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now that trump has tiktok, twitter, facebook and insta in his pocket, get ready for a massive wave of internet censorship. one of trump's greatest weapons has always been misinformation; it's going to become harder and harder to spread facts and criticism going forward. posts that aren't made invisible will be magically ignored by the algorithm. dissidents will have their accounts deleted and voices erased.

this is a suppression tactic. this is another stage of fascism.

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𝑅𝐸𝒜𝒟𝐼𝒩𝒢𝒮 𝒪𝒫𝐸𝒩, updated 1/3/25

♡ ྀིྀིྀིྀིྀིྀིྀིྀི how to book a reading: first, read my rules. once you’ve read them, dm me. i have to fix the links ( both the carrd & the form ) so disregard them & use the menu below. you must read the rules before booking.

all of the turn around dates are estimates - the turn around could actually be slightly quicker or slighter longer, depending on how many readings i have and my hours at work ( since my job is inconsistent in hours ). please book accordingly!

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i use astro-seek, whole sign houses, traditional planets, traditional rulerships, and major aspects.

all prices are usd, i use cashapp + paypal. venmo is otw.

♡ ྀིྀིྀིྀིྀིྀིྀིྀི voice call reading • starts at $20 for 30 minutes

includes: essentially a collaborative conversation between the client and me, where we discuss the chart. i recommend writing notes as u get the reading

i will outline the reading and key points i’d like to talk about beforehand! i’d also recommend coming in with questions or key points prepared as well

whenever the payment is confirmed is when the date and time slot is secured✨ after that, we can call on google voice and discuss! there will be a google doc for u to follow along with if u so wish

♡ ྀིྀིྀིྀིྀིྀིྀིྀི pet reading • 1k+ wc • turn around 1-3 days

includes: u tell me about ur pets and i’ll interpret what that may mean spiritually for u. animals are able to sense in ur environment what we may be spiritually incapable of sensing / perceiving. so u can actually get a lot of clarity from reading them. $15.

needed info: a photo of ur pet, and any information that sticks out to u about them. such as stool habits, diet, wellness, activity levels, fur / scale / skin shed, pests or parasites that may be present, sleeping habits, what time of day they are most active, their breed/species/pedigree/etc.

i do not have any known animal phobias. arthropods, herpitiles, aquatic animals including cephalopods, birds, etc are all safe to show me 💕

♡ ྀིྀིྀིྀིྀིྀིྀིྀི planet reading • 2k+ wc • turn around 3-10 days

includes: one planet of interest, the aspects made to the planet, the dispositor of the planet, and the house the planet resides in. $30.

♡ ྀིྀིྀིྀིྀིྀིྀིྀི house reading • 2k+ wc • turn around 3-10 days

includes: reading for one house of interest. includes the planet(s) present (if present), aspects made to the planet(s), the house lord placement. $50.

♡ ྀིྀིྀིྀིྀིྀིྀིྀི natal chart • 5k+ wc • turn around 5-14 days

includes: a standard birth chart reading. $90.

♡ ྀིྀིྀིྀིྀིྀིྀིྀི persona chart • 5k+ wc • turn around 5-14 days

includes: a standard persona chart reading for the planet, point, or asteroid of choice. essentially a birth chart reading for a persona chart. $90

♡ ྀིྀིྀིྀིྀིྀིྀིྀི planet return • 5k+ wc • turn around 3-10 days

includes: the next planetary return for the planet of interest, and how your natal chart interacts with that chart. valid for moon, mercury, venus, mars, jupiter, and saturn. $90

♡ ྀིྀིྀིྀིྀིྀིྀིྀི synastry • 7k+ wc • turn around 2-4 wks

includes: the way two charts interact with each other. includes house overlay, major aspects of astro-seek’s default orb, traditional planets. $150

♡ ྀིྀིྀིྀིྀིྀིྀིྀི solar return • 10k+ wc • turn around 30 days

includes: the natal chart’s interaction with the solar return chart. $150

♡ ྀིྀིྀིྀིྀིྀིྀིྀི solar calendar • 30k+ wc • turn around 3+ months

includes: day-by-day transit predictions using google calendar, monthly profection reading, a google doc reading for your solar return chart and how it interacts with your natal chart. $500

transits include the nodes, the traditional planets, major aspects, and the default orb on astro-seek.

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changing the house system

changing the aspect degree orb

changing the rulership from trad to mod

please let me know if anything on the following list is triggering so i can omit it from the reading. please keep in mind this will affect the thoroughness of the reading and the word count.

sex, family, mother, father, drugs + alcohol usage, sexual abuse, physical abuse, financial abuse, emotional abuse, bullying, cheating / infidelity, self-harm, marriage, babies / pregnancy, hospitals, mental illnesses / disorders, sickness, death. if trigger is not written, let me know anyways.

that’s all! contact is through my dms, ask box, submissions, or email ( chartsbyafrika@gmail.com ). have a good day now y’all!

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readings opennn readings opennn im getting evicted w two kitties n i really don’t want to rehome them 💔 i just need to be able to transport them so i can go back to my small hometown 👩🏾‍🌾

but bc america has no good train systems i do not have very easy ways to do that. which will be more expensive 👎🏾 thank you american car culture

n it’s crazy bc cats are literally so chill i feel like they should be allowed in public more than dogs no shade but whatever reading menu on my pinned pls rt or reblog or whatever 🙏🏾 💔 my shaylaaa

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What do people romanticize about you? What do people villainize you for? Find out in this pick a card about your wicked truth 🫧🧹

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Pile One

What do people romanticize about you?

The way that you look reigns a binding effect. Your body, facial features, or even your energetic presence creates the assumption in a person’s mind that you can heal them. Your physical features could emanate an image of luxuriance that makes people want to acquire you in order to gain something more in their life. It’s prepossessing in a way that replenishes people on a berserk level of favorableness. The way that they see good in you is the same way that you are able to see the good in people, even when they don’t deserve it. When you are open to others and are at your happiest, it can be intoxicating to the people around you. The abundance around you reflects in the way that you are giving to others, so the people who feel a sense of envy over what you were born with and how you carry yourself, they mistake your generosity for something that is entirely theirs and what they’re entitled to. People romanticize you in a way where they see you as an extension of themselves. I’m picking up that this can be through your beauty and body, the resources that you have, the support or popularity that you gain, and in your ability to comfort and provide for others.

What do people villainize about you?

