really feeling like you belong or that you’re welcomed by others which could play a part in why spirituality could be so confusing for you and it not being something that you can trust. You may have even decided to become atheist or agnostic and that is okay. The delivery may not have been right in feeling let down in your spirituality, but the truth is, it is the human thing to crash out when you show your devotion, you do the work consistently, and had the bravery to be positive about it and then next thing you know, things are tumbling down and you don’t know what the hell is going on or if you did something wrong. For some of you, the problem lies in trying to find acceptance from others in these spaces. You’re making material things such as people or social constructs and standards for your god. You find a god in something that’s way bigger and personal than what the next person’s input is. Whether it’s digging deep into your roots to resume your ancestor’s indigenous practices, carving out your own space in christianity to fortify your faith in peace, or even finding the god within yourself, your spirituality will become a lot more clearer to you when you make it less about others and have more acceptance and validation for yourself.

Pile Four

Top Notes:

Ylang Ylang, Rain accord, Ginseng

Middle Notes:

Jasmine, Coriander, Vetiver

Bottom Notes:

Tonga Vanilla Bean, Passionflower, Spikenard

Your perfume could be well-rounded, where you can vividly smell every note all throughout the sillage of when you first sprayed it. The scent has a bold blend of aromas that are both masculine and feminine. It’s earthy, sweet, strong, the perfect scent to acquire if you want to make an opulent first impression. Like this perfume, your spirituality represents the power and respect behind energy exchange. You see life in all things, and believe that everything is energy much like how science demonstrates that everything is derived out of atoms and chemicals. You resonate with herbology, following the moon and stars, and letting the universe speak to you through plants, animals, and the weather. You could be into tea leaf readings, palmistry, or water and cloud scrying. You believe in superstitions that were taught to you by your elders or the people of your culture(s). You could be against anything along with seeing things as something to be taken or owned. Money comes to you easily and it doesn’t have to be in surplus. I just see you being taken care of because of the spirits that you communicate with and look after, even if you’re not directly into mediumship, it seems like you unconsciously connect with your ancestors and other forms of spirits, especially if you have this habit of talking to yourself. I don’t want to scare you, but whoever you are talking to, they are definitely listening to you and responding back to you in many different ways lol. Your spirituality is also brought to life when musical instruments are being played, when you’re cooking for others, and when you’re helping others who have less mobility.

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☼｡˚❀ * ꕤ saturn rejoices in the twelfth house because the twelfth house is your mother giving labor to you. being born is the first labor you’ve ever known, and it’s a labor that precedes your existence and life (aka, the first house). in fact, you have to survive labor in order to be gifted with life.

the first house is the moment you emerge from your mother. but the twelfth house is the actual process of labor. during labor, you’re being exiled from your mother’s uterus and never allowed to return … it’s a traumatic and laborious process that forever alters the composition of your mother, and you are forever changed as well through merely existing.

it also probably is connected to the bible in some way, as a lot of traditional astrology borrows from classical christian text. but do y’all remember how after eve ate the apple, god expelled them from eden/paradise and then cursed humans with painful childbirths? and then cursed humans to mortality, and said: “from dust you are, and to dust you shall return”? then tasked humans with lifetimes compromised of labor? ain’t that the most saturnian shit ever? this is where the “bad spirit” connection probably comes from.

biting the apple for the knowledge of good and evil was an exchange humans couldn’t karmically afford. mortality condemned humans to death and labor (saturn-ruled). and that fight begins before the first breath is drawn at the ascendant point. that fight begins in the uterus, as your mother’s body is violently rejection.

yes!!! we know our mother’s rejection before we know a warm embrace … and even still, it’s not her fault lol. it’s nature, and nature is sometimes violent and unforgiving. anyways … i love talking about how traumatic being born/giving birth can be

goodnight y’all

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now that trump has tiktok, twitter, facebook and insta in his pocket, get ready for a massive wave of internet censorship. one of trump's greatest weapons has always been misinformation; it's going to become harder and harder to spread facts and criticism going forward. posts that aren't made invisible will be magically ignored by the algorithm. dissidents will have their accounts deleted and voices erased.

this is a suppression tactic. this is another stage of fascism.

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𝑅𝐸𝒜𝒟𝐼𝒩𝒢𝒮 𝒪𝒫𝐸𝒩, updated 1/3/25

♡ ྀིྀིྀིྀིྀིྀིྀིྀི how to book a reading: first, read my rules. once you’ve read them, dm me. i have to fix the links ( both the carrd & the form ) so disregard them & use the menu below. you must read the rules before booking.

all of the turn around dates are estimates - the turn around could actually be slightly quicker or slighter longer, depending on how many readings i have and my hours at work ( since my job is inconsistent in hours ). please book accordingly!

