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roses ||im changkyun (i.m) x reader || bang chan x reader

at a certain point in this series u will be able to choose between changkyun and chan. the story starts off with them being high schoolers then it progresses to them being trainees and idols.

highschool au, trainee

part three

"what?" i accidentally say out loud, i quickly cover my mouth. I then think back to how i was talking to chris about giving Changkyun a second chance.

"what do you want to talk about?" i ask, totally confused on why he is here.

"about the tutoring" he rubs his nape.

"why couldnt you have just texted me?" i ask even more confused now.

"Can we please go outside and talk?" he asks putting his hands in his pockets.

i look to my mom and she shrugs "yes go outside and talk" she comes to me and pushes me towards the door. i look back at her and she just smiles.

"good luck" she says as she shoves me out the door.

we go and sit on the swings hanging from a tree in my front yard, it was dark out but the street lights were bright enough for me to see where i'm going.

"What did you want to talk about? I can tell it wasn't about the tutoring " i ask as we both sit on the swings in my front yard.

"about the past" he answers. i look down at my hands and fiddle with my bracelets.

"what about it?" i look up at him, i see him breathe deeply.

he goes to open his mouth but shuts it again.

he looks at me "it's about our past, me and you."

"what about our past, it's the past. nothing to it" i say.

when i used to look at him i would get mad. i have now tried to be better about my temper with him. i was hurt for a long time. i couldn’t expect myself holding a grudge over him. i didn’t want to waste my energy and time on that. after all it happened two years ago. i do have to admit, sometimes i still want to confront him, scream at him but i’ve tried so hard to move on. I miss it. I don't miss him. I miss the thought of him. I miss the memories. The memories that sting in my chest.

"There is too much to talk about y/n, i'm sorry. i ruined everything. Not only did I ruin us, i ruined you. Y/n, i ruined everything around us. you meant so much to me, but i was an idiot who broke the one person who meant so much to me. I'm not asking for us to be together again. I'm not asking for anything. I just needed to tell you this. I'm sorry. I'm so sorry for everything. I've heard so much about the time you were going through it. I heard that you couldn't eat, that you couldn't sleep. I would see you with puffy eyes and wet cheeks. i wanted to run up to you. I couldn't. I broke everything off. I cut you out of my life. Or at least i tried to.” he sighs

“Kim Y/n, i'm sorry"

Before i would have started crying and ran straight back to him. It's kind of relieving hearing him say this. This is what i've wanted him to say for so long. but hearing it isn't really making me feel much. It's been too long. He's waited too long. i'm over it. i'm over him.

"ok thank you" i get up from the swing and walk towards my front door. i feel a hand lightly grab my arm. i turn around to face changkyun

"that's all your gonna say?" he asks as he study's me

"what am i supposed to say changkyun? it's been too long. you and me happened too long ago. us. sure i miss the memories and what we did together but that's all. nothing else. i don't miss you.” i take a deep breath

“Yes, what you heard is true. I did go through hell. I didn't only loose my boyfriend, but i lost my best friend. I did hurt, i hurt a lot. My own best friend put me through the worst pain i've ever felt. Changkyun, thank you for lifting this weight off my shoulders. i have no room to hold a grudge. it was some stupid sophmore year drama."

i start to walk off again. but i stop.

i turn around to see him still on the swing looking at the ground.

“changkyun” i say as i cross my arms

“did you come here tonight just to apologize? or to give me closure?”

“more of just an apology” he says quietly

“well, while you’re here. don’t you think you should at least tell me why you did it?” i test

“i mean sure” he looks up at me

“i did it because i was too scared for the future. i would think about our bad times more and more often. slowly i was just worried more and i rarely thought of the good times. i was also being teased by my other friends. i couldn’t handle it anymore. u still meant a lot to me so i couldn’t think of anyway to end it and i ended up ghosting u. when you would run up to me and ask what’s wrong i would walk away because i didn’t know how to handle myself and i didn’t want to bring you into it. i should’ve told you everything sooner. i’m so sorry y/n” he looks down again and fiddles with his hands.

“didn’t you think that you could talk to me? or at least soojin and doyoung. we were all here for you. sure our relationship was different because we were boyfriend and girlfriend but i was still your best friend.” i sit next to him on the swing again

i put my hand on his shoulder and he looks up again

“hey changkyun. i forgive you, everything is good now. let’s start over and be friendly” i try to smile at him

he gives me a sad smile “ok y/n”

i get up and walk to my door “goodnight changkyun!”

later that night while i'm in bed on my phone doyoung comes in.