I feel like people in this pile are aware of how damaging this kind of romanticization is, even if people feel like you should be flattered. People villainize you for acknowledging it for what it is. Objectification. What comes to my mind when describing this energy as is a “prude’s worst nightmare” and the character “Eve” from the movie “Igor”. When you step out of this role of being polished and when you use your abilities for your own reasons instead of being under someone else’s terms, intent, and timing, you become terrifying. People will villainize you because of the suspense they feel over what you will do next. A sexual person isn’t deemed a “whore” until they consider their pleasure and wants. A person that doesn’t know any better is beneficial to another individual until they do know better and go towards it. Youth becomes bastardized when the future doesn’t turn out like what our elders intended. A magician becomes a witch when their spirituality doesn’t liken to smoke and mirrors. All of these examples share something in common in what makes someone a threat, which is being a person who knows and understands that they are free. The true villain here is perception and your capability of continuing to walk away from situations that keep you stuck from making use of what was given to you for a reason. Embrace your seductive prowess. If you’re the generational curse breaker in your family, don’t allow the people before you to hijack what you’ve been guided to do with your life because it doesn’t embody “the struggle” or what greatness looks like. Your personal connection to a higher power will always threaten a person who believes that they’re the center of the universe and that is why expansion in your life from the magic that surrounds you will be seen as a loss for them.

What is your wicked truth?

The energy that people sense from you is maternal but is viewed and approached in a skewed manner because most people underestimate it as something that is one-dimensional. Maternal energy is only seen as something meant to be given to others when it’s actually about affluence. People will try to position you into the role of a caretaker, parent, leader, spouse, but the truth is that your power to create, is in whatever path that you have decided for yourself. If it does look like becoming a parent and raising children, then that’s absolutely fine, but don’t succumb to the narrative that creation or fertility is limited to only one thing or under someone else’s vision. Assume a role because you want to, not because of what’s pressured onto you. Especially when you decide to break free from being someone who is always thinking about everyone else but yourself. It’s going to piss people off, but it isn’t your responsibility to mother their anger or what they’re searching for within them. What people are really seeking from your energy is your intensity. When you come from a place of love or carry a lot of it in you and around you, it attracts people who desire unconditional love from the wrong places. When your knowledge and talent is incredible, it attracts people who lack it but swear up and down that they’ll know how to work your own potential better than you do. When you constantly generate unorthodox ideas, the people shunning you for it are secretly planning on how they can capitalize off of the voguish complexity that you exude naturally. Allow the abundance that you create to be for yourself, instead of letting people weaponize you to suit their apprehension to evolving from places that they’re not in anymore. Your wicked truth is that you decide the person that you want to be and that you need to be more picky with how and who you choose to expend your energy on. You have to be stronger than what people say about you when you start to advocate for yourself and the main thing that I want people in the pile to take from this message, is to not let people placate you by thinking that they can take credit for the person that you are and what you’re capable of doing. Your identity is only perversed when you live outside of your self concept trying to fit in other people’s lives. Be the main character in yours.

Pile Two

What do people romanticize about you?

People romanticize your chaos. They seek the things you wish to not have and the unwanted attention that you get. I’m picking up themes around money, gifts, masculine figures with influence, and lust being drawn towards you. When those who can’t relate to you see this, they view it as something enviable because you appear to be well taken care of, but you actually see this as a nuisance. You trigger obsession in your close or intimate relationships and in strangers. I’m seeing a lot from people who know you but you have no idea who they are or if you can recall even interacting with them. I’m sorry, but I keep interpreting this energy from those that romanticize you, as people who are not used to anything, so they want everything. If you’ve experienced a person or multiple people having a fatal like attraction towards you, especially with the lingering theme of obsession, they see it as something cool, and as a scenario that “isn’t all bad” because they focus too much on what they think you’re benefiting from it, such as being “desired”, money, “protection”, or being in a position of not having to worry about material lack. If you come from some form of generational wealth, or have a parent that appears to have a lot of money, people could romanticize it, instead of paying attention to how that inherited wealth comes with another price that you have to pay, such as your freedom or mental peace. Some people in this pile may have an experience with their haters cyberstalking them. I’m sensing through anonymous accounts or accounts from people who were supposed to be your friends or supporters who are secretly judging you and waiting for their moment to pick you apart directly. Overall, this pile is dealing with some sort of situation that puts you in distress, but other people are seeing it as a blessing. They have delusions over the toxicity that you face in your life. 

What do people villainize about you?

People villainize your reluctance to see things the way that others do. They view this indifference as ungratefulness, which triggers this venomous vitriol that they have against you. I just got a headache which confirms how unpleasant these people are around you. They want to drill into your head to change your mind about things and you just will not conform to that and they resent you for it. People could view you as someone sick or in need of help because they think that you don’t see things for what they really are. I’m getting so annoyed by this, because it’s mainly situations where they’re speaking on what they see, instead of everything that you’re feeling, seeing, and actually receiving. When you’re not silent about your discomfort or when you unveil illusions, that is when you’re villainized the most. I’m hearing this viral audio clip “He’s a good man Savannah”. I see that your discernment in relationships and in your career is sharp. You’re phenomenal at detecting and protecting yourself from controlling individuals, but people could think that you’re being paranoid and that you’re somehow sabotaging yourself. The people who tend to make you the villain, are complicating their lives because they’re too busy wanting yours. They’re free to go after what it is that you don’t want, but they’d rather bully you into choices that they can’t fathom themselves rejecting.

What is your wicked truth?

Your wicked truth is that you do not have to accept things because they are valued by another person. You do not have to jump at every opportunity that calls for you nor do you have to answer it. There are lessons that you can learn from the people who villainize you. They are trying to sway you into a scarce mindset, because they live their lives thinking that the only way to get justice is by taking what you can get from this world instead of chasing bigger. And honestly, “bigger” is really the bare minimum. Don’t let people bully you into staying with abusive people or situations that don’t make you happy and respected. There is negativity that comes with being ungrateful, but there is also negativity that comes with support. It’s not always promising to depend on someone for something, especially a controlling person. I don’t know who needs to hear this, but you deserve a love that doesn’t wane and isn’t confusing. You deserve safety without having to owe someone something. Another lesson to learn from the people who villainize you, is that at some point, you do need to detract from your fear of being seen. Not in a way that feeds into the drama, but in a way that makes you stop being avoidant of being as you are. Transmute a hater’s energy into your favor. Envision those eyes as motivation to keep strutting your stuff to really give them something to watch, which is a person who isn’t afraid to not settle for crumbs because it shows up at their doorstep. Walk over those bitches. You don’t need anyone’s attention, because you are attention. Remember that.

Pile Three

What do people romanticize about you?

I’m getting that people romanticize your “childlike wonder”. Your ability to be eternal. I’m actually hearing that people actually romanticize the way that YOU romanticize life. You guys could be very holistic and spiritual. Very in tune with the esoteric view of the world and how we operate in society. People love your wisdom, could even be addicted to it, because it’s cogent. It calms the mind, it makes them open their eyes to see what’s actually there in front of them and how they can build from situations that initially look like there's nothing to gain from it. Your energy is whimsical. People romanticize it, because it’s like “Hakuna Matata”, “Fuck it, We Ball”, or in other words “no worries”. You’re psychic, whimsical, and also indulgent. You guys are like pile one, but the aura from this pile seems more boundless. People around you could see you as either a good influence or a bad influence because of this. The degree to which you show your optimism could make people feel like you’re bragging, but somehow, it stuns people, because it appears like you’re never checked for it. There’s like a force or a circumstance that backs up exactly what you’re confident about. A LOT of jupiter and neptune energy here. People are drawn to you because of the way you gamble with your life (I know that sounds scary, but that’s exactly what I mean when I say that y’all are risk takers). Your influence is either just very loved or despised because what I really get here is that people love the way that you romanticize them, because being around you makes them feel like they don’t have to be accountable. There’s no strict authority to tell them “no”. Your influence if people don’t place boundaries, could make people fall into psychosis, debt, or some form of imprisonment. You guys remind me of Gojo from Jujutsu Kaisen.

