writingforthesakeoflove

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You know... Of all the things you could do , you fell in love with a guy that was already taken. Kudos to you , it's gonna get real shitty.

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Unpopular opinion that's gonna get me cancelled....

I wish he and his girlfriend break up , I wish she walks away and never turns back because I want him to feel the way I do. I wish they never work out in the end.

I know I'm a horrible person for wanting this....but it hurts so much that I can't possibly think of being the bigger person here.

I wish she leaves you and you suffer.

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Is every sidharth in this world some cruel joke..?

The fact that he looked so much like his actual name speaks volume..I wonder what was going through my mind when I just randomly guessed his name. Wish I could turn back time.

[writingforthesakeoflove]

Conan Grey's Heather has never made more sense than this moment rn 🥹

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I keep going round in circles , when I was getting better he really just had to break in again giving me those same looks he did before he broke my heart. Now I'm stuck again and fuvk him ....... He doesn't see me anymore. Guess he's done , doesn't surprise me.

[writingforthesakeoflove]

So I saw him yesterday with the girl he calls his 'bestie' ...... They looked too cozy to be besties.

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I Asked my friend what your name was .... Had seen you outside your class during the holy mass , so you weren't a Christian. Thought the name Sidharth suited you the best. Damn was I right. Your name was Sidharth.

I was with my friends, my hands perched up on the balcony , my foot on top of the metal piece just below the railing. My friend lifted her hand and pointed at you and you looked towards us then boom! Damn wth.

There started a series of sudden eye contacts and stolen glances. Was I overthinking everything? Maybe, but my eyes weren't blind.

I found out you used to like a girl not too long ago but she rejected you......

You though, rejected me indirectly when I made a move. And oh boy did that hurt. I kept thinking did I come off too strongly ? Did I do something to make you uncomfortable?

But still I saw you looking at where I was standing after I walked away. I saw you looking at me from the balcony where I was standing searching for you. To think you found me first made my heart skip a beat but that was truly sad because nothing worked out. Why did it had to turn this way? Wasn't DS amazing? He wouldn't have ever hurt me.....and yet I chose this, I chose you, knowing nothing.

I did a mistake, want to take it all back. I used to thank sree , now I cuss her out. Why did fate play such a cruel game and show me you through her?

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June 2024 , 1st - 2nd week

I saw you for the first time 🌷

I clearly remember it being on the staircase, when you were headed down and I was headed up. I saw you talking with my classmate , a teasing smile on your face as you regarded her and your friend. Which friend? I don't remember now... But yeah , all thanks to Sree , I stumbled upon you.

I remember thinking...what the hell..how can a human be so beautiful? You were the epitome of gaiety. Always had a smile on your face, tall and had soft features. I knew I didn't stand a chance but I could admire you from afar.