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i use astro-seek, whole sign houses, traditional planets, traditional rulerships, and major aspects.

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♡ ྀིྀིྀིྀིྀིྀིྀིྀི voice call reading • starts at $20 for 30 minutes

includes: essentially a collaborative conversation between the client and me, where we discuss the chart. i recommend writing notes as u get the reading

i will outline the reading and key points i’d like to talk about beforehand! i’d also recommend coming in with questions or key points prepared as well

whenever the payment is confirmed is when the date and time slot is secured✨ after that, we can call on google voice and discuss! there will be a google doc for u to follow along with if u so wish

♡ ྀིྀིྀིྀིྀིྀིྀིྀི pet reading • 1k+ wc • turn around 1-3 days

includes: u tell me about ur pets and i’ll interpret what that may mean spiritually for u. animals are able to sense in ur environment what we may be spiritually incapable of sensing / perceiving. so u can actually get a lot of clarity from reading them. $15.

needed info: a photo of ur pet, and any information that sticks out to u about them. such as stool habits, diet, wellness, activity levels, fur / scale / skin shed, pests or parasites that may be present, sleeping habits, what time of day they are most active, their breed/species/pedigree/etc.

i do not have any known animal phobias. arthropods, herpitiles, aquatic animals including cephalopods, birds, etc are all safe to show me 💕

♡ ྀིྀིྀིྀིྀིྀིྀིྀི planet reading • 2k+ wc • turn around 3-10 days

includes: one planet of interest, the aspects made to the planet, the dispositor of the planet, and the house the planet resides in. $30.

♡ ྀིྀིྀིྀིྀིྀིྀིྀི house reading • 2k+ wc • turn around 3-10 days

includes: reading for one house of interest. includes the planet(s) present (if present), aspects made to the planet(s), the house lord placement. $50.

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includes: a standard birth chart reading. $90.

♡ ྀིྀིྀིྀིྀིྀིྀིྀི persona chart • 5k+ wc • turn around 5-14 days

includes: a standard persona chart reading for the planet, point, or asteroid of choice. essentially a birth chart reading for a persona chart. $90

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includes: the next planetary return for the planet of interest, and how your natal chart interacts with that chart. valid for moon, mercury, venus, mars, jupiter, and saturn. $90

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includes: the way two charts interact with each other. includes house overlay, major aspects of astro-seek’s default orb, traditional planets. $150

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includes: the natal chart’s interaction with the solar return chart. $150

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includes: day-by-day transit predictions using google calendar, monthly profection reading, a google doc reading for your solar return chart and how it interacts with your natal chart. $500

transits include the nodes, the traditional planets, major aspects, and the default orb on astro-seek.

𝐸𝒟𝐼𝒯𝒮

changing the house system

changing the aspect degree orb

changing the rulership from trad to mod

please let me know if anything on the following list is triggering so i can omit it from the reading. please keep in mind this will affect the thoroughness of the reading and the word count.

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that’s all! contact is through my dms, ask box, submissions, or email ( chartsbyafrika@gmail.com ). have a good day now y’all!

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readings opennn readings opennn im getting evicted w two kitties n i really don’t want to rehome them 💔 i just need to be able to transport them so i can go back to my small hometown 👩🏾‍🌾

but bc america has no good train systems i do not have very easy ways to do that. which will be more expensive 👎🏾 thank you american car culture

n it’s crazy bc cats are literally so chill i feel like they should be allowed in public more than dogs no shade but whatever reading menu on my pinned pls rt or reblog or whatever 🙏🏾 💔 my shaylaaa

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What do people romanticize about you? What do people villainize you for? Find out in this pick a card about your wicked truth 🫧🧹

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Pile One

What do people romanticize about you?

The way that you look reigns a binding effect. Your body, facial features, or even your energetic presence creates the assumption in a person’s mind that you can heal them. Your physical features could emanate an image of luxuriance that makes people want to acquire you in order to gain something more in their life. It’s prepossessing in a way that replenishes people on a berserk level of favorableness. The way that they see good in you is the same way that you are able to see the good in people, even when they don’t deserve it. When you are open to others and are at your happiest, it can be intoxicating to the people around you. The abundance around you reflects in the way that you are giving to others, so the people who feel a sense of envy over what you were born with and how you carry yourself, they mistake your generosity for something that is entirely theirs and what they’re entitled to. People romanticize you in a way where they see you as an extension of themselves. I’m picking up that this can be through your beauty and body, the resources that you have, the support or popularity that you gain, and in your ability to comfort and provide for others.