What do people villainze about you?

I actually want to bring clarity about what I was interpreting in the first part of this reading. I get that a lot of you aren’t really telling these people to do things to hurt them. It’s just that people have so much trust in what you say or the person that you are, but will distort and take in too much of the examples that you make in life or the insight that you give. What makes people upset over you, is your popularity. How you can say something, and people will run with whatever narrative. People villainize you because they feel you’re a person who has too much power, even when you’re just breathing. People could want to silent you because of how much magnetism is in your words or how you challenge beliefs. I also see that people can villainize you for not enacting a role of the pedestal that they placed you on. Let’s say that you withdraw yourself socially, because you don’t want people analyzing every single thing that you say or do, and you don't want to be in the spotlight or in a leadership position because you don’t want to be responsible for everyone and blamed for what goes wrong. This could anger people because they see this as cowardice when they perceive you as someone who’s confident or someone who inspires them to rebel against something or they want to hear more of your thoughts. It’s like a damn if you do, damn if you don’t kind of situation. People villainize you when they feel like you’ve let them down in some way.

What is your wicked truth?

Your wicked truth is that you need to release guilt from mistakes that you have made. You’ve done the work, you’ve analyzed more than enough what went wrong and how you could change while backing it up with action. It’s time to move on and continue being happy, not because it makes other people happy and inspired, but because you deserve to experience your joy and tap into your inner child again. To imagine and have fun instead of feeling like you’re responsible for everyone. This could look like codependency. You have to lean into individualism more. You need to place more boundaries with people who deify you so that you can relax and no longer immobilize yourself because you feel like you only bring destruction. You don’t destroy things or people and you’re not a nuisance. You’re not anyone’s enemy, even to the people who villainize you. Their perception of you is their problem and something that they need to work on, because 9/10, they don’t know you well enough to speak on what your intentions are. You mean well, and that is why the love will always outweigh the hate. You’re appreciated and listened to for a reason but always remember that you’re still human. You don’t have to be perfect because people want to see you as perfect. And just because you’re not perfect doesn’t mean that you aren’t qualified to help and lead others. Awareness and treating others with care is always a must, but the point of this pile is for you and the others around you to learn balance. Too much positivity is just as bad as too much negativity.

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The ceasefire agreement was reached and joy is floating among the Palestinian people

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What the people in California are going through right now is unimaginable, and my heart goes out to everyone affected during this devastating time.

To any of my readers who are impacted or know someone who has been, please know you are in my thoughts. But more importantly, please stay safe. If you have links to resources—whether for shelters, donation pages, or other ways to help—please share them with me so I can pass them along and help spread the word.

Edit: Thanks to everyone who has sent links thus far, they'll be down below.

https://www.tumblr.com/egberts/772189382997426176/airbnb-is-also-offering-free-limited-temporary?source=share

2. https://www.tumblr.com/swallowed-teeth/772147317627387904/updated-mutual-aid

3. https://www.tumblr.com/swimreadrepeat/772138130038013952/please-be-safe-guys-if-you-can?source=share

4. https://www.tumblr.com/victusinveritas/772206060366938112?source=share

5. https://www.tumblr.com/sweetreveriee/772264089004179456/wildfire-aid-resources-masterlist

6. https://www.tumblr.com/bucksbignaturals/772260385905688576/glad-to-hear-youre-okay-if-there-are-any

7. https://www.tumblr.com/sweetbeagaming/772151266524676096/donate-to-help-kimberly-rebuild-after-fire-loss

8. https://www.tumblr.com/stardustspell/772208874379952128/la-disaster-relief-links-incoming

9. https://www.tumblr.com/venka/772168686340554752/what-to-pack-in-a-go-bag-if-you-need-to-evacuate?source=share

10. Link to restaurants giving free meals in LA. https://www.instagram.com/p/DElNxW9Jk18/

11. All power books is providing day to day necessities as well as weekly grocery distributions. The location in LA is:

4749 W Adams Blvd, Los Angeles, California, 90016 The link is here. (Thanks @honeyveebeevee for sending me this as well as the others you've sent my way thus far.)

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hey so Los Angeles is in crisis right now.

Multiple concurrent wildfires are happening, two of which are extremely devastating. The Palisades Fire, which at this time is the deadliest wildfire in LA history, has burned 18 square miles worth of land and destroyed over 1,000 structures. The Eaton Fire has burned over 10,000 acres. And the Santa Ana winds are rapidly escalating the fires to where containment at this time is borderline nonexistent and firefighters are at a loss for what to do. People have died. The air is extremely hard to breathe from smoke. Elderly, disabled and transient populations are at great risk. Even 20 miles south and 30 miles west of the Palisades and Eaton Fires, the smoke is so bad that there are air quality alerts and the moon is red at night. These have been called “catastrophic urban firestorms” and the people affected need your compassion.

If you are directly affected by the Eaton or Palisades Fires, here is a list of safe evacuation centers:

photo credit: Adelettes2 on Twitter/X (retrieved from Google)

The DreamCenter is also taking evacuees.

I’ll reblog when I can with more information for shelters but in the meantime please signal boost and add your own information if and when possible.

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resources for those affected by the eaton wildfires

donating to those in need remedies weakened saturn, and fortifies the moon and jupiter. sharing will do the same if u are incapable of donating. attracts good karma, blessings, + abundance in spirit.

be giving and grateful on this jupiter day 🌱💧🪷

donations & aid

joinbeaker has posted organizations who are in need of goods, finances, & other forms of aid

linktree of gfms - is being updated, as far as i know

california families

the navarro family

the bañuelos family

the alonzo family

the garcía family

little rayv’s family

the shabazz family

charlie + zofia

alexia

reign + colin

nadine + her three children

resources for those affected

the pete & thomas foundation is providing animal boarding. currently accepting monetary aid

joinbeaker support masterlist (mostly around the la area). shelter, animal boarding, free items, & more

i encourage people to reply with their own gfms or any gfms they see. any resources they see. 💗💗💗 i’ve just been scrolling thru twitter, typing in “eaton fires gfm” or “california fires gofundme” and reposting. cheers, have a blessed thursday guys