"what's up?" i ask, confused on why he came in here.

he sits on the edge of my bed with his back facing me. "why was changkyun here?"

i shut off my phone and sigh. "He wanted to talk about our past"

i go and sit next to him "what about it?"

i look at him. He is looking at the door with a blank face. "just about what he did and the rest"

i see him breathe deeply. He goes to say something but cuts himself off.

i stare at him until i realize he's not going to say anything. "okay, doyoung go to bed." i get up and pull him with me.

"goodnight y/n" he messes up my hair and walks away.

i go back to my bed and shut the light off. i grab my phone and open messages. of course my group chat with everyone is being spammed. I see a text message from chris.

8:45 pm

hey, i need to talk to you tomorrow. it's serious.

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roses ||im changkyun (i.m) x reader || bang chan x reader

at a certain point in this series u will be able to choose between changkyun and chan. the story starts off with them being high schoolers then it progresses to them being trainees and idols.

highschool au, trainee

part two

i turn to look at changkyun who is staring back at me. I feel a hand on my shoulder. i turn to see chris give me a pitied look. i just smile

"this day has just gotten better" he laughs a bit

"at least you are still being sarcastic".

i take his hand off my shoulder "hey, it happened sophmore year. That was ages ago, sure i was hurt and angry. But hey, i've got to learn to let go right? should i give being friends with him a chance? we were friends before anything. Will this really be that bad?"

chris holds on to my hand and i stare at them. "Whatever happens i'll be there for you and if i need to i will beat him up."

i giggle. "Thanks chris"

Chris and I exit the classroom together, talking like we usually do. I smile at changkyun as we leave and head out towards our lockers. Sadly, chris' locker is pretty far from mine so we say our goodbyes and head our separate ways.

as i approach my locker i see doyoung standing at it.

"What?" i ask trying to get to my locker.

"What was that meeting about?" he moves away.

"nothing, just some stupid tutor thing i have to do." i put my books into my backpack.

"for what class and who are you tutoring" i look up at doyoung trying to read his expressionless face.

"for english and changkyun" i hear him breathe deeply.

"do i need to ask-" i put my hand on his shoulder.

"it's fine, i'm gonna be okay." i start walking away

"it was forever ago anyway"

i drop my pencil as i finish my homework. i go plop on my bed and reach my phone. as i turn it on i see a ton of notifications, mostly from my group chat. I go to answer that when i see an unknown number texted me.

hey is this y/n?

yes?

it's changkyun

hi

when can we meet?

i look up from my phone. i was just assigned to tutor him today, he's so annoying. i don't have anything ready.

idk, i'm not ready

oh, k. bye

i shut my phone off. i lay on my back on my bed. as i stare at the ceiling i can't help but to think of chris. it's weird, i've never thought of him in any other way then just a good friend. now when i think of him my heart beats fast. He's always been so nice to me. how am i only noticing him in that way now? it's all very confusing. my phone dings again

it's chris.

y/n, i just wanted to wish u luck on tutoring your ex! fighting :)

seeing this makes my heart skip a beat. he's just too cute. i go to respond

Haha, thanks chris. i need it.

i gtg, bye y/n. text me if u need anything.

bye chris :)

i plug in my phone and head downstairs. Something smells good.

i head to the kitchen to see my mom cooking. "hi mom"

she turns to look at me. "hey, come and help me"

i walk towards her "what are you making?"

she takes a fork and picks up a piece of meat and puts it in my face "i'm making Dakgalbi"

i chew on the meat she gave me "it's really good, where is doyoung?"

she rolls her eyes "i thought you were going to help me"

i shake my head and smile "no thanks"

she laughs a little "he's in his room"

i start walking away "dinner will be ready in 10!" she shouts

i knock on his door and walk in without an answer. he is doing homework on his bed when i go and sit next to him.

"why are you doing your homework on your bed when you have a nice desk?" i tap his paper

"it's comfier"

i lay down on the end of his bed

"ok weirdo" he moves his stuff off his bed and lays next to me.

"what are you doing?" he asks.

"how come i can't just come see you?" i jokingly ask.

"your so weird, you know that? anyway, is there anything you want to talk about?"

i look at him then back to his ceiling. i want to tell him about chris and what is happening but i can't, i wont.

"how come you never have any crushes or girlfriends?" i ask sincerely.

"You, Soojin and Mina drive me crazy enough. i don't need another girl in my life" he pinches my nose as he lifts himself off the bed.

