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Sometimes When I Say I’m Tired…

What I mean is, I want to taste the cool air of springtime without fear of what is to come. I want to dip my toes into the ocean, thousands of miles from my land-locked home, feeling the icy rush of waves and sea foam. I want to dance among wildflowers, and howl at the moon, and bask in the warmth of a bonfire surrounded by my closest friends.

What I mean is, I want to sit in a cozy European cafe and drink tea while writing a novel. I want to feel the adrenaline of opening night, the energy and excitement of the audience and crew and performers leading to the opening of curtains and the first downbeat.

What I mean is, I want to galavant across the country in a quintessential youth road trip. I want to feel like I’m flying, only to fall hard and fast.

What I mean is, I want to chase the dream I’m scared to pursue, but I want the security of the alternative.

What I mean is, I have absolutely no idea what I’m doing, but I don’t think anyone does. We’re all just pretending everything is perfect all the time.

What I mean is, I try to fight my depression and anxiety, and the dissociation that accompanies it. Some days are harder than others, so please be gentle, but I’m trying and that is worth celebrating.

What I mean is, I’m tired of the life I’m living and I want a change.

What I mean is, I desperately want to feel alive.

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Hey, I miss you. So much.

(via love-diaries)

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i wish

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That works.. https://ift.tt/2r0r8CN

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Rindu

Yang tak dapat di katakan,

Yang tak dapat di ungkapkan,

Yang tak dapat di beritahu,

Yang terpaksa simpan dalam hati.

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Hujan, mungkin hanya sekedar air. Tapi hebatnya, tetesannya bisa menumbuhkan hijau seluas bumi, juga menumbuhkan rindu seluas kalbu.

– Sound of Love

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You have this incredible way of making my heart happy.

(via love-diaries)

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“I want to talk with you forever. I remember every word you’ve ever said to me…”

— Lisa Kleypas, A Wallflower Christmas (via books-n-quotes)

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“We are bound, you and I, and nothing on this earth shall part me from you.”

— Diana Gabaldon, Dragonfly in Amber

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But then I wake up

I dream about

Falling asleep to the sound of your voice

Closing my eyes listening

The lull of your words

Washing over me

Then dream of you

You would smile at me

In my dreamscape

Where we are always side by side

And I can hear your laughter

See that tilt of your mouth

When you find something I said funny

Feel your breath in my ear

As you tell me in sweet detail

All the things we could do

When is late at night

There, every single thing

Would be about you

And how sometimes I would feel the love

Bursting at the seams of my heart

And then waking up

And you being the first thing I see

As soon as my eyes crack open

Hearing first the sound of your breathing

Feeling the weight of your arm

Settled around me

Cuddling me in

And the dream upon dream upon dream

All with your face, name and eyes

What a place to live

Makes me want to never wake up

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Do I think too much? Do I exist too much, then?

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I am getting better at smiling when people expect it.

Laurie Halse Anderson, Speak (via the-book-diaries)

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