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𝐻𝒜𝐼𝑅 𝒞𝒜𝑅𝐸 𝒜𝒮𝒯𝑅𝒪𝐿𝒪𝒢𝒴

hair growth n length retention infodump xx

each hair follicle is connected to a blood supply. healthy blood flow is partially what stimulates hair growth. that’s why there are so many hair-growth tips that involve increasing circulation to the follicle ( such as scalp massages, warm oil applied to the scalp, or turning ur head upside down ). i used to do the warm oil + scalp massage method n it’s tried + true ! just warm up an oil to a suitable temp, apply to the scalp as a pre-poo, then massage in for at least sixty seconds. but if u can go even longer, that works. do this at least once a day!

edit: i meant at least once a * week * lol but u can do more if u would like. i’d advise a daily massage, with once to twice a week, incorporating a warm oil. x

moisture n oil are key due to the way they keep the hair strands flexible n resistant!!! first of all… blk girls… idgaf what people say. wash ur hair once a week to once every two weeks!!! a proper shampoo n conditioning are one of the main ways we keep our hair n scalps from being too dry. and blk hair has a tendency to drying out due to the fact that blk people produce less sebum. n bc we tend to have curlier / coilier / kinkier / coarser / thicker hair, it takes more work for sebum to travel down the hair shaft. the drier the hair = the more likely u are to lose hair. so keep it washed n moisturized.

then combine w an oil. this can be ur body’s natural sebum production, creams, butters, or oils such as jojoba, coconut, peppermint, tea tree, n olive. 🫒🥥 without stimulating the scalp, oil won’t necessarily promote hair growth but it does promote length retention ! “an inch retained is an inch grown.” most stagnancy in hair growth is due to the fact that hair is brittle / weak / split. gotta remember that hair is dead - so u gotta be gentle with it to keep it lively in spite of that.

what can help w dryness aside from moisture, deep conditions, n treatments is trimming !!! routine trims make the most difference in the growth of ur hair imo. sacrifice half of a centimeter to an inch in order to retain three inches of hair! it’s a very logical trade off. try to trim around once every 6 - 8 wks. don’t gotta be a lot. just depends on ur goal

then ofc, what u consume has a correlation to hair growth. everyone’s body works differently so figure out what works for u :p

astro vocab

blood flow n circulation is martian

skin ( scalp ) n hair is saturnian

hair loss is martian n solar, due to the bilious nature of those planets. there is a correlation between hair loss n bile production

hair loss is also correlated to saturn, due to saturn ruling over dryness ( dry skin + hair )

moisturization is the moon, and so is sebum

remedy mars n sun by eating foods that promote digestion as well as boosting a healthy liver !!! biotin ( vitamin b7 ) can def help with hair growth as well. abstain from alcoholism. this can help with the bilious nature of those planets

u can also remedy mars n sun’s bilious natures n promote healthy bile production by consuming ‘ healthy fats. ’ fat is not bad for u !!! it’s actually very important. u just gotta know which fats. use spices. nd use acids ( such as acv ). u can remedy saturn by being vegetarian. if not vegetarian, at least plant-based n try to abstain from alcohol.

remedy moon by doing ur mother’s hair or a matriarchal figure, if the mother isn’t present. and vice versa. remedy moon by also using familial hair care remedies - blk girls, that mean whip that blue magic grease n pink hair lotion out every now n then!! embrace tradition ( lol ).

make rice milk hair conditioner for a moon remedy as well - milk is ruled by the moon, and rice is a good moon offering. douse the head in it. fair warning tho, rice water can smell kinda crazy lol so maybe wash out with a good-smelling conditioner. do lunar remedies on a monday :p

trim during new moons. this astronomically promotes growth !!! i advise looking at the sign or aspects too - venus n moon, moon in taurus, moon in cancer, etc are great transits to trim under

i recommend making a rosemary oil. it’s quite simple: u mix essential carrier oils with rosemary - infused oil ( such as avocado ). i personally recommend making ur own hair care. it’s very ancestral n i think being hands on with greenery helps with remedying venus, moon, n saturn. 🌱

im restarting my hair growth journey - i’ve been big chopping since 2019, only allowing my hair to grow long once since then. well, 5 / 6 years later, i quite miss my long hair, so im going to restart and really dedicate time into growing it out

both acts - shedding my hair and growing it back - are v spiritual. i wanted to share what helped me in the past for those who may be interested but also to remind myself how i cared for my scalp, hair, n head. plus, the indigenous urges to wear long ass braids is getting too strong

i last big chopped in august 2024. n i don’t really have a picture of that day. but maybe i’ll start posting pics of my hair growth. idk, we gon see lol xoxo thank u for reading

w sm love, hoodreader

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People really don't talk about that transition from focusing on self and independence and searching for community/ relationships. I feel like everyone is so "focus on you" oriented they forget humans are naturally social. We naturally seek out others like us. And tend to thrive in community not self.

I believe the major shift to individuality is the reason why so many people feel incomplete. I'm not saying you need a romantic relationship to be complete (and if you feel like you do, by all means seek that relationship out) or you need to be going out every week, I'm saying you can't just interact with people at the absolute lowest level of (in person, online does not give the same healthy bouts dopamine) social interaction and think you gonna have health relationships. Dopamine seeking is so common now that yeah looking at your phone is easier than talking with a stranger because that initial anxiety (everyone has anxiety, not everyone is impacted by it to harmful levels) because you can't get "embarrassed" that way.

No one talks about how soul searching and sitting with yourself can easily become isolation and lack of tolerance for different people. People don't talk about how spending so much time with yourself pushes you to believe others are not as important as you (we are all a side character in someone's story). How it increases the negative aspects of ego to the point individuality is the only thing you strive for.

The internet and social media with all its glory is something that has been slowly poisoning Millennials, gen Z and gen Alpha. Its something that has been teaching us that we can get a quicker dopamine response from likes, flashing colors and short videos. I can remember when most media was long form, when you could long into Tumblr and see multiple page essays. When people would go to the movies and actually watch it instead of posting pictures of themselves. When kids would play outside and I would see parents, teens and even random strangers helping them out. I don't see that as much.

Of course someone could chalk it up to "my algorithm" but honestly that's only an issue of the internet. People don't interact with each other nearly as much as they did pre 2018. I believe the pandemic emotionally stunned a majority of the human population. I would've never seen groups of teens robbing people pre pandemic. If they didn't have parents to correct them, they had teachers, imams, pastors, aunts, uncles, the old lady down the block... Something.

I would've never seen the straight up ableism and anti Blackness that's everywhere now. I wouldn't see people telling someone asking for help is "doing too much'.

Do people honestly believe hyper independence is the next step forward? That we step on each other instead of helping? We isolate the elderly because " they drove up the gas prices" and children because "The world is shit and I don't want any, anyways so why be nice?"

If you wanna be astrology in to it, half the chart is simply about socialization. Thats the signs Libra-Pisces, the 7th-12th house. Yet if you look through most astrology interpretations since the middle of te pandemic, they've gone from the "social" to "me" signs. We are all part of society, you can't seperate yourself out then complain about the rest. Libra is about your relationships with other, regardless if it's the romantic ones or not, you can't change that fundamental part of it. Scorpio is about the shared resources of people, not just what an individual gets out of something. Sagittarius are teachers and pillars of the community, not just wanderlust sages with no regard of their impact on others. Capricorns are the work parts of a society, not the lone CEO or rich aunt who spends the holidays alone. Aquarius is the stored knowledge of a community, not the most outlandish, self centered individuality most push. And Pisces shouldn't even surprise anyone with it being the care for society and the collective consciousness/unconscious of us all, not the mystic lost in their mind scared to interact with others.

