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na realize ko over the years na hindi rin pala ako yung taong "worth the risk" kahit napakadami kong nagawang maganda, sometimes na sacrifice ko narin yung own time and happiness ko but still I received unfair treatment, siguro hanggang dun lang yung purpose ko after ko sila mapasaya they will leave me in the end. :(

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"midnight talk"

day 3. daylight na sana kaso naging you're losing me. sorry sa lahat ng ginawa ko sayo ha sa lahat ng pagsisinungaling ko sa lahat ng worst na nagawa ko, gusto ko na sanang bitawan kita kaso yung isip ko sinasabing wag pa baka magkaroon pa ng kaunting chance kaso ikaw na mismo yung nahihirapan sa sitwasyon natin ikaw na yung nababaliw kung paano pa ipagtutuloy. ako yung naaawa sa nakikita ko kung paano mo sabihin lahat ng sacrifice mo sakin. sorry diko sinasadya lahat gusto ko lng maging best girl for you pero ako lng pala yung magiging worst girl for you, hindi totoong hindi kita pinapahalagahan ha sa lahat ng pangarap ko sinasama kita noong mga una hindi talaga pero ngayong ito may maganda nakong work (public teacher) sinasama na kita sa lahat ng pangarap at dasal ko, gusto ko nang bumalik yung dating tayo :( 25 kana this oct 20. parehas na tayong 25 nagkakaedad na tayo :) i miss u :(

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"Someone like me but I always choose you"

day 2. your loss. you lost a girl that would do anything for you always excited about you. gave you all her efforts just for you to feel loved & appreciated. a girl who accepted your flaws & imperfections. trying to fix things just so you won't leave. a girl who always put you first and left everything behind. a girl who would mention you in her prayers. a girl who is proud to tell you about you with her friends. a girl who always waits for you. a girl who always checks your post. a girl who always cries when she misses you. a girl who always miss you & don't change her feeling for you. and you lost a girl who loves you more than herself 🙃

[words-i-never-said-to]

day 1 . it's so hard kapag nawawala ka. I get that you're busy were same busy because you a policeman and I'm a public school teacher but how come it is always like this :(

how come it's always so easy for you to be cold to me? bakit ang dali para sayo na hindi na lang ako pansinin? bakit ang dali lang para sayo na magbitaw ng mga salita pero di mo naman kaya panindigan? bakit ganon?

palagi kong sinasabi na okay lang pero ang totoo, hindi na talaga :(