What do people villainize about you?

I feel like people in this pile are aware of how damaging this kind of romanticization is, even if people feel like you should be flattered. People villainize you for acknowledging it for what it is. Objectification. What comes to my mind when describing this energy as is a “prude’s worst nightmare” and the character “Eve” from the movie “Igor”. When you step out of this role of being polished and when you use your abilities for your own reasons instead of being under someone else’s terms, intent, and timing, you become terrifying. People will villainize you because of the suspense they feel over what you will do next. A sexual person isn’t deemed a “whore” until they consider their pleasure and wants. A person that doesn’t know any better is beneficial to another individual until they do know better and go towards it. Youth becomes bastardized when the future doesn’t turn out like what our elders intended. A magician becomes a witch when their spirituality doesn’t liken to smoke and mirrors. All of these examples share something in common in what makes someone a threat, which is being a person who knows and understands that they are free. The true villain here is perception and your capability of continuing to walk away from situations that keep you stuck from making use of what was given to you for a reason. Embrace your seductive prowess. If you’re the generational curse breaker in your family, don’t allow the people before you to hijack what you’ve been guided to do with your life because it doesn’t embody “the struggle” or what greatness looks like. Your personal connection to a higher power will always threaten a person who believes that they’re the center of the universe and that is why expansion in your life from the magic that surrounds you will be seen as a loss for them.

What is your wicked truth?

The energy that people sense from you is maternal but is viewed and approached in a skewed manner because most people underestimate it as something that is one-dimensional. Maternal energy is only seen as something meant to be given to others when it’s actually about affluence. People will try to position you into the role of a caretaker, parent, leader, spouse, but the truth is that your power to create, is in whatever path that you have decided for yourself. If it does look like becoming a parent and raising children, then that’s absolutely fine, but don’t succumb to the narrative that creation or fertility is limited to only one thing or under someone else’s vision. Assume a role because you want to, not because of what’s pressured onto you. Especially when you decide to break free from being someone who is always thinking about everyone else but yourself. It’s going to piss people off, but it isn’t your responsibility to mother their anger or what they’re searching for within them. What people are really seeking from your energy is your intensity. When you come from a place of love or carry a lot of it in you and around you, it attracts people who desire unconditional love from the wrong places. When your knowledge and talent is incredible, it attracts people who lack it but swear up and down that they’ll know how to work your own potential better than you do. When you constantly generate unorthodox ideas, the people shunning you for it are secretly planning on how they can capitalize off of the voguish complexity that you exude naturally. Allow the abundance that you create to be for yourself, instead of letting people weaponize you to suit their apprehension to evolving from places that they’re not in anymore. Your wicked truth is that you decide the person that you want to be and that you need to be more picky with how and who you choose to expend your energy on. You have to be stronger than what people say about you when you start to advocate for yourself and the main thing that I want people in the pile to take from this message, is to not let people placate you by thinking that they can take credit for the person that you are and what you’re capable of doing. Your identity is only perversed when you live outside of your self concept trying to fit in other people’s lives. Be the main character in yours.

Pile Two

What do people romanticize about you?

People romanticize your chaos. They seek the things you wish to not have and the unwanted attention that you get. I’m picking up themes around money, gifts, masculine figures with influence, and lust being drawn towards you. When those who can’t relate to you see this, they view it as something enviable because you appear to be well taken care of, but you actually see this as a nuisance. You trigger obsession in your close or intimate relationships and in strangers. I’m seeing a lot from people who know you but you have no idea who they are or if you can recall even interacting with them. I’m sorry, but I keep interpreting this energy from those that romanticize you, as people who are not used to anything, so they want everything. If you’ve experienced a person or multiple people having a fatal like attraction towards you, especially with the lingering theme of obsession, they see it as something cool, and as a scenario that “isn’t all bad” because they focus too much on what they think you’re benefiting from it, such as being “desired”, money, “protection”, or being in a position of not having to worry about material lack. If you come from some form of generational wealth, or have a parent that appears to have a lot of money, people could romanticize it, instead of paying attention to how that inherited wealth comes with another price that you have to pay, such as your freedom or mental peace. Some people in this pile may have an experience with their haters cyberstalking them. I’m sensing through anonymous accounts or accounts from people who were supposed to be your friends or supporters who are secretly judging you and waiting for their moment to pick you apart directly. Overall, this pile is dealing with some sort of situation that puts you in distress, but other people are seeing it as a blessing. They have delusions over the toxicity that you face in your life. 