Those signs have always been about "the people (s)", not the individual. I can say this with most of my planets being in the 7-12th and Libra-Pisces axis, people ain't just suffering because late stage capitalism. We suffering because we forgot that we don't live by ourselves, can't function by ourselves, or thrive by ourselves. Late stage capitalism wouldn't have gotten to this point if we actually stood by each other. Especially because capitalism is a man made concept, we have always been selling and trading items, it's nothing new in fact as soon as we started living in towns instead of being hunter gathers, the first cases of capitalism occurred. Now do we modern humans call it that, but does that mean it's a new concept no. Humanity loves to recycle old ideas until they can't be recycled anymore. All of the -isms we have were bound to pop up in some point of our long existence. Racism didn't magically appear, it's the result of ethnocentricism (which can be helpful when your groups is always fighting another group, but not when interacting with completely new groups are interacting for the first time), colorism (which surprise, surprise also appeared when people transitioned from hunter gather to stationary- and it's directly tied into capitalism {darker skin = working in field therefore you did not have a ton of resources just laying around) and of course capitalism (this was more of a "you have something I want and instead of trading like I might do with someone who is more similar to me, I'll come up with a justification for why I should be able to just take your stuff rather than a fair bargain being made).

I say all that because boy oh boy do I see us (humanity) slipping closer and closer to inventing a whole new "ism", we already have ageism (the point about the elderly and children) as a rampant part of a lot of Western and people impacted by Westernization cultures. Never in my life did I think I would see people disrespect and even go out of their way to harm the two most vulnerable populations, but here we are. At this point I truly think if we don't course correct and hope, pray, manifest, idgaf what you believe in just do something this path we traveling down, things will not get better. We have to take responsibility for us not being the best we can be and not blame someone else anymore. Trauma, as shit as it is, ain't no excuse to be a living dickhead. A lot of people have it, and at the end of the day they keep it pushing because taking our hurts out on others is exactly how we get dictators. It's not good on the individual level and individuals make up society.

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I'm not writing a summary of the post, learning how to read " long" form content is a crucial skill. If I had to sit my dyslexic with ADHD ass through lessons that somehow pop up in life 2 decades later, you can sit through one post.

Part 1

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Happy New Year (if you celebrate)

Maybe I'll clean out my asks that I didn't know I had

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I love ancestry work. Something about the connections the past, present and future have just give me peace.

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Please help

I hope this message finds you well. Many of you are already aware of the situation that i am currently going through, but today the same thing happened to my sister. This has made it painfully clear that we can no longer stay where we are.

We need your help to make a fresh start. This is a genuine, urgent cry for support. Every bit of assistance whether through donations or by purchasing my services (tarot readings, spells, subliminals, etc.) can make a world of difference for us during this critical time.

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First of all thank you for not demonizing BPD, it's really hard to live with already and seeing negative posts about it doesn't help.

I should've realized Saturn plays a large role in mental health (especially the PDs). I have 2 PDs and yeah, my Aries Saturn makes a lot of negative aspects while being in my 2nd house. A lot happening in my 1st and 12th houses doesn't make it easy either

Another disorder I'd like to see is ASPD (sociopathy/psychopathy). It's definitely a lot more demonized than most mental disorders but I'd like to see the astrological aspects. Maybe DID as well.

𝒯𝐻𝐸 𝒜𝒮𝒯𝑅𝒪𝐿𝒪𝒢𝒴 𝒪𝐹 𝐵𝒫𝒟 .ᐟ

( 𝐵𝑜𝓇𝒹𝑒𝓇𝓁𝒾𝓃𝑒 𝒫𝑒𝓇𝓈𝑜𝓃𝒶𝓁𝒾𝓉𝓎 𝒟𝒾𝓈𝑜𝓇𝒹𝑒𝓇 )

what i write below aren’t sole chart identifiers for the manifestation of the disorder, just because i write a placement below doesn’t mean u have the disorder. u know urself best though. and don’t come up in here talking bout “waaaa u can’t use astrology like this.” correction! YOU can’t. but i can.

discretion is advised. bpd is a disorder with complex traits that may be triggering for some readers. such as self-harm, suicide, or addiction. source i’m using: one

❤︎ 𝒫𝒜𝑅𝒯 𝒪𝒩𝐸: 𝒟𝒮𝑀 𝒞𝑅𝐼𝒯𝐸𝑅𝐼𝒜

bpd is defined as a pervasive pattern of instability in the following three main categories areas:

instability in relationships

instability is neptunian, but i’d also extend to an afflicted saturn especially if it’s forming a hard-aspect to mars. this is because saturn is the planet of stability: an affliction indicates the lack thereof or a struggle with it. ( saturn in aries, saturn aspecting nodes, saturnian 2h/6h/8h or 12h. . . ) — let this inform the 3h/5h/7h, & also the 1h/4h.

moon rules changeability, so an afflicted or weakened moon will indicate that the nature of change may be instability. venus represents our securities. and both planets reserve delineations over how we emotionally connect to others in intimate relationships. afflictions to either one cause strain with relationships. ( moon in scorpio, capricorn, or aries, venus in aries or pisces, moon/venus aspecting the nodes, lunar/venutian 8h/12h especially, moon/venus harsh-aspecting saturn/neptune/mars/uranus, moon & venus harsh-aspecting each other, etc. . . ) — let this inform the 3h/5h/7h, & also the 1h/4h.

i’d also add in pisces, due to pisces being modernly ruled by neptune. even though pisces is venus’ exalt, exalt doesn’t mean ‘good’ & pisces venus natives tend to struggle with instable relationships. nodes, uranus, mars, moon, & neptune in the third, fifth, & seventh.

instability in self-image and emotions

basically the same as above, but instead, centered on the first house & moon ( nodes in the first/fourth house or aspecting the moon, nodes aspecting mars, moon aspecting mars, first house or fourth house lord(s) aspecting the nodes/mars, or in the 8h/12h especially, etc. . . )

marked impulsivity

an affliction to mars is one of the strongest indicators i’ve seen for poor impulse control ( mars aspecting the nodes, mars in the 8h or 12h especially, mars in cancer, sun in very close conjunction to mars [an orb of 2° or less], mars harsh-aspecting saturn etc. . . )

the nodes in & of themselves though can show whether or not the querent struggles with impulsivity - especially the north node, as the north node represents insatiablity. . . how u are almost consumed by what u “desire.” asc containing the north node, north node aspecting mars, north node in any of the malefic hoises ( second/sixth/eighth/twelfth ). . .

general houses & planets of interest. . .

first house is the house of the mindset & general health. sixth house is the house of illness & disease (but typically of the body). eighth house is the house of mental sickness & illness.

moon, saturn, and mars are planets i typical read for mental, mood, psychological, or emotional disorders. mercury. . . to a lesser degree. the nodes are not planets but they are also very relevant! treat their significance as a planet as well.