"come on, let's go to dinner."

after dinner i go to my room and start to wash up for bed. as i walk towards the bathroom my mom calls me.

"y/n! someone is here for you!"

i turn around and head towards the stairs "okay"

i don't know who it could be, if it were any of my friends they would have walked up to my room. I look at my phone to see if i have any texts to see if anyone told me they were coming over. it's also late.

I walk into the front room to see changkyun.

why is he here?

i give my mom a puzzled look and she gives the same.

i turn to changkyun and smile "hi, why are u here?"

he looks down at his feet for a second.

"i wanted to talk"

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roses ||im changkyun (i.m) x reader || bang chan x reader

at a certain point in this series u will be able to choose between changkyun and chan. the story starts off with them being high schoolers then it progresses to them being trainees and idols.

highschool au, trainee

part one

with an alarm sounding i slowly open my eyes. the clock reads 7:45.

"shit!" i was supposed to be up 50 minutes ago.

I jump out of bed and quickly throw sweats and a big shirt on. I run to the bathroom and throw my hair up in a bun and put mascara on. I run downstairs to find my brother getting his shoes on.

"What took you so long?" he asks without looking up from his shoes.

"geez, good morning to you too. I slept through my alarm"

"Oh, that's what that was" he says finally looking up at me.

"what?" i say walking over to grab a banana.

"Is your alarm a hyuna song?" i nod as i peel the banana.

He laughs and i just roll my eyes.

"Nice outfit, really trying to impress the guys huh?" he teases as he looks at my sweatpants.

"My main goal in life is not to impress guys" i slide my shoes on and walk out the door, my brother soon following after.

We get into the car and settle in a bit.

"We have a math test today" i say as i buckle.

"Yes, i know. Just because we are in the same grade doesn't mean that you get to be annoying and remind me of tests and quizzes every second. I'm an independent young man" he starts the car.

"Pfft, okay Doyoung".

Me and My twin brother are seniors at Gwangju West High School. We are very similar but at the same time very different. We both play sports and get good grades. A lot of people like us but more people like my brother. It's really annoying sometimes, all of my friends like him. Doyoung and I both secretly want to become idols. Our parents would never approve, but we are still going to audition. We are planning to do it in a couple of weeks. I'm excited but at the same time really nervous. I think some other people i know are going to audition too. My best friend Soojin is auditioning with me and brother. It's gonna be great.

"Hey dweeb stop staring out the window and let's go" doyoung abruptly speaks.

I look outside and see that we have arrived to our school. "Geez okay"

i grab my phone and leave the car. Doyoung and i walk side by side till we get to our friends then we leave. We act like we hate each other but if we didn't have each other i don't know how we would survive.

i wave bye to doyoung and his friends as i make my way over to mine.

I already see them judging my outfit.

"What?" i say.

“Oh nothing" Mina dismisses me.

Soojin grabs my arm and Mina follows. "It's just that-" soojin continues

"It's just what?" i ask nudging her arm.

"it's a great, comfy outfit. but it's a little-"

i role my eyes. "Never mind" i say.

As we walk to first period two of our other friends joins us.

"lucas, jungwoo wait up!" Mina, Soojin and I run up to our friends.

the two boys stop and look at us.

Lucas starts laughing

"What?" jungwoo looks to lucas.

"Y/ns outfit looks weird".

i hit lucas "Hey! you wear sweats all the time"

We all split up and go to different classes. The only person that I am friends with in my english class is Bang Christopher and he is from australia so i don't know why he is taking english. I go ahead and sit next to him.

It is currently 5th period and I just got out of gym. It's not that bad, I don't know why Soojin hates it. I meet up with my group of friends as we head to lunch. my phone starts to buzz, as i go to take it out of my pocket someone bumps into me. This causing me to drop my phone.

"fuc-" I look up to see who it is.

"Y/n" He looks at me worriedly. "I'm so sorry"

changkyun goes to grab my phone, i just role my eyes. "Yea, Yea whatever"

He gives me my phone back but his hand lingers on it. i look up from avoiding eye contact and see him looking at me with a sorry expression.

"Okay" i take my phone

"you can leave now" i say as i grab jungwoo and Lucas' arm. He sighs and walks away.