What do people villainize about you?

People villainize your reluctance to see things the way that others do. They view this indifference as ungratefulness, which triggers this venomous vitriol that they have against you. I just got a headache which confirms how unpleasant these people are around you. They want to drill into your head to change your mind about things and you just will not conform to that and they resent you for it. People could view you as someone sick or in need of help because they think that you don’t see things for what they really are. I’m getting so annoyed by this, because it’s mainly situations where they’re speaking on what they see, instead of everything that you’re feeling, seeing, and actually receiving. When you’re not silent about your discomfort or when you unveil illusions, that is when you’re villainized the most. I’m hearing this viral audio clip “He’s a good man Savannah”. I see that your discernment in relationships and in your career is sharp. You’re phenomenal at detecting and protecting yourself from controlling individuals, but people could think that you’re being paranoid and that you’re somehow sabotaging yourself. The people who tend to make you the villain, are complicating their lives because they’re too busy wanting yours. They’re free to go after what it is that you don’t want, but they’d rather bully you into choices that they can’t fathom themselves rejecting.

What is your wicked truth?

Your wicked truth is that you do not have to accept things because they are valued by another person. You do not have to jump at every opportunity that calls for you nor do you have to answer it. There are lessons that you can learn from the people who villainize you. They are trying to sway you into a scarce mindset, because they live their lives thinking that the only way to get justice is by taking what you can get from this world instead of chasing bigger. And honestly, “bigger” is really the bare minimum. Don’t let people bully you into staying with abusive people or situations that don’t make you happy and respected. There is negativity that comes with being ungrateful, but there is also negativity that comes with support. It’s not always promising to depend on someone for something, especially a controlling person. I don’t know who needs to hear this, but you deserve a love that doesn’t wane and isn’t confusing. You deserve safety without having to owe someone something. Another lesson to learn from the people who villainize you, is that at some point, you do need to detract from your fear of being seen. Not in a way that feeds into the drama, but in a way that makes you stop being avoidant of being as you are. Transmute a hater’s energy into your favor. Envision those eyes as motivation to keep strutting your stuff to really give them something to watch, which is a person who isn’t afraid to not settle for crumbs because it shows up at their doorstep. Walk over those bitches. You don’t need anyone’s attention, because you are attention. Remember that.

Pile Three

What do people romanticize about you?

I’m getting that people romanticize your “childlike wonder”. Your ability to be eternal. I’m actually hearing that people actually romanticize the way that YOU romanticize life. You guys could be very holistic and spiritual. Very in tune with the esoteric view of the world and how we operate in society. People love your wisdom, could even be addicted to it, because it’s cogent. It calms the mind, it makes them open their eyes to see what’s actually there in front of them and how they can build from situations that initially look like there's nothing to gain from it. Your energy is whimsical. People romanticize it, because it’s like “Hakuna Matata”, “Fuck it, We Ball”, or in other words “no worries”. You’re psychic, whimsical, and also indulgent. You guys are like pile one, but the aura from this pile seems more boundless. People around you could see you as either a good influence or a bad influence because of this. The degree to which you show your optimism could make people feel like you’re bragging, but somehow, it stuns people, because it appears like you’re never checked for it. There’s like a force or a circumstance that backs up exactly what you’re confident about. A LOT of jupiter and neptune energy here. People are drawn to you because of the way you gamble with your life (I know that sounds scary, but that’s exactly what I mean when I say that y’all are risk takers). Your influence is either just very loved or despised because what I really get here is that people love the way that you romanticize them, because being around you makes them feel like they don’t have to be accountable. There’s no strict authority to tell them “no”. Your influence if people don’t place boundaries, could make people fall into psychosis, debt, or some form of imprisonment. You guys remind me of Gojo from Jujutsu Kaisen.

What do people villainze about you?

I actually want to bring clarity about what I was interpreting in the first part of this reading. I get that a lot of you aren’t really telling these people to do things to hurt them. It’s just that people have so much trust in what you say or the person that you are, but will distort and take in too much of the examples that you make in life or the insight that you give. What makes people upset over you, is your popularity. How you can say something, and people will run with whatever narrative. People villainize you because they feel you’re a person who has too much power, even when you’re just breathing. People could want to silent you because of how much magnetism is in your words or how you challenge beliefs. I also see that people can villainize you for not enacting a role of the pedestal that they placed you on. Let’s say that you withdraw yourself socially, because you don’t want people analyzing every single thing that you say or do, and you don't want to be in the spotlight or in a leadership position because you don’t want to be responsible for everyone and blamed for what goes wrong. This could anger people because they see this as cowardice when they perceive you as someone who’s confident or someone who inspires them to rebel against something or they want to hear more of your thoughts. It’s like a damn if you do, damn if you don’t kind of situation. People villainize you when they feel like you’ve let them down in some way.