❤︎ 𝒫𝒜𝑅𝒯 𝒯𝒲𝒪, 𝒯𝐻𝐸 𝒩𝐼𝒩𝐸 𝐵𝒫𝒟 𝒞𝑅𝐼𝒯𝐸𝑅𝐼𝒜

to meet the criteria for BPD, five of nine symptoms must be present in multiple contexts and cause significant suffering or impairment in relationships and overall functioning.

one abandonment reaction

frantic efforts to avoid real or imagined abandonment.

abandonment is saturnian in nature, as saturn is the planet responsible for exile / seclusion / loneliness & more. so look for wounds in the chart relating to feeling abandoned ( chiron aspecting saturn, chiron in capricorn / aquarius, chiron in the twelfth house, moon in capricorn / aquarius, moon aspecting saturn, saturn in the twelfth house, chart ruler / moon dispositor in the twelfth, etc. . . )

the moon is of significance due to it representing safety and security in the chart. a compromised moon will reflect in the native’s sense of security, including in their relationships (fear of abandonment) such as moon aspecting a malefic, moon in scorpio or capricorn, moon in the twelfth, moon dispositor in a malefic house, etc. . .

someone with a saturn-ruled chart or the first house containing saturn can be someone who anticipates abandonment / isolation. this is because the first house shows our mindset & our expectations of our environment. i also think the seventh house is significant as well, because it shows what we think of those closely intimate with us, & the expectations they mirror back.

this hypervigilance of perceived abandonment is also a manifestation of paranoia. so i stress an overactive mars, an afflicted mars, or an afflicted moon ( aries / scorpio ascendant, mars in the first, mars in cancer especially, mars in aries or scorpio, moon in scorpio, moon in capricorn, moon aspecting mars, mars aspecting saturn, saturn aspecting moon, etc. . . )

two idealization and devaluation

a pattern of unstable and intense interpersonal relationships characterized by alternating between extremes of idealization and devaluation.

aka, splitting. black & white thinking — things are wholly one thing or another ( either all bad or all good; all loving or all hateful; all fair or all unjust; etc ). but neither are founded in reality, since they are contingent on how the person is triggered.

afflictions to mercury can impair the native’s ability to reason ( mercury aspecting pluto or mars, mercury aspecting the nodes. . . mercury aspecting an afflicted moon, etc. . . )

idealization is neptunian because it’s a bit delusional in nature ( neptune in the first, neptune aspecting mercury + moon + venus especially if it’s a hard aspect ).

affliction to venus, as venus is the planet responsible for balance & harmony. so someone whose venus is afflicted can struggle with balancing seemingly conflicting information. . . likewise, maybe a chart shape of see-saw or having a chart full of oppositions can cause this “black & white” thought pattern.

three unstable self image

identity disturbance: markedly and persistently unstable self-image or sense of self.

this will be the first house, as this is the house of the self but also how the querent perceives themselves. saturn present in the first will cause a barrier for the native to understand themselves ( this is alleviated with age, but bpd is a disorder that manifests before saturn’s maturity ). uranus, neptune or pluto influencing the first house can cause instability in self image.

this also goes for those planets ( saturn, uranus, neptune, or pluto ) aspecting the chart ruler and/or planets within the first house.

the first house lord in the malefic houses ( second/sixth/eighth/twelfth ) since these are the invisible houses — but more specifically the eighth and twelfth houses. can cause the native to struggle “seeing” or “understanding” themselves.

the nodes are significant: be present in the first or aspecting the lord of the chart. possibly the sun consuming the ruler of the chart as well ( aka, combustion ). and the moon is naturally significant ( the nodes are dependent on the moon ), so an afflicted moon relating to the ascendant as well.

four self-damaging impulsivity

impulsivity in at least two potentially self-damaging areas ( e.g., spending, sex, substance abuse, reckless driving, binge eating ).

the twelfth house is the house where the querent causes harm to themselves, so this is a house of significance. mars & uranus rule our impulses, so connection between them both can denote poor impulse control that harms the native ( mars / uranus in the twelfth, twelfth house aries + scorpio, mars / uranus dispositor in the twelfth, twelfth house lord harsh-aspecting mars / uranus, mars-pluto, mars-uranus, mars-saturn, twelfth house pluto ).

since the self is the ascendant / 1h, also look for connections between the 1h and the house of self undoing - these are core to the manifestation of the disorder, & 1h rules the mind / mindset / mental health of a native ( connection between the first house and the twelfth or eighth, eighth house and the twelfth, etc. . . )

because self-damaging impulsivity can be a broad category ( as indicated above: sex, drugs, driving, etc can all be ways you damage yourself ), i’d observe the nodes but particularly the north. the nodes in the first / twelfth / eighth are overall indications of self-damaging impulsivity. connection between a node and a respective planet can help delineate how a querent self-damages: node-venus can be sexually or financially, node-mars can also be sexually ( but in more violent contexts, imo ) or physical brutality / mutilation, the north node itself can be representative of addiction, and both nodes can delineate disordered eating ( especially if they are relating to moon, mars, the second house, the sixth house ), etc. . .

five recurrent suicidal behavior / self-harm

recurrent suicidal behavior, gestures or threats, or self-mutilating behavior.

when you get your diagnosis for bpd, it’s actually advised that the healthcare provider inspect you for self harm scars: cutting, burning, etc. but self harm is more nuanced than that. it’s any way you may cause harm to yourself. the indicators here will mirror a lot of the indicators from the above fourth section ( “self-damaging impulsivity” ).

but this is particularly suicide, suicidal behavior, & self mutilation. we will also look to the twelfth house ( connections between first and twelfth, twelfth containing malefics, twelfth containing nodes especially considering the nodes are ‘severed’, etc. . . ) suicide itself is neptune, pluto, and saturn ( in the twelfth, ascendant, etc. . . ), and a connection between the twelfth and eight could perhaps suggest self harm.

node connecting to neptune, pluto, saturn, or mars.

six emotional instability

instability is neptune, and the emotions / emotional state are going to be found in the moon, first house, and fourth house. so neptune present in those houses, connected to the lord of those houses, or moon to neptune can denote emotional instability, especially if the moon is afflicted ( in a malefic house, in detriment or fall, etc. . . )

but i’d also say the same essentially for mars, pluto, or a harsh-aspect to saturn ( such as mars-moon, pluto-moon, or moon square / opposite saturn ). connection between the moon’s dispositor / fourth house lord to the eighth house or twelfth house i feel especially can show some sort of instability.

and of course, the nodes. node aspecting moon, node present in the fourth house, in the first house, etc. . .