Changkyun and me go way back. We dated for 11 months freshmen year, but we were best friends before that. Doyoung, Changkyun, Soojin and I were a tight knit group up until sophmore year. I always had a little thing for changkyun, even when we were really young. Little did I know that he felt the same thing. sophmore year changkyun and I started texting a lot more then we used to, which led to facetiming every once in a while, then it became facetiming every night for 11 months. I didn't think we could get any closer then we were when we were just friends, but it was possible. It was great while it happened, he was my first serious boyfriend. He was extremely special to me. Apparently it wasn't like that for him. One day he stopped talking to me, it was a weekend in january. I texted him about a basketball game and he never responded. I thought his phone was dead. he would usually text me good morning and he didn't do that either. I went up to him at school and he walked away. It was like this for weeks. I stopped trying. He really hurt me, he stopped talking to me and i never knew the reason and I still don't to this day. I thought about the worst things. I slowly stopped eating, and talking. I became very depressed, I wasn't only hurt because he was my boyfriend but he was also my best friend. But as most people do, I got over him. It took me 5 months but I did. I never forgave him for what he did, and now I hate him. Doyoung and Soojin hate him too. So that is why i am how i am with him. He never once told me why he ghosted me, why he broke my heart, why he ended it. When I see him all the anger and hurt that I felt come back, i want to scream at him. I keep it cool though, and most times i'm with my friends and so they stick up for me.

Lucas waves his hand in my face. I look at him confused.

"you were zoning out" he says. i shrug as we walk to the cafeteria.

Mina waves us over to our usual lunch spot "you guys, come quick".

I give her a confused look as we get closer to the table.

"where is soojin?" jungwoo asks as he sits down next to mina.

"look, look" she points over to where soojin is.

"She's talking to jooheon" Mina exclaims.

"So? she talks to him all the time" lucas questions.

"Lucas is right, he even hangs out with us and they talk then" i add.

Mina sighs "okay whatever" she slumps back into her seat. i laugh.

Soojin waves bye to jooheon as she heads over to us. she puts her hands on her heart and she sits down. "Isn't jooheon the best?"

Lucas roles his eyes "Yes, of course"

me and jungwoo laugh. "Y/n did your phone crack?" jungwoo asks.

"I don't think so, i didn't look at it.” i pull my phone out of my pocket.

"Good, It didn't" i put it on the table.

"Why would her phone crack?" Mina asks.

"changkyun bumped into her" lucas answers.

Soojin stands up "Why that little-"

i laugh "It's fine, relax" i say pulling her back down.

"Y/n?" someone taps my shoulder. I turn around to see Changkyun.

i sigh "What do you want?" i try to stay calm.

"Mr. Jung wants to see you" i give him a confused look

"my english teacher? why?" he looks down.

"I don't know, he wanted to see both of us"

great, just great. i have to be in the same room as changkyun.

"Okay, lets go" i walk ahead of him

as we arrive into Mr. Jungs room there are other kids there. Chris is there, i walk over to him and tap his shoulder.

"chris?" he turns around and smiles

"y/n, sit here next to me" he taps the desk next to him.

"do you know what this is about?" i ask

"Nope, not a clue" he smiles.

"Did changkyun get u?" i look over to changkyun, who right as I looked at him looked down.

"Yeah, why?" i look back at chris

"you told me what happened remember?"

i look down at my hands. "oh yeah"

he laughs "it's okay"

He gently moves my face back to look at his. We meet each other's eyes. I feel my face start to heat up. I want to look away but I don't. Neither does he. His hands still lingering on my face when Mr.Jung starts talking. We immediately look to him.

"I called you all here today because—" I start to zone out. Woah, what just happened? Yes i've always found chris cute but never to the extent that I wanted to do anything about it. I never realized how beautiful his eyes were and the way his hair fell perfectly on his skin. his skin is so beautiful, it's almost.

Mr jung cuts off my thinking. "Y/n?" He looks at me.

"Yes?" i zone back in. "You will be tutoring Changkyun”

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a/n: Hehe, I hope you guys liked the first chapter! There will be more to come of course. Thank you so much for reading my book!

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roses ||im changkyun (i.m) x reader || bang chan x reader

this will be a series

highschool au, trainee

at a certain point in this series u will be able to choose between changkyun and chan. the story starts off with them being high schoolers then it progresses to them being trainees and idols.

i'm just gonna introduce the main people and a short summary of what they r like

Kim Y/n

siblings: Kim Doyoung

this is you!

the rest of your info is your choice!

