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IM BACK!!!!!

so its been a while since i got on here... and now that i am i have to say its been crazy

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My thoughts

so, i am here at work and i am very upset right now. mainly because i keep thinking about how i have all this baggage i have and carry with me.. first off i am autistic i have: depression anxiety bipolar borderline schizophrenia i have PCOS i have asthma i don't want a partner in life, i don't wanna burden them with all this shit. not only that but i am so unlovable. so whats the point?!

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Hey..

so i am not gonna use this space for certain things because i’ve changed ALOT so yeah.. 

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Lisa Lam

People are claiming that She killed herself but how does that explain the clothes at the bottom of the tank???? HOW WOULD SHE EVEN KNOW ABOUT THE WATER TANK??? THIS WAS AN INSIDE JOB FOR SURE!!!!

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Hey everyone. I am still here. I just don't get on tumblr alot. Plus i am working alot. Also i am getting a sore throat due to sinuses. Which fucking sucks. I haven't told my boss cause last year i had covid at the end of October. I was out of work for at least 2 weeks. I seriously think its just sinuses, in the morning i will go to the doctor. So please send good vibes and prayers!

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Rugrats: Babies go on adventures.

The Rugrats Movie: Babies get stranded in a forest and almost die. One baby tries to kill another baby.

Rugrats In Paris: Babies go to France, walk around France in a giant robot, fight another robot in said robot, and almost die.

Rugrats Go Wild: Babies meet the Wild Thornberrys on a deserted island and almost die underwater.

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Morbid i am so sorry that you had to go through all that shit because people were quick to point their fingers. Please keep making music! You are awesome!

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Elisa Lam

3 episodes in.. here are my thoughts so far she was taking meds then they later say that she didn't take them recently what i saw from the video on the elevator is what i would call a schizophrenia episode why was she off her meds? why weren't there cameras in EVERY part of the hotel? i think the manager knows WAY more then what she is making us believe why was she floating FACE UP?! why were ALL her clothes at the bottom of the tank? also doesn't water do away with any evidence of (r*pe/sexual stuff) JUST SOME FOOD FOR THOUGHT!!

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Elisa Lam

i feel like someone was watching her! if you watch the footage of the elevator..it seems like some one was controlling it... but it seemed like she was having a schizophrenia episode. seeing and hearing things that weren’t there. Maybe. i am someone who has a disability and if i go off my meds even for a day, i go crazy. so i wanna know, did she stop taking her meds? if so, why?   

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Elisa Lam

I really don’t care what anyone says, the manager on the Cecil Hotel definitely had something to do with her death for sure. SHE’S HIDING THINGS!

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Elisa Lam.

How it’s possible ? M’okay if I trust Netflix, she was sick, BUT ???, she wasn’t able to walk correctly, so, do you think than she was able to climb the ladder to access to the roof ? And to climb the water tank ???! NO ! That was, a MURDER.

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Hmm...

so i feel like all this stuff about elisa lam is distracting us from something bigger getting ready to happen... mainly because this happened in 2013. it is now 2021, so im confused. mainly because no one really talked about this until now. WHY NOW?! please someone tell me!! 

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This is Reed/ he was born July 9th of this year/ he is a mini aussie ❤❤🐶

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I’m just going to keep posting this because it’s soft hour. 💕

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A reminder for allistic people this April not to support Autism Speaks

Autism Speaks is basically the equivalent to an autism hate group. As a group Autism Speaks has a long history of causing damage to the autistic community. Their ad campaigns have spread so much negativity and fear about autism. They often speak of autism as if its a negative thing that steals children away, often refer to autistic children as "missing", and view it autism as an epidemic. They once released an ad titled, "I am Autism" in which they compared autism to cancer, claim autism causes parents to divorce, and framed autism as an evil thing that steals children away from their parents. If you watch the video it is very telling about how the organization views us autistic people, though huge trigger warning for the video.

This isn't just a thing of the past, however, as Autism Speaks is still pushing resources that stigmatizes us and harms autistic people. Their most recent work, the 100 Day Kit, encourages parents to blame their family difficulties on their autistic child. It uses phrases like, "When you find yourself arguing with your spouse be careful not to get mad at each other when it really is the autism that has you so upset and angry." And it encourages parents to view autism as a horrible disease from which their child can get better. Other issues with the 100 Day Kit is that it: spreads the myth that autism is on the rise and more prevalent in boys, encourages parents to grieve over their autistic children, encourages parents to be angry over their child's autism, equates autism to cancer, discourages autism acceptance, tells allistic children that its okay to be sad to have an autstic sibling, among many other issues. The 100 Day Kit is so bad that recently ASAN (Autism Self Advocacy Network) had to cut ties with Sesame Street after Sesame Street acknowledged that the program was bad but refused to cut ties with it.

Autism Speaks also supports some pretty awful things. One of which being the Judge Rottenberg Center, a horrible institution that abuses autistic people with electirc shocks. And they have also been known to support the anti-vaxxer movement.

Finally they have hardly any autistic people on their board, which violates one of the primary tenants of disability activism "Nothing about us, without us". Compare that to other autism organizations such as ASAN and the difference is really noticeable. Also, only a tiny 1.6% of their budget goes towards helping actual autistic people.

Please do not donate to an organization that harms autistic people this April! If you wish to support autistic people this Autism Acceptance Month, you could instead donate to groups run by actual autistic people such as ASAN (Autistic Self Advocacy Network) or AWN (Autistic Women and Nonbinary Network) or even donate to a local group. But most importantly, please remember to listen to what actual autistic people have to say this April!

Sources: https://medium.com/@KirstenSchultz/a-roundup-of-posts-against-autism-speaks-5dbf7f8cfcc6

https://www.google.com/amp/s/intheloopaboutneurodiversity.wordpress.com/2019/09/13/the-ableist-history-of-autism-speaks/amp/

https://intheloopaboutneurodiversity.wordpress.com/2019/08/12/a-look-at-autism-speaks-100-day-kit/