seven chronic emptiness

emptiness is something that feels saturnian and plutonic to me, so the feeling of being ‘empty’ or ‘devoid’ of something can be first house containing saturn or pluto ( or the first house in capricorn or scorpio, depending on conditions of the chart ruler ) - chronicness is explained through pluto & saturn, as they are the planets representing long periods of time or things that reoccur.

i think nodes are significant as well - bpd’s chronic emptiness is due to a feeling of (1) insatiability or (2) dissociation. i’d ascribe the former to the north node ( i.e, constantly feeling hungry for a feeling, chasing ‘highs’ because nothing satisfies an urge ) and the latter to the south node ( i.e, the body detached from the head is kinda floating through its own senses ). let them be present in the first house or aspecting the ascendant / chart ruler.

eight inappropriate anger

inappropriate, intense anger or difficulty controlling anger ( e.g., frequent displays of temper, constant anger, recurrent physical fights ).

an afflicted or overactive mars. especially cancer mars, since their mars is disposited by the moon. it causes a certain defensiveness; a need for “protection” that causes their lashing out to be rooted in survival. similar for moon, though - both planets are guarded and are responsible for protection. bpd manifests because of insecurity & a wound from the home environment ( mars aspecting moon, mars in cancer, mars harsh aspecting saturn, aspecting pluto, mars in first house, etc. . . ).

i think a harsh aspect between mars / moon and saturn is significant because it denotes a struggle with mood regulation.

nine paranoia & dissociation

transient, stress-related paranoid ideation or severe dissociative symptoms.

paranoia is saturn and pluto, but i’d also say overactive moon and perhaps general neptunian energy. paranoia is like a ‘wounded intuition’ spiritually. . . so i’d say twelfth house containing saturn, pluto, neptune, or moon can show paranoia. i’d also add a connection between moon and saturn, moon and pluto, or moon and neptune. . . and of course, the nodes - moon and north node, specifically.

for the dissociation. . . dissociation is described as “the state of being disconnected.” so i find significance in twelfth house lord in first or vice versa, the chart ruler aspecting twelfth house lord or planets, and a heavy stress on the south node. the south node is the planet of dissociation due to it being the headless body - this is an energy that is difficult to work with, so the south node in the twelfth / in the first / aspecting ascendant or chart ruler / aspecting moon can definitely cause the native to “be out of their own bodies.” i’d also add connection between the south node and saturn.

❤︎ 𝒪𝒱𝐸𝑅𝒱𝐼𝐸𝒲

the most recurring traits i feel there is in my interpretation are harsh aspects between mars and saturn, an afflicted moon or mars, and connections between the first house and the twelfth house.

a strongly placed north or south node also seems extremely significant, especially for the context of self harm / self damages / addiction.

don’t sleep on reading the fourth, first, and moon to understand how a disorder manifested: bpd is highly environmental and highly genetic. the first house is ruling over your environment as well, your fourth house is your familiar environments ( such as home ), and your ancestry is indicated through both the moon and the fourth.

thank you for reading! if you have another disorder you’d like to see me try, please comment down below. i’m open to any psychological disorder, provided i am well-read & studied on it. time to take a nap! byeee🩶

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Asteroid Fay (4820) in the Natal Chart

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The asteroid Fay (4820) gets a lot of fairy stuff when you see posts about this asteroid, but I don't see it that way. I may be tripping on this analysis, yes, but let's go. It was named after a pilot, Fay Gillis Wells,a woman. If it is hard to come by in those areas these days, imagine back then. So I see it more as the feminine authenticity, the part that was repressed from you when you were a child because it wasn't adequate, that part of you that only many years later you realize was killed because they didn't believe in it. Much like Tinkerbell when they didn't believe in her. It's a part of you that was repressed not by your fault, but by others. The fairytail that was killed when you were a girl. I di this analysis focusing more on why it was named that way and it trajectory than just thinking about what Fay means. So, in the end, I just tried to have some fun doing this post, sorry.

Fay in the Signs

The sign where Fay is reveals the flavor and tone of your feminine authenticity—the unique, often misunderstood part of yourself that might have been repressed by external expectations or societal norms. Over time, rediscovering this part of you brings empowerment, healing, and the ability to honor your authentic self in ways that were once denied.

∞ ₒ ˚ °𐐒 Aries: Your boldness, confidence, and pioneering spirit may have been stifled, perhaps through discouragement of your natural leadership or independence. Others might have seen your fiery self-expression as "too much." Rediscovery reawakens your fierce courage, rekindling a sense of personal initiative and the ability to unapologetically pursue your desires. You become a trailblazer in reclaiming what was once suppressed.

∞ ₒ ˚ °𐐒 Taurus:Your connection to sensuality, material values, and the comfort of stability might have been dismissed, especially if practicality or frugality was overly emphasized in your upbringing. This repression may have made you doubt your worth or feel disconnected from physical pleasure and abundance. Rediscovery brings a deep, grounded connection to nature, beauty, and your self-esteem, allowing you to fully embrace a life of richness and contentment.

∞ ₒ ˚ °𐐒 Gemini:Your curiosity, communication, and intellectual playfulness may have been silenced or undervalued. Perhaps others deemed your ideas frivolous or dismissed your need for learning and sharing. Rediscovery empowers your voice, sharpens your wit, and brings the confidence to express your thoughts freely. You reclaim your role as a dynamic storyteller and bridge-builder.

∞ ₒ ˚ °𐐒 Cancer:Emotional vulnerability, nurturing instincts, and your deep sensitivity might have been undervalued, leading you to suppress your innate ability to care and connect. Rediscovery allows you to embrace your emotional intelligence and honor the power of your nurturing side. You reclaim the strength that comes from authentic emotional expression and your ability to create a safe, loving space for yourself and others.

∞ ₒ ˚ °𐐒 Leo:Your creativity, self-expression, and natural magnetism may have been stifled, perhaps by others downplaying your talents or shaming your need for recognition. Rediscovery reignites your inner flame, allowing you to shine without apology. You step into the spotlight with confidence, celebrating your unique gifts and inspiring others to do the same.

∞ ₒ ˚ °𐐒 Virgo:Your practicality and perfectionism may have been emphasized at the expense of your softer, more creative side. Perhaps you were pushed to focus on being useful and efficient, leaving little room for personal exploration or emotional ease. Rediscovery brings balance, allowing you to serve others while honoring your own needs. You reclaim the grace of self-care and the joy of embracing imperfections.

∞ ₒ ˚ °𐐒 Libra:Your authenticity in relationships, harmony, and aesthetic appreciation may have been repressed, perhaps due to societal or familial pressures to conform. You might have been discouraged from asserting your individuality or desires for fear of upsetting the balance. Rediscovery empowers you to create beauty and equality in all areas of life, fostering relationships that honor both your needs and those of others.

∞ ₒ ˚ °𐐒 Scorpio:Your intensity, transformative power, and deep emotional truth may have been buried, perhaps because others found them intimidating or "too much." This repression may have left you feeling disconnected from your own depths. Rediscovery brings fearless authenticity, allowing you to dive into the shadows, heal, and emerge as a beacon of resilience and empowerment.