Kim Doyoung

siblings: Kim Y/n (u guys r twins)

he is very protective, you guys are best friends, you do a lot together. he is also exactly like the real doyoung :)

Seo Soojin

importance: She is your closet best friend

she is crazy and is always there for u. she is rly fun to be around and she has been ur bff since you guys were very little. You guys are extremely close. You love her so much and you don't know what you would do without her. You can talk to her about literally anything💕

Myoui Mina

importance: one of your best friends

she is really fun and is like the mom of the group. You go to her for advice and you guys are rly close. She became your friend after freshmen year. Your life wouldn't be the same without her. She makes every situation better and if you ever need anything she's got u. like everyone in the group, she is a weirdo which makes her even better.

Wong Lucas

importance: one of your best friends

He is extremely goofy and loud. He makes you so happy. You two are very close because when he moved to your school you were the first to be his friend. He knows exactly how to make you happy when you are sad. You guys get along really well and you make each other laugh.

Kim Jungwoo

importance: one of your best friends

he keeps the group sane, even though he is crazy too he knows when to pipe down. He is super caring and sweet. People know him as the shy and quiet kid but you know him as the extremely silly and fun baby. He is your brothers favorite. He loves to make everyone happy and he is the peace keeper. he is really close to u in a way that other people aren't. He gets you rly well.

Im Changkyun

importance: guy in ur school (and ex)

u guys dated ur sophmore year of highschool. ur relationship ended and hurt both of u very badly. for a while he wasn’t in ur life, but he may resurface again. he is friends with Soojins crush. in the first chapter u will get to know him more. ;)

Lee Jooheon

importance: He is a good friend

even though he is best friends with ur ex u guys still remained friends. He sometimes even hangs out with u and ur friends. Soojin has a huge crush on him and little does she know he does too. They are both too scared to tell each other tho. He is the cutest thing you have ever seen. He is rly nice and rly funny and he's always there to talk. He was there for you through everything with changkyun and u hope he will be there for u forever. He makes you so happy. U never wanna stop being friends with him.

Christopher Bang

importance: rly good friends

he is a rly rly good friend of yours that came along after your break up with changkyun but has helped in many ways. He is very caring, funny and sweet. He means so much to you and you guys have the best times together. Although you met him later on, it seems like you've known him forever. He is always on your mind, consciously or subconsciously.

He means a lot to you,, maybe more than you thought...

This is a short little introduction to the main people. Ofc there will be other characters in the book but these r the most important :)

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Felix and Chan, if you’re reading this, I just wanted to say

I love you.

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Jooheon’s cute chubby cheeks

Reblog if you agree

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Reblog if park jisung came into your home and kicked you in the chest

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Reblog this and a random skz photo will appear in your inbox/submissions

I won’t stop until every last one of you has a picture.

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it’s so crazy that it’s already been a year, it’s weird to see the boys without him.

rest easy jonghyun❤️❤️

As we remember Jonghyun today, please do yourself a favor— pause, take a deep breath and rest. You are doing the best you can. Take a break. We live in a cruel world but take heart, everything will be okay in the end. Continue to have faith and please remember that it’s okay to not be okay. Reach out if you need help. Let’s be kind to each other ♥️

Jonghyun, we miss you and we love you.

You did well 🌹

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you confessed your feelings to your bias, the last meme you saved is their reaction

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mark just called me shawty and i’m not sure how i feel

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hi monsta x deserve better

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misinformation i keep seeing

- “people are muted” no nobody is muted. it’s just a glitch that affected some posts, mostly text posts. don’t send staff any messages, just edit and save those posts and they’ll fix themselves

- “tumblr is banning custom themes” no it’s not

- “tumblr is banning kin stuff” no, it bans impersonation. as in you cant pretend to be someone such as a celebrity. Same with mastadon.

- “they banned nsfw to get back into the app store” they banned nsfw cuz verizon cant sell ads next to porn, the app store debacle just made them speed up the process. this all stems back to capitalism sucks.

- “a hatsune miku kinnie made up the blocking glitch as an excuse to block all their mutuals” this is a real glitch happening right now and it either appears you cant message/send asks to your mutuals or if you go to their blog an error that looks like theyve deleted pops up (im on mobile, opening and closing the app seems to fix it).

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It really cost Sungjin no money to be that good looking but he at his bullshit again

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surprise ☆

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You have crossed paths with Felix’s Freckles™. RT for good luck, clear skin and good grades.

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This blog supports E’Dawn and Hyuna. ❤️

As hard as it maybe to some people. Idols are people too. They deserve to find love just like you and I. This post is not here to start hate. So please do not take it as calling anyone out.