What is your wicked truth?

Your wicked truth is that you need to release guilt from mistakes that you have made. You’ve done the work, you’ve analyzed more than enough what went wrong and how you could change while backing it up with action. It’s time to move on and continue being happy, not because it makes other people happy and inspired, but because you deserve to experience your joy and tap into your inner child again. To imagine and have fun instead of feeling like you’re responsible for everyone. This could look like codependency. You have to lean into individualism more. You need to place more boundaries with people who deify you so that you can relax and no longer immobilize yourself because you feel like you only bring destruction. You don’t destroy things or people and you’re not a nuisance. You’re not anyone’s enemy, even to the people who villainize you. Their perception of you is their problem and something that they need to work on, because 9/10, they don’t know you well enough to speak on what your intentions are. You mean well, and that is why the love will always outweigh the hate. You’re appreciated and listened to for a reason but always remember that you’re still human. You don’t have to be perfect because people want to see you as perfect. And just because you’re not perfect doesn’t mean that you aren’t qualified to help and lead others. Awareness and treating others with care is always a must, but the point of this pile is for you and the others around you to learn balance. Too much positivity is just as bad as too much negativity.

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The ceasefire agreement was reached and joy is floating among the Palestinian people

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What the people in California are going through right now is unimaginable, and my heart goes out to everyone affected during this devastating time.

To any of my readers who are impacted or know someone who has been, please know you are in my thoughts. But more importantly, please stay safe. If you have links to resources—whether for shelters, donation pages, or other ways to help—please share them with me so I can pass them along and help spread the word.

Edit: Thanks to everyone who has sent links thus far, they'll be down below.

https://www.tumblr.com/egberts/772189382997426176/airbnb-is-also-offering-free-limited-temporary?source=share

2. https://www.tumblr.com/swallowed-teeth/772147317627387904/updated-mutual-aid

3. https://www.tumblr.com/swimreadrepeat/772138130038013952/please-be-safe-guys-if-you-can?source=share

4. https://www.tumblr.com/victusinveritas/772206060366938112?source=share

5. https://www.tumblr.com/sweetreveriee/772264089004179456/wildfire-aid-resources-masterlist

6. https://www.tumblr.com/bucksbignaturals/772260385905688576/glad-to-hear-youre-okay-if-there-are-any

7. https://www.tumblr.com/sweetbeagaming/772151266524676096/donate-to-help-kimberly-rebuild-after-fire-loss

8. https://www.tumblr.com/stardustspell/772208874379952128/la-disaster-relief-links-incoming

9. https://www.tumblr.com/venka/772168686340554752/what-to-pack-in-a-go-bag-if-you-need-to-evacuate?source=share

10. Link to restaurants giving free meals in LA. https://www.instagram.com/p/DElNxW9Jk18/

11. All power books is providing day to day necessities as well as weekly grocery distributions. The location in LA is:

4749 W Adams Blvd, Los Angeles, California, 90016 The link is here. (Thanks @honeyveebeevee for sending me this as well as the others you've sent my way thus far.)

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hey so Los Angeles is in crisis right now.

Multiple concurrent wildfires are happening, two of which are extremely devastating. The Palisades Fire, which at this time is the deadliest wildfire in LA history, has burned 18 square miles worth of land and destroyed over 1,000 structures. The Eaton Fire has burned over 10,000 acres. And the Santa Ana winds are rapidly escalating the fires to where containment at this time is borderline nonexistent and firefighters are at a loss for what to do. People have died. The air is extremely hard to breathe from smoke. Elderly, disabled and transient populations are at great risk. Even 20 miles south and 30 miles west of the Palisades and Eaton Fires, the smoke is so bad that there are air quality alerts and the moon is red at night. These have been called “catastrophic urban firestorms” and the people affected need your compassion.

If you are directly affected by the Eaton or Palisades Fires, here is a list of safe evacuation centers:

photo credit: Adelettes2 on Twitter/X (retrieved from Google)

The DreamCenter is also taking evacuees.

I’ll reblog when I can with more information for shelters but in the meantime please signal boost and add your own information if and when possible.