∞ ₒ ˚ °𐐒 Sagittarius:Your adventurous spirit, love of freedom, and thirst for knowledge may have been dismissed or restricted, leaving you feeling trapped or misunderstood. Rediscovery reignites your passion for exploration—whether through travel, philosophy, or learning. You reclaim your right to seek the truth and expand your horizons, living a life of bold authenticity.

∞ ₒ ˚ °𐐒 Capricorn:Your ambition, discipline, and authority may have been repressed, especially if others placed limitations on your aspirations or doubted your ability to succeed. Rediscovery empowers you to take ownership of your goals, aligning your sense of responsibility with your authentic purpose. You emerge as a figure of self-determined success and leadership.

∞ ₒ ˚ °𐐒 Aquarius:Your eccentricity, innovation, and visionary ideas may have been shunned, particularly if they challenged conventional norms. This repression might have left you questioning your uniqueness or feeling isolated. Rediscovery allows you to embrace your role as a trailblazer, bringing originality and progressive thought into your life and the world around you.

∞ ₒ ˚ °𐐒 Pisces:Your sensitivity, spirituality, and imaginative nature may have been dismissed as impractical or unrealistic, leaving you feeling unseen or undervalued. Rediscovery reconnects you to your intuitive gifts and the dreamlike essence of your soul. You reclaim your ability to inspire and create from a place of deep emotional and spiritual authenticity.

Fay in the Houses

The house in which Fay resides in your natal chart indicates the specific life area where your feminine authenticity may have been stifled, often due to external pressures or unmet validation during formative years. Over time, this placement illuminates the process of reclaiming your suppressed self, allowing you to thrive authentically in this domain of life.

∞ ₒ ˚ °𐐒 1st House: Repression here may have stifled your sense of self, physical presence, or how you express your individuality to the world. Perhaps you were made to feel you didn’t measure up in appearance, personality, or confidence, leaving you hesitant to assert your true identity. Rediscovery empowers you to embrace who you are unapologetically, cultivating self-confidence and owning your presence with bold authenticity.

∞ ₒ ˚ °𐐒 2nd House: Your self-worth, personal values, or relationship with material security may have been suppressed, possibly by others imposing their priorities on you or undermining your sense of value. Rediscovery helps you rebuild a strong relationship with abundance, teaching you to honor your unique talents and to trust in your inherent worth. You learn to create a stable, fulfilling life on your terms.

∞ ₒ ˚ °𐐒 3rd House: Your voice, ideas, or intellectual curiosity may have been dismissed or stifled, leaving you hesitant to speak up or explore freely. Perhaps you felt your thoughts weren’t valued or that learning was too rigidly structured. Rediscovery brings liberation, allowing you to express yourself confidently, connect meaningfully, and embrace your inner storyteller or thinker.

∞ ₒ ˚ °𐐒 4th House: Family dynamics or early home life may have restricted your emotional truth or sense of safety. You may have been discouraged from exploring your vulnerability or made to conform to familial expectations. Rediscovery allows you to nurture yourself deeply, reconnect with your roots on your own terms, and even break generational patterns to create a home and foundation that truly supports your authenticity.

∞ ₒ ˚ °𐐒 5th House: Creativity, playfulness, and romantic self-expression may have been overshadowed by pressure to be serious or productive. Perhaps your innate talents or joys were dismissed as frivolous. Rediscovery rekindles your passion for life, helping you reconnect with your inner child, celebrate your unique creativity, and find joy in authentic self-expression and love.

∞ ₒ ˚ °𐐒 6th House: Service, routines, or health-related responsibilities may have overshadowed your authentic self. Perhaps you were expected to sacrifice your individuality for the sake of duty or perfectionism. Rediscovery teaches you to balance responsibility with self-care, crafting a meaningful and sustainable lifestyle that honors your uniqueness and supports your well-being.

∞ ₒ ˚ °𐐒 7th House: In close relationships, you may have suppressed your individuality, feeling overshadowed or compelled to conform to others’ needs. Rediscovery empowers you to create partnerships that are equal and fulfilling, where your voice is valued. This placement helps you strike a balance between connection and autonomy, fostering relationships that reflect your true self.

∞ ₒ ˚ °𐐒 8th House: Deep emotional or transformative power may have been buried due to fear, shame, or external repression of your intense nature. Perhaps you were taught to hide your vulnerability, sexuality, or capacity for profound change. Rediscovery brings courage to explore your depths, embrace your shadows, and emerge with a greater sense of empowerment and authenticity.

∞ ₒ ˚ °𐐒 9th House: Your thirst for knowledge, spiritual exploration, or adventurous spirit may have been dismissed or discouraged. Others may have sought to limit your vision or impose rigid beliefs. Rediscovery reignites your passion for freedom and learning, encouraging you to embrace your personal truth and explore the world with openness and wisdom.

∞ ₒ ˚ °𐐒 10th House: Your public role, career ambitions, or sense of purpose may have been restricted, perhaps by societal expectations or self-doubt. Rediscovery aligns you with a career or legacy that reflects your true nature and aspirations. You find the courage to step into your authority and pursue a path that feels authentically meaningful and impactful.

∞ ₒ ˚ °𐐒 11th House: Your individuality within groups or your visionary ideas may have been suppressed, possibly because they challenged norms or went against the grain. Rediscovery helps you find your true community—those who support and celebrate your unique contributions—and reconnects you to your ideals and dreams for the future.

∞ ₒ ˚ °𐐒 12th House: Subconscious fears, societal expectations, or hidden pressures may have stifled your spiritual and intuitive gifts, leaving you disconnected from your inner world. Rediscovery invites you to embrace your sensitivity, delve into your dreams, and unlock the hidden wisdom within. You learn to trust your intuition and honor the depth of your soul’s journey.

Fay Aspecting Planets

Sun: Your core identity is tied to reclaiming authenticity. Challenges help you grow into self-expression.

Moon: Emotional vulnerability and healing are central. Rediscovery nurtures your emotional truth.

Mercury: Your voice and ideas reclaim confidence and clarity after past suppression.

Venus: Self-worth and relationships evolve as you rediscover your value and beauty.

Mars: Assertiveness and passion emerge as you embrace your authentic drive.

Jupiter: Personal growth and wisdom come through rediscovering your true nature.

Saturn: Early restrictions transform into strength and discipline in reclaiming authenticity.

Uranus: Rediscovery liberates you to express your unique, rebellious side.

Neptune: Creativity and spirituality guide you to reclaim your authentic essence.

Pluto: Deep transformation and empowerment are key to rediscovering your true self.

Rising: Your journey of authenticity is visible to others, shaping your public image and first impression. Challenges push you to embody your true self confidently.

Midheaven: Your career and public role reflect your journey of reclaiming authenticity. Rediscovery aligns your purpose with your truest self, inspiring others through your professional and personal legacy.

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